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white coded fics be like: “he runs his fingers through your long silky hair, massaging your scalp until you fall into a deep slumber”

my black ass, my head wrap, and my bonnet:

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Heyy guys if you have any requests, please dm me to let me know I'm trying to think of some writing stuff for you guys! :)

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Heyy guys, somethings wrong with my phone but i posted the part two of lost love, let me know if you guys can see it or not if you cant ill repost it so you can see it. Have a good day!! Stay hydrated :)

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Hey guys!! The part two of lost love is posted hope you guys enjoy! :)

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A/n: i love angst! :)

warnings: angst, swearing, heartbreak.

Heartbroken. The words you felt when the boy you loved said he never loved you. The pain burned in your chest, you couldn’t ever look at him again one those sick words fell out of his mouth.

For the last two weeks you’ve been avoiding steve. The only person who was there for you was Eddie, he’s the bestest friend ever but Steve didn’t seem to think so. Steve regretted what he said to you.

Steve didn’t like Eddie. He didn’t like the fact that you hung out with Eddie ‘the freak’ munson. Steve knew that you hated him but getting with munson right after you broke up with him made him think that you were a slut to sneak behind his back to hook up with munson.

Eddie walked everywhere with you since the steve thing happened he saw how much steve hurt you and he couldn’t bare to see Steve come up to you and win you over just to break you like you were nothing again.

Today was the usual eddie walking the both of you to your guys class, just as you were about to walk in when you felt a tap on your shoulder you turned around to see steve.

“Hey y/n, can we talk?” Steve asked you looking at you and eddie., just as you were about to speak eddie did it for you. “No, shithead she doesn’t want to talk to you.” He said his words coming out like venom to steve. “Last time i checked your name isn’t y/n so why the hell dont you mind your damn business freak.” Steve shot back at him, the two got closet ready to rip the others head off until you interrupted.

“Okay enough, steve i will talk to you and eddie go into class I’ll be there in just a second.” You said giving eddie a convincing smile before he nodded in agreement turning around to leave but not before giving steve a nasty look.

“What do you want steve?” You asked him not wanting to look at him. “Really? The freak?” Steve said in a harsh tone obviously annoyed.

“What the fuck are you talking about steve?” You look at him with a confused face. “Oh please, don’t try and play coy now just admit it.” Steve said venom laced in his tone. “Admit what!” You asked even more confused about the situation.

“That you were cheating on me with munson the whole fucking time we were dating, just admit the damn truth!” Steve shouted at you, You looked at him with teary eyes.

“What the hell is wrong with steve I never cheated on you with Eddie!” You shouted back now understanding what he meant. “Your lying y/n just tell the damn truth that your a slut!” Steve yelled at you again.

“I am not a slut and you have no damn right to call me that, you were the one that was always gone for hours just to hang out with Nancy doing go knows what, leaving me alone to do nothing but wait for you; I was your girlfriend not Nancy but you had your head to far up your ass trying to do everything to get Nancy when you were supposed to care for me not her!” You screamed at him pushing him back until his back hit the lockers.

By the time you were done you had hot tears streaming done your face, steve looked at your broken state with regret, he wrapped his arms around you and brought you in trying to fix the pieces he had broken, you pushed off Steve’s chest collecting yourself you looked up at him before leaving.

“You were the one who broke us…forever.”

HELLO I LOVE THE FANFIC YOU WROTE "LOST LOVE" I WAS HOPING IF MAYBE YOU COULD WRITE A PART 2 WITH MORE ANGST?

Lost Love Pt. 2

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sorry guys that i’m taking forever to write the part two to lost love but it should be out some time this week. :)

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Hello! Hope you're having a lovely day or night! Do you mind making a part 2 to second choice??? :) Where after they break things off it affects billy to the point where he's so aggressive that he started getting in fights on a daily basis?? And after the more recent fight max calls the reader and they talk it out??? And after the reader patches him up he finally admits he fell for her? Sorry if it's confusing feel free to not write this! <3 remember to eat and drink smth!

Second Choice Pt.2

A/N: yeah, no problem :)

warnings: language, angst to comfort.

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It had been weeks the last time Billy had seen you, he missed you to say the least. Billy wasn't the same as he had been before him and his girlfriend broke up, he kept getting into fights he tried anything to get his mind off of you.

On the other hand, max didn't know about you and Billy until the numerous amounts of fights that had been caused because of her brother, she knew that he couldn't live without so she did anything a nice sister would do, she called you.

"Hello, max?" you said answering the phone. "God, you sound like shit too." she said with a bit of humor in her tone, "Yeah thanks I guess, uh what'd you need?" "Listen I know that you and Billy don't talk anymore but I wanted to tell you this because it seems like he never will; y/n Billy loves you he even broke with his girlfriend and I know that may be hard to believe but trust me if I know anything it's how much he loves you, so please just talk to him." you took a deep breath before agreeing.

You woke up in the morning, got dressed to go to school. You knew Billy had gotten into many fights after what happened between you two. You were scared to see Billy, scared that once you see him all of those emotions will come right back up, but you pushed that feeling down and continued getting ready.

Walking into the school building with your head down, opening your locker to get your books when you heard a familiar voice yelling; it was Billy. "Don't ever compare y/n to your whore of a girlfriend every again because I swear if you ever say as much as y/n's name I will shove you in that fucking locker." Billy yelled looking at tommy.

Billy looked away from Tommy, he looked around before his eyes caught yours, he stopped, suddenly the anger that he had felt a few seconds ago melting away at the sight of you, he walked over to you before stopping.

"Can we talk?" Billy said standing behind you, turning around you looked at him before nodding and walking out of the school building to the parking lot. "Max called yesterday told everything, I didn’t know you felt that way about me."

Billy stepped closer to you and cupped your face in his hands. " Y/n I've always felt that way about you, but I felt like you didn't so I got with that girl to distract me, but nothing could ever keep me away from you." You and Billy inched closer and closer together every passing second until your lips met his, you were on top of the world.

"Y/n Y/l/n, would you like to be my one and only forever and ever?" Billy asked looking down at you. "Uh, Billy your so cheesy but yes I would love to be yours." You said with the biggest smile on your face and from that day on and forever you were.

a/n: I hope you guys enjoy part one and part two, message for more requests there should be some more writings up some time this week that I've been working on hope you guys enjoy! :)

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part 2 of second choice is gonna be out tonight

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The Second Choice

Summary: Billy always comes to you when things between and his girlfriend aren't working out, you finally decide your done being the second choice.

warnings: language, angst, heartbreak, mention of cheating, and slight mention of sex.

Another night, the same routine. Billy had called you a few minutes after him and his girlfriend had gotten into an argument, He called saying he needed you, but you knew that wasn't true, but you invited him over anyways.

A soft knock on the door grabbed your attention knowing who it was you got up walked over and opened it. "Hey doll." Billy said with that smirk plastered on his face, moving closer to you, you put your hands on his chest and lightly pushed him back before he could move any closer. "Billy, we need to talk. " you told him.

Billy looked at you weird before entering you house and taking a seat on the couch, you closed the door turning around to connect your nervous hands together to calm down. "Billy, I don't think we should see each other anymore."

Confusion took over Billy's facing before he asked you why. "My feelings grow each time I'm around you, and I can't stand here knowing that I'm always going to be your second choice." you said holding back tears.

'What? what do you mean?" Billy asked taken back. "We can't see each other anymore I'm done being a second choice when you and your girlfriend have a problem, I can't just have sex without feeling some sort of way now, and knowing you'll always choose her I'm done being your second choice."

Billy looks at you with regret, "I can break up with her and chose you but please don't leave me." Billy said in a sad tone. "That's just not its Billy you'll always run back to her no matter what, I can't handle that so whatever we have going on it's done." You told him your voice breaking with every word.

Billy looked at you once more with tears in his eyes and said, "You never felt like a second choice to me." before leaving.

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Lost Love

Summary: Steve was always there for Nancy but never you, you never knew why but the day you had finally found out was also the day you left him.

warnings: slight language, angst, no happy ending.

You had always loved Steve. you loved everything about him, his eyes, his hair, and just him in general but there was always a thought in the back of your head. 'What if he doesn't love me?'

Friday was supposed to be your day, your day to spend time with your boyfriend that you loved so dearly you had even planned the whole day out just to be with him, but he canceled plans with you to help nancy with something.

This always happened, you always assumed that it was important, but you were important too. it started out with monday, then mondays became, tuesdays, and then eventually you kind of just gave up knowing that he would cancel but today felt different or at least that's what you had thought. You waited, and finally you had fallen asleep.

A sound of a door opening, and closing had woken you up. You look at your phone reading the time. '3 am'. "Steve, is that you?" "Yes." you could hear the tiredness in his voice. "You're just now getting in, why were you with her so late?" Steve could her the aggravation in your tone.

“what's your problem y/n?” Steve asked getting irritated. "My problem?" you asked shocked at the sudden madness in his tone. "Yes, y/n what the fuck is your problem, all you ever do is nag me!" Steve yelled. "You wanna know my problem steve? My problem is that you constantly cancel plans with me to hang out with nancy it's like you don't even want to be with me anymore!" you screamed at him.

"Maybe I don't!" he screamed back at you. You looked back at him shocked but still continued to ask him questions. "What do you mean-" you began to speak just to be cut off with his yelling. "I don't love you y/n, I never did and I never will. I love nancy and you were a just a person to take my mind off of her!" he yelled at you with anger in his face.

You looked at him shocked tears streaming down your face, you watched his face change into a soft expression. "I didn't mean that y/n." he said with a soft tone different from the voice he was using a few seconds ago. "No, I think you did, and I think you need to leave."

"y/n-" he tried to talk. "Leave steve." you said turning away from him. Once you heard the front door close you let the tears flood your eyes and your body sink back into the couch. The thought you always pushed back came up flooding your mind.

'You were never the one he thought about.'