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Still not over the fact that Cas' true happiness came from telling Dean he was worth being loved.

Because Castiel didn't just tell Dean he loved him, no, that wouldn't have done it. Cas needed Dean to believe, even for an instant, that he was good, and that someone saw who he truly was, the good and the bad, and still loved him. Still cared about him above everything else.

One of the first thing Cas realized about Dean was that he didn't think he deserved to be saved, so Cas spent the rest of his life making sure that silly human knew he was the most precious thing in the world.

Cas didn't just tell Dean he loved him, he tried to teach him to love himself too.

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"hellers want saileen to settle down in the suburbs exactly like the bad finale >:(" no. hellers want them to stay in the bunker and house a rotating band of hunters in need of a home/training/safe house while maintaining the most extensive lore collection in north america (possibly the world), rehabilitating monsters and having threesomes with the queen of hell when she comes to visit. if you're going to make fun of us at least get your lore straight

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there should've been AT LEAST one classic sam & cas mess-around ep per season. dean is never in danger he's just Elsewhere fishing or having a boy's weekend with benny or something. these episodes would feature plots such as them doing a random spell that accidentally explodes the kitchen and they have to put it back together before dean gets home, but also moments of them just chilling talking about how emotionally repressed dean is and how tragic it is that he uses 3-in-1 shampoo

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my quest to map every spn duo dynamic continues

phenomena of note:

every chaos dynamic includes cas. there is no chaos without cas

dean is capable of being wholesome, competent, OR chaotic. versatile icon.

sam is competent in every instance unless he is teamed up with cas in which case all bets are off

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thinking about the secret alternate end of supernatural that lives in my head where cas doesn’t confess and therefore it is socially acceptable to dean for them to live together as platonic life partners where dean feels fulfilled for the first time in a very long time and he is just Not going to look too closely at that thank you very much. obviously this falls apart and their relationship Officially changes. i just think it’s fun for dean to be like. okay now i get to choose my life and this is what i’m choosing. this is the man i live with and cook for and parent with and receive most of my affection from. this is very normal and not a stand in for a monogamous relationship i crave with him.

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Dean and Sam hunting together: well that’s the show isn’t it? saving people hunting things etc etc. brotherly moments that make you either go awww or want to throw them off a cliff. practically reading each other’s minds on hunts bc they’ve been doing it for so long. terrible communication any other time

Dean and Cas hunting together: hunter husbands. standing 1.5 inches away from each other at all times. constant bickering constant eye sex constant rifling through each other’s pockets oh god they’re so fucking married

Sam and Eileen hunting together: extremely sweet together. heart eyes while discussing lore and/or tactics. pretending not to be worried about each other because they each really want to respect the other person’s independence and hunting skills.

Cas and Eileen hunting together: murder besties. taking turns beating the shit out of villains while the other person nods approvingly. roasting their boyfriends during stakeouts. mutual agreement not to tell dean and sam how many people they’ve blackmailed.

Dean and Eileen hunting together: sky-high levels of competence. kicking ass left right and center. off-the-charts wittiness. spn would only be 1 season long if it was about these two because they would immediately solve every apocalypse in the most practical way possible and then spend the rest of the season getting drunk together at dive bars.

Sam and Cas hunting together: terrible, terrible idea. the case may get solved but fifty new problems will be created. maximum chaos minimum planning. all ancient curses and alternate dimensions are fair game. cosmic regime changes ARE on the table. 90% chance that one of them ends up in a coma.

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manifesting misha collins’ INCREDIBLY bitchy tell all autobiography about the bullshit that went down behind the scene of the cw’s supernatural

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Come on, y’all can do better than this.

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dean winchester is arguably one of the best, most layered, nuanced and complex characters in the history of tv, and having him be openly queer would have been monumental, and i will never forgive whoever made the decision to silence him. he deserved to speak his truth.

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Dean wears heeled boots because he's bitter about being shorter than his little brother. Another win for shortest-in-the-family eldest daughters

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John / Kevin / Charlie / Cas / Mary

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i'm sorry but cas saying "i left, but you didn't stop me" and then dean saying "i should've stopped you" during his prayer like. what the fuck. there's no other way to read that other than the most heartbreaking romantic thing i've ever HEARD

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this is how i Cope

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the way deancas is put under a fucking microscope by everyone....like if woman #5 sees man #2 in a show it's an undeniable love story and out here metatron has been saying cas is in love with dean since season 9 and people are still like i don't understand why cas told dean he loved him in 15x18 :/ idk like i don't see it :/ dean was sobbing on the floor and then got homophobically killed off and all this after SEASONS of him pining and folks are like but does he really love him back :/

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#supernatural is ending… for real this time moodboard

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dean + cas’s handprint