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promises never last teaser | ljn x oc

I always thought I knew you better than the back of my hand, but recently, I feel like I know nothing about you at all. For 5 years, I made myself believe meeting you was one of the biggest saving graces of my life and fighting for our friendship was worth every tear and sleepless night but at some point, I came to realize... I was tired. Tired of playing house when you're single. Tired of all the broken promises and repeated arguments every time you start dating someone new. Tired of comforting you every time your relationship goes to shits just as I had warned you but most of all, i'm tired of the ambiguity of this relationship we forced ourselves to believe was platonic.

「 PAIRING 」 lee jeno x female! reader [ kim soobin ]

「 CONTENT/GENRE 」

AU, angst, drama, slice of life, romance, questionable friendship dynamics, night life, suggestive, both characters are stubborn and emotionally constipated.

「 WARNINGS 」

will be listed in each update but general warning for drugs & alcohol consumption lots of it, explicit language, mentions of mental health, toxic dynamics, violence, miscommunications, trauma bonds, dark jokes.

「 STATUS 」 ongoing!

「 START DATE 」 30/04/2025

「 MASTERLIST 」

「 A/N 」

Hey Everyone! Here is the official teaser for my series 'Promises Never Last'. To recap, this will be mix of time stamps, chaptered one shots, and drabbles of different periods of the relationship, the good, the bad and everything in between - whatever I can come up with really. hope anyone who comes by enjoys and I am always open for feedback or to talk :) - Luna ☾.

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7 months.  

It’s been 7 months since she’s last talked to him. 7 months filled with tears, random benders of drinking and drugs to late night break downs just to move on from a 5-year friendship that had brought her as much heartbreak as it did joy.  

What started out as mere acquaintances, bloomed into an ambiguous bond where dependency was built, but boundaries began to blur and what was once labelled as a simple friendship became much more than what they wanted to believe it was to be.

From the many days spent building memories and what they thought would be a unbreakable bond, to the many nights seeking solace and affection in each other’s arms as they shared secrets till they drifted off to sleep legs tangled in the sheets, the temporary happiness was bound to end and she knew that.  

She knew this friendship will inevitably crumble apart. She knew that this was all going to end in tears. She knew that she would end up being the one heartbroken and alone but she stayed.  

She stayed and kept running back to the one constant in her life that that made her feel at peace, the constant that assured her that maybe there was something worth smiling, worth living for, her very own safe space in the form of a best friend.  

Was she stupid for dragging on something that grew so toxic that it drained her mentally and emotionally? Yes.  

Was she stupid for running back every time they had a fight, saying sorry even if it wasn’t her fault to keep him in her life? Definitely.  

Was she stupid for letting herself be thrown to the side repetitively every time he found a new girlfriend but welcomed him back with open arms whenever shit hit the fan? Clearly.

But even with the endless nights she spent in her room crying herself to sleep, she believed he was worth it. The bond they built was worth fighting for, worth putting her pride away every time they had a falling out, worth losing sleep over.  

The night they had their last proper conversation, she sat at her dimly lit desk, empty eyes staring out the window watching the Christmas snow fall as she silently listened to him defend his girlfriend, voice eager when he started to ask her to be the bigger person.

A bitter smile painted on her lips when he would subtly lay the blame on her as he attempted to reason with her. Things always became her fault whether it really was or not but maybe this time, taking the blame would be the best for the both of them.

“I know not everyone gets along and you’ve made it clear that you don’t like her but for me, can’t you just try to start on a clean slate with her? I won’t be able to ever die in peace until both of you guys get along.”

“Jeno, I tried. Whether you believe me or not I tried and I have witnesses. On multiple accounts I tried to talk to her and she was the one that wasn’t reciprocating so can you blame me for not giving a fuck? You out of everyone know how much it takes for me to initiate conversation but I did it for you every single time but now that she’s randomly messaging me accusing me of talking shit, ignoring her and ostracizing her from the group, I'm supposed to just take it, apologize and accept being painted as the villian? I’m sorry but I'm tired of apologizing for shit I didn’t do. Believe me or not you do you. Like I told her, I will apologize if I came off as hard to approach and I am willing to let go of everything that’s happened today but I don’t see myself becoming good friends with her anytime soon nor do I want to be.”

“I understand that! but she just really wants to be friends with you. I see why you’re upset with how she messaged you abruptly like that but try to understand her side too and that she didn't intend for it to blow up like this. You don’t understand how similar you guys really are. Just give her a chance and trust me you guys will be best of friends, probably even more than I am to you. You’re my closest friend and she just wanted to get to know the one friend I care so much for. If you stop being so stubborn and give new people a chance-”

“Are you for real right now?"

Cutting him off as she let out a shallow breath, she leans back in her seat looking up at the ceiling as she starts pinching the back of her hand, digging her nails into the reddened skin as she soothes her emotions.

“Just listen to-”

“Jeno, I'm tired.”

flinching when she hears a loud bang and a frustated sigh resonate through the phone speakers, she closes her eyes pushing back to tears swirling through her eyes.

“I have work in the morning, let’s just stop.”

“I-... fine.”

Waiting for him to end call, she turns towards her wall covered in polaroids eyeing each one slowly, eyes stopping at one of very first pictures they ever took together, unsober grins plastered on their faces as he held her closely on his lap - oh how things have changed.

“... I love you... you know that right?” voice laced with hesitation.

Letting out a shaky breath as she clenches her phone, she forces out a soft “I know.”  instead of her usual response.

“.... remember to eat and drink water tomorrow, we'll unpause when you feel better, good night. ”

Hearing the disappointment in his tone, she could only muster out a shaky hum before hanging up.

[lunazone]

promises never last masterlist ♡ | ljn x oc

「 SYNOPSIS 」 I always thought I knew you better than the back of my hand, but recently, I feel like I know nothing about you at all. For 5 years, I made myself believe meeting you was one of the biggest saving graces of my life and fighting for our friendship was worth every tear and sleepless night but at some point, I came to realize... I was tired. Tired of playing house when you're single. Tired of all the broken promises and repeated arguments every time you start dating someone new. Tired of comforting you every time your relationship goes to shits just as I had warned you but most of all, i'm tired of the ambiguity of this relationship we forced ourselves to believe was platonic.

「 PAIRING 」 lee jeno x female! reader [ kim soobin ]

「 CONTENT/GENRE 」

AU, angst, drama, slice of life, romance, questionable friendship dynamics, night life, suggestive, both characters are stubborn and emotionally constipated.

「 WARNINGS 」

will be listed in each update but general warning for drugs & alcohol consumption lots of it, explicit language, mentions of mental health, toxic dynamics, violence, miscommunications, trauma bonds, dark jokes.

「 STATUS 」 ongoing!

「 START DATE 」 30/04/2025

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A/N || Hey Everyone! you may have seen the teaser for this post a while back but I decided to hop back on to edit and finally take some time decide where I want this prompt to go as I have been in a writing mood recently and wanted to give this another go rather then just leaving it as a prompt. This series(?) will be mix of time stamps, chaptered one shots and drabbles of different periods of the relationship, the good, the bad and everything in between - whatever I can come up with really. I will organize each post in the correct timeline order on the masterlist in case anyone wants to read it in that order once there are more updates but I hope anyone who comes by enjoys and I am always open for feedback or to talk :) - Luna ☾.

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「 PRE-READ CONTENT 」

୨⎯ Kim Soobin ⎯୧

୨⎯ Lee Jeno ⎯୧ - Coming Soon❣

「 MAIN CONTENT 」

p.n.l || teaser

p.n.l || chapter i. : first meetings were never this easy || Coming Soon❣