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I wanna marry them

1.15 Unfinished Business | 5.10 The Slave of Duty

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sometimes I wonder if I'll ever start living again

I'm afraid when they cremated my mom, my soul was in the coffin

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have been missing lately bc life sucks

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tomorrow is my day off and I have no idea what I'm gonna do with it

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soo there's a book event happening in front of my work and I just couldn't resist my self, so yeah, I bough another rick riordan book

that old dude is the reason I never have any money istg

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so according to my scale app I gained but Istg I don't remember that last update idk

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"act like the woman you want to be"

baby, the woman I want to be is a rich daddy's girl who never have to work in her life and has 15 properties in her name all over the world so she never actually has to live trought winter

I can not act like her, I have 5 dollars in my bank account to survive until the end of the month

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i ate so much today

don't even wanna see the scale tomorrow

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if I don't lose at least 200g by tomorrow istg I'm gonna trow my self off a bridge

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I really need to read this book

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yk those days when you just wanna move to another city, change your name, your hair, your style, delete all your social medias and lose contact with everyone you ever met?

today it's one of those days

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came to the bathroom to take a break, now I think there's a girl crying in the sink omg what do I do???? guess I'm stuck here

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the only thing that keeps me going lately is knowing I'll wake up thinner the next morning istg

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istg my company is trying to make me fat, why the hell do they serve such delicious food everyday

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it feels weird to be 20 bc my mom died before she made it to 40 and somehow I feel like I've got the same fate Idk midlife crisis I guess

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okay I'm losing weight never been so happy

I hope I'm 2/3kg down by father's day

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idk why but volleyball thinspo just hits different yk