aku bingung, aku merasa hilang di tengah riuhnya dunia yang terus berputar. ragaku terus melangkah dan tak henti-hentinya berjalan; namun, jiwaku bak melayang. pikiranku terbang mengawang seperti layang-layang di angkasa yang membiru.
apakah benar begini akhirnya? tangan yang pernah saling menggenggam, kini berganti dengan sekelibat senyum getir sebagai aksesoris yang menghiasi bibir. tawa dan cinta yang pernah kita bagi, kini sudah mencapai ujungnya.
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I am still trying to find us again.
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For a while, I couldnβt remember the word βloveβ anymore. And Iβm wondering, did it hurt me when I couldnβt tell you whatβs been on my mind or is it because I already know the ending and donβt like it?
This is the truth, you will know because it hurts.
I would rather touch your thorns and die in pain than not be with you. I will get hurt, but at least the memories will be engraved in my remembrance. How ridiculous, no?
Thinking that youβre going to be fine without me. I shouldnβt have loved you this deeply. But again, who am I to determine what Godβs plan is? Because at the end of the day, I will still be someone whoβs afraid to lose, to lose you.
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soobin, choi.
22 years ago a star was born, today. a lad who has a galaxies behind each eyelid and a purest soul ever. and beneath a sheen of starry gleam, he finally made his way to this stone. now he settle himself, laugh and bless any heavenly creatures which admire his charm and hard work.
dearest soobin, may you always be surrounded by everything but sadness. thank you for bringing light and love into everyoneβs heart. thank you for merely existing, love. today is all yours!
happy birthday. <3
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Again.
Maybe this is love, I said it to myself this morning.
Few months drowned in loneliness; worst. I donβt know how to swim. It seemed like there was no happiness found in my life; it was just filled with dust. My heart cried sometimes.
But as the wind breezes, you arrived, and my life changed. You arrived and felt like I was born again. I watched as the scents of rose wrapped themselves around you, caressed through cheeks I longed to touch, the shoulder I wanted to lean in, and the waist I wanted to wrap my hands around; I dumped my face to your chest whilst I smelled your scent.
I breathe your name into every drop of my tears of joy. I am finally not afraid to repeat those three magic words. I love you. Thatβs it. So darling, please take my hand, and letβs discover the world together, foreverβone day at a time, just the two of us.
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