louclarkmusic - Tumblr blog

[louclarkmusic]

Wonder what life will be like next week if my next attempt is succesfull

[louclarkmusic]

What the fuckkkkkk

[louclarkmusic]

"Im sorry i fell asleep" Im sorry im drinking again

[louclarkmusic]

I am not sure why I feel the way I do but I just want to cry and I don't want you asking me why. i just want to be held and I want to cry and scream and sob as loud as I can. You're coming back now so i guess i should man up.

[louclarkmusic]

[louclarkmusic]

[louclarkmusic]

Not sure whether i hate you or im just tired of picking up the slack all the fucking time

[louclarkmusic]

Kind of think its time i just got over shit really

[louclarkmusic]

I dont want to be here anymore

[louclarkmusic]

Fuck i dont know whats going on but im a bit drunk and needed to get out of her space. I should have gone to a hotel. Depending on what gets said between now and then depends on if i pack my stuff and go to a hotel tomorrow

[louclarkmusic]

I am not okay I'm shitting myself

[louclarkmusic]

If i crawl into a hole will all of this stuff still get sorted?

[louclarkmusic]

Hello darkness my old friend...

... i've come to talk with you again

[louclarkmusic]

Sometimes i wish i could just didappear

[louclarkmusic]

Can't believe its got to this point where im talking to people i don't even like just so im not lonely what

[louclarkmusic]

[louclarkmusic]