luckych4rm

[luckych4rm]

i shifted

i used to think shifting had to feel like something/that it had to be dramatic or full of signs. what actually worked was letting go of the idea that i had to earn it. this is such an IMPORTANT reminder yall.

i stopped trying to “attempt” and started assuming that i shift every single time. no exceptions. no doubts. just trust. it came from things i already knew how to do: lucid dreaming, dropping into the void, daydreaming etc. instead of visualizing everything perfectly, i started feeling it: textures, temperatures. i let music play softly in the background, counted slowly, and told myself truths .

“i’m already there.”

“this is where i belong.”

and my fav: “im finally back home”

i came to realize that every shift was just me going home and this was MY push and MY key. i didn’t have to drop a coin into a magic wishing well to be there. i wasn’t NEW to that reality because it was always mine.

constantly assuming that i “return home” every time i sleep literally made it come true. it’s my fav “method” and its what feels most natural.

how i woke up

i woke up to my bedsheets and the sun lighting up my whole room exactly how i scripted it. the exact pajamas i had written down. the softness of the fabric, the way the light hit the walls. i didn’t even have to question it. of course my first move was to look in the mirror. i wanted to see it with my own eyes and i did. it was me and felt natural. i only spent a few mins wandering in my room and i shifted back here.

when shifters say “let go and let it catch up with you” they’re being fr.

[luckych4rm]

Thank u everyone for my firsts 50 likes ❤