lumu - Tumblr blog

[lumu]

im the prettiest canary in this mine

[lumu]

you genuinely don’t have to increase graphics in games anymore. I don’t have a spaceship to run this on. My previous laptop blew up trying to run animal jam. I was more than happy with Skyrim graphics and portal 2 looks breathtaking to me. I just want to be able to play your game. I don’t want to see their pores and uncannily delineated teeth. One time fallout 4 crashed so hard it basically uninstalled itself from my computer. Ffxiv completely fried my laptops motherboard and I just kept playing ffxiv anyway. For where else would I go? Who else could I love but you

[lumu]

early to bed and early to rise leaves a man so fucked up that he dies

[lumu]

can i interest you into getting stupid fucking high with me

[lumu]

kind of perverted that microwave will spin your food for you. showing you all its angles for your freakish lustful gaze

[lumu]

[lumu]

There needs to be a word specifically for the kind of things that you've autisticly decided you Do Not Care About. Like a game or a show or band or whatever where you have nothing specifically against it, you don't hate it or anything, but you've done that thing where you decided you don't care about it at all.

So you get very mildly annoyed when it still manages to show up on your dash, as it's purely a waste of your time. Just something to scroll past.

(I have no idea if more neurotypical people do this, but I know (and am) several autistic people who've done the "THE COUNCIL HAS DECIDED WE DO NOT CARE EVEN SLIGHTLY ABOUT... HALO. ANYTHING WE LEARN ABOUT HALO (AGAINST OUR WILL) IS A WASTE OF MEMORY SPACE AND TIME. You can play and love it all you want though, we have nothing against it. It's just not for me.")

[lumu]

[lumu]

i avoid printers at all costs but deep down i think i should've been a printer. life so easy. i sit there all squarelike and when someone has a minor task for me i goFUCK YOU

[lumu]

"im gonna kill myself" [remembers that suicide jokes scare my loved ones] "and im taking you with me!"

[lumu]

Unused ALIEN logo by Michael Doret, 1979

[lumu]

new reaction image

[lumu]

surprise! it's a sudoku puzzle

⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛ ⬛3️⃣🟦2️⃣⬛6️⃣🟦🟦⬛9️⃣🟦1️⃣⬛ ⬛🟦🟦🟦⬛9️⃣1️⃣🟦⬛🟦🟦2️⃣⬛ ⬛🟦9️⃣🟦⬛🟦5️⃣4️⃣⬛🟦🟦8️⃣⬛ ⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛ ⬛🟦2️⃣🟦⬛🟦4️⃣5️⃣⬛8️⃣1️⃣7️⃣⬛ ⬛8️⃣5️⃣🟦⬛7️⃣🟦🟦⬛3️⃣🟦🟦⬛ ⬛4️⃣🟦🟦⬛🟦🟦🟦⬛2️⃣6️⃣5️⃣⬛ ⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛ ⬛6️⃣🟦5️⃣⬛🟦🟦9️⃣⬛🟦2️⃣🟦⬛ ⬛🟦3️⃣🟦⬛🟦🟦2️⃣⬛5️⃣🟦🟦⬛ ⬛🟦🟦9️⃣⬛5️⃣🟦8️⃣⬛🟦4️⃣6️⃣⬛ ⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛

[lumu]

he stole 1 penny from her hot dog cart and she chased him across the world and her hot dog cart sat there and nobody touched it out of respect

[lumu]

"the world isn't kind" ok??? Much more importantly are you?????

[lumu]

[lumu]

It's okay to 'grieve' things that aren't just death. I've allowed myself to grieve a friendship ending, a situationship, losing something important to me, etc. It's okay to give yourself time to process the loss of something. Grief looks different for everyone, try to find a way that works for you to help make it easier for you.