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[luigi-tulpa]

im totally not considering commissioning budsies somewhere down the line so we can have a shared plush of our intersystem boyfriend noo no what do you mean im insane for this

[luigi-tulpa]

my post-sex hair alone would beat out every dragon ball character in a tournament

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truthfully he doesnt deserve to know. but will my selfishness hurt my mother, or will my pride hurt me? or everyone regardless?

i dont know if i tell my dad im trans after i leave in a letter and at least mitigate some possible damage, or if i ghost him and have to endure unforseen consequences. i wish my mom left him, i wouldnt be going through this otherwise

[luigi-tulpa]

i dont know if i tell my dad im trans after i leave in a letter and at least mitigate some possible damage, or if i ghost him and have to endure unforseen consequences. i wish my mom left him, i wouldnt be going through this otherwise

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the 'being used for art' to the 'rabidly self indulging and drawing fucktons of porn' pipeline

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what do you mean there are parents who believe and support their disabled kids

[luigi-tulpa]

having a "i dont recognize some friends right now and im not turned on by my normal kinks have i been replaced" type of weekend

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if i wrote some of this in a goodbye letter i think the emotional consequences would be equivalent of fuckin chernobyl

i want to ruin my fathers image so fucking badly after what i learned today. ive never been more angry at him in my life. yeah, always painting yourself out to be a pristine fucking nice guy, such a nice guy you are, always being nice and doing things for other people.

none of them know how you treat my mom. and me. none of them know you made her drive with an injured foot. after a car accident. and you were fully capable, but youre a spineless fucking coward so you make her drive instead because you simply dont want to drive. i will be cutting you out of my life. you wont know who i am after im gone. i want my mother to find the will free herself from you.

[luigi-tulpa]

2 moods delariously horny or dissociated out the ass

[luigi-tulpa]

"hi im ---- and i like dnd or some shit. i have some friends, maybe. nevermind me being a spiteful cockhead and failing to coerce my ex partner into sex. nevermind giving him ultimatums, making terrible jokes at his expense, breaching his privacy and driving a wedge between him and his best friend because im a spineless fucking asshole. nevermind me loving being a spiteful prick to my partner whos only good for sex"

hi im asher and i actually earned the pussy i get through patience, self growth and actual love. the same person you made cut ties with me and then abandoned is my wife now. bitch. L

[luigi-tulpa]

funny how you spent so much time preaching to me on how to be a good and considerate person and yet youve succeeded in a way you never expect.

i will never be like you. i promise that to myself and everyone around me.

as a finger on your monkey's paw curls.

[luigi-tulpa]

my entire existence is tainted by people who fucking destroyed me. i want to just shed this skin already and leave my past to die. i want to transition. to be a new fucking person, unrecognizable and dead to every motherfucker who doesnt deserve to know me.

[luigi-tulpa]

i want to ruin my fathers image so fucking badly after what i learned today. ive never been more angry at him in my life. yeah, always painting yourself out to be a pristine fucking nice guy, such a nice guy you are, always being nice and doing things for other people.

none of them know how you treat my mom. and me. none of them know you made her drive with an injured foot. after a car accident. and you were fully capable, but youre a spineless fucking coward so you make her drive instead because you simply dont want to drive. i will be cutting you out of my life. you wont know who i am after im gone. i want my mother to find the will free herself from you.

[luigi-tulpa]

[me not being able to identify what my alters wrote or did before finding my system] SURELY I MUST BE A FAKE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[luigi-tulpa]

"Your parents are not "narcissists". They're typical authoritarian assholes who treat you like their property because society allows them to."

i mean yes, but then you get my funny little case where my dad has narcissism and his fixation on being always 100% correct and unable to be criticized enables and feeds into his own authoritarian behavior

not inherently because hes narcissistic, but because he has a fucking skill issue

there are times where both can play hand in hand, all im saying

[luigi-tulpa]

i think one thing that goes under said about abusers is that they can have people they casually get along with but if youre any bit of an outlier to them you become a target of their abuse

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i wish i had a normal dad so i didnt have to sit there in my room starving myself to avoid him while waiting for him to go downstairs