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Omg this collaboration is everything. And I love how they emphasize that Ultra Instinct feature with his eyes behind his shades. I’m living for this. 😮‍💨🙌🏽

Park Jonggun | Lookism x Heir of Light: Eclipse.

I really like these designs of Gun in the game, he looks so handsome. 🖤

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SEXY??? I just spat out my water just now. 💀 It’s ok, Skull. You got big dick energy to help you out anyways. You can fight through overdose.

Being 18 is so fun I just moaned loudly while cumming now I’m waiting on my bed in shorts and shirt for my food delivery

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Uh oh Skull. You gonna be the tester for meth now? 😭

Being 18 is so fun I just moaned loudly while cumming now I’m waiting on my bed in shorts and shirt for my food delivery

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Kouji + Reader (Sister) Headcannons

A/N: This is a familial relationship between you and Kouji. Don't be weird about it lol.

Kouji can be a mean brother who teases his sister a lot, but he tries not to overdo it

He's recognized as the genius kid of the family, and he would point that out to you as if that were obvious. But, he also tries not to do it often and he doesn't want you to feel insecure about it since he still cares about you.

Kouji is super protective over you, especially whenever you use his computer at home

One day, you were curious, wondering why he’s always so addicted to using his PC (computer in the day, computer at night) so you decide to snoop through his computer when you got home from school before him

While passing through his login on his computer, you look through his desktop on his computer and you find normal files relating to school, gaming applications, and… a spreadsheet document that’s titled “Money Log”, which you don’t find too suspicious. (He’s just a teen who wants to properly organize his money. How is that suspicious? 🤔)

Nothing seems to catch your eye, so you decided to look deeper by going through his history of accessed documents, files, and software installations

You noticed a software installation called “VPN” and a folder that says “Private” on there. But, his private folder was locked and it was under password authorization

While you were still trying to figure out his password, Kouji would catch you right when he came home from school and ask you what you were doing on his computer with a stern face, trying to hide his nervousness. However, when you cut him off and asked about how you so happened to find a “Private” folder on his PC, he immediately admitted that it was p*rn for you to shut up about it. (Is he really telling the truth though? You can't tell.)

Obviously, Kouji can also be secretive towards his sister, but also wary of what he does online and at home whenever you decide to crash and hang out in his room

The both of you would often play PC games together like horror games like "Welcome to the Game" (totally up his alley), Minecraft, Roblox, Valorant, etc. He usually does the game controls for you, while you sit there with him and watch him do all of the work. But, if you ask him if he can take control of the gameplay, he lets you but he teases you by saying, "You suck at this." which then leads to a never-ending banter between you two.

However, you don't just play PC games together, but also multi-player mobile games like Genshin Impact (he doesn't want to admit to you that this is his favorite game), Among Us (yes on mobile), and Stardew Valley.

Whenever you guys are bored together, you'd go on weird websites like Omegle or Chatroulette. Often times, he'd try and hack the other person on the other side of the screen ("just for fun" he says) and you had to scold him and try to convince him not to do it for the sake of the poor person on the other side. Most of the time, he just ignores you and just does it anyway. He justifies his own actions as some sort of necessary justice by pointing out, "See? These people are sick, just look at them! Nasty old geezers..."

You noticed how he's a Discord addict who's a part of a bunch of servers online with various aliases. He's a Discord mod for many servers, whether those servers serve as a purpose for gaming and hacking communities. But most of the servers he's on, he mostly hacks into them to troll people online through phishing links and sends random files in group chats that are actually malicious.

You have a strong feeling that he occupies his time doing something more than just trolling online users and playing video games. Since he's so good at hacking and online security, you have to admit that your brother is a technical genius. If that's the case, then you would assume that his hacking capabilities might exceed more than just surface web level. Even if that possibility might lean towards him exploring the Dark Web. (He's your brother. Of course, he would.)

Sometimes whenever he would take a break from using his computer all day doing God knows what, he would join you on the couch and watch a horror movie or a game show

While watching that movie/game show, he would criticize the show or movie by saying, “They are so dumb. I mean, why can’t they just run?” or “Why can’t they get such a simple question right? Are they stupid?” And your only answer for him is: “They just aren’t as smart as you, Kouji.” and your responses always boosts his ego, even if your replies were a bit sarcastic

While watching TV together, he would often eat candies or sweets and he would share them with you

In the living room whenever you two are free from homework or just so happened to be bored, you'd challenge him to play Super Smash Bros. on the Switch. And every single time, he'd mostly beat you in every single round by using his favorite character to fight: Ness (Of course he would use him. I call this canon.)

While playing Super Smash Bros, he would call you out for choosing weird characters to fight like Isabelle, the Villager from Animal Crossing, the Pirahna Plant, and even the Wii Fit Trainer (YES, THE FUCKING WII FIT TRAINER.), and he would call all of them weak. "What the hell? Out of all of the characters you chose, you decided to fight as them? No wonder you died so quickly." His insults didn't stop you from challenging him for rematches.

Whenever you ask him to help you on your homework, he would begrudgingly help you. (Basically, you’re the only person who he would help without blackmailing or without charging you with anything in return for his service.)

Kouji would eat the treats you bake, whether that be cookies, cakes, and other desserts. Especially, the strawberry cakes that you'd make and you would share it with him.

Whenever you mention a boy or a male friend, he would seem very nonchalant about it and dismiss the subject. But you wouldn’t know that he would do research on the poor boy, social engineer to hack into that boy’s accounts (financial accounts or not), and commit cyberattacks on him (viruses, DDoS attacks, phishing, etc.)

Whenever the both of you end up in an argument, you apologize a few days later by sneaking into his room and place sweets on his desk with a bottle/can of grape soda in front of his computer with a little note that usually says small messages like, "Truce? :)" or "I'll give you this peace offering if you let me off the hook." and he would usually accept the gifts and reluctantly eat them.

You would dye his hair purple for him, whenever he asks you to do it and recolor his hair once in a while.

As siblings, you'd do each other a solid at home with the typical "you owe me" exchange. This is your own little way of showing how much you care and look after each other.

You're aware that Kouji has a job, since you caught him one day with a check in his hand that had a bunch of 0's for its amount. You asked him, "Where'd you get that from?" and he would simply say, "My job."

You were a bit shocked to hear that he has a job so your conversation with him ended up being sarcastic and blunt. This is how it went:

"What job?"

"The job that I work for."

"No shit. I meant, where do you work at?"

"Some company."

"Some company? Bullshit. And they'd actually hire someone as young as you? You're barely 16."

"And? The other people that they've interviewed before me were all a bunch of idiots in the first place."

"Huh... I guess that makes sense."

Finally, you two left it at that and decided to never tell your parents about it. After all, what are siblings for anyways?

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I am a Kouji stan. I mean, look at him. He is so squishy.

i barely see kouji art .,,

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Can’t lie. All of them? Definitely serving cunt. Lookism is really giving this recently:

phone gallery cleaning day

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Hey cat how have you been ? I just read what you wrote earlier today and it broke my heart... I'm so sorry on behalf of the anon. I do know that it might have been a year but it's for your own good you took your time for healing please forgive me because I also have asked you once or twice about the chapter thing and i feel a really big hole in my heart right now.... I always hated cyber bullying but today I kind of became a part of it by unknowingly hurting you and for that I'm so sorry I hope you can forgive me and all of us.. I don't know what else shitty things that anon said but I'm sorry you had to go through this just know that there might be some bad people to judge and hurt you but we are here with you please share with us what you feel cause we are here for you and I hope you can forgive all of us especially me for even hurting you a slightest bit and I wish you nothing but good and happiness in life and again ilysm cat and can you please answer my ask because I wanna know if you forgave me or not 💔❤️‍🩹🙏

Hi rukuk!! I'm sorry if I seem straightforward in the recent Q&A that I did and it's ok, I forgive you and everyone else. 😭💙

Regarding how I feel right now, I don't feel any ill intentions towards anyone or anything like that. I've always wanted to address something like that ever since I kept getting those types of messages the more people keep reading it. And I've always wanted to put everyone's needs first. That was my mentality back then. However, I realized that I don't mind people commenting about the story, but demanding for a chapter made me feel a bit over pressured. Even for me, since I try to balance school and I try to find a free slot to post and talk to you guys again, along with other IRL things that's been going on in my life. It was also a time for me to clear my head again because I also had a writer's block too. I couldn't think straight since I wanted to escape, in a way.

However, I don't feel any negative emotions anymore and I'm ready to get back into writing, reblogging, and most importantly, talking to you guys. 💞 Those negative emotions that I felt were just temporary, so it's all good! No need to worry about it. 👍🏽 I'm really sorry if that made all of you feel taken aback from what I said. Of course, I love all of you guys and the Lookism community on here. Very much! 💝 I try not to be so demanding either, because I want everyone to be comfortable and to express themselves however they want because we all have the right to do so on here. It's a safe community, and we welcome anyone with open arms. 🙌🏽 Feel free to always message me whenever you guys want to. Whether that be to chat, or to ask for advice on something. I'll always wish you guys with nothing but the best, and with secure happiness. Stay safe out there too! ❤️❤️❤️

[lookismaddict]

Omggg I love the contrast of how light your art style is compared to the actual panel. He looks so angelic here. May Johan shine the brightest!! What an absolute king. 🤍

☕️🍪

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You guys should make your own little meth lab on the side. Breaking Bad style. Sprinkle some meth on there.

Being 18 is so fun I just moaned loudly while cumming now I’m waiting on my bed in shorts and shirt for my food delivery

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HELLLPPP ME. THESE WERE SENDING MEEEEEE!!! ESPECIALLY THE ONE WITH VIN. Got me laughing like a hyena too, with that “AHHHHHHH-HA-HA-HA” ass laugh. Howling and shiii 💀💀💀💀

talking about farts, can I request how would lookism men react to when their gf farts in front of them for the first time?

LMAAAOOO yes I will absolutely write this (atp I'm gonna be known as the fart blog lol) (do I talk (write) about farting that much?)

Jake, Vin Jin and Goo reacting to reader farting in front of them for the first time

Jake

Your boyfriend was helping you paint your living room, while he reached perfectly all the spots (bc he is really tall) you needed to use a ladder, "this color is gonna make the room look so comfy" you were really happy about how the results were showing, Jake smiled proudly at you.

You struggled to reach a corner stretching your arm the fullest making the ladder tremble, your boyfriend's instincts thankfully worked enough to trap the ladder and stabilize it, yet a "puff" escaped, the room was silent, and your face was completely red.

Suddenly Jake's laugh echoed the living room "babe, for the 5 months we've been dating I was waiting for you to be comfortable enough to fart in front of me" he hugged you from behind "but you had to do it when my face was near your butt?" he laughed again, you covered your face "I was nervous-" his laugh was contagious making you laugh with him "you mean that you fart when nervous?" you nodded and left a broken "yes" making you both laugh even more.

Vin Jin

After eating like barbarians you both took a nap, a necessary one. Like kids, Vin turns completely energetic after a nap, annoying the shit out of you who is still processing that you're even awake.

Since you weren't paying attention to him, he just did the best he could do, annoy you, he jumped over you tickling every corner of your body, making you fight desperately "Vin for fuck's sake" he started to laugh like an asshole, "Vin don't press, I'm about to fart" he tickled you even more "then fart, who cares, duh" you started to fight back "it's gonna ruin my image" he laughed at your response "what image?" you couldn't hold anymore at the pressure and a loud fart echoed the bedroom, Vin laughed like a hyena after your fart "my image you cried" he hugged you "babe, listen to this" and he left the most explosive sounding fart ever making you both laugh until tears formed in your eyes.

Goo

You both were fooling each other cracking dad jokes that were just as horrible as your humor, just perfect for you both, that's when he got the dumbest idea "babe, twist my finger" you looked at him in awe, "are you serious?" a little devilish laugh escaped "yes" you twisted his finger and he dropped a nosy fart, you stood with a poker face, leaving the room silent "babe" you asked him "twist my finger" his awkward face turned into a happy one, he twisted your finger, and you dropped a fart for him, making you both laugh "gosh I love you, I knew you were made for me" "I just can't believe that this had to be the first fart you hear from me" "I would never forget it"

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Try adding names of fruit to them. I bet you might find something fruity that comes along with it. 😭🙌🏽

I tried looking up creampie recipes , why tf am I getting porn videos and positions to try with my partner?

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AHHHHH SKULL/SAM!!! (I’m still conflicted, but I’m still learning. 👁️👁️) You’re so sweet, Skull. You didn’t have to do all this for me. But still, thank you for understanding what writers like us have to go through. And thank you for sticking up for me, and for every writer who is going through the same thing. 🙏🏽 Life can be unexpected and we can’t control whatever goes on in our lives. This is very wholesome, that it almost made me cry. 😭 I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to be all dramatic now. Seriously, thank you Skull. I missed you so much. I’m glad to be back! 🖤🖤🖤

For everyone that follows @lookismaddict , don’t be such a dick to her. She’s going through things we don’t know about and to pester and annoy her about the new chapters after she explained she’s too busy. Yet y’all still keep going , stop that shit.

It’s fucking annoying not just for her but for any writer , see I don’t mind if y’all pester me because I don’t rlly care that much abt posting , but she genuinely loves writing and has a passion for it, the ppl that keep annoying her make her run away from tumblr because she’s afraid of failing you guys, all she wants is to post stuff again on her own tempo.

Be mindful of others and don’t speak up without knowing what their going through, please read this carefully and come to your senses.

And I said SOME people not all before y’all start attacking in the comments or some shit.

Comments like this need to stop.

Watch what you say to others, cause she’s my friend and I don’t want anyone to talk to her like this

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Forget smoking and overworking. Did he just find the secret to aging faster? Man’s got punched and broke through the time space continuum just for him to age up to his 60’s in less than 2-3 years.

HE LOST HIS HAIR FROM THIS PUNCH

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Soap always got that dawg in him too. (Even Ghost.) But besides that, Soap can also be such good husband material too. Ughhh they are robbing us.

Just gonna drop this silly little Ghost here.

not to be a military wife, but there's something about all timelines John "soap" MacTavish that has me jumping on walls

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You know how there is this new "boop" thingy? I just can't fully understand it, I knew I wanted to "boop" you and I can't (⁠●⁠´⁠⌓⁠`⁠●⁠). I feel like a granny who just installed this app and I've been here from more than a year now. (⁠｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)

Wait really? A new “boop” feature? Ok, now I feel old too. Because I didn’t know there was such a thing? And don’t worry, I’ve been gone for so long and I had no idea that you can “boop” people now. So, I’m on the same boat as you feeing like a “granny”. But that’s wild. Also you’ve been here for a year? Omg happy 1 year! (This is such a super late congratulatory reply, I’m so sorry. But if you’ve been here at the same time as me, then I’m sorry again for getting my times wrong. I lost track of time. 😭🖤)

Now I’m curious. What happens if you “boop” someone? 🤔

Also, thank you for dropping by! 🖤

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Cat your profile is looking FINE!! Have a great April! Hope yah not getting crushed by college. (Me being crushed already by EDP then grinded by OJT)

AGHHH hi Sam! AND THANK YOU OMG. It's good to see you again and to talk to you again! How have you been? 👀 Oh, college is just... delightful. (I'm being crushed like an ant right now. But I'm holding on lol.) Oh no, hang in there Sam. You got this, I believe in you too! And I hope you have a great April too! Just keep working hard!! 😩💪🏽

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Girly pop *sigh* it's been A YEAR SINCE YOU POSTED THE 12TH PART OF RENDEZVOUS WHEN ARE WE GETTING 13TH ???????

“Hi Cat, how have you been? I hope you’ve been doing well.” Oh, I’ve been doing fine. Thank you for asking! Been busy with life. How are you? Girl, thanks for your concern. 😀

The messages I get in my inbox is all basically just asking for the next chapter. No concerns, no other follow-up questions related to Lookism, whatsoever. Just the direct, "Where's the next chapter?" type of questions. The more I see these, the more it feels dehumanizing to a certain extent, and the excitement I get whenever I return, declines.

I've always wanted to address this whenever I'm bombarded with questions regarding the next chapter. But, to put it into simple terms, I haven’t touched it until recently, because I have a life that keeps me busy and occupied. (Yeah, finally.) Hell, I even deleted Tumblr for a while and haven't touched it ever since because of that. Until last week, when I downloaded the app again since I wanted to come back during my break from school with an optimistic approach. But instead, I just keep getting questions like this and I start to fade back out of it again.

I'm not a slave. I honestly, write whenever I want to and whenever I feel like it because I started my story as a hobby in the first place. So, whenever I get questions asking for the next chapter, all I can tell you is: "You will get it, when it's published." I mentioned this before countless numbers of times that I don't have a definite date. I'm sorry if that may seem harsh, but I'm not going to keep answering the same question over and over again. You should know by now that I don't run on a schedule.

But, to the same person(s) who keep asking the same thing over again about the next chapter, just chill. Rest assured, I started working on it again. Whoever saw the recent chapter I just posted, April’s Fool’s! No chingas, my guy. I got you.

Sometimes, I feel bad for all writers in general who consistently get questions about stories or works that become popular, so they tend to take a break from them because of the pressure. The pressure of having to write and to try and appease the audience can be daunting, to the point that the writer will lose their touch and their passions to even continue a story again. The overwhelming pressure of it all is what gradually affects a writer. That, and how their minds don't always focus on the work at hand and they start to drift away from it because of how busy they become, in their lives.

But on the other hand, I get it. The wait has been pretty long and it's been a year. I'm well aware of that. I don't want to be rude, but in all honesty, I'm tired. I'm tired of constantly having to readdress this again and again, so this will be my final reply regarding the constant questions. And to my mutuals and friends who sent messages about taking my time and going at my own pace regarding my writing, thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you so much for understanding. <3

What's funny to me, is that this predicament reminded me of this one video. This is all of you Rendezvous readers whenever I come back to check my messages sometimes:

Watch me pull a CoryxKenshin rn /j. I can do more than a 9 month streak next time.

So, I’m sorry that I left you guys again. And as an apology, new Rendezvous chapter + other stuff will come out soon. 🖤 (I’m not bullshitting this time.)