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lwtmonster91 · 5 days ago
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aaa more leon please!! literally anything fluffy i lauve your writing soso much ^_^
⋅˚₊‧ ୨keep your heart close to mine୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅
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Leon’s pretty sure he’s not supposed to mention your period. Over months of careful reconnaissance he’s learned that when he’s teasing and you start yelling at him rather then giggle he should cradle you gently, stroke your hair, and give you a million and one kisses. Or when he’s trying to get a little frisky and cups your chest and you wince with tenderness, he should go a little slower and check under the bathroom sink for pads and tampons. He notices the other things too, acne, bloating, body aches, he takes it with stride. No honey, that dress does not make you look fat, but it would look better on his bedroom floor, that’s all.
Leon isn’t ignorant enough to not know what it means when he comes home and finds you in bed, fetal position with a bottle of warm water stuck to your lower tummy. “Oh, Leon—I didn’t even hear you come in.” You sniffle apologetically, smiling at him like you aren’t hyper aware of your organs shredding layers. “That’s a little worrying, what if I was a girl nabber? I would totally nab you.” He says shedding his uniform till he’s down to his wife beater and boxers. If you didn’t feel another throb in your stomach you’d be all over him, his abs contract with every breath, his skin is darker in some areas cause he doesn’t wear a long sleeve. “I’d let you nab me, just not in a trunk or anything, i’m claustrophobic.” You say not unenthusiastic, but he can tell you’re not yourself. “No trunks, noted.” He sits by your bedside, gently petting your head, smoothing down fly-aways. “You took medicine already?” Leon asks, feeling the way you nod against his hand. “Okay, it’ll kick in soon.” He dips down, stealing a kiss. “Hi by the way.” He says holding the back of his hand to your forehead, no fever, just a period, “Hi.” You smile at him, he loves that shy little look, like you have anything to be shy about, he returns your smile. “I’m gonna shower, then ‘m all yours okay?” he would stay if you asked, “Okay.” You nod, he kisses your cheek, one for the road, then pads off.
Leon is wearing a loose shirt and some sweats, holding a mug of tea for you, his hair is damp, but his skin is smooth with lotion. “Thanks.” you say sitting up upon his arrival, accepting the warm drink, he added the most perfect amount of honey. He lies down in bed with a deep sigh, it feels good to just be in bed after a long day of work. “You made it all warm.” Leon chirps pleasantly, splaying out like he’s going to make a snow angel. You reach over him to the nightstand, setting your mug down, he gives you grabby hands and you lie down next to him. Leon wraps his arms around you, “You smell bedridden.” He dips his head into the column of your throat, taking a deep breath. “What? Bedridden? Ew…I should shower.” You say trying to worm away “No, stay, bedridden as in…like detergent.” He hums, realizing how weirdly he worded things, your smell is messing with his brain. “You are so weird.” You laugh softly. He shushes you, “Mwuahh.” He gives you a kiss, then another, then another, one to the corner of your mouth. He wants to roll you up in blankets and just hold you, give you kisses, stroke your hair. You look so content getting all his attention, he gives you a squeeze, “God you’re so cute!” He groans, smacking another kiss against your mouth. “What’s with you?” you giggle, his affection is nice, but you think all his cute aggression might end up with you smothered. “I dunno, I sniffed you for too long, now im high.” He smooths your hair down again, it’s less successful, “Cheesy.” you reply, he shrugs. He has the face and body of a cool suave guy, but Leon is a major cornball, he was lucky to enough to find someone into it.
“One more.” He hums, you close the gap between the two of you, giving him another kiss, he smiles into it. He loves your mouth, not just for kisses, but the way you smile, the shape of your lips. “Does your stomach still hurt?” He asks and you shake your head, “I think the medicine finally kicked in.” You do feel less crappy, maybe all his kisses are healing you. He nods, laying back down, prompting you to turn around, do your back is facing him. Leon slides his hand under your shirt, splaying his warm palm just under your belly button, you sigh happily. Leon kisses the back of your neck, tossing his leg over yours, he gets his best sleep when he uses you like a teddy bear. “Are you sleepy?” You ask incredulously.
“I worked all day!”
“You sat behind a desk all day.”
“Doing mountains of paperwork.” Leon retorts, blowing a raspberry against your skin. “Fine.” You grumble, “Fine as in you’ll nap with me?” He asks hopefully, you nod and he giving you a loving squeeze. You let him drool and snore all over you for a couple of hours, you decide your reward should be a nice warm dinner. When he wakes up all perky he does it without even being asked, leave it to Leon to take care of you, even when you don’t ask, but always when you need it.
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dividers by @ithemes
a/n: thanks for the request anon!
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lwtmonster91 · 14 days ago
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✮⋆˙ Heaven or the Living Room Couch
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cw: so much fluff. Leon gets shirtless but that's literally it. mandatory warning for my shitty sense of teen boy humor
notes: i was feeling sentimental and now Leon has to get sentimental too. sometimes I like to think about a life where I have an actual husband in real life. I would like a marriage similar to this.
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It's almost laughable how Leon perks up like a puppy whenever he hears the front door open in the afternoon.
Because it can only mean one thing: you're back. His precious wife has made it come from the perils of corporate America. The baseball game he was about to doze off to is even more ignored as he sits up straight, waiting to see you make your way into the living room.
"Babe? You there?" The familiar click of your heels against the floor is enough answer for him as you make your way into the living room, looking as weary as always. Jesus, Leon thinks. The companies are out for her soul. At least you look to die for in your blouse and sleek pencil skirt. Makes him remember why so many people have office job fantasies if a person can look behind how draining it was. But despite his worries, a soft sigh escapes him as you shuffle your way over to him, your hands down your shirt as you undo your bra.
"Couldn't wait five minutes?" he muses as you roll your eyes at him. You reach behind you to undo the clasp and slip the bra right out from under your shirt like a magic trick, tossing it right at his head. "Hey!" And they say love is dead. He pulls it off his head and holds it in his hand, choosing to admire the soft lace instead of retorting to you saying "pervert" under your breath.
You snicker as you drop your bag at the edge of the couch and finally plop down next to him, groaning as you lay down. It's a routine at this point for you to nuzzle into him like a cat after you get back; resting your head into his lap as you curl up. "My feet hurt," you complain. "And my boobs hurt. And I'm hungry. And my crotch itches. TMI moment, sorry."
"Yeah, I don't think TMI even exists between us. Anyways...want me to scratch you?" He gets a good laugh out of your mortified expression and even more so at your weak attempts to swat his face. But you drop the annoyed act once he sits you up in his lap, your legs straddling his waist.
"Hi, Leon," you mumble, pressing a quick kiss to his lips. Your shamelessly slip under his shirt, pawing at his chest like it's going to magically make the ache in your feet go away.
"Hi, pretty girl. Watcha doing?" He lets you have your moment as you touch him, lifting his arms so you can tug his shirt off of him. And he's all coarse hair and pudge around the waist, a patchwork of scares and beauty marks spackled across his collarbone. Those cheeky hands of yours waste no time grabbing his chest, your thumb absentmindedly brushing over his nipples. "Jesus-that feels funny," he tenses up for a moment but you don't cease your groping, a sly grin on your lips. "Oh, but when I wanna touch your tits after work you get all fussy? That's not very fair-"
"Shut up and let me enjoy this."
Well damn.
"Yes, ma'am." He shuts up soon after your pointed command, letting you take the reins. But you don't try to take things farther, oh no. You just rest your head over his heart, your hands sliding to his back to hold him close.
"I can hear you," you whisper, relaxing into his skin as the thrum of blood pumping through his body seems to soothe you. "I like that. It makes me feel better after work."
it's your greatest gift to make even the smallest things seem romantic. To make Leon feel special. Loved. Your hands are curious yet gentle, your lips moving with reverence against his skin. Oh God, he loves. He loves you so much his head hurts and he could cry.
"I love you so much..." and he says, breathlessly. Almost bashfully. But he could scream your name atop every roof in the city, write in blood that he loves you. And when your eyes meet his, it's a little embarrassing to him how misty-eyed he gets.
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lwtmonster91 · 1 month ago
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OVERWORKED
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✦ .  ⁺   . ✦ .  ⁺   . ✦
leon kennedy x fem! reader
summary: You’re still struggling with overworking. Leon shows you when it’s time to take a break.
master list | previous (not required but gives some context) next
cw: once again, female pronouns used but reader’s features are not described, some suggestive content, dom! leon much more heavily this time, very not subtle praise kink (use of good girl), pet names, tbh rating COULD be pg-13 but i don’t write nsfw so minors ur fine :) uhhhh non-sexual sub-space if you squint?
tags/tropes: once again hurt/comfort, cuddles, leon being touchy again (reader is just as touchy honestly) soft dom behavior (leon)
a/n: a little continued drabble for those of u who asked/liked the last one !! hope u like it @cherryandsugar <3
MY ELDEST DAUGHTERS WITH PRAISE KINKS MAKE SOME NOISE 🔥🔥🔥🗣️🗣️🗣️💯💯💯
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You’re overworking again.
You don’t mean to, necessarily. It’s just always what you do. Work, work, work. It needs to get done, so you do it. No matter how tired you are, no matter how much you don’t want to do it. No matter how many tears get shed. It needs to get done. You have to do it. So you do it.
Leon’s been taking issue, with it though.
You’re not really sure what you are to each other, yet. He definitely finds you attractive —he tells you pretty much everyday, an almost overuse of words like hot, sexy, cute, amazing, and of course, his favorite; princess.
He occasionally comes over to the place you and a few other girls rent together and does his absolute best to be as distracting as possible. Sometimes he cooks, sometimes he gets touchy, sometimes he just sits on your bed and watches you work which is, in your opinion, by far the worst one.
When he’s not bothering you in the comfort of your own home, he’s sitting next to you in the couple classes you share, a distracting hand on your thigh that he squeezes when you get a question right— something that never fails to make you breathless and dizzy for a few minutes afterwards. Between the sight of his hand engulfing your thigh and the frequency of your correct answers, it’s a miracle you don’t asphyxiate during class.
You did come close, once. It was a week after what you’ve dubbed The Library Incident, and the professor had singled you out as one of his most consistent students when it came to turning in homework. Leon had leaned down, his lips brushing the shell of your ear and whispered, all low and rumbly:
“Good girl.”
You didn’t get a single thing out of the lecture for the rest of class.
(You’d then given him the silent treatment, but he made up for it by you sending you his rather extensive and detailed notes from the lesson with a single text: “Better learn to multitask, princess.”)
So yeah. He isn’t a huge fan of your studying habits. Something he’s made abundantly clear.
“When was the last time you got up?” He grumbles, walking into your room with your now full reusable water bottle. You’d abandoned it in the kitchen a few hours ago. He’s such a stickler about your water intake.
“Who are you, my mother?” You pause, looking up at the mischief in his eyes and the way his mouth is open, poised to say something, likely dirty. “Don’t answer that.”
You reach out with grabby hands towards your water bottle, which you know is filled with some delicious water combination, courtesy of Leon. Shit, he’s Pavlov-ing you into drinking water, isn’t he?
He rolls his eyes, handing you the bottle. “You know, you can make this exact same water yourself with the items in your fridge. Which I put there. For you. To use. Yourself.”
“You make it better,” You answer smoothly, ignoring his sarcasm. Ooooh. It’s minty strawberry today.
“Oh?” He says with a raised eyebrow, a signature Leon smirk on his lips. The same one he always gets when you admit to liking him in some way.
“You’re such an attention whore. Isn’t that why you came over here?”
“Ouch. So touchy,” He tuts, draping himself over your back and resting his chin on your head. “But no. I came over here to drag the lovely and beautiful and terribly stubbornly princess away from her desk because she’s overworking again.”
You tense. “I can’t, Leon. Not right now. I have to finish this.”
“Do you?”
“Yes.”
“What happens if you don’t?”
“I get behind and then I can’t catch up and then I fail—“
“Woah, now,” He says, standing and spinning your desk chair so it faces him instead of your work. “None of that is going to happen if you take a break. We both know your work ethic is too good for that.”
You start worrying your lip between your teeth. “But—“
“Hey,” He says, a gentle, slow hand reaching out and brushing your lip away from your teeth. “None of that. Leave your lip alone.”
You wince. It’s a mindless action, the same way you pick at your hangnails and other parts of your skin when you’re stressed. “Sorry.”
“Nothing to be sorry for. Just don’t want my girl hurting herself more than she already is.”
You ignore the latter part of his sentence and focus on the first. “Your girl?”
“Yeah,” He says, tilting his head and looking down at you with a small smile on his face. “My girl.”
You look down at your hands, fidgeting with the hem of your sweatshirt. “I won’t be able to sleep or relax if I don’t finish this. It— I can’t.”
He takes the side of your face in his hand, thumb sweeping across your cheek and beneath your eyelid. “I know, baby. But you work too much.”
“But I have—“
“You have to, I know. I know you’re hardwired for independence and overworking. So how about this. Take a break, lie down in bed with me, and then finish only what you’ve already started.”
You start chewing on your lip again. “I—“
His fingers deftly move down to your jaw, grabbing it firm, thumb pressing on the edge of your lip and pulling it down, away from the merciless bite of your teeth. His grip leaves no room for argument, but you don’t feel frightened or scared. In fact, your stomach is doing flips at the careful, gentle control in the press of his hands and the fondness in his eyes.
“I know I phrased that very nicely, but this isn’t an argument, sweetheart. You need to rest. Your brain needs time to recharge. What happens if you get sick from all this working, huh?”
You decide now isn’t the time to bring up that you always work through every cold, flu, and fever you’ve ever had.
“Hey,” He leans down, catching your averted gaze. “Look at me.”
He could easily turn your head himself, his fingers still pressed against your jaw, but he doesn’t. He waits for you to muster up the strength to look over at him yourself, eyelashes fluttering.
His gaze is cool and deep when it meets yours. “I am not mad at you. I am not upset with you. I just want you to take care of yourself.”
His voice, gaining that low, rumbly edge when he ushers the words sends tingles up your spine. You sigh, letting the tension ease from your shoulders.
“I’m sorry.”
“You don’t have to be.”
“I’ll try harder.”
“You’re doing just fine, okay?” He pulls you up by your hands, hand leaving your face as he tugs you over to your bed. Once you’ve sat down, he reaches back towards your desk, grabbing your water bottle from your desk and putting it on your bedside table. “You just need a little help sometimes. Everybody does.”
He motions for you to scoot over and you oblige, immediately slotting into what’s become one of your usual positions: arms wrapped around his torso, head pillowed on his chest.
“There we go,” He mumbles, hand sliding under your shirt, intermittently squeezing the place his hands always seem to find: the squishy, vulnerable stretch of flesh in between the top of your hip and the bottom of your ribcage. He rolls the skin there in his hands, a pleased hum rumbling from his chest. “Such a good girl for me.”
You shudder, hiding your blush by pressing your face further into his chest. A tingle spreads from your spine to the rest of your body.
He chuckles. “Aw, you like that don’t you? Did the same thing last time. Is that all I have to do? Is that what you need, baby?”
A small whine rip’s itself from your throat before you manage to tamp it down. Embarrassed, you try and hide your face further.
“None of that, now. Come on, let me see that pretty face.”
You shift, rolling to basically lie on top of him, bracing your hands on either side of him to lift your head, a small frown on your face and a not-so-small flush across your face.
He smiles, hands coming up to cup your cheeks. “There she is,” He practically coos, “My pretty baby.”
“You’re baby-talking me.”
“Mhm,” He says, squeezing your cheeks. “You got a problem with it?”
“…No.”
“What was that?”
You drop back down, wrapping your arms around his neck and resting your chin on his chest. “Shhh. I’m supposed to be resting.”
“Convenient that you’re listening to me now.”
“Shush.”
He grumbles, but doesn’t say anything more. He slips his hands under your shirt, palming the expanse of your skin. His fingers are hot where they press and linger, warmth spreading from the points of contact. You go limp in his hold, humming contentedly.
You’re not really sure how much time passes with the both of you like that— bodies pressed close, legs tangled together. It just feels so… nice.
You relax. You actually relax. A small part of you feels annoyed that Leon is your source of comfort and relaxation (muttered whispers in your brain whine about independence, about not relying on anyone else—) the bigger, louder part of you is so overwhelmed with how nice it feels to just… not worry. Even for a little bit. In moments like this your brain goes pleasantly blank: Leon will take care of it. You don’t have to worry, because Leon will take care of it.
The stretches of time you spend in what you’ve mentally dubbed Limbo have started getting longer. At first, you’d last five, maybe ten minutes before your brain would kick into high gear again; worries and concerns flooding your brain so quickly you usually jolt straight up.
But now? It’s easy to slip into it. To let yourself take a mental break. Check out from life for a half hour or so. And when you’re ready to get back to work, you do just that- usually a lot calmer than before Leon came around.
It’s addicting. It’s dangerous.
“How long has it been.”
“Five minutes.”
You blink your eyes open, frowning. “It has not been five minutes,” You reach for your bedside table, snatching your phone off and checking the time. “Liar. It’s been thirty minutes.”
“Is it so wrong to want to lay in bed and hold my princess?”
“It is when the princess has work to do.” You grumble, sitting off and rolling off the bed with a thud.
“It’s so unnerving when you do that. Doesn’t it hurt?”
“No,” You say, hauling yourself to your feet. “It’s fun.”
“I don’t see how sustaining bodily injury is fun.”
“You wouldn’t get it,” You say, waving a hand in dismissal.
Loud shuffling and the thump of Leon climbing to his feet has you looking back. “You’re leaving?”
You can’t quite keep the desperation out of your tone.
He looks at you, surprised. “Usually you don’t like it when I stay while you work.”
“Yes,” You say, cheeks burning. “Um. Yeah. Right yeah. I have work to do. So.”
“Princess,” He says, his voice low and teasing, “You want me to stay?”
“No, no I have to work—“
“Uh-uh,” He says, crossing the room to stand in front of you, arms folded. “No lying. Do you want me to stay?”
You look down at your sock-clad feet. “Please?”
“Aw, well how could I say no to that,” He leans down, pressing a quick kiss to the crown of your head. “Finish your work. I’ll be right here when you’re done.”
“…Can we go get slushies when I’m done?”
“Of course, baby.”
You finish your work in record time.
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lwtmonster91 · 1 month ago
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Leon's no stickler for wedding traditions. But when no something blue has you feeling blue, he might just have a fix.
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f / m fluff and cuteness before you walk down the aisle. leon is a sweetheart. one or two bad puns. you're a lil anxious but that's okay!! ft. your beloved's neck trauma </3
word count: 888 // read on ao3 // drabble masterlist
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a/n: for zo from this ask. i got asked about what a wedding between leon and reader in my agent au might look like and this is SO BAD I'M SORRY. I WROTE THIS AT 1 AM WITH CLASS AT 7 THE NEXT DAY. posted on ao3 first bc i was too sleepy to make the tumblr banner 🤧 *gestures vaguely hoping you still like it*
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“One peek. For half a second.”
“It’s bad luck.”
“Since when have you cared about being lucky? You’ve never needed luck to land a bullet.”
Shoulder pressed to your dressing room’s door, laughter flutters in your chest. “You don’t get it. It’s the principle.”
“What kind of fuckass principle-”
“Leon!”
“-gets to tell me I can’t see my wife?” 
“Soon-to-be,” you smile, picking at the white lace of your bodice. 
“Oh man.” You practically hear your still-fiancé’s fingers fly up to pinch the bridge his nose. “Sweetheart, you should’ve told me you were such a goody-two shoes before I put that ring on your finger.”
“You didn’t get the memo after I’ve been landing you in hot water with Hunnigan for three years now?”
Leon’s palms clap dejectedly against the door. Half-surrender, half-plea.
“For the millionth time, go away,” you giggle. You lean your back against the door. Imagine him doing the same when the wood paneling seems to press back. Breathe for a beat too many before saying, “You’ll see me in a bit, I just…I need the luck for today to be perfect.”
You think you’ve finally won when he goes silent. For a second, anyway.
“So that’s what it is.”
“Hm?”
“Are you nervous?” Leon asks quietly.
“What girl isn’t nervous on their wedding day?” you whisper back.
“Does it have to be? What if our wedding isn’t perfect?”
Talk about a surefire way to spike a bride’s heart rate. You frantically check your reflection in the vanity mirror. Clutch your bouquet tighter lest it fall fantastically apart at his words. 
“See, this is why you’re not supposed to be here,” you hiss at the door, “now I’m panicking!”
One last roll call. You’re sure you’ve planned for everything. Your something old: your mother’s wedding veil. Something new, the diamonds on your neck. Something borrowed: the roses you’ll carry to the altar, gathered from your maid of honor’s garden that you’ll make sure to toss back. Something blue…
“Shit!” you cry out. 
“What? What’s wrong?”
“I forgot my something blue, Leon, I can’t walk without it!”
“You’re sure?”
Of course you’re sure. It’s Wedding 101, the one rule you can’t break. Everything you’ve been through with the man on the other side of the door has led up to this moment. Your jobs never allowed you the privilege of making mountains out of molehills, but today? This is the moment you’d been promised would be perfect – in spite of the endless trials and tribulations the universe seemed intent on imposing on the both of you. 
Sleepless nights. Far-flung disappearances. Knives at your throats. Knives at each other’s throats that one time with the parasites. Thanklessly saving the world from the brink of disaster only to have each other to lean on at the end of the day. Over and over, falling in love with the only person who understands the fatal mistake of taking normalcy for granted. 
Just once, you wished you could have it like everybody else waiting for you to walk down the aisle. 
“Open the door, sweetheart.”
Your voice cracks. The no doesn’t come out like it should. 
A muffled swish of fabric sounds from the other side, and Leon repeats himself, tacking on a soft please this time. “Do you trust me?”
Nobody more than him.
“Just stick out your leg,” he murmurs. “I won’t look.”
An odd request. You crack open the door. Hesitantly step out your right foot. 
“Little more, please.”
If you’re not mistaken, the faintest of sighs sounds the moment you do. Leon presumably drops to his knees at the muffled thud of carpet that ensues, and it’s suddenly your turn to gasp. He’s reaching up your dress, fingers skirting over your leg, along your thigh-
“What are you doing?” you squeak, gripping the doorframe.
“Not that I’m into the garter thing, it’s kinda gross, actually – phew, you’re not wearing your holster – but maybe this will work.”
Smooth, silky fabric encircles your thigh in seconds. 
“Too tight?”
“Mm-mm…”
He chuckles softly and ducks out, taking care to fix your skirts as if nothing ever happened, looking decidedly the other way the whole time. You pull your foot back into the safety of your dressing room and bunch up your dress in confusion to find-
A navy bow tie wrapped around your upper thigh.
“How’s that?” Leon ventures hopefully.
It’s something. It’s blue. You relay this to him, disbelief eventually bubbling into laughter. 
“But now you don’t have a bow tie, stupid!”
“Would you believe me if I told you I’ve been waiting for an excuse to get rid of it? You know how much I-”
“-hate things around your neck.”
“Right?” The exasperation in his voice makes you giggle. “And they wouldn’t listen when I told them, baby. I told you, I’m hopeless without you.” 
Leon’s hand reaches out on a mission to find yours, one that it fulfils, complete with a kiss on your knuckles. A mission with ulterior motives; you pretend not to see the flash of something blue that glances up at you. The blue you can’t wait to wake up to for the rest of your life.  
“Perfect wedding or not, I just wanna marry you. Don’t you?”
You don’t save the I do for the altar.
What’s one more imperfect tradition?
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lwtmonster91 · 1 month ago
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DINNER WAS NOT SERVED
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Pairing: Dick Grayson x Reader
divider by: @cafekitsune & @iydiamartinx word count: 842 synopsis: Dick had one goal: to seduce his girlfriend. He forgot the part where he should check for unwanted guests first and narrates his plans in very, vivid detail. warning: talk of sexual themes
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Dick Grayson practically bounced through the door. After a brutal day at work and a rare night off from his more nocturnal duties, he was beyond ready to spend the night with you—to the fullest.
He wasn’t even trying to be subtle about it—keys flung onto the counter, boots kicked halfway off, jacket tossed somewhere near the coat rack. His hair was tousled from the wind, and that boyish grin was plastered across his face like he’d just won the damn lottery.
“Babe?” he called out, already unbuttoning his shirt to reveal that smooth, unfairly sculpted chest. “I’ve been thinking about you all day. You have no idea what you’re in for tonight.”
You glanced up from the couch, eyes widening in horror.
Too late.
“Been thinking about that mouth of yours,” Dick continued, blissfully unaware of the audience. “You saying my name, choking on it… You better not have eaten yet,” he smirked, prowling closer. “Because tonight, I’m the only thing on the menu. And if you’re really good, I’ll make you my dessert before tying you up like you asked—”
You opened your mouth—something, anything—but the words got stuck somewhere between your brain and your mortified soul.
Dick wasn’t done.
“—And if I do it right, baby,” he added, voice dropping into something criminal, “you won’t be walking straight tomorrow.”
“Please,” Tim begged, his voice hollow—like something inside him had just broken. “Stop.”
Dick screeched.
His head snapped up like a man slapped by God himself.
Jason was sprawled across the other couch, mid-bite of pizza, now frozen with a look of stunned horror.
Tim was slouched in the armchair, pale as death and clutching a throw pillow to his chest like it might protect him from the trauma.
Damian sat cross-legged on the floor, one eyebrow twitching in confused revulsion. “What… what do you mean by that?”
Dick flailed like a man caught with his pants around his ankles—and spiritually, he was. “I—You—WHY ARE YOU ALL HERE?!”
Jason stood up slowly, face blank. “No. Absolutely not. I’m done. I’m leaving. My ears are bleeding. I need holy water. Maybe therapy. And a priest.”
Tim slowly turned to you, deadpan. “You asked for that?”
“I didn’t know he was going to narrate it like a damn porn script!” you hissed, trying to wedge yourself deeper into the couch cushions as if you could disappear entirely.
Dick groaned, dragging a hand down his face as he stumbled backwards. “Oh my god.”
Jason made a sound like he was dying. “He means sex, Damian! Dear God, why do I have to be the one to explain this?!”
Damian blinked. “…Then why are they the meal?”
Tim looked like his brain had short-circuited. Again.
Jason threw his hands up. “Nope. Not walking him through this. I’ve done my time.”
Dick, flushed all the way to the tips of his ears, turned to you helplessly. “I swear I thought we were alone.”
You glared at him, mortified. “You described yourself as the entrée,” you snapped. “And me as dessert!”
Damian, still thoroughly lost, narrowed his eyes. “But neither of you are edible. That would be cannibalism.”
Jason grabbed his keys. “I’m going to pretend this never happened and go directly to the manor. If anyone ever speaks of this again—I swear—I’ll shoot them.”
Tim trailed after him, defeated. “I’m going to need a drink. And bleach. And maybe a lobotomy.”
The door slammed behind them, leaving only an awkward silence—and Damian, staring between the two of you with narrowed eyes.
Damian, still staring between you and Dick like you were an unsolvable puzzle, slowly tilted his head. “Is it… normal to talk about being consumed before intercourse?”
You made a strangled noise and grabbed the nearest throw pillow, mashing it to your face.
Dick groaned, dragging a hand down his face as if he could physically wipe away the humiliation. His voice was low and exhausted. “Damian. Leave. Before Jason drives off without you and pretends it was on purpose.”
Damian huffed through his nose, clearly unimpressed. “Tt. As if I would lower myself to ride with him.”
Still, he stood up and brushed the invisible lint from his trousers. He shot you both one last perplexed glance, muttered something in sharp Arabic—definitely a curse this time—and swept toward the door without another word.
The click of the door closing behind him echoed through the now silent apartment.
Dick finally turned to you, face still beet red, hair a mess, shirt half-open and forgotten. 
“So…” he began, voice sheepish. “Not the night I had planned.”
You hurled a couch pillow at his head.
He caught it easily, the bastard, flashing that boyish grin that somehow still managed to be charming after all this.
“Still love me?”
You pointed at the door. “Ask me after they recover.”
He winked, his voice dipping back into that sultry purr. “Bet I can make you forget about it.”
You paused.
“…Shut up and lock the door.”
That grin of his widened as he rushed to do as you said.
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its late. you're in bed, sleep threatening to take over your mind and body, when the front door shuts.
you think for a moment. either you're getting robbed, or its who you think it is. you throw the duvet from your body and rise from the mattress, your feet patting on the hardwood and down to the front of the home.
"holy shit," you huffed as you got off of the last step, seeing leon standing tiredly by the door. he had been gone for a couple days now, if not more. no contact to you or anyone else he knew.
"hey, baby." his voice was rough. he looked awful. he had bruises and bandaged wounds covering every square inch of his body-dark eyebags. but he still had that shine in his eyes. the one you could never see yourself getting tired of.
"leon." you whispered, walking up and wrapping your arms tight around his broad shoulders, a quiet wince escaping from his lips. his hands landed on your back, warm and safe, an instant relief leaving your body once it processed in your head that he was home. home, and safe.
"im so tired," he mumbled, his breath tickling your scalp. he felt heavy. like any second he could collapse onto the floor, let his exhaustion overcome his body like the heat on a hot summer day.
you were his support beam. holding him up so he wouldn't crumble apart like a ruin. you pulled away to look at him. his face was drained yet puffy, a shadow on his jaw and strands in his eyes. there were cuts on his face-you hated seeing those cuts. anxiety would overcome your throat when he came home like this. broken and battered and torn. like a lost puppy.
your greeting would end with a final kiss, and he would leave your embrace to take a shower. you'd sit on the edge of your shared bed that was honestly used more by you than you both, and let your thoughts wonder. he wouldn't usually tell you the details of a mission until he coped with it himself. and with how he was acting, it'd probably be awhile.
yet your love would still remain, making sure to never leave the dark place in his heart open. you'd share smiles and kisses until both of your final days, and maybe then, just then, would that light return to his eyes.
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can you pls make a fanfic of kid flash or superboy from the young justice.
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SPAGHETTI | wally west x reader
DC MASTERLIST | WARNINGS:
Do not repost, translate, or rewrite my work, whether AI-generated or otherwise, without my permission.
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The moment Wally zipped into your apartment through the window, you didn’t even flinch. You didn’t look up from your book. You didn’t move from the couch. You didn’t have to.
Because this had become routine.
“Back again, West?” you asked dryly, flipping the page.
“Hey, I was in the neighborhood.” His voice came from behind the fridge door. “Also, I was starving, and your leftover spaghetti was calling my name.”
“You mean the spaghetti I specifically labeled ‘do not eat under threat of death’?”
He popped his head out with a mouthful of noodles and a guilty smile. “You’re not really gonna kill me, right?”
You sighed. “No. But I might put hot sauce in it next time. The evil kind.”
Wally plopped down beside you, legs spread dramatically across half the couch. You instinctively shoved his thigh with your foot until he moved.
“Okay, okay,” he grinned. “You’re territorial. I respect that.”
You rolled your eyes. “No, you’re just clingy.”
Wally leaned his head back against the couch and gave you a crooked smile. “Only with you.”
…And there it was again.
That thing he did—saying something flirty, then looking at you like he meant it. Like it wasn’t just a joke. And it always sent your heart stuttering, even when you tried to play it off.
You stared at your book like it was the most fascinating thing in the world.
“Y’know,” he said suddenly, voice softer, “you never asked why I come here so much.”
You blinked. “…I figured you were just using me for free food and emotionally distant company.”
Wally chuckled, but when you glanced at him, his smile had turned a little crooked—gentle. Thoughtful.
“Nah,” he said, scooting a bit closer. “I come here ‘cause you’re the only person who doesn’t treat me like I’m always running. Like I’m always leaving.”
You felt his fingers brush yours, just slightly.
“I like that you make me slow down.”
For once, you didn’t have a sarcastic response.
You turned to look at him, his red hair sticking up in every direction, his freckles scattered like stars, and his expression… almost nervous.
“Wally…” you said quietly.
He swallowed. “Yeah?”
“…You owe me new spaghetti.”
He laughed, bright and unbothered, but when you leaned in to kiss his cheek—just barely—he went dead silent. Not even a heartbeat.
You stood, walked into the kitchen, and called over your shoulder with a grin, “But I guess I’ll forgive you. If you kiss me properly next time.”
And in a blur of lightning, he was suddenly right behind you.
“…Now?” he asked, voice low. You turned—and this time, you kissed him first.
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# DIFFERENT BATBOYS LOVE LANGUAGES ── .✦ ( batboys but love languages towards s/o )
a/n: so I was of course brewing this up because uh why not, anyways this comes from my brain and not my friends or a anon this time (tsk tsk) but I’m working on a new masterlist which should be finished by maybe? Friday or Saturday because I’m kinda lazy ( it’s finals okay? ) tags : ( batboys x love language )
𝜗𝜚 © dollishmehrayan — ( all rights reserved to me. These works cannot be reposted, translated, or modified. Thank you for understanding dollies! )
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 DICK GRAYSON ── .✦ Words of Affirmation + Physical Touch ( because he lowkey gives me those vibes )
Dick is your personal hype man™. You walk into a room? Boom. “Wow, how does someone like you even exist?!”
He’ll call you “babe,” “love,” “sunshine,” “angel,” and at least five other nicknames before breakfast.
He will send you encouraging texts randomly: “You’re doing amazing, sweetie” ( yes I had to do the Kris Jenner meme I’m sorry 😭😭) even when you’re just sitting in the living room next to him.
The man is a cuddler. Like, you sit down and suddenly he’s on top of you like a weighted blanket of love.
PDA? He invented it. Expect forehead kisses, back hugs, and casual handholding like it’s his job.
 JASON TODD ── .✦ Acts of Service + Quality Time
He shows love by doing stuff for you. You mentioned you were out of coffee once? He restocked your entire pantry with your favorite roast.
He acts like he’s grumpy about it though: “Tch. It was on sale. Don’t get used to it.”
If you’re stressed, he’ll silently hand you a mug of tea, rub your shoulders, and let you vent while pretending not to be emotionally invested (he is).
He’s a big fan of quiet companionship. Reading together? Napping in the same room? Sitting in silence while watching reruns? That’s pure love to him.
He won’t say “I love you” every day, but he’ll make you dinner, fix your leaky sink, and threaten your ex all in the same evening.
TIM DRAKE ── .✦ Quality Time + Words of Affirmation
Tim is busy™, but if he gives you his time, that’s his love language in action. You get his full, undivided attention... for like 10 minutes before he needs suddenly do some case.
He’ll always stay up late with you even if he's dead tired just to be in the same space.
His texts are oddly nerdy poetic: “Thinking about the way your smile short-circuits my neurons. Goodnight.”
Late-night cuddles with conspiracy theories are his go-to. (He enjoys any conspiracy theories whether it be SpongeBob or actual cases or gravity, he likes them because it gives him something to solve)
He may not always say “I love you” directly, but he’ll mumble things like, “You’re the only constant in my chaos” and honestly? That’s peak romance for him.
DAMIAN WAYNE ── .✦ Gift Giving + Acts of Service
His love language is doing things for you but with a “no big deal” attitude and dramatic flair.
If you say you like something, it becomes a part of your life forever. “You liked that necklace? Here are ten. Wear the gold one today.”
He may not say sweet things often, but he’ll quietly cut your food if you're distracted (or just have some sort of fear of knives like me) . Or fight someone who looked at you wrong.
If you’re tired, he’ll drag you to bed while still denying it: “You require rest. That is all. Now lie down.”
He shows love by protecting you even from yourself. You stub your toe? He’s ready to interrogate the table. “Who hurt you, the table was definitely microchipped to hurt you.”
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Trust fall
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RE4R!Leon Kennedy x AFAB!Fem!Reader
Warnings: SMUT, MDNI, Friends- Lovers, Best friend!Leon, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Yearning, Awkward moments, Longing, Soft Sex, Comfort, Nightmares, mating press, unprotected sex, tit sucking, hand jobs, fluff
Summary: Falling in love was inevitable when you avoid it for too long...
Words: 11.1k (I said it was long)
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Poured my blood,sweat n tears into this LMAO....after a shit week at work here it is thank you @kuntprodukt for listening to my ramblings as finished it off. Dedicated to @shymoob ... also ignore the technology inaccuracy for the time period...
Taglist: @senawashere @danigirls-missions @lxzy-bxby @074calicocat @gut1ess
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Day 1
Maybe he was going to be nervous as well? Surely, your anxiety was valid after not seeing him for months. The date on the calendar was circled in red pen. You had only been told it only a few days before now; his text was rather unexpected after a long period of silence. The date was to mark the start of Leon’s vacation, though it was granted as a “recovery” period from whatever mission he had just returned from. He was advised by the higher ups to stay with someone that was trusted. The mental welfare of their pawn suddenly became a concern after reading the reports he presented them with. 
However, you were no longer privy to these details, as his reputation grew the less you knew. Whenever it was because he wasn’t allowed to say or he chose to withhold the information from you himself – you didn't know. You could see the more secrets he gained, in the form of the new eyebags he had gained from the sleepless nights. Those once bright blue eyes you had grown to love in your teens now had a mixture of grey, like the storm clouds of his haunted past. 
Instead he asked you for a distraction, a few days of normality. That you could grant him, providing him with a detailed plan of fun filled days. At least you hoped he would feel the same about it. 
The sound of his car outside alerted you of his presence, the gravel of your drive crunching underneath the wheels of his jeep. It was cute how he stuck to one brand of car, coming up with some excuse of its practical use when deep down it was to replace the one he lost. The same one he saved up all summer to get so he could drive back and forth from Raccoon City to you. The brand now holds a sentimental value to him, you suppose, something that reminded him of what could have been. 
You gave one last glance around the room, trying to spy any spec of dust or crumbs that he might see as he entered. It’s not like he hasn’t seen your space a mess before, after all your teenage bedroom was a regular hang out spot instead of his dorm at the orphanage and that was never particularly the cleanest.
His features were sharper than last time you noticed as you opened the door, his eyes widening as the smile reached them despite their narrow, hollow look. Your open arms were a beacon to him, his safe place awaiting for him with a large smile and a warm heart. His arms were strong as they encircled you, biceps squeezing your form slightly as he pulled you closer. From the outside you were sure the hug looked like it was more intimate than it was but with the history you both had, it was just right and the perfect medicine he needed. 
“I’m glad you’re back” You whispered to him, pulling away slightly to gaze up at his features. The blond hair is still unkempt and draping over your favorite shade of blue, his eyes gazing down at you. You didn’t miss the shine that they lacked however, now they possessed a matt finish instead portraying someone different from that hopeful 21 year old. He was never going to be like that, that wasn’t him anymore. Maybe that's why loving the new version was just as important to you, to cradle him the same way you did when he failed an exam or when his girlfriend dumped him. He still needed you to be the same. To be something in his life that was a wall he could lean on or a bed he could rest with. A home.
“Me too” Was all he responded, the smile slowly fading into the tight lipped one he sported more often. His hands never left your arms, instead tightening their grip around your bicep. Not enough to hurt or for you to flinch back on – almost like he was testing you were real. 
Leon instantly felt the warmth of your space, a comforting hug he had surely missed since being away. The pictures of your childhood shared with him scattered around the apartment in golden frames like he was some angel and important figure in your life to deserve such luxury. “The spare room is all set up for you. You do remember where it was right?” You asked him, now leaning against the kitchen counter as you observed his unsteady steps into your home. His heavy duffel bag was clearly heavy with his baggage as it caused him to lean more on one side, its contents weighing him down in a shade of army green. “Yeah, If I get lost I’ll just scream for you” He teased. “If you do then make sure it’s like the one you did in the haunted maze that one time. I need a good laugh” 
“You and me both” 
His form retreated down the hall and you got set on making drinks, the coffee machine whirring loudly in a fight to brew the pot. A noise you had grown used to, having to choose between luxuries to upgrade in this economy. You watched the coffee slowly drip out as your mind wandered elsewhere, now finding yourself contemplating if your plans for the week were too much for him. You hadn’t really considered what Leon would have wanted this week to be, whenever it was for him to relax and lounge around or create memories he could think about whilst he was away. 
You chose the second option, the fridge decorated in a pretty list with the itinerary of the next few days which was pinned by the gimmick travel magnets Leon gifted you of all the places he’s travelled to. You hoped that by creating a list of activities to do with him you would gain opportunities to refresh the pictures on your walls. To swap out a few of the younger ones of you both with an older more recent version. After all, you didn’t have anyone else to fill them with; Leon still managed to be one of the only people that were a constant in your life despite the past 6 years being the busiest for him. Whenever he knew or not, he had set a pretty high standard for the quality of friendship you were looking for. 
Of course the plans could be subjected to change if he really didn’t want to do them. The last thing you wanted to do was add more stress in his life. Which is where the silent deal you had made came in, the one that you created after making sure that giddy teenager that was still inside you knew why it was important this week to handle your feelings. Spending the last few years in silence on your feelings even though the news of his break up 6 years ago was exciting for you. The event then caused you to create plans to ask him out once he settled in his new job. 
Maybe in another life it would have worked out that way and you could have both ended up being childhood sweethearts, the cutest couple in the precinct he would work at. Small children running around in a home filled with nothing but love. You would be adorned with a golden ring upon your finger showing off the stable relationship you both created. 
Relationships don't work in his world anymore, there were too many risk factors not only with the security he needed up hold but the target that now forever remained on his back with crazed scientists. You knew this after he ranted to you during a drunken confession a few years after Raccoon City; where he was spilling the beans about the kiss with Ada and the complicated emotions he felt after losing her. His job no longer allowed him to have attachments like that, he knew the risks and saw the outcomes of where work mixed with family. He needed to keep you safe, he wouldn't know what would happen to him if he lost you. The thought scares him more than any bio weapon he had faced recently and with his last mission there were a few nightmarish ones. 
“That thing sure sounds like it needs a replacement” Leon joked from the doorway. He had shredded his previous clothes, now dressed in sweatpants and a hoodie instead of the jeans and leather jacket. His frame had now visibly relaxed more since he dropped off the duffle bag, it was now hidden away in the spare room he would be staying in. “Maybe Santa will get me one for Christmas,” You replied, smiling at him. His laugh was loud, nodding his head in agreement, “Guess I know what costume to buy next along with a coffee machine. Oh and this is for you” 
He threw a small striped bag at you, small tears in the paper where it had clearly been through travel. Stuffed somewhere amongst his luggage. You knew it was a magnet by its familiar weight, pulling the item out to be met with the reds and yellows of the spanish flag. “Another one for your collection” He said whilst he moved from the doorway to the kitchen, leaning up against the counter in a casual manner. “You were in Spain?” 
“Only a few days, this was a particularly rough mission…” He sighed, his eyes refusing to look at the thing like even looking at the spelling of the place was a trigger. Ah so this trip was purely business and not pleasure. Instead of proudly displaying it on the front of the fridge, you placed it on the side out of sight. Unless you wanted to get up in the dying coffee machines business. You watched as his features soften when you turned around, the small action solidifying his reasoning for being here. You didn’t pry or question him on what happened, instead you offered silent support. Showing it in smaller actions, like moving a fridge magnet out of his sight. 
“You can sit in the living room and choose something to watch, you don’t have to wait with me” You said before hopping up on the counter, sitting with your legs swinging in the air. Consistent soft thuds echoing in the space as your feet softly thudded against the cabinet doors. “I’m good, besides I’m sure watching this coffee machine struggle to make a full pot is more entertaining than the shit that's on TV nowadays” He joked, his biceps contracting as he lifted his frame on the counter. The two of you were close enough that if you swung your legs out you were sure to clash with him. 
“You have a funny idea of entertaining” You laughed, poking him with your foot in a poor attempt to irritate him. You could feel his toned muscles in his thighs, despite them squishing slightly as you put pressure on them whilst they were relaxed. He let out a soft grunt as you accidentally pressed against a particularly tender spot, his hand soon rubbing the spot to ease the ache. It was your only sign that there were still a few stubborn bruises lingering on his body. 
Now you knew the location he had come from, the news covering the return of the president's daughter whilst praising the lone agent that helped her return home from spain; it didn’t take a genius to figure out where he had just returned from. Plus if you were right on your assumption it made sense that he was still healing not only mentally but physically. Yet since he had arrived you haven't spotted any signs that he was affected by it.
You could tell he had been through hell though from the amount of scrapes that littered his face. Though they were now faded to a light pink but it didn’t help your nerves. It never did. “What’s this then?” He asked, a thud sounding through the kitchen as he hopped off the counter walking towards the fridge. Your cheeks flushed with heat as he removed the numerous magnets that pinned the sticker covered week plan. You watched as he read it over, the piece of paper looking silly in his hands. “I made a plan for the week, things we can do but we don’t have to if you want to just watch movies or play games…” You stumbled, your words spewing out fast creating a blabbled mess. 
He turned to you with the paper crinkling in his hands before displaying a large, genuine smile at you. “Thank you, this is thoughtful and I can’t wait. Though I’m not carrying you ass up the hiking trail you have planned in 2 days”
“I can handle it, I picked a beginners route. Just don’t leave me behind now you are all macho man” 
“I wouldn’t dream of it. Don’t worry” 
Once the coffee had finally brewed the two of you moved to the living room, sipping on the beverage over gossip that you had collected since he was away. Stalking facebook together looking at all the people you had once known and how their lives panned out, joking about them in subtle jealousy at their presumed success in their lives. 
You both did it for hours in fits of giggles until it led you up to now. Where pizza now sat in your laps, warming up the large blanket you both shared. The grease catching on your shirts as you both attempted to get the slices in your mouths before the toppings fell off. Being with Leon left no room for judgment; not when you had been in every stage of each other's life since high school. Witnessing every crash out, job promotions and of course the nightmares you knew still plagued him. An unspoken rule in your home that he would forget about everything in his life. The rule was created by himself to avoid talking about it. 
One of the good things about the night is that Leon’s phone remained in the bedroom, left abandoned on the bedside table for once. It's not like he had anyone to contact anyway, his most frequent texter was besides him laughing at the stupid movies with tomato sauce in the corner of her lips. As the night went on he found himself watching the way your eyes seemed to sparkle in the TV light as well as at the feeling of your toes tucking themselves under his thighs with the pizza boxes now discarded on the coffee table in front of you. Leon craved for you to be closer. To have your weight on his lap like those weight blankets everyone suggested he got. To smell the perfume that lingered in your hair as you over sprayed yourself with the scent in the day. 
He craved a normal life with you, a relationship filled with trust, love and honesty. Something he couldn’t give you; instead he settled for the knowledge that you were in the room next to his, smiling at him softly as you both retreated to bed. The promise of good dreams leaving each other's lips in a warm goodnight.
Day 2
It wasn’t a surprise to you that you would find him awake before you, his body clock had never fully fixed itself since the training days he had to endure. Whilst they crafted the most glorious figure you had the pleasure of seeing, it must be annoying to suffer with the linger effects of the early rising. At least it would be for you. However, he didn’t seem to mind not when you heard the poor overworked coffee machine doing its thing as you padded down the corridor. The noise accompanied by the smell of bacon and eggs. 
“What if breakfast in bed was one of the treats I wanted to do for you?” You spoke, watching as his frame jolted slightly at the unexpected intrusion. You felt bad watching as he tensed, the spatula he was using to flip the bacon swaying slightly with his movements. “I didn’t mean to scare you sorry” 
Leon smiled softly acknowledging your apology as he turned around, watching your form slither into one of the stools that lined the breakfast bar. “It’s fine, I’m not normally this jumpy” He muttered, sleep still lingering in his speech, signifying to you that he wasn’t long up before you. His voice is an octave lower than normal, with a tinge of raspiness to it, the sound caused butterflies to erupt in your stomach as you tried to will the daydreams of waking up next to him away. “Bad sleep?” You asked, resting your head on your palms as you watched him. He shrugged, pouring the coffee into a mug for you, serving it with yet another tight lipped smile. “Don’t think I’ve had a good one in a few years” He muttered. 
It hurt that you knew he wasn’t lying, that he was truly plagued by all the wrong doings in his life. Things that you couldn’t even picture coming to life and hunting him down just because he wanted to do right by the world when he was a rookie. You nodded, your words silenced by a sip of the coffee. Sympathy was all you could offer him, there wasn’t much else that you could do for him that didn’t involve breaking the clear wall he had built around himself which you respected. He wanted you to be close but at arms length, your role in comfort more of a distraction for him instead of a therapist. It worked before, after raccoon city he ranted to you about everything that happened but as he grew older he knew that was a mistake now. One he wouldn’t do again, he needed you safe, he couldn’t– wouldn’t lose you.
Watching his body language carefully was a skill that had become critical in recent years. His mood showed through the way he presented himself instead of words now.
“So the aquarium today?” He asked, sliding a plate in front of you eggs and bacon displayed in a smiley face. You chuckled at the silliness of it despite everything he still manages to make you smile so in return your smile beamed at him as you looked up. “Objecting on the first day? You wound me” You joked a gasp following your words for dramatic effect. Your knife slicing through the perfectly cooked breakfast with ease; if there was one thing that leon could make, it was a really good breakfast. “No no! It's just an interesting one, I don’t think I’ve been to one in years” He defended, his body moving around the space of your home comfortably as he cleaned up after himself. “Hey, I thought one cooks and the other clean–” You objected to his activity, quickly eating the meal without choking to help him out. Only to be laughed at, his finger pointing to the clock on the wall “That rule applies to someone that didn’t sleep in and will take a while to get ready” 
“I do not!” You called back at him walking out of the room to get ready for the day. 
It didn’t take long to get ready even with Leons complaints. Leon insisted that he drove despite your protests and proclaims of his terrible driving. His jeep was comfortable at least, having his hands behind the wheel felt like he was in control for once. Your safety was his current priority whilst you sang your heart out next to him. The tickets were slightly overpriced in his opinion but then it had been a while since he had done an outing like this. “Could have bought my own seahorse with money” he mumbled under his breath as he swiped the card to pay, of course he had to treat you to this. “Maybe we can steal you one instead” You laughed. 
Leon struggled to think of a time he had been able to spend with anyone that wasn’t in a life or death situation; either on the field or by a mountain of paperwork in his opinion. He wasn’t arguing though, his pet seahorse could wait if you were going to look at him like that. He followed you like a lost puppy, your face practically glowing with excitement the closer you got. 
“Where do you want to start?” You asked him, looking at the information center attempting to memorize all the zones you could explore trying to figure out the route of the day. “Aren’t the rooms filled with the same thing?” He asked you, laughing slightly at your frown as you turned to face him. “Well yeah, but maybe there’s a certain way to view them all better?” You muttered, referring to the many other forms of information, piles of brochures in your hands as you flicked through them. Your head starts to cloud in the thoughts to ensure the day is perfect for him to look back on. 
The effort you were giving with just the route was enough to slowly melt his heart. His hand reached out for yours to tug you away from the crowd of families that were walking one way. “Let’s go away from the crowd then we can enjoy the silence together” He prompted, smiling at you softly as he tugged on your arm once again. You looked at the numerous people and then looked back at him. Your frown slowly turned into a grin again, nodding as you began to lead him. Your hand still sat snugly in his. 
There were only so many fish that Leon could honestly look at before he got bored and they all started to look the same. Maybe it was the fact he was outside trying to fit in with normal life again after so many years of living in a repeated bubble of work and you. He was trying to think of the right things to say, normal conversation topics despite having a plethora of conversation topics with you. He dissociated even though he attempted to read what you were looking at, his face offering you a fake toothy grin as you pointed at your favourite fish in the tank. 
You were so excited, buzzing with this energy that made you feel easy to be around. Yet, he could feel the lingering effect of the nightmare he faced, his eyes scanning for every exit in the room you would enter. Trying to think of the perfect path to get you out safely. 
“Hey, are you good?” You asked him finally after noticing his distracted state. Your hand landing on his bicep with a comforting squeeze and an attempt not to gawk at the firmness of it. Leon looked down at you, seeing how your face was adorned with the pity smile he's been accustomed to for years now. A frequent one that you displayed. “I’m good” He muttered, nodding his head in a bobbing motion as if that helped his case. You could see it, the truth, the hidden sadness he attempted to hide behind words displayed clear as day in the blues of his eyes. Rather than ask him to bring up what’s distracting him in such a public place you offered to change the topic. Your hand once again in his as you began to lead him away towards the next room. “I think you’ll like the next room. It’s always my favorite”
Manta rays swirled around the room in calming laps, small fish weaving in between them. The blue of the water fills the room with a calming tone. You both stood next to each other in silence, watching the fish swirl around in patterns, your hands close to touching. Close enough that if you twitched a finger it would brush against his. You admired his features in the blue light. The one harsher features now softened as the silence calmed the two of you, his eyes bright with wonder and amazement as he watched the soft swirls of the bubbles as the fish danced. For a second he looked like the hopeful kid again, dreaming of the future as he still had hope and wonder for it. “Do you like it?” You asked him. Leon smiled, a softer one than he normally adorned “I can see why it’s your favourite, it’s so pretty in here” 
The silence that surrounded the two of you was comfortable, enough for you to lean against his arm. Leon’s fingers twitched finding yours before they wrapped around your hands in a silent confirmation that you were there. 
It wasn’t until he saw the crowd filtering in through the reflection of the glass that he began to grow nervous again. The exits are no longer visible or easily accessible should things go wrong. You felt as his body jolted, his hand tightening around yours as the excited screams of children filled the room. Their hands pounding and swiping against the glass as they looked at the fish. His eyes screwed shut, his breathing slowly becoming uneven as he tried to focus on anything but the noise. The thudding sounded too familiar to the undead banging throughout the station.
It only seemed to grow louder the longer you stayed. With his eyes screwed shut he didn’t notice your face appearing in front of him, couldn’t acknowledge concern that littered all over it. Leon’s thoughts spiraled, self pity filling him quickly as he grew aware that he was fucking up again; ruining the day for you just because he could handle the noise of a few children. He felt ashamed that he couldn’t handle the crowd of people that began to surround you both. Leon’s hand was tightly holding onto yours, the grip almost crushing as you tried to calm him down. 
You called his name, he heard it in the distance, mellowed out like you were in some dystopian world. Your heart broke as you felt him flinch, his eyes shooting open in a mad panic as you placed your earphones in his ears. The music instantly filters out the other sounds allowing him to focus on slowing his breathing again. You guided his hand to your chest, breathing deeply and then holding an exhale smiling slightly as you watched his chest begin to expand in the same manner. Your smile was comforting to him as he finally looked at you. 
Leon didn’t argue when you walked him out the door, his hand gripping yours tightly like a lifeline. You could feel him squeeze it harder as his palms grew sweaty causing his grip to slip as you walked faster. The sun beamed on his skin as you both finally made it outside, bypassing the numerous knick knacks in the gift shop you had requested to view earlier. You didn’t care not when he wasn’t okay, experiencing a panic attack despite his claims that he doesn’t have them. 
You watched as he took out the headphones, passing them back to you with guilt lacing his eyes. “I’m sorry” He whispered, his eyebrows pinched displaying his emotions for once to you. He hated how his shadow loomed over you, keeping you hidden from the sunlight – preventing you from growing into the perfect person he knew you would be without him. “Don’t be” 
You said it like a fact, like it was easy to say. There wasn’t anger in your features, there wasn’t any negativity crashing against him in an angry wave like he’s faced recently. You held no expectation from him. You didn’t want him to be anything other than himself. Even if that meant he came with the burdens he carried with him. “You were enjoying your time but the kids– they sounded like–” he stuttered whilst his hands clenched at his sides, his hair falling over his eyes as he looked down in shame. “Leon, you don’t have to explain with me. It’s fine. There will be plenty of other times to steal your seahorse” You joked, smiling at the chuckle he gave off. His shoulders no longer shake because of his fears but instead waves of laughter. 
“Come on, you can drive the death trap. I need the rest anyway for our hike tomorrow” You laughed, chucking the keys from your back at him. “It’s not a death trap” He sighed as he opened the door for you, smiling at the sound of laughter. “It is when you are driving” 
Day 3
Leon watched in amusement as your face slowly formed into horror as you looked at the size of the mountain you had planned to scale. The peak was barely visible even as you craned your neck at an awkward angle to see it from under the windshield. It was hard for him to not look over you as you wore the most basic yet cutest outfit to climb in, though to ignore his request at changing your footwear. Offering him a complaint about how he doesn’t trust the strength of your ankles. “Why did I pick this one?” You sighed as you both got out of the car. Despite the ending of yesterday Leon was filled with hope that today would be better. 
His sleep was still plagued with nightmares. The echoed sound of footsteps woke him up in a fright, the duvet half spilling off the side of the bed as he scrambled out of it to scan for danger. He was however met with a sleepy version of you stumbling to the bathroom clumsily and half asleep. He didn’t fall asleep after that, instead laying in bed listening for the soft close of your door and the traffic outside.  
“You picked it not me, I had no say. Not even in the shoe choice apparently” He laughed, pulling gently on your ponytail as he walked past you. Stepping onto the threshold of the nature reserve. “Yeah well these shoes have never failed me before” You sighed looking down at the trainers you decided to wear. This was definitely the better choice of activity for him, you watched him stroll next to you relaxed. It was cute that he made sure to match your pace, clearly having enough stamina to be able to run up the hill whilst you took it easy. There was no urgency to rush this, no one was chasing him up this hill. No one was screaming his name in fear as he turned his back. It was just you and him. 
He made sure you both took regular breaks, his chest heaving slightly as the heat of the sun bore down on the both of you. His hoodie was stripped a while ago now, displaying his biceps whilst the clothing item is now hanging from the side of his bag. “I think we are just over half way” He spoke, glancing at the distance you travelled and how far you had left to go. It was an attempt to comfort you, a poor one at that. “Great. Are you still stuck on the promise of not carrying me up the hill?” You asked laying back against the rock you were perched on. His laugh caused you to smile and look at him from where he was leant against the tree. “Maybe on the way down” 
You slid off your backpack, letting it land next to you on the ground with a thud. “What are you doing?” Leon asked as you stood up, stretching out your legs briefly before turning to him. “It’s a great spot for some few photos” You admitted. Your hands already tugged the backpack off his shoulders and dumped it next to yours. Leon watched as you propped the phone up against a tree, a timer set and beeping as you ran back towards him. “Quick come here and pose” You instructed, wrapping an arm around his waist holding him close with a large smile plastered on your face. 
Leon attempted one of his own, the action not really feeling natural to him at first. Until you started to take more, running back and forth with less complaints than you had previously been doing up the trail. The infamous rabbit ears came out to play, the laughter you both shared was sure to be heard from anywhere. However, at this moment it was just the two of you. 
“Here hop on” Leon said as you set up the camera for one last photo. You turned to him hunched over, bracing himself for the impact of you on his back. You smiled widely at him, eyes full of excitement as you ran and jumped on. He gasped as he stumbled, his own belly laugh spilling out as caught himself. The photo was his favourite, you tell as he instantly begged you to send it to him despite leaving his phone at home still. It had never left its spot on the bedside table. “Come on, the next photoshoot location is at the top” He teased, sliding the backpack on his shoulders one more. He chuckled at your unenthusiastic groan, your feet scraping along the ground as you walked back to your bag. 
You smiled to yourself as Leon helped situated the pack properly on your back. Ensuring it was the right height and tightness to avoid any aches later on. His hands brushed against your sides causing you to shiver, your face flushed as you looked forward to being met with his chest previously unaware of how close you actually were to each other. “Uh– all good?” You croaked out, chuckling nervously as you watched his eyes roam your figure once more to ensure you were all good. He didn't do this back at the start, in fact he had sighed and complained as you spent a while adjusting the pack. Even going as far as to make a comment about you being a nagging mother when you pestered him about his. “Looks good to me yeah” he spoke quietly, smiling softly with a small pink tinge on his cheeks. Leon coughed once, stepping back on his heels before spinning dramatically to continue forward. 
“I’m sorry about yesterday, I should have been more considerate of the crowds” you spoke after a while, the top was closer now, your words breaking the comfortable silence you were both in. Leon didn't respond at first, his gaze landing on the scenery over the edge of the trail, following the vast shades of green as they plagued the valley. He was unsure on how to answer. It was touching that you were of such a pure heart to feel the need to apologize over something that wasn't your fault. He had every chance to change the activity, to offer something else as his first day diving into the real world again. “You don't have to be sorry,” he said, turning to look at you. He watched your feature twist into uncertainty, your mind clearly in a battle with yourself and guilt over the panic attack he experienced. 
“You've been through a lot with no real break, I should have thought about that. You just got back from that mission – warned by the government to take it easy. I ignored it in favor of a few memories” 
“Thinking about the manta rays and the silence yesterday comforted me last night” Leon stated bluntly. He wasn't lying, when laying awake in an attempt to fall back asleep he found himself thinking about the blue that surrounded them, the small moment of calmness he experienced as he watched the swirls of everything– as he watched you. He can still picture the cute smile you wore as you stared in wonder at all of it as you looked at the beauty in everything. The same way you looked at him in the carpark and when you said goodnight later on in the evening. You still had hope and wonder in the world, you weren't plagued by the horrors he has seen, by the corruption he's witnessed destroy an entire city. It was a reminder why he endured everything, why he kept going for you– it was always for you. 
“What do you mean?” You asked him, your shoes scuffing on the dirt beneath them as you paused watching his frame walk away until he noticed you stopped. “The nightmares are worse than before– because of my last mission but I thought of yesterday last night– it helped” 
“Nightmares? You can wake me Leon, I don't mind…I can sit with you or something” 
“I know but even I know you need your beauty sleep” he laughed. You rolled your eyes scoffing slightly at his comment. “Whatever” you whispered, shoving him slightly as you walked past. Not that it did anything but move his arm slightly, the mountain of muscle he had sculpted around his heart was a hard wall to defeat. “I’ll race you to the top” he teases, rushing past you in a light job. His blond hair bouncing with his movement, the smile that graced his features growing wider by the second. “Oh yeah because that's a fair challenge” you sighed as you chased after him. Not a care in the world as you both passed the public who began their descent. Your later start to the hike meant that as you reached the top you would be blessed with the setting sun, the hues of oranges and reds decorating the sky like a painting. 
It was a beautiful sight to behold as you finally breached the last climb. The clouds surround you in small wisps of white, not quite thick enough to prevent you from seeing the woodlands and valley. Leon smiled at you, a large toothy grin that he would have presented you with years ago. He finally felt free, like he was on top of everything by his own choice. Not told to scale a mountain to save a girl, there was no Bio weapon for him to fight at the top. It was just you and him. “No need to look so smug” you groaned when you finally reached the top, your lungs burning as you forced air into them. Leon snickered at your comment, his arms outstretched on top of his head as he caught his breath. You watched as his chest expanded with the movement, practically waving it in your face again causing your cheeks to flush and look away. 
You slumped on a rock next to him, leaning your head against his knee as you stared out over the clouds. His hand landed on your head, playing with the soft strands of your hair slightly. “That can’t be comfy,” Leon teased as he moved your head away slightly to sit down. Once you were both shoulder to shoulder – the awkwardness you once shared about his proximity now faded, he allowed your head to rest against his shoulder. Silence enveloped you once more but the lingering thoughts and unspoken words suffocated the two of you. Unable to navigate the landmines of your feelings that were beginning to pop up. 
You never really spent much time together anymore, his schedule always too busy for you. Your feelings were taken with him whenever he left you, yet everytime without fail he brought them back. It always felt like they grew when he did come home. That seeing his hardened features change every time he stood behind your door reminded you for how long you wanted it – waited for the chance to speak about it. Maybe in another universe he would never have slurred those drunken ideals about his relationship, never spilled the secrets of his brain that left you broken. You hope for a future with him briefly snuffed out. 
“What do you think life has in store for us?” You asked him, looking up at his face from where you were still resting on his shoulder. Leon again couldn’t answer you at first, his own desires in life either forgotten or abandoned over his choices no longer feeling like his own. This week was the first in 6 years that he was actually able to decide who to go to, where to hang out. Even if it was just as simple as this. Staring at the setting sun with his favourite person. “I’m not sure. Something good I hope” He replied, his arm wrapping around your shoulders tugged you closer to him. Shielding you from the cold that crept in the shadows as the sun disappeared over the horizon. 
“Do you think we will always be a part of each other's future?” You mumbled. “Always”
You had half a brain to not ask in what way. To not admit the feelings you have been craving to admit. You didn’t want to ruin the day with the inevitable rejection he would give. Instead you stood up holding your hand out to him to offer what strength you have to pull him up – like you always did. “Did you bring a hoodie?” Leon asked as he took off his pack to put his own on. “No I didn’t think it would be this cold” You admitted, jumping on the spot slightly to warm up your joints. “Here” 
His hoodie laid outstretched to you in his grip with a reassuring smile on his features. “Won’t you get a cold?” You asked him, sliding the fabric over your frame. It was an effort to not inhale the lingering scent of him. “The cold doesn’t bother me as much anymore, not after the last mission. I lost my favorite leather jacket right at the start” He mourned playfully. The two of you walked next to each other once more, your hands occasionally brushing against his. “The brown leather one? With the fur” 
“That’s the one” 
You sighed dramatically, pretending you weep over its loss with a smile. “That was the best one you owned,” You said. Leon nodded, chuckling at your reaction. “Well then I guess I gotta go shopping again. Good job I have my stylist here” He joked, nudging your shoulder. “It's a good job that we have a shopping day tomorrow” 
The car ride back was silent, the two of you too worn out to create any kind of conversation. His rock Cd’s filtered through the car lulling you to sleep briefly. Leon occasionally glanced at your form from where it was pressed against the window, your nose buried in the collar of his hoodie. You looked so soft – so tempting to claim and take for himself. His one good thing in this world. 
Day 4 
He was surprised to find that you were awake before him, the muffled yells of frustration catching his attention. Instead as the daylight cracked through the curtains he found no real rush to go and see what was happening, trusting that you were okay. Assuming that if something was really wrong you would have come and woken him up. Leon chose to take a brief moment to just lay there, listening to you fight with what he presumed was the Coffee machine and the low hum of the music you were playing. For the first time in four days he reached for his phone, ignoring the emails he had gotten from the reports he presented them with. Ignoring the texts from the few– one– coworker that cared about him. 
Leon was going to shop for a coffee machine, have it delivered by the end of the week for you so you wouldn’t have to fight with this one anymore. He knew you would argue if he asked you about it so he was going to do it on his own accord, getting ready to open the browser. He didn’t get that far though, not when your spam of messages caught his attention. It was all the photos you had taken yesterday. Leon smiled at the sight of the joy on your faces, smiling like you were both teenagers again. His favourite by far was the impromptu one with you on his back, your hair whipping around in a blur looking up at him with a smile whilst his beamed back. Neither of you were looking at the camera, you were only looking at each other. The coffee machine shopping was long forgotten about as he set the picture as his home and lockscreen before throwing the covers off to find you. 
“Morning” You chimed to him, a smile plastered on your face already as he walked through the door. The warmth that radiated off you was always amazing to him.  “Morning” He grumbled back, sliding into the breakfast bar like you did with him a few days ago. Unlike you though Leon didn’t wear the cute pink apron or have flour on every surface. “What on earth–” he questioned as he looked at the white footprints that started to blend together as you continued to move around the kitchen. “I tried to make pancake batter but the flour bag was stubborn, so it went everywhere” You snickered looking down at the mess you had made everywhere. “Seems I’m not as good at making breakfast as you are” 
Leon laughed, his eyes crinkling in the corners as his head tilted back slightly. His own actions shocked him, it had been years since he laughed like this. “Well at least we both agree on something” He teased, looking down at the plate you slid across to him. Heart shaped pancakes topped with some chocolate chips and strawberry sauce. It was just so effortless for you. “Cute” 
You weren’t sure what reaction you were expecting from him at the sight of the pancakes, hoping for anything but a negative one but his one word answer still made you giggle. The heat doing an olympic sprint to your face again as you watched him groan at the flavour, devouring them like you had starved him for the past few days. “I feel like the heart made me feel all the extra love” He admitted, looking up at you with his goofy smile. It was refreshing to see him relaxed now; even if it took you 4 days to reach this point. “If you count the mess I made and the screaming at the coffee machine for it to do its job then sure” You laughed, your body relaxing now he seemed to enjoy the food and the company. 
The idle chatter that filled the rest of the morning was perfect, making you both feel like there wasn’t anything wrong. No hidden feelings, no hidden secrets about the world's corruption – no it was just you and him. In the small apartment that felt like home. 
Leon sat on the bed once more, looking down at the small device in his hands going over the emails he had ignored. Replying to Hunnigan’s text chain of concern with a thumbs up emoji to at least let her know he was still alive. He knew there would be questions of where he ended up and how he chose to spend his time off. Your safety was too important for them to know you exist, their curiosity would put you in danger, even more so that the heartbroken and scared 21 year old self told you the events of that night. 
A knock at his door drew his attention away from his phone, he looked up to find you in the cutest dress, one of his older jackets draped over your frame. You were his perfect girl, proudly standing in front of him like a cute angel– a sweet for him to take. Yet, he didn't; instead he smiled and nodded at your pleas for him to hurry up, a light blush coating his cheeks as you checked him over in an attempt to be subtle, forgetting how perspective he was now. 
All Leon needed to do was reach out and grab your hand for you both to look like the perfect couple. Your arm brushed against his often, your proximity only growing closer as you both entered the busy mall. “You good?” You asked him quietly, your eyes shining with concern as you glanced at him. At first he was confused as to why you were even asking him until he looked up and remembered the crowds. The chatter of salesmen trying to get them to come over, the families running around trying to get every toy store was almost too much for him. Then you held his hand, gripped it with a gentle squeeze like it was natural for you to do so. Leon didn’t let go– not when you dragged him gently to follow you, guiding him through the crowds to the stores you wanted. Just like he would guide you through them if it turned bad. 
But it wouldn’t go bad, this was just a normal day and you were just being kind. He let you guide him into a small jewellery store, watching as you looked over the glass cages pointing at a few of the smaller pieces to try on. You presented him with your wrist, a simple silver bracelet decorated in small vines balanced around it. He helped you put it on, his rough fingertips from all the fighting brushing against your soft skin. If he pressed slightly harder he would feel your pulse, part of him wanted to know if it was going as quickly as his. If you were as nervous as he was as he fumbled with the tiny clasp. He was hyper aware of your attention, your soft delicate smile as you looked at him. 
He found his thoughts drifting to wonder what the rest of your skin would feel like under his touch. If your breath would falter when his lips grazed it in soft kisses. He yearned to see you, all of you – laid bare for him to admire and take. To be selfish to the world and keep you as the treasure you are.
Leon’s eyes softened as you admired the silver bangle, watching it as it glinted in the bright lights of the store. Something so simple pleased you, just like every magnet he gave you or the small amount of time you both got to spend together. 
“You guys are such a cute couple” 
The comment made him freeze, his hands nervously clenching at his sides as his eyes displayed his panic. Was he being that obvious? Could you see his feelings? Instead you ignored her comment, offering the salesman a smile and an awkward chuckle. He felt himself dissociate as he watched you buy the bracelet, the item still wrapped around your wrist. He couldn’t help the yearning pull he felt towards you, the way his hand itched to hold yours again, to feel the weight and warmth of it like it belonged there. 
You grinned at him, holding your hand out for him to take once more as you left as if you knew his nerves disappeared when you were close. 
“Do you have a store you want to go to?” You asked him as you both sat down a few hours later. Pools of shopping bags littered the area underneath your feet as you both waited for the burger you just ordered to arrive. Leon’s head was turned, looking out the window at all the people passing by before it turned again to look at all the people in the restaurant. Your soft smile made his heart falter again when he finally looked at you. “No– I’m all good,” He stuttered nervously. Leon could feel your knee against his, confused as to why he was suddenly hyper aware of your touch. 
“Are you sure? I feel like we have only looked at the stuff I wanted to” You spoke again, nudging his knee again as his attention drifted away. Leon smiled softly, nodding with his hair falling over his eyes briefly. “I’m sure, I have everything I need” 
Your eyes scanned over him, peering into the cracks that were slowly revealing themselves whenever he knew it or not. “Okay well once we have eaten we can leave, I know you wanted to watch that movie” You said. Leon hummed in agreement, already eyeing up the food that was now being placed in front of you both, trying to desperately think about anything else that wasn’t you. 
Day 5 
It seems to be a pattern now that he has one day free from nightmares and one that will plague him. Leave him defensive against the visions and blur of all the things that have happened to him. Ada, The station, Ashley, Krasuer, Luis…all plaguing the concerns of his dreams as a shout of his name – a taunting reminder that despite all the effort he put to make sure people are safe he failed. Time and time again. Except with you. 
Tonight, he watched them get you; take you away from him as punishment for spilling his secrets. The ones he swore to never tell. He watched them hurt you and Sherry, the only two people he still had a promise to keep safe, one that surpassed his own duties. He heard your screams, your yells for him to come and help you. The corridor he ran down was familiar, the marble flooring splashing with blood as the thunder crackled around you both. He had been here before you hadn’t. It felt like the corridor kept getting longer, his feet not fast enough to help you. Your name was a war cry from his lips, his throat hoarse and dry the more he screamed it. He pleaded with whatever curel god had bestowed this upon him to stop. Your cries were devastating, pleading and begging for him to get there faster – not saying anything else except his name. 
You had heard his yell, the harshness and fear of it causing you to jolt out of sleep. You didn’t even bother to wait to see if it stopped, not with how raw and painful it was. Instead you sprinted, the door crashing against the wall loudly probably not helping whatever nightmare he was stuck in. You found him sitting up shaking with his head in his hands. Leon flinched at the sound of your footsteps, flinched again as the thunder crashed throughout the room. “Leon?” You spoke firmly once you hit the edge of the bed.
It broke you to see his curled form, the shoulders that heaved with every sob. Your hand landed on his arm, soothing a path to his shoulder as you began to bring him into a hug. It didn’t matter you could feel his shirt damp with sweat or his tears falling onto your own as he crushed you. “Are you okay?” he whimpered, his red rimmed eyes looking you over scanning you for the blood he saw in his dreams. For the bites that littered your skin, the slashes from numerous other horrid creatures he experienced. “I’m okay” 
You smiled softly at him, holding him gently against you as his breathing evened out. He was meant to protect you, meant to keep you safe – even in his dreams he failed. 
“Leon look, I’m fine” You said, cupping his face gently to lift his head. Your smile was cute and touching, a breath of fresh air for him. He nodded, unable to find the words to say as his grip remained tight. In perhaps a poor lapse of judgment you leaned in, closing the gap between the two of you in years. It felt right and natural the way his lips crashed against yours – whilst they remained unmoving at first you felt his grip tighten on you. Holding you impossibly closer to him. Leon didn’t let you pull away once he was out of his trance, his brain working quickly to make up for the lack of reaction in a hungry and messy kiss. 
His actions spoke louder than words as he softened, whimpered at the taste of you as he gained access inside. His trust was being placed in you as you crawled into his lap; your fingers entwining in the soft strands of hair that fell on the nap of his neck. It was hard not to notice the growing bulge that was between the two of you as it began to throb and twitch beneath you. Leon’s hands fell to your hips gripping them tightly as you subconsciously began to rock against him. He damn near purred at the petting, at the long strokes you gave him lovingly like he was a feral cat. 
Perhaps he was this untamable creature that lived through his own desire to live during missions – was now purring in the lap of his long lost owner. The one that has always had his heart. The woman in red that seemed to be a recurring character in his life now forgotten about as his tongue swirled with yours in a desperate fight of dominance. To feel this, to feel you grinding against him like no tomorrow he would happily submit as long as you never stopped. The pleasure causing his dream to fade away, forgotten about as you made your presence known to him. 
He didn't think that all this was a distraction for him to get lulled back to sleep. Maybe you weren’t as hungry for him as he was for you, maybe you were crossing a line that you didn’t know about. His attachment and claim only grew stronger as he kissed down your neck, biting the flesh softly then licking the marks to soothe the pain he caused. “Leon–” You whimpered, your head thrown back allowing him more skin to taste– to explore. 
He laid you down beneath him, his erections pointed prominently at you as he kissed your lips again. The mixed saliva becomes an irresistible gloss coating your lips. Your eyes were wild as they looked up at him holding a different story to the smile your lips presented him with. “What are we doing here?” He whispered, his leg now inbetween yours. He could feel the heat of your cunt against the thin fabric of his sweats. “Whatever you want” You responded, leaving the balls in his court. After all you would have caved years ago all to feel the burn of his love as he thrusts inside you. “I want you–” 
Fuck – your grin was tempting, he could feel all his restraint leave as your hips ground on his thigh. Breathless whimpers turning into deep moans as pleasure coursed through you, as you used him for your own pleasure. The sight was beautiful, in some weird poetic way it made him feel useful in a way that wasn’t for destruction or to fix other people's mistakes. His will for control slipping if you were going to use him like this, beg for a release only he could give you. So he clenched his thigh, the hard muscle adding pressure to the movements, your face however contorting in something that looked like frustration despite the pressure that was slowly building with the coil inside you tightening. 
“What's wrong Angel?” he whispered against the shell of your ear. The warmth of it causes goosebumps to rise along your skin. “Let me help you” 
“Too many clothes– Leon I can’t– I want” 
He silenced you with a kiss, biting the lip softly whilst his hands fiddled with the hemline of your top; only breaking the kiss as he removed the fabric. He was thankful for the nightmare at this point, he didn’t have to fiddle with the clasp of a bra since you don’t sleep with one. Your tits now laid bare for him to play and worship. His tongue circled the bud tightly, flicking it every so often whilst he smiled at the hitch of your breath. The low stimulation was driving you insane, your fingers lacing in the blonde strands tugging him close to you, practically feeding your breast to his eager and awaiting mouth. 
Leon greedily sucked and licked against your tits, playing with the other one in soft gentle squeezes whilst smirking at the way you heaved them further into him. Your hips continued their grind, your cunt begging for attention as you dry humped his leg like a horny dog. His cock now painfully hard as he thought about your waiting warmth, thoughts running over the idea of finally sinking himself in you. You whined as he pulled away, the stimulation fading fast as he retreated on his haunches. “How did I deserve you?” He praised, his eyes racking over your form, his hands once again hesitant to touch your skin as the fear and guilt of his past crept in. Unable to let him go for just a second to allow him to take a good thing, to have something he sorely needed. To have you in the way he needed. A partner. A home. 
As his person. 
“Because you are good and you do good” You spoke softly, holding his hand gently as you looked up at him. “I don’t-” 
“You do” 
In his hesitation you took over, your fingers dancing along the blond happy trail that disappeared underneath the hem of his sweats. His cock already leaking large amounts of pre cum eagerly for you to play with. You watched his cock spring out of his boxers and sweats as you exposed it in one go, the tip already blushing under your gaze. Your fingers traced his balls, following the puffy vein that ran along the underside of him before curving to the mushroomed tip. Even his cock was pretty. 
Leon’s gaze fell on the bracelet you bought yesterday as it bounced along your wrist. The slow pump of his cock growing faster as his fluids loosened your movements. His body swayed with the coursing pleasure, his hands falling to your shoulders to steady himself against your fast pumps. His whines were the perfect tune, breathless and deep against the shell of your ear as he leaned over, struggling against your on-slaught of pleasure. You watched as he began to spill more pre-cum over your hands, the translucent substance looking pretty against your skin. He deserved this, all the pleasure you were willingly giving him. “Fuck- angel I’m too close…stop – please” He begged, pulling your hand away from his throbbing cock. 
Leon pushed you back, making quick work to display your cunt to him in all its glistening glory. It was tempting to taste, to devour like his last meal but perhaps another time. He groaned as he felt your arousal. The slick coating his fingers as he explored your folds, briefly swirling his thumb against your puffy clit that was begging for attention. He worked his way around your body, made sure to learn every sound that left your lips and how to make them again. Leon sunk himself inside you, the stretch of his girth painful for a second before you got distracted by him latching on your tits again. 
His finger tweaked the other nipple as he began to thrust, sucking against your breast greedily once more. The thunder was forgotten about as it continued to crash throughout the night, as was the rest of the nightmare as he lost himself in you. Holding onto the task of giving you pleasure in a desperate attempt to ground himself. You moaned at every drag of his cock, feeling him pull out to the tip before slamming back inside. The raw feeling of your bodies connecting caused you to pull him close. 
Leons hand lifted your leg above his hip, allowing him to grind deeper inside you. His balls tightened as his speed increased, mind filled with nothing but cumming inside you. To let you feel his love as deep as he could get it. You tried to tug his head back to your breast as he moved away but he rejected the offer and he now placed his hands on the back of your thighs as he pressed them down into you. You gasped at his depth, as the brush of his cock head against your cervix. His heavy balls slapped against your ass as he worked harder for your orgasm.
He watched your silent cry, he felt your walls clench around him, the gush of your orgasm as it leaked out. With a fiery desire he finally drove himself to a finish, his cock filling your gushing cunt with him, his love in the most physical form he could. 
Your legs ached as he released them, lowering them to sit around his waist as his cock still sat snuggly inside you. There wasn’t a need for words, for admissions of love and feelings as you both crossed the barriers of friends. Instead Leon kissed you, a simple but firm press. No longer fueled by the hungry desire of the connection with you. You felt him move to lay next to you, his head resting against your shoulder as you held onto him. He needed this, needed the safety of you underneath him as he protected you in sleep. The monsters in his haunted dreams would have to get him before they got you. 
The idea didn’t seem so scary anymore, not when your fingers lightly scraped against his scalp, nails scratching just enough it eased the tension in his brows. Leon’s cock was still nestled inside you softening as you laid together, not wanting to lose the connection you were both currently holding together. It wasn’t long until you felt his soft snores against your chest, his muscles losing their tension as he slipped into a deep sleep. A good one for once. 
He wasn’t there when morning came, his cum now dried against the skin of your thighs. You couldn’t hear the broken coffee machine willing itself to life anymore, you couldn’t smell the breakfast he would have treated you to. No, the house was silent, empty without him. The only sign of him being there was his phone on the table and the wrinkles in the sheets besides you. As you entered the bathroom you saw the lingering sign of him being here, a swipe against the condensation of the mirror, toothpaste dried on the sink. 
Why did everything feel empty all of a sudden? His disappearance reminds you that this was the last full day with him, your rule now broken as you dumped a decision of feelings on him. Guilt ate away at you, the sounds of his panicked screams from his nightmare still haunting you whilst you chose to jump at the opportunity to distract him in a physical form of admitting your feelings. You just didn’t want him to feel like you were using him in his vulnerable state. The shower stream was hot as it pelted your back, you watched the water run down your body washing away everything, washing away him. Maybe he was just running an errand for you, ran out of eggs or something. He will come back, he left things here, he won't leave you. Not yet. 
You felt numb as you waited, your mind filled with the feeling of him, of his mouth exploring your body. Of his silent demands of devotion he was making to you with every thrust he made. You ached for him more than before, it was cruel to wake up empty when he made you feel so full. 
It was hours until he returned, his car pulling back in the drive with the crunch of the gravel. Leon could get used to the feeling of you colliding with him everytime he returned, your body fitting against his perfectly as you hugged him. “Where did you go?” You asked, pulling away to look up at him. The coffee machine was heavy as he moved it out of the way, awkwardly stretching to place it on the table next to you both. “To get some presents and plan the last day…I lost the itinerary” He chuckled. You followed his gaze to the new machine, the box in perfect condition. “You didn’t have to–” 
“Trust me, I did. I was going to cry if I had to hear the other attempt to make coffee again. You deserve it for being so good to me. Even when–” 
“It’s okay, thank you leon” You cut him off, placing a peck on his lips – only for him to pull you closer, deepening the simple peck into something more. “What’s my surprise?” You asked, laying your head against his chest to hear his fluttering heart. Leon never replied, only instructed you to find some shoes and pulled you out to the car. 
The car ride was silent, his hand switching from the gear stick to your thigh, no longer shy with his touches as he thought about last night. Hoping to verbally claim you like he had done physically last night. It was by luck you didn’t glance back into the boot of the car. Blankets and pillows laid on it for when you both arrived at the view point. The orange hues now pale as they started to creep in with dawn approaching quickly. Part of him felt guilty for leaving you alone like that, the bed cold and empty beside you after you had spent a night helping him not feel alone anymore. He laughed at the confusion on your face as he reversed into the space. “Come on” 
You followed him out of the car and to the boot, he opened it to display the set up he had been working on. Perfect for sunset watching. “Who knew you were the romantic kind?” You teased, holding his hand as you turned to him. “Do you like it? I’m sorry I left you today, I wanted it to be a surprise…I wanted to make up for everything” He admitted. You both climbed in the boot, your back resting against his chest as he held onto you tightly. These were the moments you dreamed of with the first jeep. Wishing he would drive you to places like this when he would return from the city. 
“I used to dream of this, us together” You said, glancing up at him. The sun brightened his features, his eyes gaining the shine they once lost with newfound hope for his own future. The fears he once had still lingered yet they weren’t worth losing this. The connection and warmth he gained with you in his arms. For years he found himself yearning for you, for this. Wondering what the picket fence dream would look like if he finally gained it with you. It was his time to gain something, someone. Someone to love and hold, protect from everything he did.
“Me too, I was just too stupid to jump for it” 
“I wouldn’t say stupid, maybe you just needed to fall a little and trust I could catch you” 
“You did” 
Somehow the worry of him leaving tomorrow didn’t matter anymore. Not when he was tied to your soul and heath, with promising touches and lingering kisses he had left behind to keep you longing for more. To keep you excited for more. 
“I think I’ve always loved you like this, Leon” You admitted. Leon smiled against the crown of your head, holding you close to him as he admitted back, “I think I always will love you like this angel” 
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lwtmonster91 · 1 month ago
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missing him.. ₊˚⊹♡
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leon's home from a mission earlier than anticipated, but it's a welcome surprise. it's late at night, almost three in the morning as he gently opens the apartment door and shuts it behind him slowly, not wanting to make too much noise.
he kicks his shoes off in the dark apartment and sluggishly steps toward your guys' shared bedroom. he's groggy, exhausted from hours of physical labor, all he wants is your cuddles.
you're still sound asleep as he sets down his duffle bag and throws off his dirty clothes.
leon has a half-smile on his lips seeing you cuddling his pillow. it smelt like him; it helped you when you were missing your lover.
he throws on a clean shirt, he'd shower in the morning, he needed rest immediately, or he'd collapse right then and there.
as he approaches his side of the bed, he hears something quiet. it's hard to make out anything in the dark, but he sees your phone next to your head.
he grabs it to move it out the way, and when he does, he realizes what the noise was - you were listening to a voice message leon had sent you while away on loop.
you couldn't help that hearing leon's voice soothed you while he was away. it was the only way you could get sleep instead of spending more sleepless nights worrying about him.
he scoffs a bit before turning off your phone and setting it aside, gently prying his pillow from your grasp. your eyes flutter open sleepily.
you're too exhausted to tell if leon's really there or if it's just a hallucination in your drowsy state. leon gently crawls into bed beside you and wraps his body around yours, pulling your head to rest against his chest like he's just a big body pillow.
"hey.. 'm home, sweetheart." leon whispered as he stroked your back. "i love you."
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lwtmonster91 · 1 month ago
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𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑙 ; re 4 remake leon kennedy | one-shot |
summary: you think leon is an angel sent from heaven just for you, he thinks it’s the other way around.
pairing: gf!fem!reader x bf!re4remake!leon kennedy.
trope: established relationship.
genre: fluff + romance + angst (if you squint).
warnings‼️: crude language + suggestive (they make-out).
word count: 810.
random disclaimerrr: devs = gods. inspired by an ai-generated tiktok audio of leon’s voice saying “you seem uncomfortable. do i make you nervous, baby?” TONGUE SHAKING EMOTE 😛😍😝 happy reading! ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ ♡ © 2025 @jks1uv
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you’re a perspicacious woman, sensitive to other people’s energy.
your type in men and standards of living and romance are things you don’t won’t compromise upon.
because of your cautious nature, you’ve dodged some bullets. whether they be in potential friends or potential romantic relationships with men.
others call that picky but for you, it’s just liking what you like.
for the first time in a long time, the devs are on your side.
he approached you with the charm of an awkward yet intriguing stranger. he cracked a dad joke that made the corners of your lips quirk up just a bit and when he said, “tough crowd”, he won you over.
you gave him a chance and he took it.
he’s different you thought.
he’s tall; 5’11, a little over 6 feet with combat boots on and has soft, dirty blonde strands of silk for hair. his eyes remind you a cool glacier, the icy blue a stark contrast to his sandy, warm toned skin.
and his biceps, goddamn.
the sight of his arms and back, clothed or not leaves you breathless.
but it’s his smirk, that makes you weak. it makes you giddy inside like a schoolgirl and it’s just for you.
he’s so sweet, so considerate of you.
you want to go get some food? okay, he can eat. he’ll be there to take you and pay, his excuse being “a gentleman never lets a lady pay on a date.”.
got a flat tire? no worries! he knows a thing or two (many, actually) about cars. free of charge, except maybe a kiss or two.
he’s also such a gentleman.
always there to open any and every door for you, always pulls out a chair or waits for you to sit down before sitting down.
he never raises his voice at you, always a gentle tone and soft-spoken; even in arguments which also happen to be a rare occurrence.
when you’re wrong, he calls you out on it without having to fight. he’ll graciously accept his fault and will silently vow to never do it again, and he fulfills it.
he buys you flowers invariably. Including “just because” flowers!
being showered with affection everyday has a tendency for it to get old, you say that’s for superficial people.
you never get tired of leon’s attention because it’s he never gets tired of you.
your friends are impressed, with you and him.
“where the fuck did you find him?!”
“how is he so well-behaved?”
“it’s about damn time you got a man!”
it was that last comment that made you evaluate your relationship.
how did you find someone so perfect?
leon answers that with ease. “you’re you and i’m me.”
you snort. “what does that mean?”
he looks at you. “i get to be the best version of myself because you’re yourself around me.”
you’re taken aback.
the sofa you’re occupying turns into a soft cloud and you’re floating in the sky.
they’re words, so simple to him. you believe in the concept of being with someone on your level, but you learn so much from him.
in terms of emotional maturity and growth, he’s taught you things school and socializing hasn’t.
he’s a cop, a government official who has a beyond well paying job. he’s been awarded with a medal for fucks sake.
you think a man of such stature would be with a woman of equal ability but he denies that notion.
“you’re it for me.” he murmurs.
his hands find your hips and they squeeze affectionately. he gently lifts you into his lap and you smile as he noses your throat.
leon presses a kiss to your jaw, lips and temple.
“i really, really like you.” you whisper.
the “L word” will take some time to say but leon knows it’s what he feels for you.
“i really, really like you too.” his voice liquid honey and you find yourself wanting to drink it all.
you kiss him like it’ll be the last time.
your heart sounds like thunder in your ears. your hands delicately hold his face and he kisses you back with equal fervor.
his body is between your knees and you’re in his lap.
his hands slide up and down your thighs, feeling the goosebumps that prick your skin.
you pull away for air and he plants soft kisses down your neck, your head tips back in dizziness.
your lips tingle from the pleasant assault and your hands are on his shoulders, your fingernails pressing down on the muscle.
he presses one last kiss to your collarbone and you feel warm, quick breaths hit your neck.
“angel.” he mutters against your lips.
“that’s new.” you manage to slip out between your stuttering breaths.
“it’s true.” he wittily replies.
you’re bashful under his heavy gaze but it’s shining with adoration for you.
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lwtmonster91 · 1 month ago
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Baby Blues
Paring: RE2!Leon S. Kennedy x Fem!reader
summary: God makes an example out of you and now you don't know what to do.
tags: fluff, established relationship, friends with benefits, f/m relationship, drabble, RE2! Leon, reader has commitment issues, comfort
CW!!: mention of unprotected sex, pregnancy, mention of abortion, OOC?
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Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
This cannot be happening.
You look down at the positive pregnancy test in your hands. There's no way.
Your luck seemed to turn in a new direction, good or bad depending on a lot of things…and you couldn’t quite decide which way it fell with this specifically.
You sigh, placing the test back down on the counter.
You wouldn’t call yourself irresponsible, not ever. You were as straight laced as a pair of officer boots down at the precinct.
The one time you let yourself do something risky and this is what pops out.
God really wants to make an example of you huh?
“How am I gonna break this to Leon?”
You can already imagine the poor rookies reaction, he’d probably faint on the spot.
…maybe you should have at least a little faith in him.
This was partly his fault! It takes two to tango.
Even if you were the one who suggested no protection…and told him not to pull out…
He’s the one who obliged your insanity.
You two had been “messing around” for the better half of a year now- It was casual…or so you wanted to keep it. It’s not like you had some sort of deep rooted commitment issues and Leon was too much of a doormat to do anything about it. That’d be ridiculous.
You felt bad for even insinuating that.
Deep down you knew he was keeping up this casual relationship because he wanted what you wanted. Even if he did want more. He was sweet like that- he’s so considerate and…
And this is what you give in return.
You can sulk about this later…you had to tell him.
You owe him that much.
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The phone placed next to your ear rings…
How do you break news like this? Guess what? We’re pregnant?
That’d probably work…if you two were together in any way with substance.
“Hello?”
SHIT.
“Heyy Leon.” You say cooley.
“Hi.” He repeats, more warmth in his tone now.
“I was calling to…” You start, not prepared for this one bit, “Well- first I wanna make sure you're not busy..”
“Uh-”
“Cause if this is a bad time you can just hang up on me- It’d be completely fine.”
No it wouldn't??? What are you even saying???
“Uh- no- not at all.” He laughs, “I’m at home- why?”
You take a breath. Why are you nervous? That's probably a dumb question considering the weight of this all.
“So- ahem…” Why is your throat squeezing, “Leon…”
“Woah…what's wrong?” He can immediately tell your tone is off.
“I’m fine-” You start, “I guess I’m just nervous…”
You are resilient- you didn't think something like this would make you shaky…but here you are.
“You can tell me anything- you know this.” He says softly
“I'm pregnant.”
There’s a pregnant pause (lol)
“Where are you right now?” He asks, his voice shaky.
“I’m at home-”
“Do you want me to stay on the phone or can I hang up while I’m driving?” He cuts her off.
“Leon what-”
“Which one??’ He says, “Or- maybe that's too much right now- It wouldn’t be horrible to drive while on the phone right..?” You can hear the roar of his engine in the background.
Click.
Yeah you’re not risking him getting into an accident. Heightening his chance from 99% to 99.99%
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Not even nine minutes later you hear a knock on your door.
Concerning considering his place is a solid fifteen from yours…
You open it up to see, of course, Leon. He’s shaking.
“Leon-”
You start but are cut off as you're engulfed by a hug.
“I’m gonna be a dad.” He says, his voice full of love. He clears his throat, pulling away to look at you, “Ahem- if that's what you want-”
He seems a bit embarrassed about jumping right into that assumption.
“I haven’t even asked you how you feel..”
You blink, looking up at him with confusion. Why is he so happy? Why hasn’t he ghosted you already? Why doesn’t he hate you for making him put up with your casual relationship.
God why are you tearing up.
“I’m sorry.” you sniff as tears start falling down your cheeks.
“Woah…” he says moving to comfort you, “I guess that's a no on the dad thing?” He jokes.
You laugh at that, wiping your own tears.
“No..well I don’t know.” You say softly, “Look Leon, I’m sorry for dragging you through this- I know you didn’t ask for someone like me to- I don't know..I know you’ve wanted to take this whole thing further and I’ve been scared to- not because I never wanted to…”
You look down at yourself for a moment before looking back up at him, “I guess this is karma for that huh? Trading one commitment for another…massive one.”
Leon looks at you with amused confusion, “What are you on about? Are you apologizing for getting pregnant? Cause that’s a two way street.”
You sigh, “I’m apologizing for well- Holding you at arms length. I…care about you so much. I can tell that you’ve been wanting to take this further…but you never said anything for my sake.”
“You don’t have to apologize,” he says gently, “sure I’ve had my grievances- you don’t know how badly I’ve wanted to call you my girlfriend or brag about you…but you have to realize that I wouldn’t stay unless I felt you were worth it.”
“Leon-”
“You are something to me that I can’t describe…you make me feel happy. I would’ve waited forever if I had to.”
“But you shouldn’t have had to.”
“I know.” He says softly, “But that’s just how I am.”
You sigh moving to hug him tighter.
He holds you just the same. It lasts a moment before pulling away to look at you.
“Now- how about we discuss what matters, hm?” He says, “Figure out what we’re doing with this one right here.” He says before patting your stomach.
You swat his hand gently, causing him to laugh.
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lwtmonster91 · 1 month ago
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𝐃𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌 || 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋
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author's note: i made one for my mouthwashing blog and I was like, fuck yeah i can make one for re too! who's gon stop me??? I'll make one for the ladies maybe
warnings: slight angst, major fluff, slight toxic behaviour.
characters included: 𝗹𝗲𝗼𝗻, 𝗰𝗵𝗿𝗶𝘀, 𝗹𝘂𝗶𝘀, 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗼𝘀, 𝗮𝗹𝗯𝗲𝗿𝘁, 𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻.
,'✿— 𝐊𝐄𝐄𝐏 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 —⁠✿,'
𝐋𝐄𝐎𝐍 𝐒. 𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐃𝐘
before you guys go to bed he has to make sure all the doors and windows in the house are locked, no exclusions, no excuses. he checks them twice just in case. force of habit.
washes your hair whenever you're too tired, doesn't say a word. has very gentle hands.
he never fully relaxes whenever you hug him from behind, jolts his shoulder as if he's bracing for impact.
insists on knowing your location at all times, you call it 'controlling behaviour' he calls it 'just in case' he knows the world much better than you do.
likes just falling on top of you whenever you're lying down on the couch or the bed.
𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐃𝐅𝐈𝐄𝐋𝐃
works out obsessively and painfully on the days you guys have arguments, he thinks the sweat will burn the guilt out.
brings home protein bars and vitamins instead of flowers, calls it 'survival'.
when he kisses you, it's as if it's the last time, he's so intense and rough that you have to often remind him, 'you don't have to right here's.
gets those 'everything free' pastas and insists that it tastes good.
sometimes accidentally yells and then curses himself out.
𝐀𝐋𝐁𝐄𝐑𝐓 𝐖𝐄𝐒𝐊𝐄𝐑
has a secret file on you, blood type, health stats, allergies, etc.
has a habit of staring at you out of the blue, as if you're an artifact.
corrects your facts mid conversation or while you're arguing in that same deadpan voice.
reads aloud scientific facts from his encyclopedias or journals, you think it's as close as it's getting to him reading you stories. and he finds your attempt at understanding him cute.
fixes your posture mid hugs and kisses, you reason that it's his way of affection, 'fixing things'.
does NOT let you go anywhere without some form of tracking, you call it paranoia, he calls it protection. It is paranoia.
𝐋𝐔𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐀 𝐍𝐀𝐕𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐎
you find random notes when he's gone for days, 'i love you' in the sugar jars. 'make sure you have dinner' in your shoe.
he talks to you a lot in spanish when he's drunk, says 'i love you' in spanish a lot.
if you're a smoker, he lights your cigarettes even when he's the one who's trying to quit. he finds it sexy.
checks the locks of the house 3 times before you guys sleep, then makes you check it 3 times. he may not trust the world but he trusts you with all his being.
𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐎𝐒 𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐈𝐑𝐀
he freezes up whenever you cry, doesn't move, because he's seen way too many people die while sobbing.
tries to make you dinner every chance he gets but always ends up almost setting the kitchen on fire.
sings while cleaning, whenever you try to record him he pretends to get mad.
gets anxious when you don't reply to his text in under 5 minutes,
makes you laugh whenever he senses you're about to get upset. it's an old habit.
𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒
he keeps your voice notes saved, listens to them whenever he feels down.
he has nightmares he doesn't speak to you about. if he gets a nightmare when you're both asleep, he just wraps himself around you as if you're a body pillow.
double knots your shoes whenever you're distracted, he doesn't want you to trip.
fixes everything in the house without you even noticing something was broken.
a very, VERY light sleeper. if you so much as cough, he's awake and by your side.
𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐊 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆~!
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A late night grocery run
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Warnings : fluff
Summary : a rainy night , midnight and weird pregnancy cravings .
The soft sound of rain dripped outside the tall glass windows of their new, fancy apartment in D.C.
It was almost midnight, and she was curled up on the big, cozy sofa in the living room, wearing one of Leon’s old hoodies — the one that reminded her of his academy days years ago.
With one hand scrolling through her phone watching oddly satisfying snack videos, and the other rubbing slow circles on her swollen belly, she was almost seven months pregnant now. It felt like she was carrying a giant watermelon, if you asked her. Despite the back pain, nausea, and puffy face, she was oh so grateful to be right here, right now.
She never cared much for children back when she was a teen, living in a crappy apartment with her sweet boyfriend (yes, of course it was Leon), but now, after they’d suffered through years of pain and trauma, a child from the man she’d loved since she was a kid was all she wanted.
She was so into her thoughts and the videos that she didn’t realize Leon had stepped out of the shower. He was now walking toward her, wearing only sweatpants, blessing her with the sight of his muscular arms, chest, and abs — bare and still slightly damp.
He grinned as he sat beside her on the sofa, pressing a soft kiss to her lips.
“I see you stole my hoodie again, leaving me all shirtless on this cold night,” he murmured in a low, hoarse voice — rougher now, raspier, so different from the boy who used to babble cheerfully all day.
“Well, it’s comfy. And it smells like you. Besides, your son demands it,” she said playfully.
At that, he softened. He chuckled and placed his hand gently on her belly.
“Hey there, little guy.”
He rested his head on her shoulder and peeked at her phone.
“What is this? Chocolate-covered pickles? Baby, what is this crap?”
His adorably horrified expression nearly made her burst out laughing. She kissed his chin dimple and said, “First of all, don’t come near me with that damp hair—hey!”
He shook his head like a puppy, scattering little water droplets onto her. She gasped.
“Leon! Fine, then. I was gonna be merciful, but now I won’t be.”
He grinned. “Oh yeah? And what devious plans do you have for me, my love?”
She got a mischievous but sweet look on her face.
“Um… so, about those chocolate-covered pickles. Your son craves them. He says if he doesn’t have them right now, he’ll be mad and kick me all night long. You wouldn’t want me to suffer, would you, baby?”
She batted her lashes at him with false innocence. Leon sighed, because he was — and always had been — a sucker for her.
“God, sweetheart, it’s almost midnight. And it’s raining…”
She gave him the full puppy eyes. He melted.
“Fuck. Fine, fine. I guess I could make a run to the grocery store.”
Fifteen minutes later, they were both dressed in soft hoodies and pajamas, walking hand-in-hand through the chocolate aisle of the grocery store.
She held her belly with one hand and Leon’s bigger hand with the other. He pushed a cart full of chocolate and jars of pickles with his free hand.
“Sweetheart, do you need anything else? Let’s get you some healthy snacks for you and the baby. This stuff is gonna hurt your tummy…” he muttered, eyeing the pickles like they were radioactive.
She laughed. “Actually, baby… I’ve been craving vanilla ice cream with red pepper powder.”
Leon looked so horrified she actually cackled.
“What? Baby, no!”
An hour later, they were curled up on the sofa again, listening to the steady rhythm of raindrops. She happily munched on a thick pickle coated in chocolate and chocolate chips, groaning in bliss.
“Ugh, this is so good. Here, baby, take a bite,” she said, shoving the thing in front of his mouth.
He was about to fiercely decline — but the hopeful, excited look on her face stopped him. He opened his mouth and took a bite. For a second, he almost gagged… but when he saw her eyes light up, he softened, swallowed, and smiled.
“I love it, baby.”
She squealed and said smugly, “See! I told you it’s delicious!”
She kissed him, leaving a little smear of chocolate on his lips. He paused, licking it clean, then chuckled softly and shook his head at his crazy, beautiful wife.
( I don’t know if anyone is reading this lol but this literally my first time writing anything and English is not my first language so .. sorry if it’s cringe or anything 😭)
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HEART BEAT | dick grayson x reader
DC MASTERLIST | WARNINGS: mention of blood
Do not repost, translate, or rewrite my work, whether AI-generated or otherwise, without my permission.
© @mintyys-blog
The room was dim, bathed in the warm glow of the bedside lamp. Rain pattered softly against the windows, a lullaby for Gotham’s restless night. You lay under the heavy comforter, cocooned in warmth, watching as Dick moved quietly around the room. He’d just finished a patrol—suit unzipped halfway, hair damp from the rain, body humming with the remnants of adrenaline.
You knew the routine. He’d shower, change, kiss your forehead, and sneak off to his tiny little couch in the other room. He always insisted on giving you space—said he didn’t want to crowd you, especially when he came home late and restless.
But not tonight.
“Don’t go,” you murmured, voice soft, slightly hoarse from sleep.
Dick paused, shirt in his hand, halfway to the bathroom. He turned to look at you, brow raised, an amused smile tugging at his lips. “Didn’t think you were awake.”
“I was.” You blinked slowly, hand reaching out from under the covers, fingers flexing slightly like you were trying to catch him from across the room. “Stay. Please.”
He tilted his head. “You sure? I’m still kinda gross. Blood, sweat, and Gotham grime. Not exactly bedtime material.”
You shook your head. “I sleep better when I can hear your heartbeat.”
That stopped him cold.
His smile faded into something softer, more tender. You watched the way his shoulders dropped slightly, as if your words had peeled away all the exhaustion and tension from the night. He walked back to the bed without another word, dropping the shirt onto the floor.
He climbed under the blanket, pulling you close without hesitation. His chest was warm, solid against your cheek, heartbeat steady beneath your ear. A slow, rhythmic sound that wrapped around your mind like a lullaby.
Your fingers curled into the fabric of his suit, the faint scent of leather and rain grounding you.
“Like this?” he whispered.
“Exactly like this,” you murmured back.
His arm tightened around you, lips brushing the top of your head. “Then I’m not going anywhere.”
And he didn’t. Not that night. Not ever, if he could help it.
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lwtmonster91 · 2 months ago
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✶⋆.˚ ᴿᵒᵇⁱⁿ ᴰⁱᶜᵏ ᴳʳᵃʸˢᵒⁿ ˣ ᶠᵉᵐ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ
✶⋆.˚ ᵖᵘʳᵉ ᶠˡᵘᶠᶠ, ʳᵒᵇⁱⁿ ᵈⁱᶜᵏ, ᵗⁱᵗᵃⁿ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ, ᵒᵍ ᵗᵉᵉⁿ ᵗⁱᵗᵃⁿˢ ᵐᵉⁿᵗⁱᵒⁿᵉᵈ, ᶜᵘᵈᵈˡⁱⁿᵍ, ᵈⁱᶜᵏ ⁱˢ ˢˡᵉᵉᵖʸ, ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ'ˢ ᶠᵉᵉˡⁱⁿᵍˢ, ᵇᵘᵗ ᵈⁱᶜᵏ ʷᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᵃᵈᵐⁱᵗ ⁱᵗ ᵒᵘᵗ ˡᵒᵘᵈ,ⁿᵒᵗ ᵇᵉᵗᵃ ʳᵉᵃᵈ
✶⋆.˚ ⁵¹⁰ ʷᵒʳᵈˢ
⋆。‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧。⋆⋆。‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧。⋆⋆。‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧。⋆
Movie nights at Titan’s Tower were a compulsory event. You could be halfway dead and still find Wally picking you up, arms under your knees, running you from wherever you are and into the common room where everyone else was setting up. Not that you’d miss this for the world anyway. Over the past year, this team has become your home, not that you’d ever admit it. Despite the arguments, especially over cleaning (you’ve learnt teenage boys are gross), these were your people.
You’re squished between Donna and Dick on the couch, Mean Girls playing on the TV (because according to Wally, Garth needs to become cultured). You’re stealing popcorn out of the bowl in Donna’s lap, a soft weight settled against your shoulder. You glanced down to find Dick’s tousled head nestled against you, his warm, unruly hair brushing gently against your cheek. You freeze, staring down at Dick with wide eyes. He looks so pretty like this, so peaceful. You don’t realise your own eyes getting heavy, your head leaning on top of Dick’s as the sound of the movie lulls you to sleep.
When Dick wakes up, he’s laid tangled on the couch, body bent in an awkward position that’ll definitely cause him backache later. But the most surprising thing is the soft weight burrowed into his side. He reaches up to rub at his eyes and, oh, it’s you. Your body is wrapped around his carefully, moulding to his shape so he doesn’t fall off the couch. It’s dark and empty in the common room. The rest of the Titans must have gone to bed, leaving the two of you curled up on the couch. Dick doesn’t even remember falling asleep, let alone cuddling you. He should move. Go to bed. He should- you make a soft noise, pressing your face into Dick’s neck. And now Dick can’t move.
He doesn’t want to move. He wants to stay here forever. Holding you close. And oh, that’s messy. That’s so messy. Because you’re his teammate. And isn’t that like, not okay? But also, he wants it to be okay. And he’s still tired. And you’re cuddling him so…
Dick closes his eyes, arms coming around you more securely. He has tonight, if this is all he’s going to get, he’ll take it. If Dick could stay here forever… he would.
(“Shh, you’re going to wake them!” Donna hisses, shoving at Wally’s head.
Wally cackles, Donna holds her phone up again to capture the two of you cuddled on the couch.
Garth watches amused as Roy shakes his head at Donna, walking out to the kitchen with an empty snack bowl.
“Dick is so gonna kill you if he finds these photos,” Wally says from the floor.
“I’ll blame you, it’s fine,” Donna retorts, causing Wally to squawk. Roy returns to hit him around the back of the head. “Do you think he’ll ask her out?”
“Ten bucks says he’s chicken!” Wally jumps up.
“Ten on Dick asking,” Garth chimes in.
“Ten on them asking him,” Roy adds.)
⋆。‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧。⋆⋆。‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧。⋆⋆。‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧。⋆
this is based on my oc titans fic, purely self indulgent fluff
i will be writing a sequel with a confession, probably (we do gotta see who wins the bet (i don't know and i'm the author))
also thank you to @robinvomit for this prompt ❤︎₊ ⊹
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ㅤֹㅤ⊹ㅤ #ㅤADDICTIONㅤ.ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱
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☆⁠ PAIRING : Roy Harper x Fem Reader
☆⁠ HEADCANON : How Would He Be When He's Obsessed?
☆⁠ NOTES : English is not my first language. Hope you enjoy!
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It doesn’t start pretty. It starts with you pissing him off.
You were a little too mouthy for his taste, too unimpressed by his sharp aim and cocky grin. He didn’t like the way you looked right through him, past the sarcasm, past the good-ol’-boy act. You saw something in him — the anger, the brokenness, the bleeding parts he covered with jokes. And you didn’t flinch.
That’s what did it.
You didn’t flinch.
Roy is used to flinching. People either pity him or write him off, tired of his rehab records and near-death decisions. But you? You looked him in the eye and told him to shut up when he was being annoying. You called him out when he was hiding behind jokes. You treated him like he mattered — not because he was Arsenal, not because he was a hero — just because he was Roy.
He’s not used to being seen.
At first, he tells himself he just likes being around you. That’s all. Normal stuff. You make him laugh. You keep him grounded. You don’t try to fix him, and that feels better than any rehab or therapy ever has.
But then he starts thinking about you too much.
Your voice gets stuck in his head like a song. He catches himself texting you dumb memes just to make you smile. Starts checking your social media at 3am when he can’t sleep. Starts memorizing the way you talk, the things you like, the stupid brands of candy you eat.
He’s already obsessed, but he doesn’t admit it yet.
Until someone flirts with you.
That’s when the mask cracks.
He’s not calm. He’s not cool. He’s not normal about it. He gets snappy, territorial. Not in front of you — he respects you too much for that — but the guy who flirted with you? Roy breaks three of his ribs during sparring and calls it an accident. No one believes him.
When he finally realizes he’s in deep, it scares him.
He’s been through hell. Lost people. Made mistakes. Done things he can’t take back. He doesn’t deserve something soft and kind like you. But that doesn’t stop the obsession from growing.
He starts doing things behind your back. Quiet things. Dangerous things.
He finds out where you live — not in a creepy way, he tells himself — just in case you ever need him. He follows you home a few times, watches from rooftops just to make sure you’re safe. No one sees him. He’s too good for that.
He tracks the people in your life. Your coworkers. Your friends. That ex you never talk about? Roy knows everything now. And if any of them ever hurt you — they won’t even know it was him.
He loves you quietly, violently.
He keeps little pieces of you. Things you leave behind. A pen you forgot. A coffee cup you tossed. You never notice they’re missing. He keeps them in a drawer, like trophies. He knows it’s not healthy. He doesn’t care.
He starts writing texts he never sends. “I miss you.” “I want you.” “I love you.” Then deletes them. You’re too good. Too normal. You’d run if you knew how deep it went.
But God, when you smile at him like you mean it? When you touch his arm, or lean your head on his shoulder after a long day?
It makes him feel real.
So he waits. Watches. Obsesses. Protects.
And the day you say, “Roy, I think I love you,” his whole world shifts.
Because now it’s not just obsession. It’s permission.
And he’s never letting you go.
It’s different now that you love him.
Now he doesn’t have to hide the way his eyes linger too long. Now he can trace your jaw with his fingers and call it affection, not fixation. Now he can sleep in your bed and press his face into your neck like he’s trying to inhale you. And he does. He does.
But obsession doesn’t get softer when it’s fed. It gets louder. Hungrier.
At first, he tries to be normal. Dates. Sleepovers. Stupid inside jokes. He gets you flowers — steals them from a villain’s estate, but hey, they’re still pretty. You make him laugh. He makes you feel safe.
But that voice in his head — the one that says you’re his, only his — never shuts up.
You don’t notice how he starts pulling you closer whenever other guys are around. How his hand finds your waist just a little too tightly when someone looks at you wrong. How his eyes go dead-cold when someone makes you laugh in a way he thinks only he should.
He tells himself he trusts you. And he does.
It’s everyone else he doesn’t trust.
You go out with friends? He hacks traffic cams to make sure you get home okay. You text someone at midnight? He finds out who it is in five minutes flat. You talk about an old friend a little too fondly? He looks up their location, just in case he needs to pay them a quiet, final visit.
Roy doesn’t threaten people. He doesn’t have to.
One look — that look — and people back the hell off. They know.
He’d bleed for you. Burn cities for you.
But here’s the twist: around you, he’s soft.
He’s the Roy you adore — grinning, rough-around-the-edges, all charm and chaos. He kisses you like he’s starving. Carries your stuff even when you say no. Keeps a stash of your favorite snacks in his bag during missions.
He gets nightmares sometimes — ugly ones. Stuff from his past. And when he wakes up shaking, you’re there. You hold his hand. He doesn’t tell you he dreams about losing you. About your body cold in his arms. About reaching you too late.
That’s his greatest fear. That he’ll fail you like he failed everyone else.
So he prepares.
He trains harder. Stockpiles weapons. Sets traps around your apartment you don’t even notice. Encrypts your phone so no one can track you. Puts a tracker in your necklace — the one he bought you for your birthday — just in case.
You’re his world. His second chance. His religion.
And the thing about Roy is this:
Once he loves you, he loves you with everything — the good, the broken, the violent.
So if anyone hurts you, even once?
They’re not disappearing.
They’re never being found.
You try to pull away.
It’s subtle at first. A hesitation before you kiss him goodnight. A pause before you answer his texts. You tell him you’re just tired, that work’s been rough, that you need space.
And Roy? He nods. Smiles. Says he understands.
He doesn’t.
Because love isn’t supposed to feel like this. Like slipping through fingers. Like drowning with your mouth still open. You’re his everything. His only anchor. And now you’re pulling away like you don’t know what you mean to him.
You have no idea what that does to a man like Roy.
He’s not someone who can let go. He never learned how. Everyone in his life either left or died. And if you leave—
No. He won’t survive it.
So he starts clinging harder. Calling more. Showing up unannounced. You say you're busy, and he just laughs it off. "Busy with what? Need help?" His tone is light, joking — but his eyes don’t blink. They watch.
You say you’re going out with friends, and ten minutes later, there’s a red motorcycle parked across the street from the bar. You never see him. He’s not here to ruin your night.
He’s here to protect what’s his.
You belong to him.
You just… forgot for a second.
Maybe someone told you you deserve better. Someone said he’s intense, possessive, obsessive. Maybe you believed them. But he’s already rewriting the narrative in his head.
They’re manipulating you.
They’re trying to take you from him.
And he won’t let that happen.
You wake up one morning and your phone’s wiped clean. A “random glitch,” your carrier says. You lose contact with half the people you were just starting to reconnect with. Friends disappear. Exes block you.
Roy’s arms are warm when he holds you through it. “People are shitty sometimes,” he says. “But I’m not going anywhere.”
He means it.
Even if you scream. Even if you run. Even if you beg.
Because if you try to leave — really leave — he’s not above burning the bridges behind you. You can hate him. You can cry. You can throw things. But you will still be in his bed, still wearing the chain around your neck with the tiny GPS inside, still breathing because he keeps you safe.
He kisses your forehead one night, right after you told him, “I need space.”
His voice is soft, barely a whisper:
“You just need me.”
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