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“Some people hate the thought of being alone. I’m not like that. I love my solitude. I’m kind to myself. My feelings don’t get hurt. My energy’s not leeched. And it’s very peaceful.”

— Unknown

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We finally did it, y’all! We’re married 💍

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in a kinder world i live in an i spy page

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everytime i speak i feel like i’m oversharing

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(why do brains do this???) remember to take breaks, friends

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i love being up early but i love being up late. and i love getting lots of sleep. what now.

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people will still love you despite it all!! they will love you with some pimples on your face. they will love you if your stomach is bloated. they will love you if your legs aren’t shaved. they will love you even if you stutter or if you’re weight has fluctuated or if you aren’t the best version of yourself. they will love you despite it all.

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“My current silence interests only me. It touches too many parts of my personal life for me to explain it to you.”

— Albert Camus, from Notebooks (1951-1959), Vol 3. (via violentwavesofemotion)

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i’m not forcing shit, value me or miss me.

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I think we should be able to just stop thinking, I've had enough of thinking all my life thanks

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what im learning is that you cannot avoid your way into a life you enjoy

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The most terrifying part of having memory issues is when you can feel something from 5 seconds ago be thrown out the window and there's an empty hole where it once was. You remember that you forgot something.

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Reminder for adhd brains on stimulant meds (for extended release meds)

EAT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN BEFORE YOU TAKE YOUR MEDS

This is important bc it can prevent both a dopamine crash and a situation i experienced which idk the name of where the meds kick in too hard bc your metabolism is too fast and so it doesn't release slowly as it should.

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I have panic disorder so I've had 1,000 "near death" experiences