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Wrote a poem for her. She said it's beautiful and then asked me to fix myself

#lol

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I want a love story like Amit Trivedi and his Mayapuri Khol -

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The worst thing in the entire world is when you’re sweeping a big pile of dirt into a dustpan and it leaves that little coke line of grit behind. No matter how you position your pan or your broom and no matter how many times you sweep over it your outcome cannot change. As immovable as fate. I hate it so

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This seems like a personal blow

The thing is that at some point you need to confront the fact that thinking you’re the worst person on planet earth is also a form of ego.

“You’re not the main character” often applies to people who think everything will go their way. But not every story is a heroes journey. Some are tragedies. Do you see yourself as the main character of a tragedy? You’re not the main character applies to that as well.

Thinking that you’re so uniquely annoying that that literally nobody on planet earth would like you is also a form of thinking you’re special and can also in certain ways be harmful to the people around you.

At some point you need to realize that there is no main character. Nobody on planet earth is inherently at their core more or less lovable than other people and even with very big mistakes almost nobody is beyond redemption or love. And you are not some special exception to either of those things. Thinking that you are is just your ego and mental illnesses talking.

Sometimes getting better involves being kind to yourself. Sometimes it involves getting a damn grip. Which one do you need? That’s up to you to find out. Probably some combination of both.

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Dard pattharon ko bhi hota hoga

Chupke chupke samanndar bhi rota hoga

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Jenny Slate, Little Weirds

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I want to scream my guts out.

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It is so easy to fall in love with a woman, theyre all beautiful. Theyre beautiful with that hourglass figure and they're beautiful with those stomach rolls. They're dashing with short hair, gorgeous with long. They're elegant with straight hair, vintage with wavy, tantalising with curly. I believe somewhere in time, Aphrodite got jealous of a woman being much more beautiful than her, and decided to put a part of her in every woman to exist. So that when asked, she can claim that it was her glamour that gave the woman charm. I cannot imagine a life where I am fortunate enough to receive a woman's love. Though one thing is sure, for I were to have a woman love me, I too would cross the boundaries of heaven for her. We curse Orpheus for looking back at Eurydice, but did we ever think about how the man walked halfway through the underworld for a chance of getting his beloved back? The worry weighing his mind with the possibility that the gods were tricksters and he might never get her back, or that something might have happened to his woman in the harsh path of the underworld. So he looked back, even though the gods forbid him to, he looked back. Because he loved her, he loved her and he knew that she loved him too. He stayed in hell with her when the gods refused to let her go with him, because it wasn't hell if she was with him. Sometimes, I think I too would disregard god for the woman I love. I too would bite the fruit of knowledge knowing it was not what god intended for me to do, just because the woman I loved told me to. Besides, what has heaven got that I can't find in a woman's embrace?

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i want to be wanted ‼️ but i dont want to use instagram or dating apps ‼️ or go on casual dates ‼️ i want devotion you put your soul on the altar of my being no questions asked ‼️ or nothing . do you get what i mean . wah

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— Susan Sontag, from “Reborn: Journals and Notebooks, 1947-1963”

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— Chelsea Wolfe, from the lyrics of Boyfriend; Unknown Rooms.

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I believe in jotting down a killing eve fanfic while listening to Rang by Ali Sethi ‼️

#alisethi #rang #jodiecomer #killingeve #newending

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I be living my life with 'Bad Liar' by Selena Gomez being played in the background

#guessimabadliar #gomez #relatableaf #justmakeitstaaaap

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With or without Priya... This bitch be jumping for sure

desi parents really be thinking if Priya jumps off a bridge i will jump off a bridge too. lol bhai i’ll jump off a bridge anyway.

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April, the month of greasier gair