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When someone ACTUALLY sends me the money for their yugioh vore commission so now I ACTUALLY have to draw it

Ah. Thanks.

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I wish tatsuo shinada was reaI I know he'd understand me

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i'm in a lot of debt rn because i'm stupid and i'm getting therapy for the stupid addiction but i don't know how to get out of the debt now and its stressful so now i have to draw bottom of the barrel fetish commissions for money instead of drawing things i actually want to draw

this is so SAD.png

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I will come out of this stronger I promise.

I still wanna make a doujin or something

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when bossmanjack dismissively said "I lost it all"

I felt that.

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desperate to the point where I am drawing weird fetish commissions for people for extra cash :)

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I'm wondering if it's even worth it for me to do these kind of events anymore when I barely make back what I paid for the hotel/travel/supplier anyway

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hate that empty, pointless feeling when I get back from an event where everything is all quiet again

bad feelings... overall

I'm HOME

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I'm HOME

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man, you know you're getting old when you would rather just go home and sleep than go to the after party because your back pain is too bad 😂😂😂

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Have a lot of straight guys come to my table and ask for my social media. Like. I'm sorry you are going to be disappointed. I think I have a talent for getting them to talk about yaoi anyway.

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not now kitten, the walls are closing in on daddy

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yeah my business card is #based

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obsessed w this rn

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doing something absolutely insane but I'm too embarrassed to post the full thing lol.

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ok so yeah, 5 days to go. I don't know if anyone following me on here is going, but I'll be in the 18+ area of Dokomi and I honestly don't have much new stock because I'm stupid.

Hope I am sitting beside cool people again this year, last year that's what made it worthwhile for me 💔