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Just sleep
Warning: angst, written in bad language
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The devil drank quietly under the moonlight that lit up his house, and he lost the number of bottles he had eaten. The man slowly made his way and picked up a new bottle of bar. As you stood on the other side of the penthouse, he stared into your sad eyes. You scratched your hands a little, something you always do when you are stressed or upset.
Lucifer smiled softly, which could not reach his eyes at all, and went to your shared bedroom with a bottle in his hand, and you followed him calmly. Enter your shared bedroom and his sit on the edge of the bed as you stand quietly in front of the door. His Drink a large sip of the bottle. And then he looked at you. "Are you okay,Y / N?" The man suggested. You just let out a sad sigh and looked down. "Lucifer, please ..." you begged. The man closed his eyes. "Please don't talk about that to me. I am not bored at all. We can talk later, so please just sit with me for a while, please?" Lucifer watching you as you sat on the other side of the bed, delicately. "No, we can't ..." You whispered softly, which was hard to hear, but he heard. There was a moment of tense silence between the two of you. "Are you upset with me?" The man asked in a soft voice that was just for you. "I'm just worried about you." You answered delicately. "You have to come to terms with it, but you have to talk to someone but you will not talk." "I do not need." The devil was stubborn. "But denying that does not mean it did not happen. You know that." You discussed. Tears welled up in the man's eyes and he shook his head to dispel his emotions. "Talk to Dr. Linda. Everyone is worried about you." "I do not need to talk to them. I have you, y/N" Lucifer replied in a skeptical voice. He lowered his head when he looked up. You wrote next to him. "My angel Lucifer. Your ever-kind voice spoke to him." You don't have me. Please .... I am not here. "" Shortly. "" I am the dead. " Lucifer tried to deny it. Tears welled up in the devil's cheeks and a bad memory came to life for him. "Yes, Lucifer. I'm not here anymore, I'm sorry I know .... I know it's hard but this is going to end" You spoke The man made a soft, soft sob and wrapped his arms tightly around you to relax a little. he hates his father more. After all, what kind of father does this to his child "I'm sorry ........ I'm so sorry" "I know ... I know." In a soothing tone, he choked, "It's my fault i can't practicing you...." he said in a muffled voice in your hair. You gently pulled him away. "It was not your fault and you know this." “How am I supposed to live without you?” He asked, voice cracking. "Well, it's hard at first, but then you get used to it. You have everyone here and you have to accept that I'm not here anymore, but you always have me here." You whispered and pressed your hand to his chest and close to his heart Lucifer took a deep breath. "I can't ... I can't ... I can't I don't have a heart without you and I can't say goodbye at all." Stuttering had something It was impossible for him. "Of course you have a heart without me Lucifer .... everyone has one, especially you who are an angel, my beautiful angel from heaven ... let me help you" Slowly put his head on your feet and caress his hair. Like the thousands of times you used to do when watching a movie or waking it up in the morning with just this difference This is the last time. After a moment's hesitation, Lucifer began to close his eyes, even if he did not want to sleep. Your presence always calmed him and put him to sleep. "Lucifer, I have a request for you, please ... please, if you love me do this to me"You paused"Please do not blame yourself for what happened and .... and let your friends be by your side and do not turn them away" A very sad smile settled on Lucifer's face. And his eyes burned again with emotion, you were always thinking of Lucifer in any situation. "I try," You smile happily and he felt his heart lose a beat." Thank you. Now just close your eyes"With a sweet and everlasting soothing voice ,You ordered. Although the man was reluctant, he slowly closed his eyes and at the last moment the words flowed on his tongue."i love you so much" You shake your head, and you kiss a soft kiss on his lips, and he kisses you willingly. When you pull back, you puts another kiss on his forehead and whispers next to his ear while his eyes are closing. "I know, I love you too. Thank you for
being my guardian angel." He smiled and his heart rate slowed and he scanned the beautiful features of your face for the last time. And he fell asleep against. "Luci .... Luci ..." Lucifer got up with his brother's voice and looked at him confused. "..... It's time." Amandil looked into the very soulless yet broken eyes of his younger brother, who was always full of mischief. And There were a few tears in the corner of his eye. Lucifer shook his head and walked wearily to his closet.and change his clothes. After that He took and kissed your ring, which was heavier than anything in the world, and prepared for your burial with a heart full of sorrow.
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