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lukaswarmwrites · 2 days ago

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A few years ago while trying to find ways to commit suicide as painlessly as possible, I came across a PDF of Dr. Paul Quinnett's The Forever Decision. Thinking it might go into actual methods of suicide (I read an article once that actually did that and was trying to find it again) I started to read it, and I think I only got about two pages in before I was crying too much to actually see the words.

I downloaded the PDF to my hard drive and I open it again whenever I'm feeling too suicidal to do much else, but not enough to start booking a ride to the hospital. And every time without fail I only go up to a few pages before backing off and choosing to live another day just because suicide suddenly seems even more unbearable than whatever the hell upset me in the first place.

All the book really does is [I'm pulling a summary from GoodReads here as, again, I've read no more than 5 pages] "discusses the social aspects of suicide, the right to die, anger, loneliness, depression, stress, hopelessness, drug and alcohol abuse, the consequences of a suicide attempt, and how to get help."

But it also starts with the author kindly asking the reader to complete the book before going through with anything, and for some reason I'm compelled to really just try to read it all before finalizing everything. Despite not yet completing it (hopefully never will) I think I can safely say it's saved my life at least a few times now.

It's intentionally legal to copy and redistribute this book to keep it as accessible as possible, and it's very easy to find, but here's a link for it anyways.

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lukaswarmwrites · 2 days ago

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ok i’m done being crazy lol

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lukaswarmwrites · 2 days ago

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never "look inside" yourself btw i just tried it and there was already someone in there looking back it was so awkward

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lukaswarmwrites · 4 days ago

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love saying "question mark?" out loud when I'm talking about something i'm unsure of

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lukaswarmwrites · 11 days ago

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I get that sex and drugs are fun but even im like. at least have a 3rd thing. at least one more hobby. you can have a 3rd hobby. this isnt a purity thing this is a some of u are fucking boring thing.

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lukaswarmwrites · 11 days ago

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BREAKING NEWS: softest material in the world has been discovered, scientists calling it "kitty tummy fur"

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lukaswarmwrites · 11 days ago

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Wiggle

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lukaswarmwrites · 11 days ago

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i havent the faggiest idea what youre talking about

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lukaswarmwrites · 11 days ago

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Usually south park's relevancy feels very fake and surface level to me, but it's really something how trump and his base are actually, visibly much more enraged by this than they've been about any other criticism, any other show, any other enemy I've seen in the entire near-decade of his political career. Fucking South Park got to them more than the combined effort of a million other comedians, journalists, parodies, academic criticisms or protest efforts. Like it's BAD. Like they want the creators in prison and want to consider this a hate crime.

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lukaswarmwrites · 11 days ago

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kyaaaa I'm late to vampire school *runs out while holding a dude by the neck in my mouth*

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lukaswarmwrites · 11 days ago

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let's hang out on the floor together

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lukaswarmwrites · 12 days ago

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you don’t have to match my freak you just have to think whatever’s wrong with me is fascinating and perhaps even sexual

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lukaswarmwrites · 12 days ago

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( <= green bean

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lukaswarmwrites · 13 days ago

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* (Oh, these parentheses I keep opening?

* (I'm collecting them.

* (Right now, I'm 1,762 parentheses deep.

* (Oh, my precious parentheses... (I don't ever want to close them!

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lukaswarmwrites · 14 days ago

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(person who learned from childhood to make themself as small and unimportant as possible to avoid being a burden) yeah its okay we dont have to do my thing if you dont want i dont mind

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