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friendly reminder i moved accounts, i’m not deactivating this account but please remember that i’m no longer active on this account

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ciel / allen - 21 - he/they - about

yandere blog for enstars | helios rising heroes | tears of themis | genshin impact | tales of franchise | original characters

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moving blogs

new account is @sxcchxrine

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moving blogs

new account is @sxcchxrine

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yandere tatsu edit. is that possible?

here you go anon ! it’s on my new account so ~ link

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Yandere writing prompts

I should write more oneshots, so I have the yandere writing prompts from supimjustwriting's blog; feel free to request any prompt with any character from the series on my fandoms list and I will write it!

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A - “Abandon me? You’re abandoning me! After everything we’ve been through?”

B - “Bruises? Sweetheart. You caused those yourself. You’re the one who ran after all.”

C - “Can’t things be different? I swear I can change!”

D - “Don’t touch me! I don’t know who you are anymore..”

E - “Everyone’s gone now! No one can get in our way now. Why deny our love?”

F - “Foolish. ____, did you really think that would work?”

G - “Good morning ~! Sleep well? I hope the bindings aren’t too tight. Did you know you’re quite the restless sleeper?”

H - “Hopeless?” crooked laughter escaped the figure. “You think I’m hopeless? Sweetheart. Pigeon. Dove. Don’t you see that you’re the one caged here?”

I - “Irresistible. I just love it when you look at me like that.”

J - “Jealousy? You think this is simple jealousy? I wish it was that simple! You stole my heart and now you have to take responsibility.”

K - “Kindling for our love! That’s what everything I’ve done is feeding. It’s fuel for the spark you gave me.”

L - “Love, please stop running. I’d hate to break those beautiful legs of yours.”

M - “Must it always end this way? I thought you were smarter than this.”

N - “Nothing will stop me from loving you.”

O - “Open wide honey! I made it especially for you. I’m sure you’ll be able to taste the love within ~”

P - Puddles. There were puddles of crimson everywhere. It soaked into the floorboards, only to lead to a smile I once loved.

Q - “Quite the predicament we have here. So, what’s your choice? Are you gonna try again?”

R - Roses. They once brought great comfort. They still bring me roses but the light in their eyes is gone.

S - “Silly doll. That’s a trick many others have tried before. It’s clever but I cherish you too much to let it fool me again.”

T - Trembling, I cover my mouth in an attempt to muffle my breathing. Tch, tch, tch. The clicking of their tongue pierced the air. I could practically see their maniacal grin under my closed lids.

U - “Us. All I ever wanted was us. Is that truly too much to ask?”

V - Vermin. Everyone around my darling was vermin.

W - “War can start for the smallest of reasons. The battle within myself started with you and all you needed to do to stop this was say yes.”

X - Love xxxxA sickeningly sweet scent emanated from the ornate letter.

Y - “Yours. Forever and always.”

Z - “Zip it! What happened to that beautiful smile I fell for? Those shining eyes of yours. Why do they dull when looking at me?”

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moving blogs

new account is @sxcchxrine

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if the next gacha card is someone from akatsuki i’m losing my mind because souma due for an event scout and fs2 so i’m screwed either way because keito just had his.

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I’m not an EichiP but dear lord he’s hot in this card.

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how my emotions can only be conveyed from the trailer

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I’m making a game, or well I’m planning on making one. So I might make a discord server once I get a laptop to start the process of it to keep people updated- and to show my edits and all. Idk I wanna make a discord server for enstars writers on tumblr. Maybe idk

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you know what screw you

*enstarifies your genshin emotes*

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Everyday this bald mf appears on my Twitter timeline I'm so tired.

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mmm this might be a little.. repetitive? But can I request for some yandere HiMERU headcannons (or scenario if you're more up for it!) On how he'd kidnap his darling away and his reaction to their failed attempted escape. I think HiMERU is pretty underrated character 🥲 Thank you in advance if you do take up this request!

Oh HiMERU! I really do think he is very underrated so I hope you enjoy ^^

This discusses some things about HiMERU´s identity so please beware of spoilers if you don´t want to know anything about that!

Also I feel like this also kind of doubles as a general analysis of yandere HiMERU? This was also really fun for me to write, somehow the words just kept coming and coming!

gn reader

tw yandere, obsession, jealousy, kidnapping

Yandere! HiMERU kidnapping his darling and reacting to their attempted escape

HiMERU as a yandere I feel would be pretty subtle compared to some other characters in the cast. He wouldn´t be super clingy or flushing bright red whenever you looked in his direction. He also probably wouldn´t sing your praises or act openly lovey-dovey around you

No, HiMERU is more subdued when it comes to his obsession with you.

This is both because of his general personality, but also because of the truth about his identity.

He´s playing a role for his brother´s sake, so he can take over as the ideal idol once he wakes up. Which is why HiMERU can´t be completely true to himself. He needs to keep himself in check, he can´t lose himself in his obsession with you because he needs to keep a good public image

He can´t pull any crazy stunts and he can´t properly court you how he would want. What would the public think if it came out that the once-popular idol HiMERU is now dating someone?

It would cause a huge scandal and one that he couldn´t bear burdening his younger brother with

No, no matter how much he wants to monopolize your time, no matter how much it irks him to see Rinne crack jokes with you and get unnecessarily close to you, he can´t be open about his desires

But the more time passes, the more upset he becomes. The struggle of having to see you with other men while unable to do anything about it aside from throwing a harsh glare their way almost makes him go mad

He tells himself he can´t allow himself to be rash but it´s not very long until he finally snaps, his last thread of sanity gone when he one day catches you having lunch with Tatsumi, the both of you sitting so close together and heartily laughing with smiles on your face

It´s the last straw and HiMERU finally decides that he has had enough of this

He can´t be affectionate with you in public so how about he instead takes you captive so you won´t ever see the light of day again?

When it´s only the two of you with no one there to witness it, HiMERU can finally be with you like he always wanted to

There are no judging eyes, no one to blemish his reputation and hinder him from achieving his brother´s dream

It´s just the two of you

And though you´re understandably upset ( really, he gets it), he doesn´t regret his actions in the slightest. To him, this is the only way he could ever be with you so even though you´re currently unsatisfied with the arrangement, he is sure that you will eventually come around

Well, you will have to. He doesn´t plan on ever letting you go, especially after telling you the truth about his identity and that he is only acting in his little brother´s stead. Under no circumstances can he allow that to be public knowledge

And yet, he still decided to tell you

Why? Maybe because he was tired of having to act out a role while being with the one he was in love with. Perhaps because the thought of you only tolerating him because of the facade he had put up kept him up until late into the night

He´s sure that with enough time, you will come around and accept your new life with him

It doesn´t entirely surprise him when you try to attempt an escape. He´s frustrated with you but he only thinks it a bit amusing that you would think he would ever allow you to leave him

He has already lost a person that was important to him, he´s not going to lose you too

Maybe that´s the reason why behind his stern face, you can see hints of panic deep within his eyes that slowly disappears when he finally has you in his arms once more

And though he understands why you would try to run away, you will be hard-pressed to find any sympathy for you and your plight

Chides you when he catches you, telling you that there´s no use in trying anymore. That no matter what, he´s always going to find you

He´s been so desperate for way too long, always having to observe you from a distance and never able to make a move. He just wants to start his happy life with you already

He wouldn´t really punish you afterwards, thinking it counter-productive, but he would be fairly strict with you

When before he would let you roam the apartment on your own, sometimes even when he had to leave for idol work, he now never lets you leave his vision

If he´s not with you, he chains you to the wall. It´s loose enough to allow you to get the basic necessities but it still prevents you from going very far and it´s pretty painful, the clanking of metal a sad reminder of your current predicament

HiMERU would also change all the locks on the doors and windows to prevent you from breaking out again and he would even go so far as to install cameras in every room (except the bathroom) to have a watchful eye on you even when he´s gone

He would have liked to give you some much-needed privacy in his absence but you´ve proven yourself to be untrustworthy so he will have to make sure you don´t do anything stupid again until you´ve regained his trust

HiMERU never wants to feel the weight of loss ever again

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You know, because of what’s happening in your life… you tend to forget about trivial things. Trivial such as apps.

Ensemble Stars !! It’s right there? So why not open it? You might as well, you have nothing to do right now. It’s been a long while since it was opened anyways, you could get a “Welcome Back” reward. Most Gacha games you know of do that.

So you just tapped on the familiar orange haired boy.

The game loaded and you heard the familiar song of your favorite unit. Of course you heard your favorite speak- but you got a story unlocked.

‘Huh, a welcome back story.’

You were right.

Subaru of course came on screen getting all happy to see you. But— then he said your real name. Not the name of the producer. Aren’t you playing as Anzu?

“Daikichi also missed you ! He can’t stop circling your feet.♪”

A way to pull at your heart. Talk about the shiba that Subaru has.

You just kept tapping until-

Subaru just stopped talking. “Please listen to what I have to say. It was so lonely here without you ! Everyone felt like they were going to die. Don’t leave us alone like that.”

Huh? It was like he was speaking to you. No- No that can’t be right. Maybe they made Anzu start to space out, but that line didn’t sit right with you.

“Don’t leave us alone ever again!”

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you enstarries are just bullying the genshin players now 😭