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A week or so ago, I was really upset and I was crying. My mom was yelling at me (this was not why I was crying in the first place, she was yelling at me because I was crying) and I was shaking and just sobbing. She told me that I was not Tori from heartstopper. If you don't know Tori is seen as 'depressed' by most ppl. And I know that I am not Tori Spring. But I relate to her. I relate to her sm. And I feel like I'm not allowed to relate to her because she is seen as 'depressed'. But I do relate to her. And what, am I not allowed to relate to characters that are older than me? My mom keeps going on and on about how I shouldn't look at heartstopper and compare it to my life or anything because those characters are older than me. But why does that matter? Just because the characters are older than me doesn't mean I can't relate to them.

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Busy watching tvd (haven't finished it so don't spoil it) and Stefan says, 'i love you' to Elena so often and she only says it back like 1% of the time. If I was Stefan I'd be like, 'BITCH SAY IT BACK'. 😭😭

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I just realised that the age restriction for the agggtm TV show is probs gonna be really high. If my parents don't let me watch it cause of the age restriction istg😭 (probs just gonna watch it anyway in secret but still)

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Ik like they were 12 WHAT THE FUCKKK

Emily kissing Jameson and then kissing Grayson in the tree house was a different kind of wierd..i just reread that part and it's just YUCK. like what..*deep breath* you meant to tell me a 12 years old stuck up bitch E*ily decided she wanted to kiss someone...so Gray and Jamie were obligated to fulfill her wish? WTF. i know for a fact Grayson wasn't ready to have his first kiss at all, that bitch just said "YOU NEXT" and kissed him. Also the fact that she kissed Jameson first and then Grasyon more "passonitley" AS Jamie was watching (mind you they were 12..) ....what..

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friend: where are you?

me: here ⬇️

friend: understood. take as much time as you need.

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i wonder how rohan got into the devils mercy. whats his backstory? he's just an existing character (for now) that we barely know of. ffs we don't even know his last name. im so excited for tgg.

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I desperately need more Nash content and Ik we’re getting the novella but I also want to see him in tgg and I also need Xander and Gigi to interact more

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Xander: oimdfoimdaosiadoi Grayson: What is that? Xander: it’s a keyboard smash Grayson: How do I do it? Xander: just press anything Grayson: 7

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skye hawthorne, drake sanders, sheffield grayson, tobias hawthorne, emily laughlin, and eve (whtv her last name is) can kiss my ass bc what the fuck are they even doing.

edit: add ricky grambs, duncan trowbridge, and his lawyer dad to the list.

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I love how we don’t talk enough about lyra finding grayson’s phone number, like we have a little hacker on our hands especially if she found a hawthorne’s number HELLO????

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Just a reminder that the Hawthornes live in Texas and that Grayson wears a suit.

A suit in 100 degree weather! I'm surprised he hasn't passed out yet.

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Does anyone know where I can find a free pdf of the final gambit? I really wanna reread it (I borrowed it from a friend the first time).

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That moment when Nash showed the heirloom ring to his brothers:

Jameson: Sh*t, I’m next.

Later that night:

Jameson: *drafting up his vows*

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idk why cai think skye is jameson girlfriend 😭😭like if the bot is not getting my name right that's one thing but getting it so wrong that it's his mother's name...😭😭

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Honestly it's a shame jameson doesn't have a sister from his father's side, like she would have probably humbled the hawthornes to their core (manifesting lyra does that instead🤞🤞🤞)

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avery “i was born waiting” grambs and jameson “i was born hungry” hawthorne

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girls will read 'it ends with us' and call themselves a reader, im not girls