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actively teeheed at this

LAWRENCE OLEANDER 🛐

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me too man

mybabyboy

i’m so hungry

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Facing my fear of drawing in public with the most questionable characters (wip)

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WIPs for the teach me how to scream meme 🦊

had to make fanart for YKMET now that it’s finally out

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made some btd/ykmet stamps out of boredom (f2u, no cred needed)

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What do you think about the Strade after the release of YKMET? What kind of people attracts him and what kind of people doesn't he like? I'm interested in your opinion!!

Funny enough I made these notes on strade after I played

Strade is fundamentally drawn to individuals who provoke unpredictability and challenge his control. He thrives on being kept off-balance, finding stimulation in those who refuse to be easily read or manipulated. This constant flux of uncertainty feeds his sense of superiority and need for stimulation, as he relishes the psychological game of anticipation and surprise.

Conversely, he intensely dislikes those who withhold emotional responses or employ grey-rocking tactics essentially, people who present as emotionally flat or unengaged. Such behavior frustrates him deeply because it denies him the reactive feedback he craves to fuel his sense of power. Without that dynamic interaction, he perceives others as dull or irrelevant, leading to contempt.

Strade actually gets even more excited when people are submissive and lean into what he does. Their willingness feed and fuels his twisted pleasure. He sees their submission as a confirmation of his control, and that excites him in a way that few things do.

But here's the dark twist even then, he still kills them. Not out of anger or punishment, but because the act itself is a source of intense thrill and satisfaction for him. The submissiveness heightens the experience, making it more intoxicating, more intense.

His selfishness is pathological; he pursues his desires relentlessly and reacts with disproportionate aggression or cruelty when thwarted. In his worldview, people exist to serve his amusement and objectives, and failure to comply can provoke extreme, often violent, consequences, particularly expressed through calculated and sadistic methods.

Strade kills because, at his core, he’s obsessed with understanding how people work not out of curiosity alone, but as a means to satisfy his own insatiable needs. He believes he deserves to know every facet of those around him, to control and dissect them like objects, and this twisted pursuit brings him a dark sort of gratification.

Despite feeling others’ pain or fear, he chooses to kill them because it satisfies his own dark desires. That makes him a truly horrible man charming, charismatic, even cheerful on the surface, but underneath there’s a ruthless predator who prioritizes his needs above all else.

He wears that smile like a mask, drawing people in with warmth and wit, all while planning how to break them down. It’s a dangerous, toxic charisma that conceals a monster.

-Birdie🐦

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do you think Strade ever feels kinda soft, too?

has a nightmare or wakes up restless so he needs to come spend time with the captive in the basement. not necessarily take anything out on them, just come see them. talk a while. spend some time together, like they did at the bar.

asks them much more personal questions. not for the sake of using it against them, he doesn't read that way, but just to know, maybe so he doesn't feel alone in his nighttime blues. is this the worst pain they've ever felt? what was the worst pain before he found them? what about emotional, what's their worst emotional pain? why do they react to similar things differently, like screaming to some but crying to others?

ties their wrists, elbows, knees, and ankles before carrying them upstairs. sits them at the table, mics some shitty dollar-store prepackaged dinner to share before getting into the deeper, softer stuff, and allowing them to ask back. he's kind of sick of the "why do you do this" question, but everyone deserves an honest answer to a valid concern. within little time, they're both just... eating and talking. it's almost sick the way they find themselves enjoying it. Strade... means well. he can be a nice person. a kind one, even. confused to say, they may even like this version of him. the warm, soft-spoken, often tongue-tied version of an otherwise greater beast.

when time comes to put them back downstairs and go back to bed, the walk is slow. his captive takes in his heat as he cradles them, Strade takes in their patience and generosity. staying up so late just so he could get a few words in... putting them back on that pole feels like tying a dog up outside. if it weren't so dangerous he'd take them straight to bed for a good cuddle- but that's a reward to be earned, for the both of them.

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"You will meet him soon- maybe you will become friends!"

color variants under the cut

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Lawrence Oleander Info Dump 🪴 Pt. 3

An archive of canon Lawrence information from Gato’s old blogs!

Check my page for other characters! Screenshots under the cut:

•If anyone’s wondering, ‘nagakira’ is one of EP’s old blogs.

Also someone get Law a real phone because WHAT (I don’t know if that still applies or if she changed it)

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LOOK AT MY BEAUTIFUL BOY??

LOOK AT HOW MUCH MY BEAUTIFUL PRINCE HAS GROWN…. IM GONNA CRY…… I LUV LAWRENCE……

(Art is sourced from Gatobob/Gurobob’s official website at Dirtymurdergames.com under her 2024 Artwork Gallery)

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Strade Info Dump 🔨 Pt. 3

An archive of canon Strade information from Gato’s old blogs!

Check my page for other characters/parts! Screenshots under the cut:

• Ok, way back then Gato said his kill count was ‘in the tens’, but (minor spoilers for YKMET I guess, but I think it’s minimal enough to be alright) In one CG you can see a shelf of CD’s which I assume are stream recordings. There are 37 of them. I counted :]

Don’t worry, Fox is coming soon. So are Ren and Lawrence again. And Ashe. And Mason. And everyone else.. :)

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My friend loves law (so much hes what she talks about everyday) so i did messy sketches of what touch is like with him. . . (ⅈ▱ⅈ)

It would definitely be slowburn but its worth it

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three of them ...

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WHERE WAS THIIISSSSSS?!!!?!?!!??

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Lawrence YKMET style (This drawing is a gift I gave to a best friend ❤️✨)

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THIS

Don’t hurt me 🙏

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