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Whenever I speak of love I speak of you, in silence and cacophony, by my lonesome or in a crowd, in hurt or in healing, your name was love to me................

everytimeyousaygoodbye ©

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I am not meant for casual. I was born for soul crushing devotion.

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“Other peoples’ opinion of you is their problem, not yours.”

— Unknown

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“you want to be in constant flow but even ocean waves are not consistent in how they come and go; honor what stays and let go of what crashes, this is how you learn to swim in your own essence without drowning.”

— iambrillyant

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“be at peace with what didn’t happen so you can make room for what should, find peace with what’s taking time so you can find appreciation for what you have already.”

— iambrillyant

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I assure you, I’m not put together at all. Nor am I broken. I am recovering - finding the beautiful in the ugly and stitching it into my life.

Rachel Wolchin

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“Just because you can feel another person’s emotions doesn’t make you responsible for them.”

— Sarah Brooke

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Lost in Telegram

Hi, Tumblr! Remember the Ban? The guy I met on chatous and eventually connected on telegram?

Yes. He is.

:((((((

I....... Moved to Oman 🇴🇲 few days ago. And telegram is banned here. Before my flight, he called me and assured me that wants to continue our connection. So I texted him my WhatsApp number and even downloaded VPN for him.

Guess what? I arrived in Oman last July 26 and since then I haven't heard about him. It's heartbreaking. I texted him over and over but he only seenzoned me. I know, I'm not in the position to sulk or be upset coz I know he's married. But I can't help myself to think what's wrong. I uninstalled and installed Telegram numerous times already but I can't help to think he might replied :((((((

I know it's wrong to be hurt coz we ain't a thing and he's tied.

Can't help but to miss our intellectual talks.

Albeit the "connection" we built, I'm now decided to move on. I'll forget about him and continue my life as it was. With the help of time, I'll heal.

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The earlier you learn that you should focus on what you have, and not obsess about what you don’t have, the happier you will be.

Amy Poehler

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“I know I’m not easy to love. I’m a chronic over-thinker. I overreact more than I should…And every once in a while, I might be a little insecure. But if I am in love with you, I can promise you wholeheartedly that you will be loved with so much passion and intensity that you’ll forget what life felt like before I came along. You will always be cared for and you will always have someone in your corner. Maybe I’m not the best at being loved - But I like to think I’m pretty good at loving.”

— Chelsea Carroll

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“You deserve something you don’t have to question. You deserve someone who is sure of you.”

— r.h. Sin

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Hi! Few a months ago, I met a man named "Ban" on chatous. He's nice and smart, and to top it all up he's cute!

Eventually, we ended up talking to telegram. Did I mention, his account was private? Like totally. You can't call him. Or see his number. We added each other by usernames.

We've been getting along after weeks and right from the start, he was honest. I asked him if he was married, and he answered "Yes, but it's quiet complicated", that's why he's on chatous.

I think it would be disrespectful if I ask for further details so I didn't ask for more.

The guy was driving a sports car and had a nice job. Likeeeeeeeee he was like a guy from wattpad!!!!!! And it's making me crazy.

He's intellectual and funny at the same time 🥺

Who wouldn't like a guy who's witty and capable? Like girrrrrrrrrrrl. He's a main character :(((((

Girl, he's also informing me if he can't talk to me... He'll message me once in a while to make sure I'm okay 🥺 and said "Text you when I can. Okay?"

And that's making me sad.

He's a fucking RED FLAG 🚩🚩🚩

BUT I CAN'T HELP MYSELF BUT TO REPLY OR SENT HIM A MESSAGE :(

He's also calling me when he has the chance!!!!!!

I think I like him (?). Or I'm just attracted to him. Coz of his looks, the way he perceives things- very eloquent and his current status?