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you are in fact getting rizzed up ☺️ thank you SO much for reading ! honestly i appreciate you so much my lovely 🫶

skz x platonic actor! reader.

9th added member ! x platonic!skz. in which an intense scene unravels a lot of different reactions from the boys.

req. I was wondering!! maybe!! if you could do something for skz with a 9th member reader or a s/o reader (whichever you're most comfortable with!!) who's an actor and they basically do like.. a REALLY INTENSE emotional scene ─ i'm talking screaming, crying, something violent something heart wrenching yadda yadda yk how k-dramas can be 🙂‍↕️ and what the boys' reaction would be to that? 👉👈🥹

@ziipzeepzop-eez i forgot to ask if you wanted this to be like a reaction layout or not, so i just went with the layout i mostly prefer to write with. i hope this is what you wanted my darling — but if not, don’t hesitate to shoot me a message and i’ll be happy to redo it 🫶 much love 🩵

okay but give me your autograph

because not only can you perform but you can act too????

allrounder. an ace if you will.

the day starts off pretty tame, and you weren’t expecting any of the members to show up on set

let alone all of them

yet here they were, lounging around your trailer like it was their second home, limbs slung over the furniture, shoes and jackets strewn across the floor.

you’re positive you even saw jeongin leave the bathroom with a suspiciously swollen pocket and can only assume he had made off with your fancy soaps.

thief 🫵 THIEF IN THE BUILDING

no but me leaving the skz concert with a suspiciously skz sized bag

it wasn’t until the director walked in outlined the scene you’d be filming that the apprehension truly set in

because sure, they’d seen you act before, they knew how talented you were

brad pitt has nothing on you.

but never like this; never something this raw

and for reasons you couldn’t quite name, it unsettled you.

chan, eagle eyed as ever, noticed the shift in your mood

the entire walk to set, his eyes stayed steady on you, and you felt the weight of his stare. there was absolutely no getting past him

and true to form, as the others clustered behind the cameras, chan quietly pulled you aside.

“you okay?” he asked, scanning your face and detecting everything the naked eye of a normal person couldn’t see

but he could. because he was chan: your leader, and the only person who knew you better than you knew yourself.

you nodded, forcing a smile that definitely did not reach your eyes.

a hollow weight settled in your stomach. they had never witnessed this in person before, and a quiet, stubborn part of you worried they wouldn’t be able to look at you the same.

it was a dramatic thought, but it’s how you felt.

come here- come on. arms are already open. lemme hold you awww come on 🫂

“quiet on set!”

that was your cue. offering him another smile, you reached out to squeeze his hand before turning on your heel and heading into position.

han threw you a thumbs up from behind the camera, his enthusiasm nearly breaking minho’s nose. you managed a laugh, weak, but a laugh nonetheless.

i’m also there if you even care 🙄 waving a massive ‘i support you till death do us part’ banner. if you even noticed 🙄

the minute ‘action’ was called out, you were in the zone

you were no longer y/n. you weren’t an idol, you weren’t someone’s member or coworker. you were your character, stripped of everything else but that character you were playing

their traits became yours, their emotions bleeding into your soul. words on a page transformed into reality.

your hands shook as you poured heart into your lines, breathing life into words with raw, aching feeling.

tears traced silent paths down your cheeks, your hands clenched as you exchanged lines with your coworkers.

on a moment of sheer improv, you lunged toward the window and slammed your fist into it repeatedly as sobs and screamed wracked your entire body.

DID SOMEONE SAY OSCAR WORTHY? I THINK THEY DID ! 👏 STANDING OVATION 👏 LOOK AT YOU GO !!

silence. not a word from the crew, not a breath from the boys. your fellow actors, still in scene, remained silent and watched you as the script demanded.

the tension so thick you could’ve sliced it with the same hand you were banging against the window.

with a sudden intake of air, you collapsed to your knees, unleashing a cry so raw, so gut wrenching, it carved straight through everybody in the room.

it tore from the deepest part of your soul. in that moment, your character’s pain wasn’t just scripted. it lived, breathed, and bled through you. it was no longer lines on paper.

it was powerful and all consuming until it faded out slowly as you lowered your head to the ground, and your fists met the floorboards in a trembling rhythm.

then. silence.

“and cut!”

you could hear a pin drop.

breath ragged and shallow, you lifted yoruself onto your knees in a daze, heart pounding like a drum in your ears. you barely registered your co actor rushing to your side, gently taking your hand to check for any sign of injury.

“are you okay? you did so well!”

you blinked rapidly, struggling to sift through the haze, trying to shake off the remnants of the character you were portraying and step back into your own mind.

after a few breaths, your co actor pulled you up to your feet and guided you off set and over to the cluster of stricken faces.

chan’s eyes, glossed over, opened his mouth only to realise how dry it was and swallow thickly.

hyunjin watched you like you were made of porcelain; delicate, breakable, as if one wrong move would cause you to splinter into pieces.

felix‘s eyes reflected rivers of devastation, his hands shaking with the need to comfort you.

han looked as though he’d forgotten the premise of breathing.

jeongin’s face sparkled with an equal mix of horror and surprise.

changbin was fidgeting, a red mark on his bicep where he had clawed his skin in distress.

minho’s eyes was sharpened with intensity as he studied you.

and seungmin… he simply stared at you as though you were a puzzle he was attempting to re-piece together.

not a single word was spoken from any of them, causing anxiety to coil in your stomach.

“that was amazing, y/n. take a break and get something to eat before we start filming the next scene.”

you offered a stiff nod to your director, who clamped a proud hand down on your shoulder before stalking away to praise your coworkers.

clearing your throat, you fidgeted with your still trembling hands, your body lingering in the wake of everything it had just endured.

“how-how was it?” your voice was hoarse, a reminder of how far you’d pushed yourself.

then, hyunjin breaks the silence.

nobody: … hyunjin: 🔇🔨

“if they make you reshoot that scene, i’ll sue for emotional distress.”

a laugh bubbles up, easing your racing heart as your hand rises to brush away any lingering tears.

your eyes, once dull, now sparkled again, the familiar warmth you carry thawing the ice and revealing the light of your true self,

upon the sight of their bubbly member, all eight let out a collective breath of relief, the tension fading with the shadow of your character.

felix grounded himself in your presence, pulling you into a tight embrace.

ahahahahahahahahopetheannabelledollgetsme ✌️🤪

“as much as i support you, i don’t think i’m cut out for watching you fall apart in real time.”

patting his back, you release a sigh of relief as your heart steadied with every second that ticked by

“that wasn’t human… respectfully,”

y/ngpt fr 🙃

you recognise seungmin’s voice just as felix was gently torn away from you. opening your arms for a hug, you caught his eye for a moment before he rolled them playfully and let you wrap your arms around him.

“you have five seconds,” he tells you, though you notice the way his arms lock around you like an unyielding vice.

“pretty sure it’s been at least thirty—”

seungmin scoffed, pulling away, but your freedom lasts only a heartbeat before two hands grip your shoulders, and han jisung’s face fills your entire view as he studies your expression.

“you did so well! not that i’m surprised, i knew you could act, but i didn’t know you could act like that.”

“thank—”

“are you okay though? how are you mentally? what were you thinking of when you cried like that? was it the time i jammed your finger in the door? you cried pretty hard when i did that. how’s your head? no headach—”

han babes take a breath i get of you 👏

his flurry of questions are abruptly cut off as seungmin tugs him back by the shirt, giving you a moment to breathe. reluctantly, you turn to minho.

he blinks slowly at you for a few seconds, eyes steady and unreadable, and your nerves flare tenfold. minho’s black expression was often the hardest to decipher.

just as you were about to rip your pride to shreds and beg him to say something, he holds something out to you

plot twist it’s a knife 🔪 just kidding as if id ever let anything happen to you 🙄

an opened water bottle.

“drink. your throat will be sore from that wretched sobbing you did.”

nodding, you take the bottle and hold it up to your lips, feeling his hand brush gently over your head before he steps back.

it was just so… minho of him.

“changbin are you… tearing up?”

“what? no—ahem—no. absolutely not. it wasn’t even that sad.”

EVERYBODY LOOK HIS PANTS ARE ON FIRE 🫵🔥

though when you got closer, you caught the telltale red rims lining his eyes, the unmistakable glossiness clinging to his lashes.

your heart jackknifed, an instinctive feeling blossoming in your nerves causing you to run on default

without realizing what you were doing, you shoved your half full water in jeongin’s hands and surged forward, wrapping your arms tightly around changbin.

“please don’t cry, bin. i’m okay!”

his arms came up slow, but then he was hugging you with a desperation he couldn’t quite express with words.

he inhaled sharply as he nodded into your neck.

“it just looked real- i’ve never seen you like that and i don’t think i could handle seeing it again.”

bro is NOT 🙅‍♀️ watching the drama when it releases

your hand slid across his back in smooth motions, grounding you both

you might have been the one acting, but you quickly realized that your members had felt every emotion with you.

“yah. if you don’t win an award for that i’ll be pressing charges against you for emotional turmoil.”

he squeezed your shoulder once more before reluctantly releasing you and taking a step back, eye still glossy but at least he was smiling now

changbin: 🥹

releasing a heavy sigh, you shifted and caught the gaze of chan.

he hadn’t spoken yet, but his eyes conveyed a million emotions coming up from the very depths of his being

arms crossed, and a furrow to his brow, you couldn’t quite make out whether he was upset or if he was just processing

neither. he’s actually thinking of how he’s gonna arrange your marriage to me 😌

“come here,” he uttered softly, unravelling his arms to draw you in, heart pressing against your own.

🏃‍♀️💨

he didn’t squeeze you too hard, didn’t say too much at first, choosing to let his actions speak louder than words

“that was incredible… truly, you are…wonderful,”

the last word comes out breathless, a nod to how truly enchanted he had been by your performance.

you blinked hard, fighting the urge to cry again; your eyes were heavy enough from the expel of so many tears.

“you’re not… freaked out?”

it felt weird to ask. it was just acting, after all. yet still, you needed to hear it, a small comfort to untangle the knot in your stomach.

no one could ever be freaked out by you honey plum sugar love 🫂🫶

“freaked out? never. proud? always. was i ready to march on there and drag you away? absolutely.”

you laughed quietly, the weight on your chest almost completely disintegrated

almost

there was still one person you had yet to speak to

and he was standing directly behind you, the water bottle you’d shoved toward him clutched in his hands, a damp patch on his shirt from where it had splashed against the material in your haste to get to changbin.

damn you fr drowned him 💀

you grimaced, not just at your actions but at the look on his face because he wore an unreadable expression. his eyes wide, mouth parted just a few inches, caught between the urge to hug you and the impulse to haul you off to a therapist.

“jeongin?…”

there’s a tint of uncertainty to your tone which seemed to bring him back to reality.

like minho, he blinks slow several times

and then… “do we need to perform a exorcism?”

you stare at him, wholly caught off guard

“huh?”

“something possessed you up there and i want whatever that was gone before i even think about hugging you. that shift was terrifying.”

he eyed you wearily, as if bracing himself for you to shift back into character.

“i was traumatised!”

“tad dramatic don’t you think?”

“no! no i don’t think actually.”

you tried to reach for him, but he flinched back with wide eyes, holding the water bottle up as a weapon

GET BEHIND ME RN 🫷😠🫸

though you knew he would never use it against you

snorting, you ignored his feigned protests and start to mess up with hair — a habit you had never grown out of with him

“oh you poor thing! did i scare you?”

“of course you scared me! that shift wasn’t normal- seriously!” he turns to chan. “i think we should seriously consider some holy water or something.”

you roll your lips together tightly, resisting the urge to burst into a fit of giggles

after several seconds of him eyeing you up and down, double checking to make sure you weren’t going to ‘switch’ on him, he finally — and reluctantly — let you pull him in for a hug.

“did you seriously hate it?”

you felt him shake his head, a soft chuckle falling from his lips.

“i thought you were incredible. seriously, i think you should try your hand at a horror movie next.”

you laughed. “i’ll consider it.”

one by one, the boys circled back around you again.

hyunjin nudged you arm.

“next time you do something like that, give me a warning so we can bring an inhaler.”

jeongin scoffed. “there won’t be a next time, i’m never coming back.”

what’s not clocking that he’s standing on business rn?

you grinned widely, despite the slight tremor in your hands and the higher heart rate, you felt like you were floating on cloud 9.

all those previous fears, quieted into nothingness.

they weren’t put off by you — though they were noticeably more clingy than usual.

but they were proud, completely awe stricken.

im always awe struck by you tho? 😠

and slightly terrified.

but proud regardless, and that’s all the award you needed from them.

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lueurjun · 10 hours ago

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i said once and i will say it again YOU ARE EVERYTHING I JUST ADORE YOU !! ☺️☺️ my cheeks are redder than a slapped ass !! ( there are probably MUCH better comparisons but that’s the only one that came to my mind rn 😭😭 ) anyways NOT YOU MAKING ME BLUSH GOSH !

i’m so glad you liked it i was SO nervous that i hadn’t done it right and started overthinking !! but it was such fun to write honestly i loved it so much !! thank you for requesting and thank you even MORE for your lovely support !!