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Things that make me nervous that my grandma didn't warn me about
Pink fairy armadillo with woodlice all around the bottom except the woodlice were one entity
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Christmas presents for Bowser Jr.
Mario: punch in the face jack in the boxing glove
Peach: cute outfit / crown
Luigi: caleidescope torch
Kamek: machievelli's the Koopa prince
Yoshi: food
Wario: dirt bike
Waluigi: helmet & leathers
Donkey Kong: gun
Toadsworth: scratchy jumper
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I have physiological responses that I cannot help. I feel a lot of shame / guilt for these responses, esp. when they interfere with my perceived need to be responsible for everyone else's emotions. I cannot stop myself from getting overwhelmed, but there are tools I can use to limit my body's response to feeling overwhelmed. Talk to Matthew about drawing / partaking in some other activity when he's upset so I can give him the space he needs to think things through. These are trauma responses. Try and communicate with my inner child. Fighting against my body's reactions is not helpful. Sometimes have to just ride it out. These reactions are not a failure. Feeling responsible for things makes socialising very taxing. Hearing someone is upset makes it feel like my responsibility. Sometimes makes me annoyed BC I feel like it isn't my fault (which they're not saying it is lol)
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I don't understand I don't understand I don't understand you hate when I have good things or I'm excited or happy or enthusiastic
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Mac and cheese w/ sweet potato + cauliflower + garlic bread
halloumi sammi w/ hash browns, coleslaw & cranberry sauce
easy dinner
pie and chips
mushroom spagbol w/ shrooms
pasta salad - MAYO
Mac n cheese + garlic bread
Garlic pasta
Easy dinner
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It burst / bloomed in my chest, just below my sternum - it splattered over my ribs and filled me with it's acrid warmth and then settled heavy in my belly
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Doing things that feel good when I'm feeling safe and secure when I'm out of my window of tolerance does not work, because it's a physiologicap reaction that I can't override with dopamine or serotonin. I have to get through that initial trauma response.
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Make a Minecraft parkour map as hard as possible. You must also be able to complete it
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I can feel myself sat in the corner somewhere in my mind, maybe ten or eleven, curled in on myself and picking at the threads of myself. Maybe I'm older. Maybe it's not my hair I'm pulling, maybe it's my skin, my wrists, my belly, I'm pulling it apart. But I won't unravel. I won't make that leap. You are my lense, and you are not a good one. Your hands shake and you shatter so many precious things. You will not let me hold you. Please, let me hold you.
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What do men talk about Cars? Cush?
Game of rings
What
No
With Frodo Snow?
Atleast you're not a proper boy
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Charlie's Big Fat Quiz of the Year
630 ❌
Last man left on earth w/ physical DVDs ✔️
Gumball (Amazing World of) ✔️
0 his account got deleted ❌
8 weeks ❌
420 ❌
Yes ✔️
Doctor Who Special ❌
They didn't want to be stabbed ❌
1k ❌
Wonka ❌
Guardians of the Galaxy ❌
Bella Poarch ❌
Tiktok dance ❌
Lit Dance Challenge ❌
WWE dude
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Merle has an absolutely insane weapon collection and identified what Gawen made as a meteor hammer
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Reynard the fox is very relevant to what I'm doing. Satirical, taught ppl laws, preaches to the rooster (Fantastic Mr Fox vibes), very much pompoko vibes w/ characters shifting between human and animal with very little notice (higher status ones shift while peasants do not), pretends to be a wolf, lampoons the feudal system and the church, bisexual, plays possum,
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