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platforming palestinian joy is just as important as sharing the suffering they're enduring during this genocide. despite continued displacement and bombardment, you cannot steal their joy and spirit. happy birthday to this sweet baby 🖤🇵🇸 may they grow up to see a free palestine

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i need the people in my life to stop 😁 commenting 😁 on 😁 my 😁 body 😁 !!!!1!!

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“how do you feel today?”

I feel lost, dead inside, I wish I were dead, I don't deserve to be happy

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I listen because i know how it feels to be unheard and ignored

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I hate the question where do you see yourself in 5 years like bro fucking dead next question thanks

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I was a fucking idiot to think things would get better!!!

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I have a distinct memory of laying in my bed as a kid and wishing with all my heart that I would get hurt. That I would get into a bad car crash or I'd disappear. So my parents would cry and realize they didn't cherish me enough.

I find it sad that younger me thought she had to get hurt to feel loved.

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Once I learn how to stop being me it’s over for y’all

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They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone

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When being made fun of for your looks and weight as a kid actually permanently damages the way you see yourself and it’s not just silly lil childhood lore

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The only reality where I'm happy is a reality where I'm dead, gone from this earth.

A reality where I'm never born.

Everything would be so much better.

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Since I was younger I think I’ve always wanted to die

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someone : Why don't you ever eat outside ?

Me : Anxiety makes me feel nauseous all the time .

The real reason :

This is what my brain tells me I look like whenever I eat 🙂

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