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“I hope we last. I hope we do. But if we don’t, this is how I want you to remember me: I want you to remember me curled up, listening to the sound of your heartbeat and tracing maps across your skin. Remember me laughing at your jokes, even the stupid ones. Remember me in hysterics for absolutely no reason and in tears because one time you made me so sad neither of us thought I’d recover. Remember me brave, that time you held my hand and I thought I was going to die; remember me scared and gentle and delicate and breakable - only for you though, only for you. Remember me happy, and all the ridiculous ways I tried to get your attention. Remember the way I was too stubborn to talk to you and how absolutely insane it drove the both of us. Remember all the firsts and how they were so delightful we went back for seconds and thirds and fourths. Remember the songs you couldn’t stop listening to and the childish dreams you allowed yourself about the future. If it’s any consolation I allowed myself to have them too. If it comes to it I don’t want you to remember the ending. Remember the beginning. Remember the first time you knew.

 S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #132 (via spitfcre)

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Be with someones who would drive 5 hours just to see you for one.

Unknown (via thelovejournals)

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“You don’t want to let go but don’t want to be hurt, either.”

Junot Diaz , This is How You Lose Her (via goodreadss)

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“…and I am out with lanterns, looking for myself.”

Emily Dickinson , The Letters Of Emily Dickinson  (via goodreadss)

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Madzie + protecting her dad Alec

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I just love female muses so much. Reminder to all writers of female muses oc or canon that you are doing amazing work and are talented as fuck, and your collective giant middle fingers to the rampant misogyny in the rp community is just the light of all fucking life. 

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I’m tired of the taste of rust in my mouth, And the thing like longing stuck in my lungs. I want to carve my name into the earth and quench the hunger rooted in my bones. I’m ready to listen to my heart drum I’m alive.I’m alive. I’m alive.

And actually believe it // L.H.Z  (via lhzthepoet)

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biggest hetero lie i’ve been told: fighting is a part of a healthy romantic relationship

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Destroy the idea that you need someone to save you. Listen to me, I know your hands shake a lot. I know you cry easy. I know the world frightens you. But listen to me, you have always picked yourself up with your own two hands. I know Wednesday nights are longer than they’re supposed to be, know how you stay up all night to talk to him, to anyone. I know how you think his hands around your neck kept you together. I know how when he said he loved you, you believed it. I know how when they said you looked beautiful, you stopped looking too long in the mirror. I know how you stopped writing about death. I know how waking up stopped feeling as heavy. I know how you felt strong for the first time with your fists on his chest, with his breath in between your teeth. But listen to me, you have always been this strong. You have the hands of a warrior after battle. Your teeth have always been strong, your eyes always beautiful. Destroy the idea that you are doe-eyed, wounded thing. Destroy the idea that he is saviour. Destroy the idea that when he leaves, all your strong will leave with him. Listen to me, you are so much more than you know. Listen to me, you are your own saviour.

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Them: your fave is problematic Me: I want to see the receipts Them: *hands me the receipts* Me:

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When I get constant attention and validation

video by @girlswithtoys

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   MOVIE STARTERS VOL.6     ( ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND )    ( NSFW THEMES )  

❛ Constantly talking isn’t necessarily communicating. ❜

❛ I can’t remember anything without you. ❜

❛ Why do I fall in love with everyone I see that shows me the least bit of attention? ❜

❛ Remember me. Try your best. ❜

❛ Adults are, like, this mess of sadness and phobias. ❜

❛ What do we do? Enjoy it? ❜

❛ Blessed are the forgetful, for they get the better even of their blunders. ❜

❛ What a loss to spend that much time with someone, only to find out that they’re a stranger. ❜

❛ What if you stayed this time? ❜

❛ I’ll get bored with you and feel trapped because that’s what happens with me. ❜

❛ It was so intimate. It was like we were already lovers. ❜

❛ I can’t see anything I don’t like about you. ❜

❛ I could die right now. I’m just…happy. I’ve never felt that before. I’m just exactly where I want to be. ❜

❛ I’m gonna marry you. I know it. ❜

❛ I don’t need nice. I don’t need myself to be it, and I don’t need anybody else to be it at me. ❜

❛ I’m just a fucked up girl looking for my own piece of mind, I’m not perfect. ❜

❛ You know me, I am impulsive. ❜

❛ Are we like those bored couples you feel sorry for in restaurants? Are we the dining dead? ❜

❛ My crotch is still here, just as you remembered it. ❜

❛ By morning, you’ll be gone. ❜

❛ I’m always anxious thinking I’m not living life to the fullest. ❜

❛ Drink up. It’ll make the whole seduction part less repugnant. ❜

❛ I wish I had done a lot of things. I wish – I wish I had stayed. I do. ❜

❛ I can’t believe I’m crying already. ❜

❛ Didn’t figure you’d show your face around me again. I guess I thought you were humiliated. You did run away, after all. ❜

❛ I just needed to see you. ❜

❛ I’d like to, um… take you out, or something. ❜

❛ Not yet, not married. I’m not married yet. ❜

❛ Look, I’m telling you right off the bat, I’m high-maintenance. ❜

❛ I still thought you were gonna save my life. Even after that. ❜

❛ It would be different, if we could just give it another go-round. ❜

❛ I had the best fucking night of my life last night! ❜

❛ I don’t know! I’m lost! Nothing makes sense to me! ❜

❛ Do you miss me? ❜

❛ You don’t tell me things. I’m an open book. I tell you everything, every damn, embarrassing thing. ❜

❛ I assume you fucked someone tonight. Isn’t that how you get people to like you? ❜

❛ Sorry, I was just trying to be nice. ❜

❛ Please let me keep this memory as it is, just this one. ❜

❛ I don’t want this anymore! I want to call it off! ❜

❛ It’s all falling apart. I’m deleting you and I’m happy! ❜

❛ I think you are magical. ❜

❛ You’re full of shit, right? ❜

❛ I’m a vindictive bitch, truth be told. ❜

❛ Don’t tell me this stuff! I don’t want to hear this shit! ❜

❛ Get the fuck away from me! ❜

❛ The plane crashed. I didn’t crash the plane. ❜

❛ I’ve never seen you happier. ❜

❛ Too many guys think I’m a concept, or I complete them, or I’m gonna make them alive. But I’m just a fucked-up girl who’s lookin’ for my own peace of mind; don’t assign me yours. ❜

❛ The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! ❜

❛ Don’t ever leave me. ❜

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