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We need to do what we can to protect the Internet Archive. Here is a petition that you can sign.

This petition alone might not be enough, but everything we can throw at this counts.

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Cavalier Frater Imperator & Necromancer Papa V Perpetua.

Gideon the Ninth style. Because why not.

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life eternal.

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Like a new friend!

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they're watching and waiting.

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Bro thought the universe was his dance floor

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Ghost western AU starting now

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Scientific skills

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직업은 군인이고 취미는 스토킹, 부업으로는 블라 운영 중

In Korea, there’s an app called “Blind” where office workers can stay anonymous and only reveal their company. It’s basically filled with people venting about their bosses and workplaces 😂. I thought it’d be hilarious if Holoform Soundwave ran Blind as a side gig—since stalking is his hobby. Of course, the one who posts the most in the Decepticon community would be Starscream… and 90% of his posts are just him whining about Megatron.

Skybound Issue #7

언제나 느끼는 거지만 선화가 더 마음에 드는 편 이유는 간단하다! 선따고는 체력이 바닥 나서 채색은 페인트만 부어버림요 말을 잇지 못하는,,,,

Always end up loving the lineart more whenever I draw Holoform Series😅. Guess I burn all my energy sketching & inking, so coloring just turns into flat paint at the end. When will my stamina stat finally level up… haha 💦

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I didn’t take many photos this weekend, but you can enjoy this one that made me laugh.

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"The mediator between head and hands must be the heart!"

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over the summer i crossed an important milestone of understanding my body, I went for a hike with my brother and after an hour or so I was feeling so angry, uncomfortable and unhappy. And it got worse and worse until I was just FURIOUS inside my head and wanted to cry and I thought, okay, there must be a cause? What is different? What did I do different?

And then I realized

The Fucking Sunscreen.

That day I was wearing shorts and short sleeves, so i had put on sunscreen, a lotion-style sunscreen. I don't usually put it on. I wear long sleeve linen shirt and linen pants (mostly), and do my work in mornings and evenings (usually), and sometimes I wear a hat, and sometimes I just get burnt. Not ideal. But maybe I now realize why.

I got more and more and more irritable and upset until I got back to the bathroom at the nature center, at which point I washed off as much of the sunscreen I could with the sink, and felt almost immediate relief.

And I thought to myself, it will probably take twenty-four hours to get un-overloaded, and i turned out to be right. Normally I would dismiss this thought, but I went ahead and emailed my professor and said I wasn't coming to class because I had a situation occur. And this was the right decision.

It occurred to me later that I've never been able to identify the cause of sensory overload and proactively deal with the problem so quickly.

I have spent so much of my life painfully bending the perceptions of my body into something that more closely matches what I imagine other people must feel. It's warped my ability to feel distress and discomfort and regulate my own stress.

notes

What my body feels is different from what it is socially expected to feel.

I have lost much of my ability to consciously recognize and name what my body feels.

I habitually dismiss body-perceptions of distress or pain that seem to contradict social expectation.

I experience distress and/or suffering from my body's perceptions, but fail to consciously acknowledge it as reality until it becomes intense enough that it distorts cognition.

I am often not consciously aware of the specific sensation or sensory input that the distress relates to, though I do feel it.

My habitual behavior often manifests avoidance of things causing me sensory distress, but if asked, I couldn't explain why my habitual behavior took that shape. Such as not wearing sunscreen even though I knew I should, or avoiding certain clothes even though I didn't consciously dislike them.

I don't think I have what autistic community refers to as alexithymia. I am very, very good at identifying and describing feelings and emotions within certain parameters

At the same time, my brain receives sensory inputs from my body that I feel and am affected by but can't completely consciously experience. I couldn't precisely locate a feeling in my body that was "the bad feeling of the sunscreen on my skin" until I began washing it off, and then I could tell that the parts of my skin that were still sticky and greasy felt Bad.

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A formal gathering requires a different suit

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CHATGPT IS NOT A SEARCH ENGINE

CHATGPT IS NOT A SOURCE OF INFORMATION

CHATGPT IS NOT STUDY NOTES

CHATGPT IS NOT A WRITING TOOL

CHATGPT IS NOT YOUR FRIEND

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all my students in my dystopian film class think gale is a better match for katniss than peeta and i told them they were Objectively Wrong and they assigned me a slideshow for homework to prove it and—

look. these children are about to be destroyed.

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Let's fucking GOOOOOO

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they tried their best to bake an earth style cake 🎂✨

a sweet birthday gift for @tsukasa0820 !! i hope you have a wonderful day 💖✨