loner-anorexic

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yes.

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I wish i can do it right once and for all really cause I'm so pathetoc i did it wrong 3 times 🙃.. HOW'S IS THIS EVEN POSSIBLE

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Reblog

If you know the struggle of having an eating disorder while living in the same house as your parents.

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24/7 thought

“I guess I will feel alive when I’m dead because now that I’m alive, I feel dead”

— (via killed-long-ago)

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Yeeessss

It’s so hard to starve when you live with your parents

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I shit myself from laughing 🤣🤣🤣

All of us once we reach or ugw

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Please just be the later 🙏

Can my eating disorder either go away completely or be bad enough that I’m actually skinny

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😶😶

“In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you believe you deserve it, and the fact that you’re putting yourself through pain means you are doing what you, by all rights, ought to do. You’re doing something right. It’s hard to describe how these two things can take place in the same mind: the arrogant, self-absorbed pride in yourself for your incredible feat, and the belief that you are so evil as to deserve starvation and any other form of self-mutilation.”

— Marya Hornbacher, Wasted  (2006)

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Omg, if i can just print this and paste it on my wall without sounding creepy as hell to remind myself what a perfect stomach looks like 🤩

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From now on for those who still view this account/ follow me I'll be trying to update my weight daily and keep it up to date. Currently it is

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“I’m so tired, sorry”

“Maybe another time, thanks for the invite though!”

“Oh look at the time,I need to go”

“I got no sleep last night maybe another day?”

“Sorry got a family thing :(“

“Already got plans, definitely another time though”

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I wish my thighs looked like that 

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Me minding my own god damn business: I should probably lose a bit of weight, not too much just like 1 or 2 kg and i should probably eat healthier, i've been eating shit lately.

An ed creeping behind me: How about we lose so much weight and become severely skinny by eating absolutely nothing?

Me: Who told you this was a good idea?

Ed: You get a bonus gum and diet coke!

Me: Fair enough.

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Just phenomenal 🤩😍

Some of my favorite thinspo lately

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Black and white is my fav filter, this is for no other reason than I love black and white filters and collarbones

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It’s so weird that sometimes I walk past the mirror quickly and catch myself and I’m like “oh my legs look actually skinny “ but when I stand infront of the mirror to actually look at myself I always see fat fat fat

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Sometimes i wonder if i was ever supposed to love myself