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Forbidden Fruit: Shanks x F!Reader (Part 2)

Tags: nsfw, modern!AU (therefore Shanks has both arms and no scar on his face because he’s not doing pirate stuff lol), Age gaps, phone sex, oral sex, penetrative sex, creampie, squirting, daddy kink, dirty talk, and sex toys

Co-written with @littleblueeyedmoon

Thank you @aces-sweetheart for making this post which inspired me to write this fic!

Click here to read part one!

Heaven existed.

After calling Akagami for a few weeks, you were sure of it. You still didn’t have a boyfriend, but you weren’t frustrated anymore; you still hadn’t gotten laid either, but your numerous talks with Akagami gave you the best orgasms you had ever had, so you had no complaints.

You were in a really good mood; you had just finished college, and you were moving back home with your dad until you found a job, which meant that not only could you call Akagami whenever you liked, but you’d also get to see Shanks often, your dad’s best friend. He was ridiculously handsome.

You thought to yourself as you continued packing the stuff in your dorm; you were excited for the day ahead. A knock on the door interrupted your train of thought. When you went to open your door, you gasped in surprise.

Shanks was leaning against your doorframe, an amused smile decorating his face, “Hey, kid.”

“S-Shanks?! What are you doing here? Where’s dad?”

He chuckled, “Lucky had an emergency and needed your old man’s help. He asked me to pick you up, little girl.”

He laughed at you in good fun as your face flushed slightly. He looked around at your packed-up boxes and grinned, “You in a rush to get home?”

“I guess I’m feeling a bit homesick.”

“Aww, don’t worry, kid. Just get the stuff in the car,” Shanks smiles warmly, “I’ll bring down the rest of your boxes.”

You nodded and went to his car as Shanks began stacking up boxes to bring downstairs.

As he finished up, he accidentally stumbled, causing one of the boxes to burst open. He quickly scrambled to put its contents back but froze when he saw a bunch of sex toys on the floor.

He laughed loudly. Who would’ve thought you were a perverted little thing? But no matter, your secret was safe with him. 

As he finished putting the toys back in the box, he suddenly realized most of these toys seemed familiar; His little princess had described toys to him over the phone that kind of looked like these ones.

Small world… Shanks thought to himself as he brought the last box to the car.

Even though the toys were yours, he couldn’t help thinking of his little princess and how his world changed once she started calling him.

Working as a phone sex operator was a fun thing to do. It got him off, and he also got to help other people. It was a fun, casual thing to make some extra cash. But then, once she called for the first time, everything changed. Shanks began looking forward to hearing her voice every time the phone rang.

She was a naughty little thing, a girl young enough to be his daughter who wanted him to take advantage of her; she even called him “Daddy.”

He’d had clients call him more than once before, but her calls became regular. He felt almost possessive of her; she was a slutty needy little girl who needed her Daddy to guide her. 

He almost growled at the thought of her getting off with another man.

He had spent the last few weeks fantasizing about his little princess and what she would look like in person. What color were her eyes? Was she curvy or slender? How would her body writhe for him when he showed her how to properly squirt? What would her face look like when he shoved his cock inside her tight pussy? 

The thought of her was driving him crazy.

Shanks was brought out of his train of thought when you looked up at him, patiently waiting for him to unlock the car’s front doors. He fished the keys out of his pocket, opening the door to you.

He suddenly remembered something when the two of you were buckled up in his car.

“Ah! Before I forget, I brought you something, kid, here!” He smiled widely as he handed you your favorite candy bar.

You smiled brightly at him in return as you quickly opened the candy.

“This is so good; you’re the best, Shanks!” You moaned in pleasure as the flavor of the candy hit your tongue.

Shanks’ brain stopped working for a moment.

He needed to get himself together; for a millisecond, an image of his little princess moaning for him flashed in his mind as you savored the candy.

Seeing your toys must’ve thrown him off.

Yes, that had to have been it, he reasoned. After all, if you were his sweet princess, he would’ve been tangled in such a complicated web. You were his best friend’s daughter. He and Beckman had been buddies since college, so if he were to go after his daughter…

Shanks swallowed, sweat building on his brow.

“Is everything okay?” You asked, leaning forward a bit, “You look stressed.”

You laughed, and Shanks laughed along with you, “No, it’s nothing, don’t worry.”

Shanks tried changing the subject quickly. 

“So, how was college? I haven’t seen you in a while.” 

“College? It was a piece of cake.” You shrug off sarcastically.

Shanks laughed, and the sound warmed your heart. For a moment, you even forgot about Akagami.

Shit, Akagami.

You felt bad, you had been fantasizing about him for months, but now Shanks would be back in your life. 

You and Akagami weren’t together, even though some part of you felt emotionally attached to him. But at the same time, your heart still yearned for Shanks, even though you knew it would never happen between you two.

You let out a sigh.

Shanks eyed you before asking, “What’s on your mind, kid?”

“Nothing; why?” You shrugged

Shanks smiled, “Well, because now you look down in the dumps.”

You hummed, “I guess I’m dealing with some pretty complicated feelings.”

“What, is there someone you like?” He smirked, looking back at the road again.

You shifted in your seat, “Well, yeah…”

Shanks let out a laugh, “And who could this mystery man be who stole the sweet princess’s heart, huh?”

You blushed, “Well, that’s the problem… there are two guys. And… I don’t know how to choose.”

Shanks hummed, “That’s a tough spot to be in, kid.”

After a few moments of silence, Shanks’ curiosity got the best of him.

“So, who are they?”

“Huh?”

“The guys you like, who are they? Maybe I can help you decide” He winked playfully. 

“W-Well, uh,” you hummed as you thought how to describe them to Shanks without letting it spill that one of the guys is closer than he thinks, “One guy I’ve known forever… and the other I met just a few months ago.”

Shanks nodded, and you kept talking, “This new guy gives me lots of attention, but the guy I’ve known forever barely seems to know I exist.”

“Then go for the new guy!” Shanks smiled, “If he treats you well, then that’s who you should stick with.”

A long silence hangs between you and Shanks in the car as you drive past buildings on the road’s edge. You cleared your throat.

“W-Well, uh, that’s kind of the thing: we haven’t met in person...” Shanks raised his eyebrow at you.

“You haven’t met? Then how does he give you all the attention you were just telling me about?”

“Uh,” you had to think fast, “W-We’re Internet friends!”

Shanks hums, “Be careful about guys online, kid. They could be anyone, you know? This guy could be an old guy trying to creep on girls like you.”

You blushed when he came closer to the truth than you would’ve liked, “W-Well, we’ve talked on the phone. He’s not a creep, believe me.”

“But he is old, huh?” He chuckled, “Ah, I’m just kidding. I know you’re a good kid who wouldn’t go for that sort of thing.” 

You looked away from him as you blushed harder.

“R-Right, of course not!” Your response had Shanks raising his eyebrow at you again, but he let the comment slide.

A long silence settled again as you couldn’t think of anything to say that wouldn’t sound even more suspicious.

Shanks smiled, “Anyways, I’m going to be staying with you and your dad at your house tonight.”

Your head whipped to look at him so fast Shanks thought you might’ve pulled a muscle.

“What? I thought you and Dad were staying at your house!”

Shanks raised his eyebrow at you again. You were acting strange; you were usually eager and excited to see him, and you loved spending time with your dad.

“What’s gotten into you, kid? Do you need your dad and me out of your house or something?”

“What? N-No, I just thought, you know…” you trailed off, not really knowing what to respond with.

You wanted to get out of the car as fast as you could; this was getting embarrassing. 

As you neared your house, the silence made things even more awkward.

You sighed, “I was going to talk on the phone with my online friend.”

“And your dad and I can’t be home for you to do that? Are you sure he’s not a creepy old guy, kid?”

“He’s not creepy,” you pouted, crossing your arms, “Can’t a girl just want some time alone with a guy she likes?”

“Easy, tiger,” he chuckled, “Just stay in your room. Your dad and I won’t barge in.”

You pout, “You promise? I really want to talk with Akagami tonight, and I don’t want Dad or you to interrupt us.”

Shanks slammed on the brakes, causing you to jerk forward. 

“Shanks?”

“What did you just say?”

You blink, furrowing your brows, “I asked if you promise not to barge in ’cause I wanted to talk to my friend Akagami-“

Shanks’ heart begins pounding, and sweat falls down his brow.

Oh shit.

He was so fucked.

The toys, the moan, the voice, the friend’s name.

He’s been dirty-talking his college friend’s daughter for months. 

“Are you okay? You’re sweating.” You eyed his sudden change of behavior, a bit frazzled.  

Suddenly, Shanks is taken out of his head by the sound of drivers honking behind him, reminding him that he stopped dead in the road. He quickly regained his composure and started driving again.

Shanks cleared his throat, “Uh nothin’, it’s just that name… I once knew a guy named that a long time ago, that’s all.”

Your eyes widened a bit. Did Shanks know Akagami? Did your dad? You bit your lip as you imagined a world where Akagami was much closer to you than you thought. 

“You still keep in touch with him?” You prod, looking up at him with wide eyes.

“Uh,” Shanks hesitates, “No, not anymore.”

You try not to look upset, “I see…”

The ride back to your house is filled with silence. It’s as if bringing up the name “Akagami” was a mistake in itself. Did this guy die young or something? Get in a tragic accident? Shanks’ face seemed to lose color at the name.

When you arrived home, your dad was waiting for you outside. You bolted out of the car, hoping to eliminate the awkwardness.

“Dad!” You jumped into his arms.

“Hey kid, how was the ride home?” He chuckled while hugging you tightly.

Before you could respond, Shanks beat you to it.

“It was good,” he grinned, ruffling your hair, “She was all packed up and ready to go, so we were in and out pretty quick.”

Beckman smiled widely, “Good. Shanks and I are going out for a bit, but he’ll be staying the night with us, and tomorrow the three of us will go out and have a celebratory breakfast.”

“Great, uh-I’ll be talking with a friend on the phone later, so please don’t barge into my room, please, and thank you!”

You ran to Shanks’ car, grabbed a few boxes, and bolted inside the house under the stare of Shanks and your dad.

Your dad raised his eyebrow at Shanks, “What was that about?” 

Shanks smiled awkwardly at him, “Kids these days, no?”

You unpacked for the rest of the afternoon while Shanks thought deeply about what to do. You were his little princess. He had spent months wondering how you looked, how you’d feel, and he fantasized about you constantly...

And now he found out you were his best friend’s daughter.

You were going to call him later; he needed to decide what to do. But the more he thought about it, the more enticed he was by you, the more he wanted to ravish you, care for you.

You were forbidden, after all, and that’s what made you even more appealing.

Hours passed, and your dad and Shanks came home, their laughter carrying throughout the house as you set up everything for your phone call with Akagami. You rolled your eyes, hoping they would settle down soon.

Your wish is granted in moments as you hear someone come up the steps and into the guest room. You assumed it was Shanks. You had to be quiet if he was staying across the hall…

Finally, your time slot came around for when you usually called, and you called up Akagami. 

You waited for the phone to ring, and soon enough, Akagami answered.

“Hey there, little princess.” already familiar with his greeting, you smiled.

“Hey, Daddy! I’ve been thinking about you.”

He chuckled, “Have you now? Have you been a good girl for Daddy, sweet thing?”

You pouted teasingly, “When am I not a good girl Daddy?”

He chuckled, amused, “Fair enough… But listen, little princess; Daddy has a surprise for you.”

You clenched your thighs together, ��A surprise?”

Your mind was imagining multiple possibilities. What could he have up his sleeve?

“Mhm, think of it as a little graduation present from Daddy.” He hummed, well aware of your moving out day as you had told him ahead of time.

“Now, sweet girl, is the door of your room unlocked?” His deep voice rasps, and you furrow your brows in confusion.

“U-Unlocked? Uh, yes, Daddy, it’s unlocked; why?”

“It’s part of the surprise, little girl. Now, get your favorite toys out for Daddy, okay?”

“Okay, Daddy,” you got out your favorite clitoral vibrator and dildo.

“Good, little princess, now I want you to tease yourself, okay? Take your top off, grab your nipples for Daddy, and pinch them. Make them really hard for me.”

“O-Okay, Daddy” 

“Good, keep that up, little girl. Are they perky enough, or have you not listened to Daddy?”

“No, Daddy! They’re really hard. They feel so good.”

He hummed, “Good, very good, little girl. Now lose your pants and underwear. Tell Daddy how wet you are.”

You lay naked on your bed, perky nipples exposed as your fingertips grazed your wet pussy.

“Really wet, Daddy,” you panted, “I barely touched, and the cum’s all over my fingers…”

“Is that so? Then ease in your dildo for me, princess,” He growls lowly, “Tell Daddy, are you wet enough for it to just slide in?”

“Yes, Daddy, it eased right in. I think I’m so wet that I might get it on the bed...” You bit your lip and mewled, “I was so worked up while I was waiting to call you. My panties have been soaked all afternoon…”

He chuckled amusedly, “What a slutty and needy little girl Daddy has…”

“Now, princess, turn your vibrator on. Put it in the lowest setting while fucking yourself slowly with your dildo.”

You pressed the phone between your cheek and shoulder as you obeyed your Daddy’s command.

“Does it feel good, little girl? Let Daddy hear your moans as you describe how you’re fucking yourself.”

You mewled harder as you slowly moved the toy in and out of yourself with one hand while pressing the vibrator harder on your clit with your other.

He laughed softly, “I take it my little princess feels good?”

“Yes-” Your voice came out broken, “Yes, Daddy. I missed you so much-”

“Sweet girl…” He cooed, “We just talked last week... you missed Daddy that much?”

“Yes…” You mewled, and suddenly you froze up as you heard footsteps in the hallway.

“Sorry, I think someone is walking by… I’m back home now, so my dad and his friend might be around. I’ll have to be quiet…”

You could almost feel his smug grin through the phone.

“Is that so? Is my naughty little girl afraid of getting caught?”

You nod and say, “Yeah, It’d be awkward if my dad heard me… Plus, it’s his cute friend that’s over too…”

Shanks tsked, “You’re still on about that guy? I thought you were loyal to me, princess?”

You whine, “I-I am! I want to be yours, only yours, Akagami.”

He hummed, “I don’t know, little girl, I might have to make you forget all about this man…”

“Daddy, I promise!” You bit your lip, “After thinking about it, I realized that it’s you that cares for me and gives me the attention I love. You’re the one I want, really!”

You felt your heart stop as someone opened your door.

Shanks entered quietly and closed the door behind him, then he turned to face you, his eyes never leaving your body as he pulled his phone up to his ear.

“You really mean that, princess?” He murmured into the receiver, and your eyes grew wide as you realized that Shanks was the one on the other end of the phone, “You wanna belong to a perverted old man like me?”

Your heart pounded as blood rushed to your ears. You dropped your vibrator, and the phone slipped from your shoulder, falling onto the covers below you. Shanks gave a smug, toothy grin.

“Shanks? You’re...?” Your body lay frozen on the bed.

He hummed, “I am, and now that you’re in front of me, I want to show you everything I’ve wanted to do to you…”

You stammered, trying to find your words as he slinked closer to you, crawling onto the bed, “But first… it looks like I have a naughty little girl to punish, isn’t that right?”

That caught your attention as you looked at him, “Punish?”

He hummed, crawling in between your legs as he grabbed your forgotten vibrator.

“Naughty girl,” He teased, “I have to punish you because your loyalty wavered… You were thinking about someone else. The other man you mentioned in the car.”

“N-No, Daddy, it’s a misunderstand-” You were cut off by your own gasp as he turned the vibrator up a notch, bringing it towards your needy clit.

“Misunderstanding, you say? No, I don’t think so, little girl.” You gasped again as he started fucking you with the dildo with his other hand as he pressed the vibrator harder against your clit.

“God, you’re so fucking beautiful, princess. Let Daddy see you cry.” You released a broken gasp as he fucked you harder and turned the vibrator up another notch.

“Aww, is this too much for my little princess? I have to prep you, sweetheart. If not, Daddy might not fit in your tight little pussy. And nobody likes to break their toys before they get to use them, right?”

You whimpered as your hands flew to your mouth to cover your moans. Your eyes rolled back as Shanks fucked you relentlessly with the toy. Your legs shook as he guided you to the edge, your body instinctively catapulting off of it. You couldn’t help it, you were already so close and Shanks' presence made it all the more overwhelming.

“Now, what is this? Did my little slut come without her Daddy’s permission?”

Your chest heaved, “S-Sorry, Daddy… I was just… so excited that the man I always wanted was you all along.”

Shanks’ ears perked up at that, “What do you mean, baby?”

He dropped the vibrator and rubbed his thumbs into your hip bones, the dildo still packed inside your tightness.

“The men I was stuck between… Was Shanks and Akagami.” You laughed breathlessly.

Shanks smiled a bit at your words, “Yeah? I guess you’ve fallen for me twice…”

You nod, and he crawls up your body, kissing you sweetly. You tangled your fingers in his hair, pulling him even closer to you. A muffled moan escaped your lips as you felt his tongue dart over your lower lip. You willingly opened your mouth to him, allowing you to explore it. Your tongues slid over each other, your bodies seeming to melt together as they mingled.

“Shanks-” You moan happily between kisses, “Ah, feels like…”

You blushed when you reached between your legs, feeling his hardness grind into your palm. He looked at you, a dark interest in his eyes, “Can’t you tell I’m happy to see you?”

He winked, and you looked away sheepishly, “I-I can see that now…”

“Here,” He pulled away, “Let me get out of my clothes too.”

He makes quick work of his shirt and pants, leaving him in only his underwear. You reach forward timidly before looking up at him with innocent eyes, “Can I, um…” 

“Go ahead, princess, it’s all yours.”

You slowly tugged down his waistband and gasped when he came springing out. His giant, thick cock was throbbing and red. It looked desperate. You held it tenderly, the girthy dick pulsing in your hands.

“Woah…” You gasped, looking him over. He’s even better than you imagined.

As if lust possessed you, you sat up and situated yourself between his legs, eager to please him.

You looked up at him with innocent eyes while tentatively giving little kitten licks to his dick. As he hissed and fisted your hair with one hand, you hollowed your cheeks and took him in your mouth. Then, without thinking, you swallowed him down as far as you could, your nose brushing against his light pubic hair. He moaned out for you, tilting his head back.

“Fuck, that feels so good, sweetheart...”

You smiled to yourself, bobbing up and down his length as fast as you could, gagging all the way as little tears started to pool in your eyes. Still, you persisted, wanting to make your Daddy feel good. 

You pulled off for a moment, watching his cock twitch in the open air. The way it throbbed and twitched made your pussy wetter than ever before. Drool escaped the corners of your lips and you wiped it off with the back of your hand before diving between his legs, lapping at his full balls.

“Fuck-” He growled, grabbing at your hair even tighter, “Not leaving a single inch untouched, are you, princess?”

You pulled off his balls for a moment, your face red as your hands continued stroking his shaft.

“Nuh uh,” You shake your head, “I want Daddy to know how much I love his cock…”

He let out a hearty laugh before you went back to work, licking him from base to tip before swallowing him up again. With each movement upwards, you swirled your tongue around his aching tip. Shanks groaned happily.

“That’s it,” He encouraged, “You’re good at this, sweetheart. How many boys have you practiced on, huh?”

You pulled off him, stroking his leaking tip, “I-I’ve only had sex with one person before you, Daddy… But I wish I saved myself for you. I just- I figured you never would’ve done this with me, no matter how much I fantasized…” You shook your head, “I tried to move on.”

“Oh, honey…” He smiles softly, tucking your hair behind your ear, “Let’s make up for lost time then, alright?”

He picked you up and laid you on the bed, kissing your inner thigh softly. “Let Daddy take care of you, alright, princess?”

You gasped when you felt him lick a long stripe of your pussy. “D-Daddy!”

“Just relax, baby.” Shanks mumbled into your cunt, “Let Daddy show you what a lifetime of experience feels like…”

He groaned as he pressed delicate kisses to your clit, making your pussy clench around nothing. You tossed your head to the side as Shanks kissed your sensitive nub, his tongue eventually teasing it as well. Your legs relaxed as his warm, rough hands stroked your thighs, soothing you.

“What a pretty little pussy…” He kisses your cunt again, “So sweet… So swollen…”

“Ngh,” You tilted your head back, “Daddy…”

He continued pressing kisses to your clit. The action was surprisingly sweet and tender, his lips feather light on your sensitive, swollen nub. Eventually though, his tongue peeked out from his lips, the kisses feeling wet. His facial hair tickled your pussy lips, the feeling completely foreign to you.

Shanks then guided his hand to your slit, rubbing your hole with his fingers. Slowly, he pressed one inside, his middle finger instinctively hooking upwards. You arched your back, loving how he rubbed that special spot inside you.

“Ah, Daddy-!” You whimpered, and he looked up at you, long hair falling in his face.

“Quiet, don’t want your dad to come knocking, right?” He chuckles, “Man, this is reminding me of high school… Fucking girls while their parents were home… It’s so fucking hot, isn’t it?”

You nodded, placing a hand over your mouth as Shanks teased that bundle within you.

With deft fingers, he continued teasing your g-spot as his tongue busied itself with your clit. Sweet soft kisses turned to absolutely messy licking, his tongue swiping over your clit with drool dripping from his mouth. His movements were quick as the flat of his tongue worked you over and over. Your legs trembled, your second orgasm approaching much faster than your first now that you were so sensitive.

“D-Daddy, stop-”

“What’s the matter, princess?” He stopped, worried about you.

“I-I feel like-” you stuttered, “Like I have to pee-”

Shanks’ eyes light up, “Yeah? That’s good, baby. Let it go; that means you gotta squirt. You’re gonna do it for Daddy, right? You know how much he loves that.”

“I’ll try, but-” You whined, “I-I’ve never done that before-”

“It’s alright,” he shushed you, “I know just what to do, alright? It’ll feel so good once you do it, princess- just trust me.”

You nodded quickly, “I-I trust you, Daddy.”

Shanks smiles and inserts a second finger into your hole, two fingers rubbing your g-spot smoothly. You whimper as his other hand touches your clit, rubbing the bud. His fingers begin to pick up speed, causing you to clench your teeth.

“S-Shanks-” You moan, “I-I feel it- I-It’s coming-”

“That’s it, baby, let it happen-”

Your eyes shut tight, and you felt all the pressure inside release. You heard it, too, the sound of your juices wetting the bed sheets underneath you. You tried opening your eyes, but everything was spinning. You attempted to catch your breath as Shanks praised you.

“That’s it…” he cooed, “You did so well. You’re definitely ready for Daddy’s dick now, pretty girl…”

Shanks kissed your clit one last time before readjusting himself so he was leaning over you. He took his desperate, swollen cock in hand and rubbed it against your sopping-wet hole, your hip in his other hand.You whimpered as his fat head slid over your desperate, yet overstimulated clit. Even though you had already cum twice, your body couldn’t get enough of him.

“This is it, princess. You sure this is what you want?”

You nodded eagerly, “Yes, more than anything.”

Shanks sighed, “Here goes…”

He eased himself inside inch by inch, only stopping once he bottomed out within you. You gasped and reached for his back, gripping his shoulders tight. Meanwhile, both of his hands held your waist.

Shanks cooed at you, “Alright, pretty girl, Daddy will go slowly, okay? Let him know when he can move. He knows it’s been a while for you, so he wants to be gentle… at least at first.”

Shanks hissed, feeling how tightly your snug walls pressed around him.

As he was sheathed entirely within you, he pressed his forehead against yours, staring deep into your eyes.

“You’re the best little girl. Daddy is so proud of you. You are such a good girl, fuck-”

Shanks’ little ramble about you was cut short when your walls tightened a bit more.

You kissed him deeply and once you pulled away, you pressed your forehead against his, “Y-You can move, Daddy.”

Shanks nodded and started pulling out slowly, his thick length stretching you out. He only pulled out halfway before thrusting back inside, causing you to whine. You gripped his back even more, wrapping your legs around his waist.

“Mm, Daddy-” You moan, “More-”

Shanks chuckled a bit before pulling out halfway again, this time forcing himself into you even rougher.

You let out a louder whine at the feeling.

As you were going to beg for more, Shanks shoved three fingers inside your mouth. Your eyes widened as you were taken by surprise.

“Now, little girl, didn’t Daddy tell you to be quiet? Do you want your dad to find us like this? Do you want him to see his daughter under me crying and begging for my cock?”

You shook your head as he started pounding a bit rougher into you.

“Then be a good girl for Daddy and suck on his fingers as he fucks your little pussy raw, yeah?”

His words made your needy cunt clench around him like a vice. You shut your eyes tight, eagerly sucking his fingers as he stretched you out.

Shanks’ hips are desperate, his balls smacking against your lips as he rammed himself inside you. You felt as though you were ascending to Heaven with how he was fucking you. Your toes curled and your back arched, your body desperately needing more of him. 

You opened your eyes timidly to see his dark red hair hanging in front of his face, his brow furrowed as he put all his energy into pounding you. Your nails dug into his shoulders, no doubt leaving red marks on his tanned flesh.

You let out a disappointed groan when Shanks’ hips stop moving.

“Let Daddy show you a position that’ll let him give your cervix kisses…” Shanks mumbled before folding your body into a tight mating press.

When he slammed back inside, you let out a loud moan around his fingers. You had never felt so full before in your life. Nothing compared to this feeling.

When you heard Shanks laugh, you opened your eyes to look at him. He slipped his fingers from your mouth, drool connecting his fingers to your lips.

“Now look at that, little girl, you can see Daddy’s cock in your stomach. How cute…” You looked down to see the faint outline of his dick poking out of your stomach.

You bit your lip to stop yourself from crying as he pressed down your stomach, feeling his cock through you.

The pleasure was getting too much, having already cum twice. You started tearing up a bit at the overstimulation.

Shanks cooed at you, “Is this too much for my little princess? But Daddy hasn’t come yet, sweetheart. We can’t have that now, can we?”

You shook your head, more tears falling down your cheeks as you pressed your hand to your mouth to avoid making too much noise now that Shanks’ hands were occupied.

“You look so cute with little tears in your eyes, princess. Are you gonna let Daddy fuck you raw until he’s satisfied? Will you let Daddy creampie your little pussy?”

Shanks’ thrusts were getting rougher each second. Your eyes roll back as he rams his cock into your further walls, the curve of his cock brushing your g-spot along the way.

You took your hand off your mouth so you could whisper, “Yes, Daddy, please creampie my pussy, fuck me until you’re satisfied. I-I’ll take it like a good girl.”

Shanks growled lowly at you as your pussy clenched harder.

Life felt like eternity as Shanks pleasured you. Your bodies fit together perfectly, your hushed sounds like a muted symphony. Everything was perfect.

Until there was a knock at the door.

“Sweetheart?”

Shit, it was your father.

“Y-Yes, Dad?”

“Have you seen Shanks?”

“Uhm-” You looked up at Shanks who had a wild grin on his face. You reached for his stomach, trying to push him away, but he only pounded faster, making your head fuzzy. Your legs quivered as you tried to come up with an excuse.

“H-He’s- uh- in the bathroom!” You squeaked out, hoping that would satisfy your father.

“I just checked,” Your dad responds, “The door’s wide open.”

Shit.

“Uh, maybe he’s outside then?” You let out a frustrated groan, “I-I don’t know dad! I thought I told you I’d be on a call with a f-friend! I’m sure he’s somewhere around here!”

There’s a silence that follows, the sound of hips smacking against each other filling the room’s air. You hoped and prayed your father couldn’t hear it through the door.

“Right.” He says, “Sorry I interrupted your call.”

And with that, the sound of footsteps grew faint.

“Now it really feels like high school,” Shanks smiled, “Fuck, I was so close-”

You blushed furiously, “Y-You owe me for that!”

Shanks laughed, leaning forward to whisper in your ear, “C’mon, you had to admit, the thrill of it was amazing. We could’ve gotten caught just now…”

You whimper as Shanks bites your earlobe, his quick, powerful thrusts making you melt.

“S-Shanks, you’re crazy-” You gasp out, trying to look at him with a stern expression, but your lustful expression beats it easily.

“Just crazy about you.” He winks.

He moans softly as he buries his head in your neck, his chest positioned between your pushed back legs. His forceful thrusts somehow get even more strong, the power behind them knocking the air out your lungs.

“Mn, S-Shanks-” You whimper, your voice shaking.

“That’s it, little girl, so good, you’re so good for Daddy,” He cooed, “Daddy will keep you forever, fuck you dumb until your little pussy can only cum with Daddy’s dick. Is that what you want? For Daddy to keep you as his little girl forever?”

“Yes, Daddy, please,” You cried as low as you could.

Shanks’ thrusts were getting a bit sloppy as he fucked you, the thrill of everything finally getting to him.

“Can you cum again for Daddy?”

As he said those words, you felt yourself squirt again for him, the force of your orgasm pulling Shanks over the edge as you felt his cum fill you up. He groaned lowly, biting his lip to muffle his sounds.

The both of you collapsed, panting together, not letting go of each other.

You looked up to stare into his eyes, “Did you mean it, Daddy? Will you keep me forever?”

His eyes softened as he slowly pulled out, cum leaking out of you, as he went to hug you tightly.

“Did you mean it, princess? You really wanna belong to a perverted old man like me?”

You cuddled into him, “I’ve always wanted you, Daddy.”

He chuckled, “Then all we gotta do is think of a way to break the news to your old man that doesn’t end up with him killing me.”

Post Credits Scene

In the morning, you yawn and stretch as you come down the stairs, Shanks following not far behind. Your dad is already awake, as usual, his cup of coffee in his hands as he sits at the table. He gives a slight nod to you and Shanks, and you both take a seat.

“How did your call go?” Benn asks, looking at you with an unreadable expression.

“It went well!” You chirped up, unable to hide your excitement from last night’s events.

“Yeah, I heard.” Shanks grins, “Up all night talking to that guy, huh?”

You fight the urge to kick him under the table.

“I’m curious, though,” your father looked at you both, “What kind of call was it that involved all that noise?”

Your face paled, and you looked at Shanks, who wore an uneasy smile, trying his best to formulate some kind of excuse.

“W-What do you mean, Dad?”

“Oh, just…” Your father pauses, sipping his coffee, “There was a lot of thumping last night, is all. I don’t recall hearing those sounds since I was roommates with Shanks in college.”

Shanks’ face has a soft tint to it.

“Ah, well, you know…” Shanks vaguely gestures, his voice trailing off.

“Oh yes, I sure do. I just never expected for you to do it with my daughter as well.”

Your face lost all color as Shanks’ face blushed a bit harder. Your eyes darted to the older man, but it looked like even he couldn’t charm his way out of this one.

“D-Dad, listen, I-” Your dad cut you off before you could finish.

He suddenly snaps, his calm demeanor gone, “What the hell is wrong with you, Shanks?!”

“H-Hey, it’s not like that…” Shanks’ voice shakes a bit with uncertainty.

“Bullshit, How long have you been fucking my daughter?”

Benn’s stern expression causes chills to run up your spine. He’s usually a serious man, but that look is one you haven’t seen in a long time if you’ve ever seen it this intense.

“It’s really not like that, Dad, I swear!”

“You don’t have to protect him, sweetheart.” His tone softened just for you as he glared daggers at Shanks.

“I’m not! I started it; I-I just didn’t know it was him!”

Then understanding seemed to dawn on your dad. Still, though, he had that same disapproving look on his face. You were having trouble reading him now.

“You called a phone sex hotline?” Then he looked at Shanks, “My daughter is the ‘little princess’ you haven’t shut the fuck about for the last few months?”

“You told my dad about this?!”

Shanks looked pale now as both your dad and you glared at him, “I-I didn’t know it was you at the time!”

Shanks begins to scramble for his words, now confronted with two angry people instead of just one. His cool is suddenly out the window as his best friend stares at him, his gaze showing that he’s debating how to kill Shanks and hide the body.

“Look, I know this is bad, sleeping with your daughter was never my plan, it’s just, y-you know I’ve always liked younger girls, a-and then she called me, and I started to look forward to her calls and-” His rambling was cut short as he looked at both your dad and you.

Shanks took a deep breath before talking again, “I really like your daughter, Benn, like for a permanent thing. I promise I won’t hurt her!”

“I really like him too, Dad; please don’t hate us!”

His face is hard as stone, your father’s gaze is disapproving, and you let out a deep sigh, your shoulders slumped. You knew this wouldn’t have gone well.

“You break my daughter’s heart,” He starts, “And I break your fucking neck.”

Shanks gives a nervous but excited smile.

You let out a happy laugh as you hug your dad, “Thank you, you’re the best! I love you!”

“Yeah, you’re grounded for the rest of the month, kid.”

You sigh but give a smile nonetheless. There were certainly worse outcomes.

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Forbidden Fruit: Shanks x F!Reader

Tags: nsfw, Modern!AU, AGE GAPS (at one point he mentions he's old enough to be reader's dad), mentions of creampies/breeding, dirty talk, daddy kink, sex toys, and phone sex

You were desperate.

After looking for a boyfriend for so long, you were getting frustrated. Boys at your college seemed dull to you, and online dating was a total bust; finding companionship seemed impossible for you.

You wanted something romantic, sure, but right now, you needed something more sexual. You hadn’t been laid in god knows how long, and the sexual energy within you had reached its bursting point.

You thought to yourself as you lay in bed; you could’ve used one of your many toys to get you off, but that was growing old. You wanted someone to be there with you.

You chewed at your lip, trying to decide what to do with your frustrated self.

Until an idea popped into your mind.

Maybe you didn’t have a companion, but that didn’t mean you couldn’t buy some services to replicate the experience.

Immediately you perked up and began searching for online cams and various male voice-over actors you could listen to. 

But after looking at those, you decided that wasn’t quite right either…

That’s when you see a targeted ad about a phone sex hotline. You raised your brows; you had never considered doing something like that before… but the more you thought about it, the more appealing it sounded.

You clicked the number on the search engine page without even thinking it through.

You almost hang up, but you’re greeted by an automated voice.

“Welcome!” It cheerily rings, “You have reached The New World Chat Line! Please select one if you are interested in women, two of you are interested in men.”

You debate hanging up right then, but with shaky fingers, you select ‘two.’

The silence is loud, but eventually, you hear that automated voice again.

“Please select one of our many male operators to chat with!”

The phone begins repeating back various profiles that the men had recorded themselves. There were many different guys, each with their own list of kinks and physical descriptions. You chewed your lip as you listened; some were interesting but not enough to get you to bite the bullet.

That is, until you hear a deep, raspy voice. 

“Hey there,” It starts, “You can call me Akagami. Uh, let’s see, I’ve got red hair, and I’m a little over six foot… I think I’m around six foot six?”

Your eyes bulged; he considered that “a little” over?

“I’m looking for sweet girls that like to play with older men. Real innocent, cute types are perfect for my style of play. I want to guide a girl, teach her everything from how to squirt to how to please me-“

You don’t need to hear anymore. You want this guy now.

Pressing ‘one’ on impulse, the phone begins to ring.

It doesn’t take long before there’s an answer.

“Hey there, sweet thing,” he says it with a familiarity that causes your body to heat up.

“U-Uh, hi-“ you want to smack yourself as your voice comes out way too squeaky and high-pitched.

He laughs on the other end, but you can tell it’s all in good fun, not out of malice.

“And how are you doing today, princess?”

“Uhm,” you pick at the hem of your shirt as you lay on your back, “I’m feeling a bit lonely. I wanted to talk to someone…”

You can hear the smile in his voice, “Is that right? So you decided to talk to me? I’m flattered.”

“Mhm…” you trail off, not sure how to get the ball rolling. 

But fortunately for you, he’s a natural. 

“Honey, you sound a bit young,” he starts, “How old are you?”

“O-Old enough!”

He chuckles, “So you’re a younger girl.”

Your face burns bright red. Were you seriously so obvious that he could read you so easily? 

“Hm, don’t worry, your little secret is safe with me.” He purrs it into the phone, and your body shivers at his tone, “Is this your first time calling for this kind of thing?”

“Um, yeah…”

He chuckles lowly, and your heart skips a beat, “Don’t worry, we can talk about anything you want. It can get sexy, it can get sad, hell, you could just tell me about your day; I’m all ears.”

You smile a bit at his words, your nerves starting to disappear. 

“Well, I called because, like I said, I’m kinda lonely…” you pause as you debate what you want to say, “I’ve been trying to find a boyfriend but no luck…”

You hear him “aww” as he listens, and you talk a bit about your dating struggles, how college has been challenging, and how you’re up to your limit with how sexually frustrated you are. 

“Things can be rough at your age. I remember I had a hard time when I was in college…”

“How old are you?” You chirp up, and he laughs. 

“Curious? I’m 40 now.”

You hummed, “You’re old enough to be my dad.”

“Yeah?” He chuckles, “I kind of figured that.”

“It’s kinda…” you swallow, unsure how to finish your sentence without dying of shame. 

“Kinda what?” He pushes, and you can practically hear his smirk, “Go ahead.”

Your core lit up at his words, “Even though you’re almost twice my age- no because you’re almost twice my age… it’s really getting me worked up.”

He growls, “Yeah? You like fantasizing about older guys?”

“I-I do-” you whimper, “My dad has a friend… I’ve always found him attractive…”

“Sounds like you’ve always had a thing for older men.”

“Always.”

He groans at that, “Dirty little girl… don’t you know it’s girls like you that make things so tempting for guys like me? We want to take advantage of cute things like you who have no idea what you’re getting into…”

You bite your lip, “But I want you to take advantage of me.”

“Fuck-” he hisses, “Alright, I don’t know if I can take the idle conversation anymore, princess. You’re making me so hard right now.”

You swallow, working up the courage to make the first move, “Can you tell me how hard you are? Please?”

Your core flutters at the grunt that comes from the other end of the line.

“It’s getting really hard, baby. My pants feel so tight right now just listening to your sweet voice say such dirty things.”

He groans, and your ears perk up at the sound of fabric shuffling in the background. Your heartbeat accelerated at the action.

You squeeze your thighs together, trying to relieve any discomfort that grew between your legs at his words.

And with that, there’s a click from the phone. 

“Hello?”

“To continue, please enter payment information.”

Shit. Your free minutes ran out. 

You scrambled to grab your wallet on the bedside table and fished out your card. Quickly, you punch in your credit card info before the phone rings again. 

A warm chuckle greets you, “Did I lose you?”

“Yeah-“ you sigh, “I needed to enter some card info.”

You can hear the smile in his voice, “I see… don’t worry, I kept your seat nice and warm for you~”

“Thank you,” you laugh, “I appreciate it.”

“Yknow,” he starts, “I bet a slutty little thing like you has a bunch of toys to play with. Why don’t you take one from your collection and use it?”

“O-Okay.”

You whine as you remove your hand from your cunt and get out of bed, pulling out a box from underneath it. You pull out your favorite clitoral vibrator and a basic dildo. You describe to Akagami the toys you’ve chosen.

“Good girl,” he purrs, “Try easing that dildo inside first…”

As you lay on your back, you spread your legs, teasing your hole with the silicone tip. You whimper softly before pushing in and gasping at the intrusion. You’re plenty wet, so the toy slides right in, bottoming out to the suction cup base. 

“I-It’s in- “

“Good, good.” He hums. “Turn on the vibrator now. Make sure it’s on the lowest setting, alright?”

You adjust so that you’re holding the phone between your shoulder and cheek, your dominant hand turning on the vibrator and placing it on your clit. Even though it was only on the first setting, the buzzing made you jump. 

“God, I can just imagine your flustered body writhing…” he laughs, “You said you’re in college, right? Don’t you have roommates you’re worried about?”

You bit your lip, “She won’t be back for a while… I think.”

“Oh? You think?” He teases, “Now you’ve got me thinking about if I was in your dorm room with you…”

“W-Wh-” you try to get your words out, “What would you do if you were here?”

“Mm,” he drawls, “first, I’d kiss my precious princess. Swipe my tongue over your lips before playing with your tongue.”

Your face grows hot, and you wonder what his tongue would taste like. Does he drink? Smoke? Your tongue darts over your lips as you ponder.

“And I’d play with your tits… squeeze them and play with your nipples that I bet are so hard right now.”

You use your free hand to pull at your nipples, which are just as stiff as the older man speculated.

“A-And then what?”

“Eager, are you?” He stifles a laugh, “I like that….”

“Just for you, Daddy.”

A silence lingers, and for a while, you’re worried you might’ve made him uncomfortable. 

But then he speaks. 

“You know, a lot of dorms have security. And even if yours doesn’t, other students will likely see us…” You press your lips together, wondering where he’s taking this, “You think they’d think I’m your father when you lead me to your room? That our relationship is innocent?”

Your eyes flutter shut as he continues, “Or do you think they’d know I’m just there to use your younger body? That I’m just a perverted old man fucking a college girl?”

“I-I-“you stutter, tossing your head back, “I don’t know-“

“Turn up your toy, princess. Let Daddy hear your moans.”

You obey his command immediately as if he’s placed a spell on you. Your finger clicks the button on your toy again, making the vibrations grow stronger. 

“Oh, Daddy-” you sharply gasp, “I need your cock- how big is it? Tell me-“

“Around eight inches when I’m this hard, princess.”

Your mouth watered.

“Never had a dick that big in me before…”

He chuckles, “No?”

“It’s probably too big-“

“Daddy will make it fit.”

You moan openly, your cunt squeezing the dildo inside you at his words. Even though he didn’t give you permission, you turned the toy up one more notch. You bit your lip, knowing you’d get in trouble if he found out. Over the sound of your toy, you hear wet noises coming from his end.

“Would you let Daddy fuck you raw, princess?” He grunts, “Would you let him creampie your little pussy?”

“Yes-“you breathlessly gasp, “Y-Yes, I want it-“

“Mm,” he moans, “You answered that quickly. You could get knocked up, you know.”

As you approach the edge, your breathing goes shallow, “Don’t care, just need you to claim me. I need you to own me-!”

“Fuck-“he draws it out, “I’m gonna make it so you only want Daddy’s dick. None of those little boys at school will be able to compete.”

You whimper and arch your back as your toy happily buzzes away, stimulating you in all the right ways. Your clit throbs and pulses as the toy surrounds it, and your insides tighten around the other toy. 

“I’m so close-“

“That’s good; turn up your toy one more notch.”

“I-I can’t-“

He hums, “A toy that only has two settings? That doesn’t sound right… did you turn it up without permission?”

Your voice trembles, and your legs shake, “Yes, Daddy…”

“Naughty thing,” he tsks, “I’ll allow it this time, but only because we’re both so close-“

Your eyes shut tight as the pleasure overwhelms you. As you approach the end, your legs begin to quiver, and your heart rate is off the charts. Your body tense as your feelings become too much to bear. You needed to cum.

“Daddy, I-I need to cum!” You whimper, “Please let me cum!”

“Ngh-“He grunts, “Cum for Daddy. Squirt your cum all over your cute fingers* 

Your vision goes dark as you cum. Your body seizes, and your toes curl as your back arches off the bed. Your chest heaves, and you hear a low growl from the other end of the phone, “That’s it, that’s it, princess. You sound so pretty when you cum for me.”

“Daddy,” you moan helplessly, “Cum for me too.”

Akagami’s breath grows ragged as he gets closer, “Don’t worry, princess, Daddy isn’t far behind-!”

He lets out a low groan when he cums, and you bite your lip, listening to him. After a few moments, everything grows quiet. 

“I’ll call you again Daddy. Let’s play again soon, okay?”

“Of course, baby. I would love to guide you through another orgasm.”

And with that, you hang up the phone.

[longestnight64448]

Blind Date Event ~ Sanji X Reader

Thank you to everyone who submitted applications for my Blind Date Matchmaking Event. I hope you enjoy these lovely bedtime stories during this week of overpriced chocolates, flowers and heart shaped things. @tremendousardency please excuse me while I pound my fists into the pavement, Sanji is too damn adorable!!! Hope you enjoy your date!

Mostly fluff, SFW, Sanji X Female reader, first blind date experience. WC:1.3K. Minors DNI - my content is for mature audiences only

When you received your blind date match you nearly passed out. A professional chef?? God knows you were not confident in the kitchen. You immediately agreed to the date, eager to meet the handsome blonde that graced the message.

Meeting Sanji was a little intense. You’ve always been the type to self-restrain, even subconsciously. Would you be good enough? Be attractive enough? Would you talk too much or embarrass yourself? Always stressing about one thing or another. You were hoping that going on a date or two would help build your confidence up at the very least. At best, you would meet your perfect match. You saw it as a win either way. You were not, however, expecting your date to fall for you – literally – the second you opened your door.

His gray-blue eyes widened comically as he laid eyes on you. You could have sworn you saw the slender man literally swoon in place.

“_____-chan! That wicked matchmaking medium sent me my match profile but it doesn’t do you even a fraction of justice!” he exclaimed, pupils shaped like hearts. It made you blush deeply.

“Oh, um thank you Mr. Vin—” you smiled warmly but before you could finish your statement, he gently lifted your hand up and placed a kiss over the back.

“Just Sanji, please,” he said.

Sanji drove a little erratically, not able to tear his eyes of you. Thankfully the date location was nearby or you were sure your date would end with you both in the hospital. During the drive you started with the icebreakers in your pamphlet. Getting the formalities out of the way as you got the basic gist of who Sanji Vinsmoke is and vice versa.

You were shocked to learn he was former royalty. He had given up his birthright to live his dream as a chef, something that thoroughly disgusted his family. As a child, he ran away from his lavish home and through many trials, found a new home and family. With none other than Chef Zeff, the most famous cook in the country who owned his own massive, exclusive restaurant right in the town you lived in.

Car parked, Sanji offered you the crook of his elbow as he carried a massive picnic basket in his free hand. You offered to help carry the blanket but he steadfastly refused. Opting to roll it over his shoulders instead. You were hesitant in accepting his arm but you relinquished that inner anxiety and slipped your hand through the opening he left you. While the two of you walked arm-in-arm down the garden path, it was your turn to talk about yourself.

By the time you made it to the private pond, Sanji learned about your passions, your mild interests, your favorite pastimes, and a bit of your own family history. He listened to you speak, only interjecting to question you more in depth about the things you spoke on or asking for clarification on the things he wasn’t sure he understood. He was beyond polite and you were thrilled that he was the type of person who actively listened.

Together, you placed the blanket down and unpacked the wicker basket. Sanji had prepared everything: the light finger sandwiches, the fresh fruit that was cut into heart shapes, a delicious salad with homemade dressing, caprese skewers, a small charcuterie board, a bottle of real champagne on ice and two thermoses; one with still hot tea and the other with cold water.

The food was delicious and light, it was the perfect meal for an outdoor date such at this. The weather was not too hot nor chilly, a somewhat cloudy day that partially blocked the sun but still left the sky bright. You both played the games inside the pamphlet, excited to learn more about each other and laugh together.

“Never have I ever…cooked a perfect meal,” you giggled, finishing your champagne flute.

Sanji gaped at you, “_____-chan, that was personal!” as he brought down his last finger, effectively losing the game. You laughed again, shrugging your shoulders casually.

“I’m not a very good cook so yeah, I picked low hanging fruit.”

“Cooking is a skill; I certainly wasn’t very good when I first started out. I also didn’t have an audience to taste teste and help me improve like I do now. I’m happy and privileged to be in a place where I found someone who not only adopted me into his family but also taught me everything I needed to know about being a man and chef.”

“I like your honesty, your authenticity,” you blurted out, eyes bugging a little at the sudden confession.

His eyes grew wide before he shut them close, a wide smile forming on his face.

“I like your personality and forwardness. Not afraid to say what you mean and standing by your convictions. Even if you try to shy away from it sometimes,” he chuckled as your hands tucked under your thighs.

“What are your deal breakers?” you ask.

“Hmmm. I would have to say…abusive behavior, maltreatment of food, and,” his face flushed, “people trying to get me to quit smoking. I’m a Frenchman through and through, I can’t change who I am. What about you, ______?”

You looked thoughtfully at him, “hmm well I don’t super love smoking but I wouldn’t dismiss anyone because of their vices, especially when there are much worse ones. My dealbreakers are, inability to express emotions, close-mindedness, and full blown chatterboxes. Sometimes I feel overwhelmed when someone can’t slow down for a moment of peace or silence.”

Sanji nodded his head, smiling as you explained yourself.

“I think a lot of people have things that do or don’t work for them and that’s ok. Although I am relieved to hear so far that we don’t appear to dealbreakers for each other, thus far anyways.”

You nodded in agreement, turning your head to the side when the wind picked up harshly. The two of you had been enjoying each other’s company that you hadn’t noticed the gray clouds that crept over the sky.

“Damn weather coming to rain on our parade,” he glared at the clouds. “I should take you home, don’t want you getting sick because of my selfish desire to continue our date,” he sighed.

It wasn’t how you anticipated it to end but you didn’t say anything as the two of you cleaned up your spot and walked back to the car. Though it was a bit of a rushed walk, Sanji did pause a few times to let you admire certain plants or little critters running around the flowerbeds. He squatted down to offer some squirrels the leftover cranberries and pecans from the salad dish and it made your heart do backflips.

The drive back to your home was peaceful. You conversed with each other a little but when the rain got heavy Sanji chose to focus on driving, making sure not to hit any potholes or swerve too sharply to make you sick. It allowed you time to contemplate your next move.

He held the blanket over both of you while he escorted you to your door. Pulling out your keys, you jumped when out of the corner of your eye you saw branches of lightning strike down followed by an immediate roar of thunder.

“Sanji?” he quirked his curly eyebrow at you, waiting for you to find the words you wanted to speak.

“I had a lovely time with you but I can’t knowingly let you drive in such awful weather. If you’re free and would like to, you can come inside and we can continue our date? I have plenty of DVD choices and games on my console,” you offered anxiously. Those intrusive thoughts were starting to peak in your mind as they did before your date started.

Sanji looked surprised for a moment before his eyes became heart shaped again, “_____-chan you’re so thoughtful! I would love to spend more time with you! I’ll watch any movie or play any game; you name it and I’m yours!” he excitedly chattered.

You smiled warmly at him as a cute blush spread on your face. You unlocked your front door and invited him inside, eager to see how the rest of your date would play out.

[longestnight64448]

Back To You*Reiner Braun x reader*

(Part 1)/ AFAB READER

Reiner knew he deserved nothing in this world, he was the perfect definition of evil; he had caused too much pain, killed too many people, betrayed everyone who had loved him and he was selfish... so selfish that despite everything he had done, he still had two wishes left in his life:

1.- A peaceful dead (something he clearly didn’t deserve after brutally killing all those poor innocent civilians)

2.- To see her one last time, to see beautiful and sweet (Y/N) one last time... his sweet girl.

Seven years. It had been nearly seven years since Reiner had seen you go - correction, since he had betrayed you, broken your heart and shattered your soul... he knew he had done all of that only by looking into your eyes as he revealed he was the armored Titan and transformed into it.

He had been such a fool... a stupid little kid playing warrior only to be submerged in a pointless war that lead him to lose everything and everyone around him.

Becoming a warrior was his biggest regret, followed closely to betraying you; For a long time he had thought you had passed away, he had seen Eren, Mikasa, Jean, Armin... all of them but not you; he had grieved your end and the guilt of not saying a proper goodbye followed by an apology ate him alive with every passing second; he only endured the pain by saying that it was a proper torture for the monster he was... he would feel your pain for the rest of his miserable life.

It wasn’t until Armin had informed him that you were alive and good that the pain stopped and a wave of relief washed over him... was the world being kind to him for the first time in his life? Was this this some kind of compensation by the universe? After all he had given to the world... was the world finally paying back to him? Tears ran down his face as he begged Armin to tell him where he could find you... where he could see you.

And so here he was, on his way to find the owner of his heart and mind... All he could do was hope and pray that you wouldn’t slam the door in his face. Even if he did deserve it. A trip that typically would’ve taken only a week took nearly tripled that, Reiner’s hands were shaking and stomach turning the entire time. He should’ve done this sooner, should’ve come for you the moment he got Armin to tell him, beg for your forgiveness and ask you to finish his misery... but he couldn’t, we was a broken man... if he was gonna see you, he wanted you to see a honest man, a man that deserved your forgiveness and compassion. So he took his time to get better, fix himself and when the moment felt right, he went on his way to you.

Nothing felt good without you, the world around him was rotten and dull with your absence. An event that was entirely his fault.

It was a nice house deep in the forest, just the way you had always wanted..The kind you always hoped you would get once the Titans were gone, picturesque and small with the white curtains in the front and a pretty fence.

He remembers you telling him about your perfect life... a good husband, a couple kids running around, a small cozy house... all the memories he hold onto every night included you.

You were home, that was for sure, tiny movements he could see and the sweet smell in the air told him that much... you were cooking, a habit you hadn’t apparently lost since your cadet days... Reiner remembers Sasha always praising you for your skills... “the kitchen goddess” she would call you.

The love of his life was right there. Less than 30 meters away, practically nothing separating the two of you after so long. That realization had Reiner finally moving again up to your door and softly knocking it.

“Just a second” God. He missed that sound, the sound of your always sweet and always tender voice. Soft and warm and delicate. Just perfect

Surprise invaded your face as you saw him... that surprise was mixed with something else.. was it fear? Was it hatred? Was it saddens? Was it something more like affection?... he couldn’t blame you for hating him... if anything the fact that you were still looking at him was a lot more than what he was actually expecting you to do

“Reiner... what are you doing here?” You asked. In his mind, in his dreams, he never imagined he would come this far; his dream always ended with you looking at him, closing the door and not listening to anything... and that was enough for him; he only needed to see you and leave the letter he had carried in his pocket that explained himself to you, said how sorry he was and how much he hoped to meet you in another life so you two could be together.

“The war is over... the world is finally at peace” He mumbled, his hands sweating at his sides.

“I know.” (Y/N) said softly. So soft that Reiner couldn’t believe she would talk to him like that.... specially after all he had done.... not even his allies talked to him that way.. the world had always been rude and mean to him “You think that because I wasn’t an active solder I lost track of everyone? Just because I wasn’t in the field doesn’t mean I stopped caring about whether people lived or died. .... but that doesn’t answer my question.”

“I... I am.... you... you look” shame took control of his body -god, I must look like the biggest idiot in the world... but what can I say?- his train of thought was suddenly stoped again by your sweet voice

“Do you wish to come in? I know it’s a long walk and I don’t see a horse, you must be tired” -Stop please (Y/N)... I don’t deserve this...don’t you see me? The monster I am - Reiner kept repeating in his mind, if he were to die now, he would die the happiest man on the universe “I would be glad, thank you” you stepped aside and let him in. The inside of the house was just as cozy and comfortable with a small kitchen, a pretty couch a flower vase on the table and a fireplace... this was a home not an empty house. You handed him a cup of tea and he accepted graciously and sipped as you sat next to him... a sweet flavor, your favorite... how come you hadn’t changed after so many years?... after all the horrors you both had seen in this life, you were still sweet, pure, happy, innocent.

“Why did you... I never saw you again... you know after I...” Reiner began talking, hoping he would not make you angry and end this precious moment with you, however, he was interrupted but now by the door slamming open and a pair of voices screaming “Mom!!! Finn is being mean again” “That’s a lie, Rose was calling me names first” “I said you were a dog! And that is no insult” “it is when you say it with...” for Reiner the sound stopped, the world began spinning around and he felt sick... -so this is it, the universe is not giving me any chances... this is just another cruel and horrible joke... this is how creatures like me end...- he felt as if he had lost everything once again. Reiner felt his heart drop to the floor, he should’ve known that someone would have taken you the minute he left, and he couldn’t blame the lucky guy... you were great as a friend to the 104, as a girlfriend to him and now, by the look of the kids faces, a great mother; If he hadn’t been so blind by what people said and his stupid duties as a warrior... it could have been him building a home with you and giving you the world, the sun, the moon and every star in the sky.

“Miche Finnigan and Nanaba Rose both of you stop this now. Rose, your brother is not a dog and Finn, girls can be very strong so both of you, apologize to each other and get ready to eat, today I made some delicious pie for both of you” Reiner watched in silence, even when lecturing your kids you were still the most gorgeous woman ever. “Sorry mom...” both kids said in unison. None of them took after you, nor the eyes, the hair or the nose; definitely they took after the lucky guy but then the girl turned to him and stared into his eyes and he knew that look from heart and memory... the same look you gave him the first time you meet him as a cadet... a tender look as if just by looking into his eyes you knew all of him, every secret and every story he had inside his head. The moment must have lasted an instant but for Reiner it felt like years.

“The kids... congratulations on starting a family.... I ugh... you got two... I’m happy for you (Y/N)” Now this was a new one to his list of sins, a hypocrite, all the words coming out of his mouth were just that: words. There was no way in hell he felt happy.... because it wasn’t him the man you called husband and kissed you good night or tucked your kids in bed.

“Thank you Reiner... did you... meet someone new..?”

“No... nobody new for me” Reiner replied in a low voce as if avoiding the subject

(Y/N) quickly got it and turned the subject around to herself again “Those kids are the most ungrateful humans in this land, I carried them inside my womb for 9 months only for them to look nothing like me haha” you finally locked eyes with him and smiled “Come, help me finish the dinner please”

“No, actually I better go now (Y/N)... your husband must be on his way here and I don’t mean to intrude” Reiner turned his head and looked into his pocket, the letter felt heavy in his hand even though it was only paper and words “this is for you... I... thank you for everything (Y/N) this made me feel alive again” the flash of hurt in your eyes was evident and by the look on Reiner’s face, he could see it too and just as he was about to turn around and leave, you held his arm with both hands, eyes to the ground “please Reiner... just.... stay for dinner... please...it’s been so long....” (Y/N) said this time the hurt took over her voice

“I.... ok, I will stay for dinner” (Y/N)’s face visibly went bright again “come, I’ll even make some of your favorite dessert! I still remember it” Reiner helped fix the table for the four while you were fixing the last details to the food “So.... you got out of the survey corps to become a mother?” He started... he knew this was none of his business but still his mind kept asking for more details...

“Yes, well, I wasn’t going to be running and jumping around with a pregnant belly, right?” How could the conversation feel so light? As if 7 years hadn’t just passed by

“I’m surprised Captain Levi didn’t break both of your arms and legs to make you slow down, you were always stubborn” (Y/N) only smiled at his comment, he knew her to well.

“I became a temporary nurse.... It was the best I could do to help” Reiner only nodded, he was not surprised, your caring nature always drove you to help others in need...

“How old are they? The kids” He went again asking about your new life

“well, both will turn seven years old soon.. Rose is a few minutes younger, Finn loves to remind me that, he is really proud of being an older brother”

“you had twins?”

“Hahah yes, I never expected to have twins for my first time but I’m glad... I always wanted a big family of my own... remember I told you tha-“ (Y/N) was stopped by Reiner’s strong voice

“yes, 5 kids you wanted them to be 3 girls and 2 boys, the girls would be your pretty princesses and the boys would protect them... you wanted the girls to take after you and the boys after your husband” (Y/N) couldn’t believe her ears, he remembered that stupid conversation from years ago? Such a tiny insignificant night under the stars and he kept your words inside his mind? “I can’t believe you remember that.... now look how things turned, my first daughter and she looks nothing like me”

“you are wrong (Y/N)... she has that look in her eyes.... that look full of kindness and compassion.. never judging and never doubting people’s hearts; She took the best of you, the boy, even if he was angry at Rose, he was still carrying the heavy stuff and ... he protects her a lot... you are raising them well (Y/N), you are a great mother” Reiner replied, his voice not showing any signs of doubt “Rei.... thank you”

“Mom we are done” the kids announced happily... what a foreign picture this was for him, a home with only happy faces

“Take your seats, or we won’t have time to play outside” (Y/N) replied with her voice full of love.

The dinner went uneventful, still the kids only looked at him with curiosity and excitement as if he was some kind of hero... how innocent their minds were Reiner thought “So are you a friend of my mom from the survey corps?” The boy, Finn, asked Reiner

“I... I’m... well”

“yes sweetheart, he was always with me, protecting me, helping me out with the training and making me laugh... we were always together” (Y/N) answered for Reiner when she saw he had no idea how to explain who he was. Finn’s eyes lighted up after hearing that, his excitement evident in his loud voice “whoa!!! How was mom when she was a Solder? Was she brave? Was she strong? Do you know how father was when he was young?” That last question really hurt Reiner like a thousand bullets right into his chest... it meant that you had found love within his “friends” right after he left... someone he knew had dried your tears, healed you heart and made you happy. Who was the man? Was it Armin? Or maybe Jean? Probably one of the older members of the Corps? Attention was something (Y/N) never lacked of... people were always around her because of the innocent heart and caring soul.

“Mom always talks about him... she always talks about how strong, passionate and brave was, he was loyal and everybody trusted him... we hope he comes back one day” Rose added softly, but much more cautious, as if trying to analyze his reactions. “I will be just like him.. so when he comes back he will be proud of me and how much I have taken care of mom and Rose” after hearing your kids, For a small moment, Reiner wished he could get his Titan powers back so he could look for the bastard who left you and step on him like the cockroach he was. How could any human treat you like that? Use your body, get you pregnant with two kids and be gone... not having enough courage to ask for you hand in marriage and making you a honest woman in the eyes of a horrible and cruel society... that dirty bastard deserved nothing of this.

“Enough sad talk, come on, finish the food before it gets cold or nobody will get dessert”(Y/N) tried to change the subject “but moooom...”

“Eat or I will send a letter to Uncle Levi... and he will not be happy to hear that you haven’t behaved” the kids faces changed from annoyed to pure terror, apparently Levi Ackerman’s reputation was still the same even with new generations.

“Just to answer your question.. your mother was a better solder than I ever was. I only follow orders around like a dog and have a lot of muscles but she was compassionate to everyone, brave enough to fight even if she was not very skilled and smart enough to make her own mind” Rose smiled softly, as if she was expecting that answer but Finn jumped from his chair in excitement and began to talk loudly about how an amazing mother he had. Dinner kept going smoothly, by the time dessert was finished, Reiner knew everything about Rose and Finn; the kids wouldn’t stop talking about anything and everything from toys, school, little adventures and so on. The moment was broken when the kids saw it was time to play outside and stood up, leaving the two adults alone again.

“I know you still have questions Reiner... you can ask them... I won’t get angry at you” (Y/N) said, breaking the silence that was slowly growing in the room

“Why?”

“Why what?”

“Why do you keep indulging me by inviting me into your home and answering my questions, introducing me to your kids even after all the things I’ve done...why are you still so nice to a beast?” Reiner finally admitted what was plaguing his mind, he wanted to hear the truth even if it left him hopeless and broken again.

(Y/N) stood quiet for a couple minutes, considering how to put into words so many emotions, thoughts and ideas she had worked inside her mind for years “Hmmm well...I’m not gonna lie, I hated you for a time... I hated how much you hurt me even after I gave you my heart and soul, I also kept asking myself if everything we had lived together was a lie and cruel game but most of all, I hated how much I still loved you even after you had left me” Reiner stood still, he knew this time would come, he deserved all her hatred “Armin told me everything you did during the war and that tells me all I need to know about you... to understand everything” (Y/N) kept looking at him, looking into his amber eyes, eyes that had seen the worst of humanity, eyes that were glued to hers holding hundreds of unspilled tears “we were only kids Reiner... we were nothing but credulous kids on a game played by the higher ups...life is not black and white... but in the end... you showed your true self... Reiner... you are a hero, when I look at you, I don’t see the monster you say you are”

Reiner was left speechless... was all he heard a product of his mind? Was this real? “(Y/N)... I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.... ”Reiner kept repeating like a mantra, the large man fell to his knees at your side and sobbed uncontrollably into the back of his hands. “Let it out Rei.... just let it out” slowly, (Y/N) moved closer to hold him... as if any second he would break into a million pieces. Minutes passed and when he was feeling better, Reiner moved to sit next to you into a much comfortable position. For the first time in years, he wondered if he could ask the universe for one last favor... to have this for forever...

“I’m sorry I couldn’t keep my promises to you... I promised to protect you with my life , to never hurt you and leave you alone like your family did and marry you once the Titans were gone, remember? I’m sorry I let you down in every possible way, I should have done things differently...”

“It’s ok Reiner, I’m happy with my kids... they are my pride and joy” (Y/N)’s words warmed his heart, he looked through the window only to see the happy faces of the two kids playing around.

“Who is he?... their father?”

“I thought you would have figured out that by now. I mean, they look nothing like me... it should be easy to find the similarities” To even mention the names of other guys made his stomach sick, he hated the idea of you being with somebody else, someone that clearly didn’t deserve you.

“So it was Jean, right? They have his eyes... and he was erm... is the most passionate of the 104, I can’t believe he didn-“ (Y/N) wanted to laugh at the idea,... Jean had only eyes for one person and clearly she was not her “is not Jean, Jean has always been like a brother to me”

“ohhh..... (Y/N).... did you and Armin.... I mean... he was always looking at you, don’t take it the wrong way he-“ By now, (Y/N) was pretty sure Reiner was trying to mess with her head, all the 104 knew who the father was just by looking at the babies and yet Reiner was clueless “Armin is not their father, besides, I wouldn’t lie to my kids about their looks, Armin has blue eyes and clearly my kids don’t”

Reiner stood quiet for a couple minutes analyzing his past comrades, there were tons of faces but most of them without name “Then I.... well... I don’t remember all of the members from the corps... I’m sorry (Y/N)”

(Y/N) took one last sip from her cup, and a deep breath before starting her story. “A couple days after you left.... I.... everything felt wrong, I couldn’t sleep yet I felt tired all the time, I couldn’t eat because everything tasted horrible and if I was lucky enough to eat a few bites, I would throw it up a couple minutes later....I had people around me to help... Commander Erwin was really sweet to me and helped me a lot, even when he was struggling, he took care of me all the time” -so that was it... Erwin Smith was the father of your twins.... you really stayed with a hero, no wonder you hadn’t had eyes for someone else even if he was older than you... competing with Erwin Smith and winning was almost impossible in every single way- Reiner thought . “So... he is not coming back to you or the kids... because.. well... he...” Reiner added in a very sad and low voice after thinking of Erwin and how happy he had apparently made you.... and how sad you must have felt after his tragic death.

“No, no, he is not the father... he was like a father to me.... but he did figured what was wrong with me pretty fast, he found out I was pregnant and helped me; got me to take all the tests to become a nurse and made sure I got out of the military with no repercussions” this time, (Y/N) closed her eyes and closed and let go of a deep breath, as if letting go of a heavy weight inside her heart and mind.

“Rei... I didn’t know I was pregnant when you left and by the time you were gone.... it was too late to tell you..... you have been the only man I ever slept with, I just couldn’t move on; deep in my heart I knew you were a good guy so I took the decision to carry on the pregnancy, the babies were the only thing I had left of you with me” golden eyes, blond hair... there was no need to be a genius to know the twins were carbon copies of him in his younger years, still he didn’t want to get his hopes up only to have them crushed to the ground but now, that you had just admitted everything he couldn’t believe his luck, he had not one but two beautiful kids with the most stunning woman in the world... -no, wait, this is wrong, everything is wrong and it’s my fault- Reiner thought, while everything seemed nice, he realized that all of his past decisions had come with a much more bigger price tag than he had ever anticipated; he had deprived his own self of this, of his family; Of helping you through 9 months of pregnancy, watching you bring his kids into the world and watching them grow up, teaching them how to walk and reading them a nighttime story before bed time. “ Every night I would dream of you coming back to me... it took me everything not to ask Armin to tell you when the war ended... I couldn’t just put my selfish needs and interrupt your life... It would break my heart to know you had moved on but if you were happy, I couldn’t take that happiness away from you” And there it was. Reiner’s heart snapped in half. He broke your heart, your trust, your self... and yet you managed to prioritize his life; while you brought his kids into the world, went through pains alone and endured the responsibility of raising them your own..he was away. “Rei... I was so scared you would never come back for me...” (Y/N)’s voice finally cracked and tears began falling down her face. Reiner knew words would express what he felt in that moment, so he stood up and kneeled in front of you. After kneeling, he hugged your waist tightly as if his life depends on it “You don’t have to be scared. If you’ll have me, if you think I deserve a chance... I swear to, you will never have to do this alone again.” Reiner whispered “I want to be here, I want this, I want you, I want to be a good father and a better husband to you... I want my family the way I promised you when we were young... let me fulfill my promises to you please”

“Welcome Home... my love” (Y/N) said, this time, happy tears were running down her face. This was Reiner’s second chance, his redemption, and he was going to do it right; he refused to miss out on anything else.

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Sorry for the bad English and all that, it is not my first language

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Thanks to a pair of a bionic gloves, this 80-year-old classical pianist can finally play the piano again. The maestro, João Carlos Martins, had lost dexterity in his hands due to aging and health complications. His face at being able to play piano again says it all. 🎶

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—𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆-𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒓𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒔

summary: a collection of moments throughout your relationship with one Aaron Hotchner.

pairing: Aaron Hotchner x reader

word count: 28.8k 

warnings: lots of heavy stuff, lads. mentions of: r*pe and sexual assault, slightly graphic descriptions of violence, hotch gets stabbed, reader gets shot. age gap, SMUT (including dom/sub undertones, oral, floor sex).

notes: takes place from the start of season five to 7x02 i believe? lots of time skips so DONT KILL ME but pls………………….come shout about hotch in my askbox…………………….i have many thoughts

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15x20 - Carry On

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BNHA 291 had Hawks killing Twice broadcasted by Dabi while confirming his dad to be Takami the Thief who it turns out was also a murderer.

no thoughts only questioning if hawks knew the true extent of his father’s past at the time of his renaming because he refers to him as a thief not a serial killer but knows that Endeavor was the one that arrested him so was he thinking that he was some high level villain - given the fact his name was decently popular to the point where the commission changed his name so a hero wouldn’t be associated with that memory. but like...he must have either shared a quirk/appearance with Keigo because it’s not outdo the realm of possibility for this absolutely nothing kid to just have a similar name. Obviously not bc wouldn’t people be like “hey the #2 hero kinda looks like that one villain from a couple years back what’s up with that?”

but the commission could’ve easily just changed his name to a name - not just a heroic title. were they already thinking of him as a tool when they told him to give up the name?

Did Hawks know what his dad did at that age? Everytime we see him pre-hero work he’s surrounded by garbage and alcohol.

He mentions Takami being arrested by Endeavor “7 years ago” so he was 16 and had enough time to realize but did he know when he was taken in?

Did the hero commission take in this 7 year old boy and strip him of his name for unexplained reasons or did they explain that he can’t use it because people will associate him with a violent murderer despite him having no say or even memory in the matter? Did the hero commission give this child a complex based on the fact that people will inherently associate him with a bloodthirsty psychopath????

Dabi didn’t even broadcast Hawks’ real name! He didn’t give any context to the murder of Twice, which btw was to save the lives of children. People forget that issue bc Twice himself was a good, sympathetic guy but he was still an incredibly powerful man working under an association to harness the power of/kill children.

But heroes killing is still looked down upon. So is no one going to look at Touya “I’ve killed 30 innocent people” Todoroki burning their favorite hero who they just saw kill what they presume to be an innocent man and be like - “yeah, seems sus.” due to all the shock.

And again — DID THE COMMISSION TAKE THIS CHILD AND EXPOSE HIM TO THE IDEA THAT HE CANT BE SEEN HAVING ANY FAMILIAL CONNECTIONS BECAUSE PEOPLE MIGHT THINK HE’S A MURDERER AND THEN EXPLICITLY TEACH HIM HOW TO MURDER PEOPLE????? WHAT DOES THAT DO TO A PERSON??? ITS REMARKABLE HAWKS HASNT SNAPPED AND BECOME A MURDEROUS VILLAIN.

and all this goes to my essay from months ago that Hawks has the villains backstory and Dabi has the hero’s....fucking hell.

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I NEED A KAKASHIxFEMALE READER WHERE HE’S JEALOUS AJSHSKDAJ PUHLEASE MAKE THAT HAPPEN 🥺👉🏼👈🏼 fluff/angst do whatever you want i’m down with anything 🤩

A/n: I find it hard to believe Kakashi would get jealous if a stranger flirts with you bc they have nothing on him but if its a close friend of his then he might get a little insecure just because he looks up to his comrades. Thats also just my opinion but I hope you like it :) ----UNEDITED

Warnings: some mild nsfw mentioned at the bottom 

Kakashi never really knew the meaning of true love. Not until today. Not until you showed up to where he and Yamato were training Naruto.

 Kakashi’s nose twitch (along with something else) as soon as he recognised the familiar coconut scent. He turns to your direction and stands up immediately when he sees a small wooden basket hooked on your arm. He makes his way towards you, meeting you halfway. 

Kakashi ducks down for a kiss through his mask before he grabs the stuff from your arms. 

“Hi, darling. What’s this nice surprise?” Although you could barely make it out, Kakashi was beaming at you from under his mask. 

“I brought some food for you and the others. This is only one of the baskets.” His heart soars at your caring words, and he wishes he could kiss you again.

“One of?” 

“Guy has the rest of it.”

“Guy?” He’s taken aback by the name and before he could question you further, his rival comes sprinting with four other baskets in hand balancing the water you brought for everyone and two blankets on his back. 

“Yep. We thought it would be nice to have a little lunch picnic since you all have been working so hard with Naruto.” You reach out and pinch Kakashi’s cheeks. 

It was a nice surprise up until you and Guy got into a conversation about…something but he could care less about what was being said. He was too focused on the way you’re with Guy. You’re laughing so much that you’re barely touching the food in front of you. 

He doesn’t eat his own food, ignoring any attempt Yamato makes to have a conversation. He even ignores Yamato when he asks why he hasn’t eaten Yamato frowns, thinking Kakashi is mad at him when he glares in his direction. Kakashi shoots his gaze back to his plate. He fishes his book from his bag, deciding that it would be better to seem busy than to make it any more obvious that he’s jealous of the attention Guy was getting. You love him. He tells himself.

But no matter how much you say you love him, there’s a deep deep fear inside of him that you’ll still leave. He knows his father loved him and yet he still wasn’t enough. His biggest fear was that he wasn’t enough.  Kakashi’s eyes dart down to the same page he’s been on for too long.  

He shouldn’t be threatened. It was Guy for God’s sake. It was his friend eternal rival. 

It wasn’t the fact that you were enjoying Guy’s company, because truth be told he enjoys his company too. You never know what you’re going to get with him, and it didn’t hurt that he was extremely charming. It was the fact that Guy also brought you this much happiness. And the fact that you hadn’t said anything to him in the last half hour doesn’t sit right with him. You came to spend some time with him too, right?

After everyone has eaten, Guy and Yamato help you pack up. He blinks twice when you snap your fingers in front of his book.

“Hey, what’s up with you?” You frown, “you barely touched the sushi I brought you.” 

Kakashi looks away from your concerned look to his plate. 

“I think I’ll save it for later.” He gives you a close eyed smile but he knows you’re not convinced, not with the way your hand is pressing against his forehead. 

“Are you feeling sick?” 

“No, no. I’ll explain everything when I get home.” He really wouldn’t, but it bought himself some time to think of any other reason besides the truth. How could he say that when you’ve proven yourself to him so many times. All the times that you’ve taken care of him when he comes home from missions. Or all those times you forced cough medicine down his throat. Or even all those times you tried to cook for him. He appreciates everything you do for him and sometimes he just feels like he can’t give you what you deserve. 

Guy probably could. Kakashi shakes his head physically and you move your hand from his forehead. 

“If you say so.” You sigh and move away from him. You move some stuff from the packed baskets into Kakashi’s. 

“Thanks for the food, Y/N.” Yamato and Naruto thank you. Guy grabs the baskets and starts to head back to drop them off at your house. 

“Guy, you really don’t have to carry all of that.” You call towards the retreating figure. He calls over his shoulder but you could only make out something about ‘the power of eternal youth!’

Yamato and Naruto head back towards the waterfall and Kakashi walks to the edge of the field with you. He grabs your arm and pulls you into him to kiss you deeply. 

The little gasp that escapes your mouth eggs him on and he moves you back against the tree. He moves your legs around his waist and presses into you further. Your hands are pulling him in close to you and you moan against his lips. 

“Come home soon.” You whisper when he pulls away slowly.

Kakashi smiles because you’re already pouting before you even open your eyes. He smiles and leaves two quick kisses on your lips to ease the frown that had settled there. 

Kakashi relaxes because he knows that other people can make you laugh but no one, no one got to see you smile and blush like that. He pulls his mask over his lips to hide his own pink cheeks. 

He straightens up casually and steps away from your body. His hands go to his pocket and his ego soars when he sees the state that you’re in. He loves that you’re so worked up from kissing him and he cannot wait to come home that day. 

“I’ll be home before nightfall.”

He watches you walk away until he can’t see you anymore. He knows that you’re loyal to him, and he trusts you. But him telling himself that is not enough so he’s going to make sure he has you underneath him, legs spread and taking everything he’s giving you. He’ll make you be vocal, just to stroke his ego. Maybe he’ll test his patience and your own and edge you for hours until you’re crying for him. 

All he has to do is wait until the sun sets and then he’ll make you all his, truly.

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The Muse’s Revenge, Ilya Milstein

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I like...

big boys

itty bitty boys

Mississippi boys

Inner city boys

I like the pretty boys

...with the bow tie

Get your nails did...

Let it blow dry

I like a big beard,

I like a clean face,

I don't discriminate.

I had to do it guys... I just had to. 🙈

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