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In a dream i was a werewolf my soul was filled with crystal light lavender ribbons of rain sang ridding my heart of mortal fight. Broken sundown fatherless showdown gun hip swollen lip bottle sip yeah i suck dick loose grip on gravity falls sky blinding crumbling walls river sweep away my memories of children’s things a young mother’s love before the yearming song of flesh on flesh young hearts burst open wounds bleed fresh a young brother skinny and tall my older walks oceanward and somber, slumber sleeping flowers in the water, but i’m just his daughter walking down an icy grave leading to my schizophrenic father, weeping willow won’t you wallow louder searching for my father’s power I’m a shake you off though get up on that horse and ride into the sunset look back with no remorse He’s a black magic wielder some say a witch wielded darkness when he was wilein’ on his mom’s and born child and he was the bastard that broke up the marriage evil doer doing evil from a baby carriage and he was born with the same blue eyes crystal ships dripping with ice diamonds coruscate in the night fireworks electric bright and now he’s got his own two sons trys to hide his tears in a world of fun but loveless bedrooms filled with doom bring silent heartache july to june swoon over new young hot flame mourn the memories later laugh now alligator In a dream my father came to me and made me swear that i’d keep what’s sacred to me and if i get the choice to live in his name i’ll pray my way through the rain singing oh happy day I don’t mean to close the door but for the record my heart is sore you blew through me like bullet holes left stains on my sheets and stains on my soul you left me broke down begging for change had to catch a ride with a man who’s deranged he had your hands and my father’s face another western vampire different time same place i have dreams that brings me sadness rain much deeper than a river sorrow flow through me tiny waves of shivers corny movies make me reminisce they brake me down easy on this generic love shit first kiss frog and princess I’m a shake you off though get up on that horse and ride into the sunset look back with no remorse

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STREET ART AGAINST CONSUMERISM

by  Los Angeles-based artist Plastic Jesus

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Occasionally,

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Gianni Versace Couture, circa 90s

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No one and definitely not me, will ever understand why I feel the need to, feel pretty.

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Call Me Maybe by Carly Rae Jepsen (COVER)

So with a note, this is completely different from the original…since my style is more calm and jazzy. But anyways. I was never fond of the song, but it’s fun twisting it up.  It might be a bit quiet since it was a tad late at night..and there’s a cricket if you listen close enough..LOL 

Enjoy pewpew~

EDIT: DOWNLOAD LINK –> http://www.mediafire.com/?ett8ncw7a9g2l72

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I'm struggling

I know what I need to be, I know who I need to be, I know I need to stop being selfish. I have a gift, The most precious and beautiful gift But I'm sad that my equipment isn't Paintbrushes and pens Or notebooks or strings It's toys and shit diapers And laundry and my swiffer.

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been sleeping past midnight,

again, It's always the same story It's always that one fight that little one I promise I'll be alright

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My rope and photo, more at http://evilthell.com

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Safe to say that all the guys u been with were fuck boys?

more like demons in a flesh casing