lottiehasthoughts

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some of you need to romanticise the fucking paragraph break

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i want to ask her out but i'm also not really over him google search why am i like this

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he makes me want to bang my head against a wall and bleed and have something to think about other than him oh my god

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putting a label on us would just feel so wrong. like, i like how we are now, no matter how frustrating it is 😭

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it's feeling like a watching youtube to go to sleep so i don't think kind of night

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Honestly the cliche advice is true. If you fill your life w things you’re passionate about, if you challenge yourself every day, if you give your own opinion of yourself more weight than you do other people’s opinions of you, you will actually thrive. Like no one can tell u anything

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someone in this godforsaken place smells like him. i can't do this anymore

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you lament how it hurts to be misunderstood, but do you realize how frightening it will be the moment you are understood. are you ready to not retreat when it happens

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jobs for girls who can't focus and are tired all the time and aren't rlly that good looking and get startled easily

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Listen to me: You get good at things by being bad at them. You learn by failing. You gain competency and a sense of mastery by failing at something many times and in many interesting ways.

The sooner you are able to laugh at your own failures, to enjoy the process of messing up, the easier life will be. Because you'll no longer be afraid of learning.

And once you're no longer afraid of failing, you can learn anything.

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I GOT INTO THE DANCE PROGRAMME I BOMBED THE AUDITION FOR. LAW OF ASSUMPTION IS SO REAL GUYS

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i finally get that thing about looking in the mirror and generations of women staring back at you cause. it just happened guys what the hell

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updated my blog theme finally, it's so cuteeeee

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the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

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me but replace boy with girl

my gender is currently nonbinary but i think im still a brother to all my friends. i still want to be a boyfriend. im still a boy in so many ways but in no way am i a boy. does this make sense

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honestly i just want them to hug in go3. that's all i need to be happy