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[lonleysurvivor]

we have but one life.

why would you read "classical literature" and "philosophy" and "actual books published by world renowned authors" when you can read dramione smut written by a redbull fuelled college student at 3 in the morning

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“Sometimes, the strongest people in the morning are the people who cried all night.”

— Book of prosperity

[lonleysurvivor]

Bro, I literally have to stop eating. It's like I'm falling out of this. Where's the voice in my head that stops me? Why does it only show itself later to guilt me? Where's my self-control? I'm pathetic.

[lonleysurvivor]

I'm too jealous of those who "forget" to eat. My days are built around food........ fck you brain, think about something else

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[lonleysurvivor]

True isolation is when everyone else is talking about their vibrant teenage experience and you’re like. I was just trying to survive

[lonleysurvivor]

the urge to weigh myself multiple times a day even though it won't change anything

[lonleysurvivor]

“You’re not going to master the rest of your life in one day. Just relax. Master the day. Then just keep doing that every day.”

— Unknown

[lonleysurvivor]

no one talks about how really really LONELY having an eating disorder feels, like i'm constantly feeling disconnected from everyone and everything

[lonleysurvivor]

i hate how easy it is to gain weight but so hard to lose weight.

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How I feel after eating:

[lonleysurvivor]

i wanna be so sk1nny the angle doesnt even matter

[lonleysurvivor]

everyone talking about feeling weightless and small by not eating. Girl, I still feel big asf no matter if I eat or don't. This fat do not feel small when I don't eat. It just reminds me that I have more weight to lose before I can feel like that without eating.

[lonleysurvivor]

Bitches be like "I'm gonna start only weighing myself at the end of the week so I'm not disappointed by fluctuations." And then weigh themselves within the first .05 seconds of waking up and using the bathroom.

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It's me. I'm bitches.

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[lonleysurvivor]

the worst thing is ur scale telling u that u lost weight but not being able to see it in the mirror

[lonleysurvivor]

you me