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the more dreams in my life come true the more I’m done with my life and want to move on to the next

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because when I search for joy and contentment anywhere else other than God I’m left with fists filled with junk, emptier than ever

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what could happen!

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Becoming maybe who I’m meant to be by unbecoming and healing from the poison of my youth

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Life has been so lovely lately and my favorite part is standing in direct sunlight

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one day i’ll have a big bedroom window that will pour sunlight onto all my things and i’ll only put the sheerest of curtains up so the light and i can always be together

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I don’t think there’s any better feeling than creating something

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i’m always looking at myself from the perspective of a bird

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I changed myself because people made me feel different in a bad way and I wonder why I hate myself so much. I’m not being myself. I got so depressed I wore black and gray for months.

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soup in the summertime

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until it hits me on a slightly breezy day in late spring or in the middle of the grocery store

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the extensive intensity of love cannot be expressed in this life. there is no way to express how much love I have for you. No amount of flowers, no amount of “I love you’s”, no amount of hugs.

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It doesn’t matter how your life “looks”, it matters how it feels

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nothing is worse than the pit in ur chest that nostalgia brings when u hear a song that reminds you of a time and a person

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got the God seeking autism

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the difference between people who are spiritual and do not necessarily believe in a Christian god and people who are religious and believe in a god, is that spiritual people already know god. they are spiritually connected and are experiencing a greater force and witnessing magic everywhere everyday. they find god in nature, in the stars, the twinkle in the eyes of the people they love.. I like to think that love is the closest thing to a god. it’s why we exist, and it’s already inside of us. Religious people however, are constantly looking outside of themselves for god or believe that god is invisible to the human eye when really, a divine force is all around us, literally —in the wind, in the sky, it’s what makes trees grow, and flowers bloom, and the seasons change, and the sun rise and set