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in the clouds | from 2022

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clownthing .......

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drawing cat deirdre last night like fuuuuuuck I wish she was real 💔

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I found out that the owner of the branch of the company that I work at is a dedicated trump supporter. lol.

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someone needs to tell the warrior cat clans that they are devastating to the trout population

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blynx tummy

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drawing for my beloved @wizardpeak’s warriors au of her ocs because i love her

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I NEED THERAPY BTW

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ok here is one of my most unhinged mom stories: once when i was 15 i was having a friend come over and my childhood cat had recently been put down and cremated. me and my friend got home and my mom asked her “do you want to see our cat” and she was like sure and my mom was PETTING THE BOX OF ASHES

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Elfbar

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I think the thing that kind of sucks the most is eventually the denial from other people worked on me and I went through a period of time where I completely blamed myself for her behavior, because she would tell me that the reason she behaved badly was because she missed her medication or I would tell myself that I was a bratty entitled teen who was provoking her anyways. but sometimes during that time she would still fly into a rage that could sometimes turn physical without me doing anything and I would feel so vulnerable and scared but I would just repress it again. I genuinely didn't think anything was wrong with my mom for awhile until wyrm moved in with me 😭

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the thing about my mom was that if I disagreed with anything she did or said she would fly into a rage so after spending my teens fighting with her I eventually found out the best way to deal with her was to go along with whatever she did regardless of how reckless or dangerous it was

when I still lived with her my mom had a plastic bucket that she would use to soak dishes in, and when she would leave it out on the counter the cats would get up there and pee in it. this did not bother her as she would just wash it out and continue to use it for our dishes. me telling her that plastic is porous did not stop her. that is but a glimpse of the life I lived

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when I still lived with her my mom had a plastic bucket that she would use to soak dishes in, and when she would leave it out on the counter the cats would get up there and pee in it. this did not bother her as she would just wash it out and continue to use it for our dishes. me telling her that plastic is porous did not stop her. that is but a glimpse of the life I lived

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I love my girlfriend I want her to be my wife

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NEOPETS POCKET GAME SYSTEM

Tonu ✧ Aisha ✧ Kacheek

Fairieland ✧ Drake Dragon ✧ Fairieland

Grundo ✧ Kougra ✧ Krawk

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