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29, and still lost

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Kinda feelin alone and lonely

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Setelah sekian tahun. Seperti biasa.

I'M BACK HAHAHA.

Older but never wiser 🤫

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And I lost a friend. Once again.

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Now i feel it. Loneliness, is cold.

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“If I had time, I’d laugh.”

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aku sebagai orang yang egois.

merasa tidak pernah diperhatikan.

merasa sendiri.

tidak pernah bersyukur.

yang pada nyatanya, ada juga beberapa orang yang masih mengkhawatirkanku.

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nineteen days of 2021

and this is my first post.

I’m hungry.

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I'm not a good hearted girl. I never was. I never will.

My sin will always be written. Even if I try not to make any and afraid to have any. But I'm sure it will.

Looked like I have optimistic mind. But my heart always be the pessimist one.

My shadow is my regret. The day when I was smiling, is the day when I always remember.

And I will always be here.

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June 3rd, 2020

Rainbow morning 🌈

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May 8th, 2020

Me Female Friend : Say happy birthday to Me Male Friend!

Me : Ah yes, I forgot.

Me Female Friend : Me too actually.

Me : ... :)

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Me chat in the group : Me Male Friend! Happy birthday! hope for your better live and happy living. (don’t follow my birthday greeting, it’s trash)

Me Male Friend : Thank you Me Female Friend and Dodo!

Me

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May 7th, 2020

You know, I’m not a really social person, but when I have friends I try to keep my friendship with them by helped them dearly, try to be there for them if they need.

But, I wrote this quote, literally this date, we should play with people who’s not judging you.

wait, but we judge people everyday, why we shouldn’t play with someone like that?

Here’s the thing.

Just don’t trust people easily, okay?

I want to write a lot, but I think I did write about this on the other post.

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May 6th, 2020

There is a topic that I want to write here but I forgot.

I should write it on note!

Wait, I wrote it on my note but...

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May 5th, 2020

what did I do this day, beside sleeping?

I made oreo cheescake.

Too sweet but tasty.

My ma and sis like it.

We almost eat it all.

I forgot to take the picture of it.

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this tumblr post kinda boring lately.

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May 4th, 2020

Not a lot going on beside sleep after sahoor.

How to not sleep?

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May 3rd, 2020

I’m a lazy person. Everybody is lazy, but I’m on the same level as Gumbal’s dad.

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Mei 2nd, 2020

Pertanyaan.

Kucing kalo jatoh sakit ga sih? Kok kalo udah jatoh mukanya kayak nggak ada apa-apa?