lusmindset

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The way I love doesn't fit in this era.

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it’s sweet dreams only if you dream of me

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at this age if i tell you i do not care please believe me

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trust me I’m always ready to say goodbye

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life goes on with you or without you

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I won't block your number in case you need someone who loves you.

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with all due disrespect, its never my loss

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if u let me go im goin

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silly girl, you almost forgot that you're the sun.

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Love language..

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Why did you suddenly pop into my mind?

I’m sitting here, waiting for my flight. In front of me is a woman — pregnant, glowing in that raw, beautiful way that only life itself can create. She’s with her partner. She looks tired. You can see it in the way she shifts her weight from one foot to the other. She turns to him and quietly asks, “Do you mind if I sit on the floor for a bit?”He says, “Yeah, go ahead,” but I catch it in his face — that flicker of embarrassment, like he hopes no one’s watching.

And I don’t know why, but suddenly I imagined it was me — pregnant, tired, needing a break. But with you beside me. I don’t even have to say a word. You look into my eyes and you just know.

“Baby,” you say gently, “you should sit down. You’re tired.” I hesitate. I glance around. “But on the floor? It’s kind of embarrassing…”

And without a second thought, you drop down on one knee, tap the space beside you, and smile. “Then I’ll sit with you.” And so we’re there—on the floor. Not caring about the world around us. Just us. I lean my head on your shoulder. You wrap your arm around me. And suddenly, the waiting doesn’t feel so long.

Then I blinked

and I’m back here. Back at the gate. The woman is now sitting on the floor, alone. Her partner stands next to her, hands in his pockets, eyes looking anywhere but down. And all I can think is:

That would never be us, Ironically - truly never.

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Love is a beautiful thing. I still believe in it, in spite of everything.

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My home will be a home with no loud anger, no explosive rage, no slamming doors or breaking glass, no name calling, shaming or blackmail. My home will be gentle, it will be warm. It will keep my loved ones safe. No fear, no hurt and no worries.

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