loomiskiller

[loomiskiller]

if you want forever, and i bet you do

an independent multimuse blog featuring muses from yellowjackets, stranger things, shameless & various other fandoms + several fandomless original characters. as penned & cherished by pluto.

just know you'll taste me too

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catch my muse caring for a child | accepting | @sieraph

Babbling can be heard from the six-month-old that he is holding in his arms. Billy holds her close, almost possessively. He is an overprotective father already and his daughter has been alive for only six months. Christina tells him that he should dial back on it, but then she lays off on him regarding it when she remembers that his own parents sucked and he is just trying to be better than them. She lets her boyfriend do what he wants. At least she knows that he won't bail on her and Sam when things get rough.

"This is Sienna, Sam." Sam looks back at her, her brown eyes wide and curious as she looks at her. Sam has her father's eyes. Sienna would be able to tell if she really paid attention. "And she is going to be watching you tonight so your mom and I can have a much needed break."

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Sharp Stick (2022)

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do y’all ever think about how much sam looks like billy?

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do y’all ever think about how much sam looks like billy?

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They get distracted easily :((

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Send 🐣 to catch my muse caring for a child

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he doesn’t like to coddle people. he isn’t here to be fixed. he’s mentally ill and has borderline personality disorder, which affects his romantic relationships. he will insult his love interests, especially if he’s in a bad mood. he will be mean. he sometimes won’t apologize. he will cancel plans if he can’t find a sitter for sam. he will prioritize her over anyone. he is an asshole. dating him can and will be a challenge. he will leave someone if they try to change him or if being with them gets too much for him to handle. i will not water him down or change anything about him for anyone.

billy cannot stand clingy people and he’s got abandonment issues along with being an abuse survivor.

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Scarlett Estevez as Trixie Espinoza in Lucifer S1EP3 - The Would-Be Prince of Darkness

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billy cannot stand clingy people and he’s got abandonment issues along with being an abuse survivor.

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first drawing in a while…. did this at 3 am while watching top gun….zero references ( only posting bc my bf wants me to)

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*   SUMMERTIME  SENTENCE  STARTERS !   

masterlist of summer themed sentence starters. 👙🌊☀️🏖 

​❝ want to come pick fresh strawberries with me? ❞

❝ OW! this sunburn hurts! ❞

​❝ let’s go to the beach! ❞

❝ you look beautiful in this field of sunflowers. let me get a picture. ❞

​❝ i forgot my beach ball. can we stop in the store real quick? ❞

​❝ i made lemonade. ❞

​❝ you look like you could use a fresh glass of lemonade. ❞

❝ so, the summer carnival is tonight. want to come with? ❞

​❝ how does my sand castle look? ❞

​❝ beach trip? ❞

​❝ i love fireworks! ❞

​❝ the waves are perfect for surfing today. ❞

❝ let’s get cotton candy at the food court. ❞

​❝ come sit on the sand and watch the stars with me… ❞

❝ no diving off the shallow end! ❞

❝ i can’t swim. ❞

​❝ i’m scared to dive in. you make it look easy! ❞

​❝ help me set this water slide up? ❞

​❝ let’s go to the water park! ❞

​❝ i love the water park! thank you for bringing me here. ❞

​❝ let’s go down THAT giant water slide! ❞

​❝ are you done mowing the grass yet? i’m bored. ❞

​❝ it’s SO hot out. ❞

​❝ i’m melting into a popsicle. ❞

​*offers popsicle*

*shoots the water hose at you*

​❝ oops! sprayed you with the hose! just thought you needed cooling off. ❞

​❝ ow! ow! the sand is burning my feet! ❞

​❝ will you teach me how to swim? ❞

​❝ come swim suit shopping with me. ❞

❝ this bathing suit or this one? ❞ 

​❝ is the water cold? ❞

​❝ i got sand in places sand should never be… ❞

​❝ i want a popsicle. pretty please? ❞

​❝ you’re going to get a sunburn if you don’t put sunscreen on! ❞

​❝ you need sunscreen. ❞

❝ i can’t swim… ❞

❝ let’s go boating. ❞

❝ can we get an ice cream? ❞

❝ what ice cream flavor do you want? ❞

❝ i see the ice cream truck! ❞

❝ want to have a picnic at the beach? ❞

❝ i forgot my floaties. ❞

❝ can we get this giant sea turtle float?! ❞

❝ do you need a life jacket? ❞

❝ you can’t jump in the lake without your life jacket! ❞

❝ i love the smell of sea salt. don’t you? ❞

❝ thanks for coming to the cook out. ❞

*at a cookout* ❝ do you want a cheeseburger, corn dog or hot dog? ❞

❝ you should totally buy that swimsuit! ❞

*at the beach* ❝ the wind is messing up my hair! ❞

❝ happy summer! ❞

❝ i wanna make sure that my sandcastle is the best! ❞

*on the boardwalk* ❝ check out my rollerskating skills! ❞

❝ want to go rollerskating? ❞

❝ water balloon coming your way! ❞

❝ please, please, PLEASE no scary movie marathon! ❞

❝ build a sandcastle with me! ❞

❝ no running at the pool! ❞

*at the pool or the lake* ❝ i’m jumping in! ❞ 

❝ no, my sandcastle is the best. ❞

❝ let’s pick seashells. ❞

❝ look! i found this huge seashell! ❞

❝ i’ll show you how to find shark teeth. ❞

❝ i saw a dolphin! ❞

*at a hotel* ❝ this oceanfront room is the best. ❞

*heading out to the beach, lake or pool* ​❝ i got the cooler ready. do you got our towels? ❞

❝ let’s go camping. ❞

*at a campfire* ❝ i brought the marshmallows for the s’mores. ❞

❝ let’s make s’mores. ❞

❝ let’s grill out this evening. ❞

❝ your camper is so cool! ❞

*snuggling significant other* ❝ i love this camper. it’s so cute and cozy. ❞

*slips on the public pool patio*

*waving for help in pool/lake ocean* ❝ i think i’m sinking! ❞

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✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐈𝐃𝐄.    (  an updated collection of  lyric + action prompts originating from the works of grandson.  mature themes present: politics, violence, drug use, etc. feel free to adjust as desired.  )

money isn't always what it seems.

i love you, i'm trying.

it's more fun to be unaware.

one false move, you're a kennedy.

my ego follows me wherever i go.

aren't you fed up yet?

it isn't that much, but it's a good start.

i spent my last dollar on a motherfucking cab.

they lie about some greater good.

the drugs don't work anymore.

there's a cold wind blowing... i'm just warning & preparing you.

i've got a secret i need you to keep.

my heart keeps fucking up the motherfucking plan.

nobody really cared, so it never really mattered.

i wanna feel something, 'cause all that i got is nothing.

get down on the ground, don't even make a sound.

tell me what you're trying to hide.

i was try'na feel like a rockstar.

now presenting: a horror story or a happy ending.

i'm still trying to find my identity.

you don't have to hurt anymore, didn't you hear? the war's over.

i thought it would all be great when i got older.

how do you get in the mind-state to kill?

try to wash my hands, i'm never gonna get them clean.

i was living in the moment, searching for a little serotonin.

do you have enough love in your heart to get your hands dirty?

i became a version of myself i don't like.

you have been forewarned.

we are not alone ... can you keep a secret?

i just wanna fuck my hand up through the wall.

i trust my feelings & then i still get burned.

do you love your neighbor? is it in your nature?

i've been living on the run, now.

you don't wanna get that much closer.

guess that i'm stuck with this shit.

we might not make it 'til the morning.

they made up a reason behind closed doors.

is this what you wanted?

i'm just trying to get used to these changes.

i've got nothing to say.

if i speak too loud, then my voice might crack.

don't know how i'm gonna take much more.

how the hell is everybody on autopilot? they make it look so easy.

everybody knows somebody with something to hide.

look at how we've all grown up fast.

i never get to sleep at night.

i just wanna be optimistic.

beg me for forgiveness.

i never thought it'd come to this.

this isn't as fun as they claimed it'd be.

i got my bags packed & i'm ready to go.

i'm done playing games, so i'm going down in flames.

we made this bed, i guess that we lie in it.

everything's exhausting.

i'm pathetic, i know.

we both know i'm lying.

what's the point in fighting for a happy ever after?

self-sabotage is the only way to find clarity.

tell me, what's your life worth?

is there anybody out there that's paying attention?

i'll be back with the setting sun.

don't even hiccup, or i'm emptying a round.

it never really mattered, so it never really happened.

i gotta get out of this town somehow.

it's too late for me, i should've learned earlier.

just color in the lines, & you'll get it like they promised.

maybe someday all this will make sense.

if i could switch on a count of three, i would do it. but i'm stuck here with me.

took the shit to numb the pain, but it came with side effects.

step one, gotta find a way to get the fuck out of bed.

the bad's been slowly getting worse.

the people aren't happy.

i'm homesick, & i miss my mama.

i was getting high in the bathroom.

i'm watching everybody i grew up with move on.

how many last chances will i get?

shout into the void, & the void shouts back.

tried medication & therapy, it only seems to help temporarily.

i wish there was someone else i could be.

i think it's time for a change.

i'm sick of being underrated.

idle hands are the devil's best friend.

thinking about it, i get whiplash.

tell me, what's the point in living in a world so unforgiving?

i never meant to hurt nobody.

i'm sick of this pretend alternative.

if i had only one call, would you pick up?

what's a dead end to a dead man walking?

every day, every night, i would trade it in a heartbeat.

look me in my eyes, tell me everything's not fine.

everybody's fake & they won't quit talking.

i know i should face it, but i'm running.

i'm isolated & overstimulated at the same time.

i need a savior, but if not me, who?

the hole in my soul keeps wracking up debt.

my life's falling apart, but i love it.

maybe just ignore it, it'll go away.

i'm done playing games.

the day the youth might listen is the day the youth grows old.

speak now or hold your breath.

on the day that i lie still, i'll still have taxes & i'll still have bills.

tell me one damn thing i don't already know.

nobody from back in the day can get ahold of me now.

what's the point of living without you?

i don't like who i'm becoming.

beg me for mercy, admit you were toxic.

how much can i ask for before you walk out that door?

these thrills feel hollow. i'm so obsessed with success.

i think about it, & i get whiplash.

better step back from that open door.

i want it so bad, it takes all control of me.

i made a best friend out of the skeleton in the closet.

i don't know how to heal myself. shit, i don't even know if i'm still myself.

when you're gone i'm back to blue.

i don't know why i'm running away.

will this ever be enough?

the shot was loud & the flash so bright.

i just wanna be a rockstar with a million people following.

i always end up back up at the start.

give me a reason to believe you.

give me one reason i shouldn't go & end your life.

guess i gotta die to get my celebration.

i couldn't do nothing, i never saw it coming.

SCENARIOS / ACTIONS.

in a sudden outburst of anger, sender draws a weapon on receiver.

sender & receiver, strapped for cash, decide to commit a robbery.

during a struggle over a weapon, one muse is gravely injured.

our muses have an emotional fight stemming from jealousy.

sender shows up at receiver's house unannounced, looking haggard.

our muses slip away from a gathering to smoke a joint.

sender approaches a bedrotting receiver, begging them to get up.

sender comes back to enact revenge upon receiver.

our muses speed down the highway with flashing lights in the rearview mirror.

sender finds receiver dangerously wasted at a party.

sender is discovered by receiver in a state of extreme agitation.

sender intends to assassinate receiver, & enacts their plan.

receiver finds sender sitting at a rainy bus stop, alone.

one muse owes the other money, & they come to collect.

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