lunakohakugaming

[lunakohakugaming]

For Moni

life is a game and its ours to live or not paths cross and disperse whether temporary farewells or long resting goodbyes we share this world and our love for each other our memories together they will never rot

also i got a job

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theyre selling a 50 year old game for 12 bucks

hey its on sale for $7.79!

[lunakohakugaming]

among muck and myre

what do you expect to find

but more

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focus on your breath

take one deep

and exhale fluently

your life is contained inside of these

do what you like.

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god fucjing dammit

i love when you count me out.

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am i anxious or excited?

how can i hide it?

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i just wrote an email i feel nauseuous

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kakaka

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6/21/25

sorrow is like despairs knife

delivered unto thy own heart

do you find peace in your pain death

and rebirth?

its a cycle in which the strong survive

the few thrive

and all the more perish

without ever glimpsing their dreams

pain burrows itself into all of our being

we are first pained upon leaving the womb

a cocoon is a cage after all

the razor slats and barbed door

are sure to cut on your way out

and you find yourself alone

tasked with one thing:

the rest of your life

do you give up and perish there?

do you toil for naught and weep over your dry fields every day?

do you pray to some thing that cannot listen for salvation?

do you wait for a rainy perfection to allow happiness to grow?

on the last day of my adolescence

i smiled

a deep and lasting smile

we are always growing

we are always learning

no fucking perfection here

mistakes a plenty believe me

i make enough for the rest of us

and yall still make it a full time job

if you wait for the opportune moment to strike it will never come

sieze the day

and yourself

take control like gordon ramsay said

there is wisdom to find in every strand of this world

threads comprise not just our web but our lives

we are weavers

and we are the thread

intertwining and breaking apart

meeting again

and everlasting farewells

in the end everything will be okay

if its not okay

it isnt the end

steel your determination

steal your determination

copy your determination

kindle your own motivation

break yourself

and put it all back together

we all have more power than we can fathom

humanity looks to the stars in awe

in wonder

in love

in terror

in dread

in hate

a cocoon is a cage after all

those few that have seen the stars from the vastness

those few that have seen the earth from her moon

those trips of no return

those miraculous returns

those catastrophic disasters

how much closer to divinity did they reach?

whether we are fated to skate through the stars or melt back into the earth

i cannot hate icarus for his desire

for his dreams

for his actions

for his mistakes

for his foolishness

NAH

cuz

the more they tell you

you cant

the more i know

I can

im doing great!

im doung horrible!

does it make a difference as long as

you are doing

trip over your despair and lie in your trepidation

die anyway

or get back up

kick the ground running

break the pipes

take your soul

claim it for yourself

dont let them take it

and never let them use it again

only you can control your destiny

nothing is predetermined

except for what is

make your choices

learn all that you can

do not hesitate

get back up

[lunakohakugaming]

i find it more and more frustrating that for most people they have decided femininity is an exclusive club that you need a boarding pass for and masculinity is a cage with no exit or reward

why are people so fucking miserable?

[lunakohakugaming]

私のげんせいはゆめいなところです

おもしろいですね？

大丈夫じゃないです

たすけて　おねがい　おねがいします　

チョコレートのハート　

きはぎゃくり　

こわれもの

[lunakohakugaming]

the curtain falls for the last time

upon the grand charade

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hrt appointment today

i hope they give me ALL OF THE ESTROGEN

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your view of stained glass

betrays your marble image of me

if ever i could be so perfect

if ever i could be so flawed

i am only myself

and you

can only ever see yourself

reflected in my own eyes

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i cant live without being embarassed?

then i shall be the ultimate fool!

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theres a demon inside

under my skin

wailing to get out

to tear this world to pieces

to soothe her pain

i sing a melody

everything will be okay

the sun hangs in the sky

the moon leaps across it

the people are at home

cozy and warm

holding each other tight

like you and i

she silently weeps

[lunakohakugaming]

my therapist told me to stop overthinking

how do i stop?

how can i not analyze my every move?

i wonder why

simple answer

because every action is ammunition

for the gun

pointed at the back of my head

but the gun is no longer there

she is not a part of my life anymore

and she cannot hurt me

i guess in that case

its a bad habit

learned and inherited

its up to me to change

i would like to act genuinely and openly

speak honestly and freely

without fear of judgement

no need to judge myself

oh luna

you must love yourself for yourself

no one can love you the way you can love yourself

no one can treat you the way you can treat yourself

no one can know you the way you can know yourself

so be good to you

and when your flower blooms

may all your yearning pay off in the form of

butterflies and songbirds paying you a warm visit