luz-aa

[luz-aa]

as long as i can handle my pain, i will keep on saying i’m okay.

[luz-aa]

I want to be a bug flying along the highway

until I splatter on a windshield

then ill be wiped away leaving streaks of who I used to be

relief from flying along pretending to be me

my wings are tired

[luz-aa]

I have dug myself a hole that I can barely get out of.

I’m stupid and damn near fucked for the next 5 years.

I can’t explain that I talked to another man to my man just so I wouldn’t have to ask anyone for help

writing petrifies me but I don’t know how else to let it out

afraid that I’ll end up six feet under act like everything is fine

with this chain called life I’m waiting for the ball to fall and drag me down with it

the would I finally be at peace?

[luz-aa]

[luz-aa]

“But just because you’re strong and resilient doesn’t mean you never need someone to be there for you, to take care of you.”

— Tammara Webber

[luz-aa]

EVERYONE gets candy if they made the effort to show up. Everyone.

[luz-aa]

“You did a terrible thing, it doesn’t mean you’re a terrible person.”

— nakedly