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so  like  …  anyone  in  the  tri  state  area  wanna  come  help  me  pack  up  my  apartment  in  the  next  four  days  or  ???  😝

we  just  got  told  they're  doing  a  mandatory  roach  treatment  …  ON  TUESDAY  !!!  so  we  have  to  …  empty  the  kitchen  cabinets  &  drawers  ,  take  everything  off  the  counters  ,  move  everything  off  the  floor  &  away  from  the  walls  ,  and  me  &  the  cat  can't  be  in  the  apartment  for  3-4  hours  after  they  do  it.  i  am  not  doing  well.

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10 mins until therapy & then i will be here !

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gnawing at the bars of my cage.

i'm   trying   to   be   responsible   &   focus   on   work   today.   partly   bc   ..   i   was   off   for   a   week.   and   partly   bc   i   think   by   being   here   ,   refreshing   constantly   during   the   work   day   ,   i   am   burning   myself   out   by   the   time   i   get   home.   the   last   thing   i   want   to   do   is   get   on   to   write.   so   everyone   send   me   good   vibes   that   i   actually   don't   lose   my   creative   spoons   today   !

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i'm   trying   to   be   responsible   &   focus   on   work   today.   partly   bc   ..   i   was   off   for   a   week.   and   partly   bc   i   think   by   being   here   ,   refreshing   constantly   during   the   work   day   ,   i   am   burning   myself   out   by   the   time   i   get   home.   the   last   thing   i   want   to   do   is   get   on   to   write.   so   everyone   send   me   good   vibes   that   i   actually   don't   lose   my   creative   spoons   today   !

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i will not be moving , but y'all know that too crowded feeling ??

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our missing hearts.

dialogue prompts from our missing hearts by celeste ng.

do you remember anything about ____?

i'm not going anywhere. that's all you need to know.

whatever it is will pass.

you see any trouble, you run the other way.

sometimes being alone is the less bad option.

you're a good kid.

don't make trouble. just do your best, and follow the rules.

don't forget us, okay?

a new name for a new start.

you haven't cried once.

one you start, you can't shake free.

don't be such a pussy.

do you know how bad this could have been?

i didn't know you knew [language].

i am not afraid.

may you see tomorrow. and if you do, i beg you, forgive us.

this place may be cursed, but at least it's dry and warm.

keep to the small.

i can't help you run away.

people will get hurt if anyone finds out.

most people would rather just close their eyes.

i didn't recognize you, at first.

i guess it's easier to write brave words than to actually do the work.

how can you know if no one teaches you, and no one ever talks about it?

do you have kids?

i thought you were too old for hugs.

who knows you're here?

it's okay. i'll be back soon.

seatbelt, please.

you found me.

you're taller than i expected.

i knew you would figure it out.

something has scarred over in you.

i'm out of practice at this. at everything.

i'll tell you everything, if you promise to listen.

it's still possible to enjoy things. to waste time.

if the world is on fire, you might as well burn bright.

it's going to get worse before it gets better. if it gets better.

i forget to keep food around.

i always wanted a child.

who reads poetry anymore?

you weren't scared while i was gone?

everybody thinks they know ____ now.

welcome to the worst club in the world.

will you tell me about ____?

____ was a real person, not just a poster.

i'll tell you, if you promise to remember.

what do i know about kids?

you're all that matters.

we'll figure something out. some way to stay together.

you're a hypocrite.

you're a terrible ____.

i wanted to see if you were still you.

i'm just so afraid of losing you again.

i'll come back. i promise i'll come back.

there's so much i want to ask you.

i hope you don't get carsick.

you don't do things by halves.

let's go down to the water.

i wonder what time it is.

this will change everything. it has to, right?

we can build a fire. dry grass, then sticks, then logs.

wouldn't your parents be proud?

i don't have to, but i want to.

certain things must be done in person.

let's have ice cream for dinner.

when i can't sleep, i count your freckles in my mind.

i wanted to make sense of the world for you.

if you come back, i'll be here.

i can tell _____ is happy with you.

you promised. i thought you meant it.

'not impossible' will have to be enough.

i hated you for a while, you know. i really did.

i was a coward. i'm sorry.

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as  i  get  back  into  the  swing  of  writing  ,  this  is  a  friendly  reminder  that  if  my  formatting  is  too  much  for  you  …  pls  throw  a  rock  at  my  head.  and  i  will  change  it.  i  am  watching  myself  format  some  stuff  in  my  drafts  &  i  might  be  going  overboard  ,  but  this  is  how  i  get  into  the  creative  space.  and  sometimes  i  genuinely  forget  if  it  is  in  your  rules  ,  though  i  do  try  to  check  ! 

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BONUS: send multiple 💞  ‘s and for every one, I’ll tell you another thing I like about how you write your muse !! 

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“  coffee  goes    great    with  sudden  death.  ”

﹠   *   @deathshymn   sent  me  a  ✐  for  a  random  sentence  starter.

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@worthyheir  sent  🌌  for  a  mood  board  for  our  muses. ╰   ･ﾟ✧.       featuring    jacaerys    &    asteria. 

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“  the  spotlight    doesn't  suit  me.     i'm  more  of  a  side  dish.  ”

﹠   *   @outlawiism   sent  me  a  ✐  for  a  random  sentence  starter.

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“  despite  your  best  efforts  ,  people  are  going  to    be  hurt    when  it’s  time    for  them    to  be  hurt.  ”

﹠   *   @realmscruelty   sent  me  a  ✐  for  a  random  sentence  starter.

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“  i  should  just    listen  to  my  gut    and  then  do    the  opposite    !  ”

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“  the  past  is  whatever    the  records    and  memories  agree  upon  ..  ”

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“  everyone  wants  to    feel  like  a  princess.     and  princesses  are    selfish  ,    overbearing.  ”

﹠   *   @slayhem   sent  me  a  ✐  for  a  random  sentence  starter.