lostheidi

[lostheidi]

NO BINGE SEPTEMBER 🙏🙏

[lostheidi]

my name is hediye, or heidi for short ☆

im not new to ed tumblr, just looking for moots! ill probably not post much but i will reblog a lot. my twt is lostheidi_

sw: 90kg

ugw: 40kg

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- 17

- british/turkish

- high bmi pref for mutuals atm

[lostheidi]

hey............. its been almost 2 years... ive relapsed and 'recovered' and relapsed and 'recovered' tons of time but that all went undocumented on here, lol

but im here now!! pretty much back to where i started at.. i get so annoyed at myself sometimes, bc binging is not recovering and weight gain is. well its painful now but it felt just normal then.

but now im back (close, i guess?) to my sw and im ready to finally get this shit over with (famous last words hahahahah)

im so stupid actually bc i couldve been maybe about 15kg away from my ugw yet here i am... 11kg heavier than the last time i was on this account...

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I want to look as sick as I feel. so they know it's real

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wow my ed has def not been eding lately

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officially at my first gw omg!!! 35 more kg to go

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1.9 AWAY FROM MY FIRST GW!! I FEEL SO HAPPY

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i can fit my fingers around my wrists currently giggling and blushing

[lostheidi]

i can fit my fingers around my wrists currently giggling and blushing

[lostheidi]

Lil Nas X does what people think Harry Styles does

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starting school today and a new diet. life is good

bc im walking there im getting in at least 10k steps

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cant believe i acc lost 2kg im so happy 😭❤

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hello kitty diet, day 10, 600 cal limit

*final day!*

sw: 84.6

yesterdays weight: 83.7

start of todays weight: 83.4

cw: 82.6

total weight loss of 2.0kg!! AAAHHHHHH ❤❤❤❤

breakfast:

fried egg - 100 cal

ketchup - 5 cal

lunch:

cheese + egg wrap - 271 cal

dinner:

estimated 200 cal for dinner

snacks:

little snack baggie of cheese - 53 cal

cals burnt: 348

steps: 7069

total: 193

[lostheidi]

hello kitty diet, day 9, 700 cal limit

sw: 84.6

yesterdays weight: 83.8

start of todays weight: 83.8

cw: 83.7

weight loss of 0.1!!! FINALLY!!!!!

breakfast:

water -0 cal

large apple - 126 cal

lunch:

homemade garlic bread - 95 cal

dinner:

more garlic bread - 80 cal

bbq sauce - 6 cal

snack:

popcorn - 23

cals burnt: 6

steps: 129

total: 322

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