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indi !!

‘ that so? not so attached to the knicks, mm? ’ teasing, it was all indigo was doing. as someone who had no understanding, whatsoever, in team exchanges and sports, basketball and nba in this case, contracts, the girl couldn’t say much about the topic. however, if it went anything like the fashion industry, she knew it didn’t depend on attachment to anything but rather on what could possibly be better for you in the long run. ‘ rude? me? no, i won’t concede to that one because i’m a very nice person. it was too good to miss and i’m certain you would have done the exact same had our roles been switched. ’ the jesting notes continue to occupy her tone, and whereas she wasn’t nearly as dramatic as he had been, it was easy to place how indi was joking as much as he was. after all, she didn’t know will nearly as well to come to that conclusion. ‘ hate to say but my dear will, you’re still not chris paul. ’ whereas she could acknowledge he had an impressive career so far, indigo was far too into a playful zone to tear it down and turn their conversation around. his query is followed by a shrug, a dismissive wave of her hand accompanying it since truthfully, she wasn’t that bothered ; she didn’t mind being left alone, especially when she knew the girl who was with her wasn’t really used to the whole party scene. ‘ not really, my coworker doesn’t like this kind of stuff, you know? i was expecting her to leave sooner or later. ’ a titter of laughter escapes her brims once she registers his own comment, a beaming grin prevailing on her features once the sound died down, ‘ can’t blame them, can you? women can often be a lot more interesting than the party itself. ’ — ‘ i was about to refute how the party wasn’t that bad but i guess it isn’t the best i’ve been to, either. i second the good company comment, though. ’

will can’t help but laugh a little before he shrugs his shoulders. ‘ don’t get me wrong, i love the knicks but don’t all of us just want to be successful? for me that’d be getting to the playoffs and all of that. ’ he tries to explain to her though he knows that might as well be a little complicated or hard to understand at least. ‘ i thought you were a very nice person, indi. i was just really wrong because, yeah, you’re totally rude. i’d never do anything like that. ’ he says, followed by a dramatic sigh but he can’t keep the grin on his features to himself so that fully gives away how he’s just joking. ‘ i don’t need to be or want to be a chris paul. don’t want to be russell westbrook, james harden or stephen curry either. i’m just me and i’m working hard as well. just look at my stats and you know i’m up there with these guys. then again, i guess you know that and you’re just messing with me. again. ’ he eventually figures, letting out a chuckle. there he went on a little rant, defending himself and his talent only to realise that she was just messing around. ‘ not into party’s huh? did you drag her here then? ’ he asks, slightly raising a brow at the girl in front of him. a wide smile spreads on his lips as he takes in the sound of her laughter, staying right there even after it had died down. ‘ true, they’re usually much more interesting so, no. can’t and wouldn’t blame them. i actually even played wingman for the two of them so, you know, kinda knew that would happen. ’ he shrugs, still smiling a little. he chuckles slightly again as he takes in her words. ‘ it’s really not the best, huh? but good to know you think so. can i offer you a drink now? or maybe we should actually leave this place and find a party that’s more fun? then again, i’m no chris paul so i suppose i stand no chance in you wanting to come with me. ’

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iMessage - bas 🖤🖤

BAS: i believe you in general, not just when it comes down to this but i know, and i love you too, very very much 🖤

BAS: well, i'm glad you think so because i share the same opinion. as long as you don't think i was, i'm fine with it 🖤

BAS: we'll get you a girl 😂

BAS: yeah, we definitely can? we should get a blue merle one and one with those brown spots?

JAS: well you can. believe me in general i mean so im glad you do. and im the luckiest that you love me that much 🖤

JAS: very glad about that too baby. i definitely dont think so 🖤

JAS: yaaaay 🎉 😂

JAS: yesss we really should? then we have some cuteness from both which is amazing

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iMessage - bas 🖤🖤

BAS: no because i believe you when you say you love me, that's all i need to know 🖤

BAS: i like to think i do, yeah. we do but i can live with that! well, i'm glad you seem to think i wasn't 🖤

BAS: you do baby, you're right 😂 we need to get you some girl support 😂

BAS: don't think we can get it now but we can get it tomorrow?

JAS: you really can believe me when it comes to this. i truly love you so much 🖤

JAS: i think you do and it's a good thing. yeah, i can too. i definitely don't think you were 🖤🖤

JAS: i am yes 😂 yes yes please? 😂

JAS: yeah?? can we?

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@depletedreams

the past few hours were the longest hours of her life. she’s not even sure how long she’s been in labour for but it was at least 14 hours, probably longer. it weren’t just the longest hours of her life though but also the most exhausting and the most painful. she was prepared for all the pain but she could’ve never imagined that it’d be that bad. before all of this, she was scared about bas being there with her, didn’t really want him to see her that way but during all of it, she was thankful he was right by her side, holding her hand and supporting her. plus, the moment she heard the first cry of their little baby girl, the moment she first set her eyes on the tiny human and the moment she first got to hold her, it was all forgotten. all the pain, all the exhaustion didn’t matter anymore. she was consumed with the love she felt for their daughter and that’s all that mattered. after all of that, after all the first examinations were done to check that ella was perfectly fine, all she did was sleep. she’s not sure for how long she was out for, all she knows is that when she slowly opens her eyes again, she’s greeted with what has to be the most beautiful sight. a smile takes over her face but she stays quiet, not letting bas know that she’s awake. all she wants is to take him in, how he sits there, holding their daughter in his arms, pure love written all over his features. ❝ i’ve never been so in love with you... every time i think i can’t fall any harder for you, i end up doing so. ❞ she eventually says softly while she sits up a little in the hospital bed. ❝ are you and the little princess doing alright? i hope i wasn’t asleep for too long... ❞

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iMessage - bas 🖤🖤

BAS: sometimes i wonder why because i can be a real little shit 😂🖤

BAS: i knew you'd say that! to me you were, so we have different opinions. i was a little? i do!

BAS: i'm almost sure i am 🖤 it'll be the only girl puppy around which is kind of funny

BAS: [ image attachment: https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/originals/73/cc/b4/73ccb42bc41a050785a21946a3e15050.jpg ]

BAS: look how cute

JAS: do you want me to tell you all the reasons why i love you? cause i would baby 😂🖤

JAS: you know me too well mh? i guess we do though yeah. well, you weren't to me like i said.

JAS: that's good 🖤 it'd be really funny 😂 but i need some girl support, i'm surrounded by so many guys, i need a girl on my side 😂

JAS: i want it now 😩😍

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iMessage - bas 🖤🖤

BAS: i love you 😘🖤

BAS: i can, plus you were actually really cute when you were ill. i usually think i'm annoying 😂 you're not, you're really stubborn but that's fine 🖤

BAS: they'll all be fine and eventually, they'll all get along with the new pups 🖤 no.. i didn't really consider that.. you can help me deciding that though 🖤

JAS: i love you too 😘🖤

JAS: ... i wasnt cute baby? i didn't think you were annoying though. like at all. i'm glad you think it's fine at least

JAS: i hope you're right about that 🖤 mhh.. i think maybe a boy and a girl would be nice actually?

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iMessage - bas 🖤🖤

BAS: 😘😘

BAS: and i do 🖤

BAS: i still don't think you're needy, and even if you were, i can handle it just fine. it's cute when i'm needy? true, i don't think anyone can be more stubborn than you though 😂 good 🖤

BAS: we will give him tons of love and attention, we'll give all of them tons of love and attention, yeah? alright, we'll get them first then! i am too, very excited actually 🖤

JAS: 😘😘😘

JAS: 🖤

JAS: well i'm glad you can handle it just fine then. yeah i think you are? i know im the worst 😂🖤

JAS: we will yes so he or all of them should be fine 🖤 yaaay 🖤 do you already know if you want two boys or two girls or a boy and a girl?

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isla !!

a response is quick to form within her mind, words and thoughts rushing, clashing to create an answer so quickly isla barely has time to filter, but when her lips part, nothing falls out. instead she swallows the words and allows the softness of his voice to rub off on her, to serve as a way to ease her expression and consequently, make her change her mind about refuting whatever there was to refute. a nod follows because, in spite of her moment she knew how to be rational and she knew, as well as he did, kendrick had point, but - and even though no bone in her body disagreed with him - a roll of her baby blues soon accompanies the motion. ‘ always good to know your team has its priorities set right. ’ it’s irony in its purest form, so easily detectable isla needs to make little effort to have it showing off, and if there was one person who would easily put a finger on it, it was kendrick. it wasn’t the rumors that bothered her ( she was well aware they never made it easy for themselves ; the constant hanging out, the public appearances every now and again, the looks they exchanged made it easy for people to create rumors ) but more so the fact his team thrived on them and all the exposure, rather than placing kendrick’s own feelings on the matter first. in her eyes, it felt contemptuous of them. with a soft shake of her head, she disregards the conversation and her own personal thoughts concerning his team, ceases the motions her fingers created within his hair and moves her hands to rest upon the strong line of his shoulders. ‘ no, i’m actually not. i bully you all the time, to be fair. you’re just lucky i’m in a good mood, ’ she jokes, tongue clicking against her teeth when a beaming smile graces her lips, one of her delicate hands retrieving his phone so she can find the place she usually ordered from. ‘ i’m only sitting on your lap because you’re really comfy. plus you look really hot right now and you’re letting pick the food so you win a ton of bonus points. ’ the teasing quality doesn’t show on her tone when she’s so abstracted with the phone but the way she words herself should be enough to convey how she was mainly being a little shit. ‘ you need this app, the hunger app, it has a ton shit of places and it delivers home and all that. choosing from their site is too much of a hassle so be thankful i like you this much because otherwise we’d both just starve to death since my really nice yet really lazy ass ain’t got no time for this. ’ once she finishes placing the order and checking the estimated delivery time, she hands the phone back, cheshire cat smile on her lips, matching the glint of mischief to her hues. ‘ raincheck on paying for it? because i already did that myself. we have an hour and a half to kill, suggestions on what we could do? ’

a soft sigh falls past his lips before he frowns slightly. ‘ well... you know how they are. and i actually don’t like this. i think they think i’m using you for this or something but... you know that’s not it, right? you know i hate those headlines and i couldn’t care less about them. i spend time with you because you mean a lot to me and because i really like you. either way, they approve of this and whatever comes with it because they’re idiots, simple as that. ’ there’s nothing he can really do about it. he hates that they think like that and would try talking some sense into his team but it’s completely pointless so there’s no point in even bothering to do so. ‘ oh, right... thank you for the reminder. totally forgot about how you bully me all the damn time. you actually really hurt my feelings. you always do. it’s so rude of you. poor me. ’ the overdramatic sigh that he elts out makes it more than obvious how he knew that she was joking just as much as he was with his response. ‘ i call bullshit on that because i’m definitely not as comfortable as your couch which you moved from to sit on my lap so... got you there, isla. ’ he grins while watching her pick out their food. ‘ i’ll take the rest though. thanks for thinking i look hot right now and i’d always let you pick the  food. you got good taste. ’ he shrugs, still grinning a little. furrowing his brows, he looks at her, tilting his head to the side. ‘ does that app actually exist or did you just make that up. either way, you could’ve just downloaded if it’s so existential. ’ he chuckles, taking his phone back from her and throwing it someone on the couch next to him. ‘ only reason i would’ve preferred going to a restaurant with you is so i could’ve actually payed for food. ’ he says, playfully rolling his eyes at her. ‘ okay... an hour and a half, huh? we could watch a movie? we could cuddle and talk about shit? we could have really great sex. lots of fun things to do in an hour and a half i’d say. again, i’ll let you choose. ’

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iMessage - pocahontas 💕

INDIGO: i hope so for you too, baba! yeah i assumed it wasn't...

INDIGO: i'll gladly go do some baby shopping with you when you figured whether it's a girl or a boy... which should take a while still, right? you know what i know, though? boy or girl, the kid will be gorgeous...

ROSE: thank you ❤️ it'll be alright though.

ROSE: im going to look forward to that, it'll be so much fun! i'm not sure right now but i think at least 8 weeks or something? i mean, i can only say this again look at james! obviously this baby will be gorgeous

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— imessage • kenny 💥

ISLA: you had to outdo my mmm by adding another m didn't ya? 🙄

ISLA: no? then why were you sending them?

ISLA: i guess so 😔 madison square garden. it's not kidnapping if i'm willing to go with you?

KENNY: not intentionally actually? 😂

KENNY: cause kissing you can be quite fun

KENNY: still sorry? you have a point there but i'll still come kidnap you. when do you want me to be there? like... right now or a bit later?

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iMessage - james ❤️😍

JAMES: good, all i want is for you to be happy ❤️

JAMES: we really are. i don't think anything will change anytime soon? this feeling at least... because from now on, everything that will happen will be new to us? i don't think i've ever been so thankful for anything as i am for this baby... ❤️

ROSE: and i definitely am very very happy ❤️ are you?

ROSE: no i don't think so either because of that, yeah. everything will be new like... completely everything? no neither have i. never in my life honestly ❤️

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james !!

part of him, a big part of him wants to argue about how it wasn’t the same, but besides not being granted the chance to do ( since rose, herself, throws him a curveball and immediately tells him not to say it ), james knows it’d be hypocritical of him to do so. he sighs, mirrors her by rolling his shoulders into a slight shrug but the tender, soft expression upon his angular features doesn’t waver. there’s the same adoring smile and the same fond glint to his eyes whenever she is his focus. ‘ i wouldn’t say i love you for it, i love you for a lot of reasons. more importantly, i love you for being you, the stubbornness just so happens to be included and it’s not nearly as bad as you might seem to think it is. ’ he knew how to work his way around it when he wanted to, just like he knew when to stop insisting and leave it be because she wouldn’t cave. in short, james knew her well enough to figure when he should or shouldn’t push his luck and while he doubted continuing with this topic would cause a fight, he wasn’t really bothered anymore. all he wanted was to enjoy his time with rose, and if she wanted to make it about him, he supposed he could deal with it for a day. ‘ you, my love, are very, very biased. i still need to cut my hair, probably not much but enough so it won’t fall onto my eyes. ’ her nerves become all the more apparent when they get out of the car yet, once more, he doesn’t want to bring anything up because he assumes it might as well all be due to the doctor’s appointment. ‘ i think i’m just as lucky. ’ it’s the last he states before they walk in, quieting down once rose apologizes for their tardiness and following close behind once they’re led into another room. his hues sweep around the room as rose prepares herself for the ultrasound and the assistant exits once more, his nose wrinkling up as he takes in everything about their surroundings. ‘ everything about doctor’s rooms is just so… sterile and white… how is someone supposed to feel comfortable or, in the very least, not nervous when this feels like such an impersonal space? ’ it’s a random small ramble but one that’s only triggered by the environment they find themselves in. at her signal, he wanders next to her, fingers lacing with hers and his expression immediately morphing into a softer, warmer one, his lips settling back into that gentle smile. ‘ i hope so too, jaanu. i really, really do. ’

taking his words in, the smile on her features grows for a moment as she looks over at him. ‘ you know what? i must say, i’m just lucky for whatever reason you love me. so damn lucky. i know it isn’t always easy, i’m difficult, i know that so, yeah... i’m really lucky to have you love me in the incredible way you do. ’ it couldn’t be put into words, the way he loves her, the things he makes her feel, it’s just unique and it’s the best thing she’s ever felt in her entire life. closely followed by what she felt when she found out she was pregnant, that was also an incredible and unique feeling. ‘ oh, come on... i’m not that biased. i got thousand of girls that comment on your pictures every day to back my statement up. ’ she huffs, grin playing on the girls lips. ‘ but i get why you’d want to do that because it must be annoying so... just go for it whenever you feel like it. ’ she encourages him, smiling softly. ‘ yeah, i’d say we’re both quite lucky. ’ she nods, smile still visible on her features. rose sighs a little before shrugging her shoulders. ‘ that’s a good question actually... there’s few places where there’s actually some colored walls and pictures on them. every doctor should have that so you’d feel a bit more comfortable and all, right? ’ she’s actually thought about that so many times before but clearly most doctors don’t seem to agree with that. just as she’s about to say something else, the doctor walks in. ‘ good to see you again, rose and i’m guessing this must be your boyfriend you told me so much about. it’s very nice to meet you, i’m doctor collins. ’ the doctor introduces herself to james with a friendly smile on her face. ‘ so, lets see if we can find what has been bothering you lately, shall we? ’ as rose nods, she gets even more nervous again, squeezing james hand a little too hard for a moment while the doctor begins the ultrasound. it feels like forever until rose can see what she’s looking for. ‘ mh... looks like we’ve found the reason. ’ the doctor says quietly, small smile on her features. in that moment rose turns to look at james again. ‘ baby? you know how when we started talking about having kids, you said you’d want one for your birthday? and we also talked about how clearly that was impossible because we would’ve needed to start with everything a little sooner, right? ’ she stops for a moment, looking to the screen again where you could now see a tiny baby where you could just about make out where the head and what were soon going to feet were before looking back at him. ‘ so, i still can’t give you a baby today but what i can do is tell you that in about 32 weeks you’re going to be a dad. ’

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indigo !!

the gentle bouts of laughter escaping past indigo’s brims are only heightened when the girl takes in the on going conversation between her best friend and her dog ; their small interaction was half amusing but entirely endearing, and blanc’s reaction, by itself, unveiled how through the past months the time indigo and rose had spent apart was far more than she’d like. ‘ do you want anything to eat? or to drink? ’ with the query, she makes her way around to the kitchen, retrieving a bottle of water for herself and waiting until rose has given her an answer before returning to her best friend, plopping down beside her on the sofa. ‘ it was a very, very needed break. after the whole moving back and forth the past months, i just needed a proper relaxing vacation before i was one hundred percent ready to dive back into work. it was incredible, the bahamas are amazing, there’s something almost therapeutical about staying there, you know? ’ taking a sip of her water, indi presses pause, offering her best friend an understanding smile in turn. obviously she had no idea what having a kid was like but she was sure it would be time consuming and she was one of those people who firmly believed the parents should make the most of those nine months and take advantage of them to have some amazing moments together before the baby was born. ‘ talk to him about it, i’m sure he wouldn’t say no to some time away. you two still have a few good months without your mini-you running around so make the most of it, babe. ’ warm hues sweep over the other’s features, falling on blanc who seems far too cosy in rose’s lap only to flicker back to rose once she explains what’s been going on with her, and how pregnancy has been treating her. ‘ that was all very much expected, wasn’t it? the lack of energy, the morning sickness and overall nausea, the mood swings… maybe when a little more time goes, you’ll feel slightly better? i bet it’s still hard to grasp the concept of being pregnant or rather, to grasp how in a few months there’ll be a little baby around. ’ her fingers run through blanc’s fur as the puppy moves closer to her but her attention remains on her best friend, a nod preceding her words, ‘ it might be a very, very tiny bump but i think you can notice it already? at least a little? it’s probably a little too early for maternity wear though you might want to consider looking at some stuff soon? so you can get some cute stuff that will also be comfortable when more months rolled by. have you and james told your parents about it? or anyone at that? ’

‘ i’m good for now, thank you babe. ’ she assures her, fingers still running through blanc’s fur. there’s a small smile taking over her features as she listens to indigo talk about her break and she completely understands what she means. ‘ honestly, if you hadn’t taken that break all by yourself and had gone away, i might as well have forced you to do that. you needed it so badly. i can only imagine how amazing that was though and i’m so glad you took that time for yourself. ’ she tells her, soft smile still playing on her lips. ‘ i think james would be the last person to say no to that, yeah. and i just think it’s really important for us to have this because... after this, our lives will change forever. we’re no longer going to be just james, rose and the pets. we’re going to be james, rose, a beautiful baby and the pets. it’s just so different and i want to fully enjoy everything before that new chapter starts for us. ’ she’s extremely excited for that new chapter though and more than ready for it. that bit should be obvious because otherwise she never would’ve decided to have a baby and get pregnant already. ‘ it was very expected, yeah. i just never would’ve guessed it could get this bad. i feel bad for james though, especially for those mood swings i get? one moment i’ll be the sweetest person ever, cuddling him or whatever and the next i yell at him for basically no reason. ’ she chuckles, rolling her eyes at herself. that’s one thing she hates and constantly apologises about to him. her hand softly runs over her small bump as she looks at indi with a small smile before properly getting dressed again and plopping back down onto the sofa. ‘ it’s a cute tiny bump, yeah. honestly i know it’s hardly noticable, especially when i’m dressed but... it’s there and slowly growing. i think when it comes to buying maternity wear though, i’ll do it online... can’t be bothered to have anyone seeing me buy things like that already and rumors starting that i’m pregnant. once it’s out there, i think paparazzi will attack us ten times more and...oh god, can you already see the hate comments on my instagram because of me being pregnant? ’ she sighs, rolling her eyes at the thought of that. ‘ well, you know obviously and i’ve told lana? we should hang out by the way, the three of us. we were talking about that the other day, lana and i, i mean.. we definitely want to tell james’ parents but in person so maybe we’ll fly to cali to see them and tell them then and well, i’m not too bothered with telling my parents to soon... you know how things are with my dad especially and lately it’s not like i’ve had the best relationship with my mom either...maybe while we’re already in cali though if we should fly there, i might as well tell her too and, well, my sister. ’ she tells her, accompanied by a small shrug to her shoulders.

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james !!

james awaits until she’s all settled in and until he’s got the refresher regarding the doctor’s address ( which he had mainly forgotten until now ) before reversing the car from the parking space and driving away, his focus split between his girlfriend and the, thankfully nearly empty, streets ahead of them. ‘ i know you do but it’s no fun being in the spotlight and making it about me when it could be about us. two is always better than one. ’ he speaks in a light-hearted way, tone full of jest in opposition to the softness that had been tinging it while he’d been attempting to reassure her of how everything was just fine. ‘ it should be about us - equally. not mainly about me, regardless of whatever day today is. but i’m not gonna discuss this or argue with you because i know just how stubborn you are so let’s settle for us letting things happen, yeah? ’ mocha hues stay fixed on the streets ahead, flickering over the buildings popping into view as he takes a turn, their surroundings posing as somewhat foreign to james, unlike so many other settings within the city that never sleeps. his free hand reaches for her own, slender digits entwining with her own, and for a fleeting moment, james turns his head to the side, golden infused irises sweeping over her features to capture the look upon them when she releases the melodious chuckle. unintentionally, he seems to see past it and detect the underlying nerves that were, somehow, swarming her and yet, for the sake of not adding to the obvious pent up anxiety, james chooses to swallow the three words query in the back of his mind. ‘ i might really need to cut my hair… ’ before he can add anything else, they’ve reached the place and james is forced to focus on finding a spot to park the car more so than on their on going conversation. flashforward a few minutes and he’s giving her hand a gentle squeeze, leaning over the car’s center console to press a kiss to her cheek before unbuckling himself ; getting out of the car and waiting for rose to do the same. once she does, he locks the lambo, walking his way around and onto her side so he can wrap an arm around her, ‘ i know and i love you too, a lot. ’ 

‘ we can make it about us but like i said it’ll be mostly about you because that’s just the right thing to do. on my birthday it was mostly about me too, right? and don’t say that’s different because it isn’t, babe. ’ she points out to him, smile playing on her lips. she’s really far too stubborn for her own good so no one can really change her mind about this. not about this day in general being mostly about him and making it all about him nor about making it mostly about him in bed. ‘ i’m sorry i’m so stubborn? you totally love me for it though. ’ he probably doesn’t and she really is quite sorry for it. she feels like ever since she got pregnant she only got even more stubborn, he just doesn’t know about the pregnant part quite yet. ‘ but i guess we might be able to settle on letting things happen. ’ she says quietly, followed by a shrug of her shoulders. her features soften quite a lot as he takes her hand and their fingers intertwine. her anxiety fades the tiniest bit and she can forget about it all even if its just for a small moment. her mind keeps wandering back to the question of how james will react, whether all of this is a good idea. just his words can pull her out of her thoughts again. ‘ you might really need to, yeah. though you do really look hot. but you always do. ’ she points out to him, smiling softly as she looks over to her boyfriend. as they arrive, she lets out a shaky breath, immediately growing more nervous again. she smiles softly after the kiss gets pressed to her cheek and she gets out of the car too. ‘ i’m very lucky you do, you know? ’ the blonde says, smiling softly while leading the way into the doctors where they were already expected. ‘ i’m sorry we’re a little late. ’ she apologises but one of the doctor’s assistants immediately tells them how it’s fine after greeting the two of them before leading the way for her and james into one of the rooms. ‘ just get ready for the ultrasound already and the doctor will be with you shortly. ’ rose sighs a little while unbuttoning her jeans and pulling up her shirt before she lies down. she just hopes that everyone remembers all the details they discussed and wouldn’t spill the beans so james would know what’s going on and the entire surprise would be ruined. ‘ i hope next time we’ll be here it’ll be to see a little baby on that monitor or find out i’m pregnant at least. ’ the blonde mutters while holding out her hand, signalising for him to step by her side. but soon he’ll know that that is the exact reason why they are there.

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isla !!

isla detained within her two main - and polar opposite - sides : the authoritarian, stern one and the calm, nearly fragile one. when around kendrick, she often disregarded the quintessential austerity that she was expect to uphold in the exclusive realm of work and public appearances. in environments where she felt secure, isla traded acerbity by mildness, stringent stances by relaxed ones, arrogance by softness ; such fact showed just now, translated in how serene, regardless of the apparent frustration, she look as she listened to him. ‘ i know, ’ the two words were far too vague to convey a response to what he’d told her and yet, it relayed precisely what isla meant. she knew he was his own person, same way she knew he was perfectly capable of making his own decisions as well as doing whatever he found best to himself. that much, however, hadn’t stopped the thumping of her heart or the feeling of guilt streaming through her bloodstream. ‘ i know what you mean and you’re making sense. thing is, you are getting into trouble, regardless, and that’s the last thing i wanted to happen, you know? i’m well aware of how you are and how you can make your own decisions but that doesn’t make me feel any less guilty… or maybe guilty is not the word— you get what i mean. ’ she’s not sure he does but the underlying intention of her words is crystal-clear ; she wanted to let go of the topic and eventually, forget it since insisting on it would only lead her to feel more and more guilty regarding it all. it doesn’t pose as shocking when isla ends up erasing the few inches between them and, in lieu of allowing her body to sink into his side, she crawls her way onto his lap, slender arms loosely wrapping around him, head becoming burrowed in the crook of his neck. naturally, her words are barely comprehensible each time she speaks, her brims brushing against his skin every now and again, ‘ you’re still the best, whether you want to accept it or not, and regardless of the reason why you treat me the way you do. ’ she plants a kiss above his collarbone before moving back, hands edging up and finding their way to his hair, toying with the short strands at the nape of his neck, her blue hues fixed in his warmer ones. ‘ i said it’s an interesting mix, who ever said anything about me liking it? ’ a quirked brow complements her challenging expression following her query but no genius is needed to decipher how it was, indeed, an interesting mix she very much liked. ‘ i’m kind of hungry but i don’t know what i wanna eat… i have mixed feelings right now. kinda want chinese, i think. also kind of don’t wanna move so if we’re gonna order something, you better have your phone on you. ’

one thing kendrick could easily do is continue to argue about how this doesn’t matter, how it isn’t her fault and that he’d be fine but he figures that she’d still feel bad either way and as much as he hates that, there’s probably not much he can really do about that at all. ‘ just... just stop thinking about it, okay? it’ll be fine. i promise you that. ’ he says, voice, as well as the look on his face, soft. at the end of the day it would be fine. his management would tell him how what he did wasn’t okay, he’d tell them once again how he doesn’t care and he’ll make his own decisions if he thinks they’re perfectly fine and are what’s best for him and that’d be it. probably a bit more annoyance from his team in between that and more scolding but he couldn’t care less. a moment like this with isla was completely worth it after all. ‘ plus, the moment all the articles with the rumors about us dating are everywhere tomorrow, they’ll shut up and be happy anyway. ’ the male mutters, shrugging his shoulders a little. a small smile spreads on his lips as she gets onto his lap, his arms immediately wrapping around her and holding her close to him. for a moment he closes his eyes, just enjoying this moment and only opening them again as she speaks once more. he hums softly, caused by the kiss that she plants on his collarbone. ‘ you’re way too nice to me and i very much so think you’re the best too, you know? ’ there often were moments when he wondered what he’d do without her. she’s just so special in ways that he can’t quite explain but he knows that there’s no one who is like her out there and he loves everything she is, the way she treats him and the way he feels around her, how he can just be him and fully relax. it’s just something that is extremely rare for him so having it with her is something he couldn’t be more thankful for. ‘ i said that, you didn’t need to say it out loud. it’s already obvious. otherwise you wouldn’t be here, sitting on my lap right now. ’ he points out, grin playing on his lips. moving a little himself, he reaches for the phone in his pocket, showing it to her. ‘ just need to turn it on again. ‘ he says quietly while pressing the power button on his phone. ‘ so... chinese it is then? i’m all up for that. ’ kenny shrugs while unlocking his phone and handing it to her. ‘ there, just order whatever you want, wherever you want. i’ll pay. and while you’re at it, get me something nice as well. i think you know what i like so why don’t you surprise me? ’

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— imessage • kenny 💥

ISLA: mmm 🤔

ISLA: if you're only sending them because you're trying to get away with being a little shit, no 😒

ISLA: shame really, i was all ready to switch. i think that'd be very much possible and very much appreciated

KENNY: mmmm 🤔

KENNY: i'm not sending them just because of that?

KENNY: sorry, i would've tried my best but i guess it's impossible? then i'll definitely steal you away babe. tell me where you are rn and i'll come kidnap you