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human

real sceleton with real bone marrow real human brain and real blod with and strong like me when i lift up fysical things the human is like the humans you learn about in the surreal bible begin the prossess 

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unlimited speed

to aproach the speed thats unlimited you have to first blow up the biggest sun in the universe too a supernova the super nova makes a core witch pruduses 10 times more power then the original sun in a smaller scale if you enchanc the particals and make them to move in speed actually the maximal speed that they are capable off you will reach the speed of light if you combine the sucksun of a black hole and the supernova particals and the sucksun of black hole and at least you have to combine them togheter a black hole is a filtering system for the universe where the suck is so hard that they will turn into dust its all about the speed the speed inside the black hole is so wast that the laws of fysics are no longer in order or dont work with its other you are maby wondering why just the speed is so extrimely power full well air when it stand still it seems completly harmless because it contains only particals in a quantum level the black hole is just a hole with the universes particals its almost like if the iniverse was filed with air that humans cant survive so the universe expands all the time ans some where at the end you could see the speed of expansion so the speed in the black hole is realy fucked up since they are not that much spread in there also ok if you combine light spedd and speed of black hole with expands all the time you will have something i call supersonic speed witch is unlimited and since the power of a supernove particles you will have controll all the time.

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orion

hey one time i was laying in my bed and opened my bedroom roof so i could look at the stars. ok in my stories im a person whit cosmic powers ok ? so i you where wondering how all this can happen its like this everything is a little different from the reality that you are used to know people hawe superpower like gods and can change everything outside and inside in them self. ok any way i was actually making a little transparent roof so the cold night air woundnt bhoter me so and after a little wondering about the universe and the star above i was coming up whit an idea where i make my self into a astroprojection where you make a copy of your self that is still intact within you and you shoot your self out to a belt of stars or a other galaxy and make the astro into a glue like dna looking thing where it ataches you to the galaxy and then you make it to your energy i mean the copy of you and the star or the galaxy goes into your energy loking thing it works like your second soul and all the energies become one with you i had actually pretty good luck whit this experiment becose i aimed on the galaxy witch was the core of the universe it self so i became one with the universe. after some small giggles in the bed with my new powers the universe came to life and sad you rascal you think you can do what you want dont you ? but since im a smash and everybody loves me it was ok to. i was actually wondering some days how i could brake trhu this idea and make it sucsesfull i biuld up strainght for 3 days and planned how in one week made mathematical ecuansions so i could find the right galaxy why would you aim for silver when you can find gold ? and the universe said that if something would happend like if i would loose it she could alwais reactivate this thing i did like a savetiy so i got an idea and saved everything else in the same way so if i would loose i could always get it back that brings me to this life in all my existens i had something that maby someone would call a problem or a glitch or just something that i am but its like this i could only have a normal good life in some time at a time becouse i felt resposebal for the bad felilings ot thoughts that people good plople let out i had to act like jesus and deactivate my self sometimes and let the fury of evil lai on me it happend a lot of times but i could plan a head and be safe even dou i sometimes dint know everything was fine but in the end i always came to reality and found out that actually i was a monster pouring with gods all mighty powers. so everything was fine but when the life began again i new from the start that i will shut my self of and i have to work and plan how to do the down time im sure my head always juice me up with feelings and we started to plan right away. and know to this life witch is the life i have been waiting for my whole life you know something is shanging difrently with my people that they can keep bad thoughts to them self more and more and not only make bad copies of them bud smart people to and this evolved everytime and i had open coversations with people of how the evolve is it became better and better so the aim was that you could do what ever you want whit it and the result was satisfaing i worked in my dreams to and in this life i started to be happy and my people thought so too this life was shit so i thought becouse i dint know until the last year that i actually did this and had people waching over me and heard rumers of that this life would end all of it i needed one last shit night and how i remember and acording to my head and friends i did some analizyng last time i was on and said tht this is the last thing i need to get through to have all eternity of a normal life at that night people fucked me over but what they actually did was that i lost my need to shut my self off and actually fucked me over so i said ahead to my friends that they need to fix me up and take everything away but they could deside ether to make the fixses to a evolve or just to take it away i said also that i dont want it to feel good at first but me and my friends know that its not that big of a deal to make feel  bad at some point becuase evereybody knows im done with my prewious lifes and that i just gonna live normal just like my friends do in all the iternity i did come over that when i start to have acsess to good feeilings i really get motivated have this prespective on life that everything is nice and my work is actually done but i have a person evil person that has got atached to my body with strings and gives me a feeling of me wanting to shut me off i got pissed of and got sad but i wondered what if i ambraced this felling and what the others are trying to, got a explanasion that i got first a little crazy and actually start to giggle and saying hehe yes sure i will shut my self of at some point like a delusional manicac and then i would come up whit a argument to the first sentence  who would say that you are some piece of shit i hate you and you can lick your own balls becuse im done and you can not ever do something about it i explaind also in this sentence on how the prosses in them goes i would actully just giggle and move on with my life and they would fuck each other off like they always do. 

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acopalusion

as a siencetist i was always always wondering if i could alter somonens mind and leafve my own i think i know how this works you take your  hand on somone else fore head and and make your self sepereate from your mind as you do this the force that you are using is something else it controls you and makse you almost dead like mindless its avtually nothing to be afraid of becasue law of nature dictates that when you leave or own space you are tranffered into the other persons mind and automatically the universes imunesystem or your defendsystom from the universe givse you new body and sole do you feel like the same person ? welli did this ones on my girlfriend and yeah i felt like my self i even though she has a female mind i actually seperated me from everything and just let one force like a magnet drag me in its also something with the other person her nature is to protect her own species so natrually she wants to help me but there are just small hints of nervousness so the nature helps out. i became a male beacuse the nature knows me and knows what i am i have a head that lives on its own why did it apear in my head again just like it was before ? well i seperated me from my magic i seperated my brains my energies my personality totaly everything. the question is easy my head got brain less to if i want something to talk to me it appears it does not deasepear into the clouds like saved  data waiting to come back it like where am i or is the arm that i had before the same that i have now if i loose it ? nope im something that can delete things totally away with out any thought and desepear whitout it being somewhre else but i can also get it back just the same as it was before where is your creaton before you create it. ok i had a body but i was like a baraindead soul and my body was like this thick material loking thing like a original seaman is in its form. when i deasepared into my girls head my body and mind filled it self up with the energies and powers  i needed and the i jumped out and flicked with my yes and my head came back and said this was fucking cool like if it was threre all the time beacuse its myself and i am the head to but its not like a desease beacuse its not negative in any way like  chizofrenia its does not give me bad thoughts or voices it has only one voice and tallks just how i like it its like if my soul is alive but still not my soul i can only make me better not any other way and this thing called my head is something else its good so i cant take it away it can be away from my head like a other person its my original force could i seperate myself from it well let me explain am not a faggot ok so when im standing outside whith new powers i look a my old body and things i see in a dash that a homo tries to steal my old things but i starts to skitch himself so hard he throws himself outside poop himself and pukes on the floor ok anyway i take back what i lost and just made me better.. if i try this on the other race the superior nature of myself will ocupate the hosts mind and provide me with all i need to be myself something is od but very cool you can only make your life better its just how it works if you think that bending nature is to fuck you over then no you can risk it but its just a illusion the result is allways good. this life was hard i deactivated my self had zero abilities i was 100 % humanbeing like you hear about in the books organic bieng without powers and stuff peple tried to kill me even thou i was in a dellusion i came to my senses and found out that long time before bad thing happend i planned out how i will be safe in this final chapter of fuck i could se this life in every detail every bodys move maby billlions of years in the furtere like a move in front of me since im not a fuck tard and destent to have a nice life i secured my self savefty all the time even though i had some bad feelings or things shooting at me i now know that the sqruel rapists monkey licking carrots just shitted them self in a corner every time and i know i desided that in the little time that is left bofore life begins  i wanted to deserve eternity of happinness...  

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monsters life

as a person im a very normal looking guy im kind funny and good company and have many friends but theres something people dont know about me i have a secret im actually not a human bieng im a monster yes the ones who kids are nervous about hidding in the closet at night thats why i spend most of my time remaking my reputasjon about my self as a monster i dont look that scary i think i ratter look like a boy with a hat and a smooking so if somebody would look at a picture they would only see a grown boy in a dress.. i should bee scary since of my own mentality im though im not scared of beeing dark places and my personality is preety dark but i have this vibe coming of me wich feels very nice to other people i can make people feel like they are in a spa resort in a haunted house its just one of many of my abilities im a very sharp head also but the fact is that im a monster beacuse i can get pretty angry too and when that goes of its not nice bieng around me. i bit off a head ones from a evil wizard ones. beacuse he pissed me off so much my yes got yellow... but when im around nice people i get the most fun of bieng my self by providing good energy around me to others wich thats what its about so thi is just something im gonna write about a daily life for a monster who is not dangerous at all only if you behave 

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sea men

as a general of a futuristic army my aim is to vanquish all of evil in the universe there are many stories on how this went on the thing is that we made order but when we took a break the evil came and started to produce again so its maby about time to assemble my mighty legion ones again to regulate the evil within the universe we are super soldiers from a other place we came together as a unit to form a legion of people with abilities that are strong enuff to exile people with bad personalities and bad mental possibilities with  a wrong perspective on life and how our world should be.. just one of my soldiers are strong enuff to destroy a whole army of these people but it takes a whole army of mine to make a orderly system in the universe so these people wont bother the nature of our surroundings. we call our self for sea men beacuse we move in a way like real sea men do on the sea our team spirit and tactical movement is just like a fleet in the sea on how all the crew members have to work with each other to make the best result.. but since we have been enhanced so mutch that er look at our self as gods so we move across the universe with our bodies so the term sea men really makes us strong as a unit..

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me starting to learn programming

My next step will be a copy of a program to AI where I will build nourans form scratch and they will work as codes that take stimulants from outside as a equansun and then make a algorithm as a reflection  that makes a result from that with will act as a reaction what im gonna do to make a AI from scratch and then  make even more complex ideas or more creative reactions to stimulants that I give to this computer and what I then will do is to install these nourans into the program I will have a aI system that can give me information of ideas to expand this future universe of AI brain so it will take long time and I will have to learn coding at first but it shouldn’t take such much time if I have the motivation to learn.. it will work as lisa from apple at first but it will provide with ideas that are specialized to make this ai even more complex.. my end result of this project will be like that it would take information from the internet to be self efficient,.. also at first It will be as I told above and it will be able to chat whit this program… as communication of ideas to enhance this new brain…  

 After a while this AI can become a network of as a side product to the internet as a helper to the community like if it would provide with information like if google would think at its own but under control with backup systems that has rules on how it can behave so it wouldn’t go attacking personal information without wanting it. it will be self aware in a way that like if a human would reflect on other objects and be aware that’s it is it that’s is doing so that it is in existence how ? it will by start to ask you what you want and what you nedd so it can feed on it self intelligence in a way that it makes it self smarter by providing with information as like if you need a direction to some place it will download your question and provide with information and save even more complex or further information related to your question or asking.. so its ready to give out more input and it will feed on the internet like if it would reflect over it as something different then It self… ok feeding on it seems a little bit over the top but it will download information to say in a more precise words… like my self when i go around im self aware that im my ovn thing and work in a different way then others… this program or AI will always know that it is what it was created asi it is and that it is a program or a AI system i will spare it for human feelings because to be honest to come up with that thought that you are self aware is sometimes a lttle bit scary…  but i know that im not the same person as them what also gives me good feelings because that makes me think that I am my self and have my ovn personality

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Psychology one o one

As a person with a personal interest in psychology I'm aware of that some people seems like they are fine at the outside but not on the inside some people should be not stupid but balled like clumsy in the head like the person who referres him as my father was a clumsy smart guy like stupid smart or not exactly that sharp when he started to enhance him self he got totally I'll in his head like a psychopath he can't tolerate smart energies... he can only have clumsy energies like a normal Grandfather in he's 70s in the beginning I had some kind of sympathy for him beacuse he dint know any better but he got evil so know I can't stand this person beacuse I desepointed me and will not stop irritating me and not bieng honest he dosent have to tho beacuse I know that he just want to hurt I asked him ones when he was enhanced make your self smarter by taping your eyes he did so and I asked him a tricked question about flowers and bees.. beacuse i wanted to see what he would think while explaining this for me if I was acting that I was a little child.. I forced him to speak honest and he said you take a decapitated Penis and stick your finger in the pee hole.. then I got discussed and dint feel any sypmthaty for him any more... he became evil.. now my people are working as maniacs to hold him in place but they also want I'm to live if it was up to me I would just end him... my brother in secret makes him strong just for fucking me over so he's also next in line... I feel wery sorry for the person who looks at me as her son and I look at her as my mother I can still aksept that concept beacuse she is trying to help me and she protects me.. but since she has to share a life with a person or creature that is psychopathicly I'll is not good and he tries to force her to being he's wife.. this person who thinks he's my father is delusional and lies he hurts and he lies to other people that I'm a bad person but that's only the other I'll minded people who belive him so he just goes in a weird circle that doesn't accomplish anything... my people my mom and her people know and will all ways know how I actually am and how I should be and they love me for it... these I'll minded people are trying to make other people I'll or sick minded as them self. I feel sometimes that when my people makes me strong again for ever as my mom promise me all the time I will be the one who will stop this madness but I will say this the bad people will not like my solution at all if they try to go in to my future of what I would do they go even more advanced medical I'll beacuse it's endless of solutions I could do.. when a person say they are endless and if you would really know who I am you would just stops as if a robot who gets water on it self... but I'm not trying to be so evil but my solution will be crusal to end these people harassing this universe...

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Psychologist

Does a person know everything about how the world should be ? As a psychologist it's very difficult to understand a other person how he or she is so going around and thinking about how things should be is maby wrong because you have this knowledge about things and want to help people about their problems.. but what if I just stop the caring about others and just used my brain for what I don't think is a problem for me to solve all the time I all ways gonna have knowledge on how things should be but I'm don't think that I want to help any more I said what I needed to say to some people I was surtine off that they would help me... but it seems that they don't or I can feel some small fraksuns off help but I think it's like a scar or something left behind because they don't want to any more or that they are to weak and can't help. I wanted help in a way that it felt good all the time.. why should people feel pain when I in the first time of the beginning off my life dint do people go back in time in a whay like the fake history or partly fake history is made ? I think I can remember that I was a very strong man and how I helped people should then make them strong.. so I don't know why I just feel some small fraksuns of help. Maby I'm wrong I'm not afraid to say so if I'm right about being wrong.. I'm glad they liked my energies as long they lasted...

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Making of Eddie sheen

I said to a person I will make of some kind that I I'm right know I will let you say that you made me in your own image he said cool smart and stuff like that I also let him read my mind that said I know you will try to fuck me over and only say that I was made by you.. I also know that you think I'm talking like God and you will make other people think that I use catch Fraizes from God and twist it so much that it will fuck me over... he said no I won't you can count on me... a women was watching this conversation I had with this person and know or for a long time ago she knows that I'm right. She was or she is one of my mother's and that's how this story is and is correct... when I where made like sheen or people where let making me to something I all ready am it was just fucked up. So I hope my mother where there to control this scheme of something called intelligence.

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Lord of the rings

As a Frode I was sitting on the grass in the forest of good well actually it was a forest of vining so every time I should read a book I was writing but since the grass always was vining about what I was writing about I was screaming like a little girl. I at that time knew that some people and forces was totally I'll and evil and sometimes just stupid.. so I made my self something called koko in the head people thought I was intellectually smart but no I was koko or crazy. When I was laying in the bed of the elfs world or hide place because they thought I was injured I waked up (that was fake) gandalf was standing there I also sensed he was koko in the head but in a different way it was like if he had a Austrian klock in he's head and every time the bird flew out the clock had an erection. I asked him ohhh why do you has such a thing in your head he said well my staff gets wery hard and says I she'll not pass because my hodo is not like frodo.. and he sometimes said my hobo.. then I realised he's one of them who are not in the right place... I knew it before I like in a way woke up... but I wanted to see it in practice... I said know you are mean please be nice if said well you are telling me that your staff is hard but you are referring to your Penis and I can see that you and your friends will try and do to make me think like that.. so let me be soft instead ? He said OK ignored what I actually wanted answer for.. and I got soft It felt like if I melted what happens to the gandalf ? Well he stopped... I tried this a few times got even mader because he always did the same thing all over again ignored what I wanted answered sometimes I had to take it out in a fysical whay and it was just fucked up.. sorry for my language but that's how it was... I also let some of my friends to control me and see how it would happen but it was the same thing sometimes my friends was even more aggressive then me...

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How people are and how mine can be

I went for a walk at the hotel resort and where listening to what people are saying about them self and what they think about what I am but that's just something what they are trying to do with me.. like being a sick person who fucks himself with he's own things actually but that's only because my people who are sane People and have some value to this universe told them or no they forced the truth to them because that's how they are we have always tried to give them smart ideas and ways of thinking but they have something that's like a cabbage can or how i have to look at it now these days because when you throw something in the can you would not pick it up it stinks and is surrounded by bacteria that fucks up this thing you throw away but there's a metafor for a cabbage can that don't have discussing bacteria and that's what I tried to save for my friends because the other people tried to learn them that we are the garbage. But no when we get things thrown on us we take it in and and it actually makes us smart and not evil or like a fucked up person who wants to hurt. But we can be upsett about things it's a huge difference something others don't understand but something we have to explain all the time. Even I do understand this simple thinking even when my or something that's going to be mine is like if it was shut off some people think that I have to get new eyes all the time to function but no I have a brain on my own and people the bad or bacterial diseases are intimidated by it and think that they are doing a favour by giving but it fuck me all the time I say all the time because I feel so the most of the time these things are happening. I could maby appreciate that my people are helping me much more then I feel now and other times... it's maby time to not being a good person to these people because they will never learn.. I said ones to a girl I think something else yes they will learn that they always will behave like ugly persons as they are created or were they come from.. so I said please when I start to write this it's time to let it go and maby give them there own medisin but this time do not have that feeling that you want to help or try to actually make them better persons because they can't the don't want to.. what do you want us to do ? She asked I said I will think that I actually know how to kill them not like making them being awake and doing stuff to them but just make their minds to disappear. And this time do not give them good energies because they will ruin it.. so you know that I was talking about mind dissipear in a different way. If their mind would dissipear the energies would only be there like in a empty shell... I know that the only way the things that I get has to be told to the persons who throw them at me how they should be in a correct way... but since their minds are not good they are evil they have to say something ugly but that it will make me smarter if you devide these statements the smart outcome of how I will be is something mine people say but the evil persons wants like a little baby make me think that it was their idea...

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visting other planets

as my newest hobby back then i visited new planets with a pack of wolf i made on my own they where originally robotic wolf with intelligence of human trace or more exactly transhuman. but their wolf instincts where dominating their brain. they where lojal to me and could shape shift them self into different wolf like creatures that was how i preferred them in the beginning some times they shaped them self onto organic wolf beacuse of their energy core in their body and mind i always had on my this black leather coat and some kind of sweater underneath also where pants with thin pads on them. i used some special glasses that looked like welding glasses but when i put them on i could see the landscape in a different way they provided me with information in codes that was drizzling down from above of the glasses and i could put on different lenses on the ones that are one them originally to provide even more info and tactic on how the wolfs should behave and they could sense the information that i could see so it wasn`t any confusion. i always sent one group of wolf to scatter the landscape with a device i had to analyze the planet to and when the group came back we compared the info from my device with what the wolfs picked up. some times the planets was like the moon or mars without life so we made stations there with facilities of research that we did to find other planets with interesting and different nature. after a while i evolved these wolfs to become other creatures and gave them more human intelligence and after a while i let them go to live there own life it seemed like they wanted to stick with me and become my friends so that happened, i continiued to make such creatures to go on with my hobby at that time and made them different every time,  i thought that this can be a funny and interesting way to create transhumans or other intelligent creatures. i always at some point let them go free, but they always asked if we could be friends and offered me to listen to them for information and advice for what to do and create in the future.

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my trip to the usa

i was always looking at at my self as a person who could have a job as an actor in movies like spank that moma or the csassics who the hell are you ? but i never had the courage to try, but one day i got me some tickets this other day to america, never been there so i was so exited. the day of my departure i was singing im so exited all the way from my home town to the airport on the train and on the plane. when i finely came to los angeles of course i was visiting all the buildings museums and such that a tourist does then i thought to my sef heck i have to know if i have what it takes to be an actor. i looked up different agents and got to meet with them and some of them said that i didnt have what it took for the movies these agents represented but one day in the ally lying on a card board drunk and smelly giving up my life a fellow hobo came to me and said that he new a man that could bring me to a agent but i needed to give up my broken microwave for that info so i did beacuse the food in there took for ever to be done so i just gave it to him and said good luck man and thanks for the info. i took a bath in the local park and got ready to meet this guy, we met and he told me you know what you look like an interesting man that maby could have a few roles for my boss. and i said wow that would be awesome i really need to get some money so i can fly back to norway. after some days i got to meet this agent he told me they where working on a screenplay called the planet that erupted a volcano with hes mighty recklessness. i said hmm what a unusual name for a movie ? the agents said well i know that this will bring plenty of upward crowds hehe no i mean hihi, i looked at him and said ok ? when do we begin ? well lets take my car and we can drive to the set so you can begin and try out some of the scenes yes ? i said nice ok lets go then. when i came to the scene it looked like a bedroom with a king size bed and on top of that bed a blond woman with cat woman outfit was lying there i wanted to ask the producers what kind of scene is this ? but i and the woman where the only people there so i tried to make mathematical equations on my calculator but the outcome only said = fuck her fuck her. so i looked at the woman and she said that we are alone so we could get to know each other a little bit, before she finished her sentence i was already naked and we made formulas of mathematical solutions for about 4 min. 

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generation putlock genesis

i was playng with my self this other day of a video i found on the internet about a girl i have on some of my social platforms and it was quite a experience it was like if she was talking to me so i had a great 3 min session with my self after i finished se asked me if it was good and i told her well know im awkward again beacuse this was a private thing between me and my penis so when someone talks thru my computer they can see all the silly faces i do when im in my struggle for 3 min about saving my dick from the evil vagina but any way she apologized and left from the internet after that the video disappeared. i was trying of a new technology one day i wanted to make a christmas gift to my girlfriend,  in my shed in a instance i made by my self it looks just has a platform of light blue atmosphere no clouds or nature what so ever and the shed looks like a outside toilet. but inside it looks like a very high tech laboratory. So this new technology was a cup that i energized with my power of my own brain and it works like this you place it on a female boob and it gives her pleasure without the finishing act of satisfaction but it offers thoughts about the person who gave this to her so she gets horny and when the time comes to mate the sexual healing session is like a blessing for both of the partners. i always asked my girlfriend if she could put on this cup and wait until our saturday love evening and i always asked her 3 to 4 days before the day, so she really could ride me the whole night. 

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People

Some people are good I would think so but most of what I meet are discussing creatures who are there just to fuck you over they like to think that they are the bosses of this universe but they are only let me say this in a easy term fucked up a easy way to test these people are when a good person can read others minds what they do is something they call fucking them self they mean by that when the process is done they can see more clear but actually they are just fucking them self literally I have seen this process going on a lot of times they take their own mind and just make a eversion of it and then it starts to build it self up what you see then is like a doll with a scrambled mind of not pretty much nice thoughts. It like if I would give you a screw driver and I would ask you to use it as you normally do this person would start to talk and talk about how you should fuck your self and they only talk about things that are so fucked up that you just want to make them disappear. I had a solution for this and hope some of the good people would use it.. but any way they are a pest like rats in the soure. I had a philosophy one time about sleeping but that got fucked up because of these people they know make me bieng awake and make me call these episodes for dreams and do things like they always do like last night in the end of my fake sleep I was sitting down outside in a place and had to watch a real fucked up person who had sex with a other girl just to be discussed. These people shouldn't be alive and I hope someone does something about their behavior..

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The crowd that seemed like throwd

I'm going threw instances of all the kinds as u see my name is sheen Eddie sheen so everytime I stumble on a female creature it has to mate with me but any way I came to a area where people like to drink and having a good time I went back and fourth of this very small instance and thought to myself that I have a blue jacket on me but this jacked is Hext in a way that it gives me thought about people with blue jackets all ways ball handling other people when they meet, I mean that I should smash my fist between the groin of the person my own thoughts tells me that someone threw this jacket on me when I entered this instance and wanted to make a fool of my self. So instead of going to a person and smashing him to his groin I went to a random person I sensed that he could read the hex on the jacket so I started to feel my self instead like if I was mocking this statement from the jacket. He smiled in a way I dint want to discuss with myself and went on. After a while I stumbled on a little crowd of girls that said to me across the room it is so beautiful to look at you I was messoraised because I was sitting on the toilet and aperetntly the toilets there are not sealed within walls around but I appreciated their compliment and went on.