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Seriously tempted to bring back lyre... I miss her. Stay tuned kiddos. 

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��           ❝ Nope.. No idea what I’m doing. Any advice you can spare? ❞

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Apology/PSA

How do I even begin apologizing for my disappearance? To those who know me, and have known me for a while, know I have a tendency to drop off the face of the planet for a while. Long story short: I work a 40 hour retail management job, and I’ve got some serious medical issues. I have fibromyalgia, which really sucks sometimes. The disorder brings pain, depression, and anxiety. I never really know what to expect with it either. Some days I’m full of life and muse, other days I can barely motivate myself to get out of bed. Truthfully it’s why I’m so terrible at keeping in touch with people. And lately I’ve been so exhausted, and well… anxious. Too anxious to be here, anxious that no one likes me, anxious that I just disappeared and my friends are upset (they’ve every right to be.) 

I love dragon age and I love role playing. I just haven’t been in the best head space. I am so sorry to anyone I’ve hurt by this. I’ve missed everyone more than they could imagine, but something keeps me from reaching out. 

I am quitting my job and hopefully will have more time to dedicate to my friends and doing the things I love. 

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                                         WITH PORCELAIN FISTS ,                                            AND TREMBLING LIPS ,                                YOU WILL LEAD THEM TO VICTORY.

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           ❝ What are we supposed to do once this is all over? I mean, I’m sure you’ll continue to be the Inquisitor, a force that can’t easily just disappear... Maybe I’ll go back to the Free Marches. Remember that really small town we visited a few years back? They loved our red hair.  I could sell the things I knit... ❞

@dalishflame

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Sorry for my lack of activity! My life has been consumed by work, school, and the 100. I’ll do my best to get activity going on my blogs again ( and resist the urge to blog hop again ).  Go ahead and give this a like for a new starter! 

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⊰❈⊱ ɴᴇᴄ sᴏʀᴛᴇ, ɴᴇᴄ ꜰᴀᴛᴏ.

It matters not how strait the gate,      How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate,      I am the captain of my soul.

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Not feeling my drafts at all, so go ahead and like this for a new starter.

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I am so sorry for dipping everyone. Work got stressful ( yay holiday season in retail ) and my in-laws flew in to stay with us last week. Hopefully I can get my activity settled.

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        ��                                 I AM NAUGHT BUT                                            BITTER LONGINGS                                      AND SELFISH DESIRES.

                                                         art credit.

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            ❝ Well, that depends on what you consider ill news. It has to do with the upcoming visit to the Winter Palace, which I guess could make you pretty ill. I could use your help, Commander. Or rather your advice, if you’d be willing. ❞ Lyre absolutely dreaded the thought of attending an Orlesian ball at the Palace. She was a wild thing, a creature of nature, not some prim and proper woman who knew the nuances of noble society. The idea terrified her. ❝ If I ask Josephine or Leliana, they will fuss over me constantly. I just need cut and dry what to do and what not to do. Also, any recommendations on who to teach me to dance? I’m pretty clueless. ❞

   He didn’t look up, brows furrowed together as a physical representation of deep, stressful thought that was broken only by the sound of footsteps in the doorway.

 “ Maker forbid you come with further ill news.”

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tarnioang

     There were some newer markings along the sides of his hands, where he had cut and spilled blood that morning and the day before to pay tribute to the spirits that he pleaded the protection of on the journey they would soon take to. He’d just undone the bandages. Such small wounds did not warrant the use of magic to heal; it would be a waste of power and time. The newer slices were deep and clear, pink irritation surrounding the length and spurting at the tips of the linear. His head crooked up from grazing the flesh with his gaze, dark soot eyes laying upon the young, fiery haired elf, then her hands as they were offered. ❝ Not all wounds are from battle, ❞ the wilder replied softly, beginning to wrap his left hand up once more with a fresh bandage. ❝ Yours look more to be from practice than actual battle. The bow is not a weapon that shows mercy to its wielder. ❞

              She gave a small sheepish smile in response to his words, her head canted to the side very slightly as she watched him. ❝ Is my inexperience that obvious? ❞ Lyre let slip a soft chuckle and gave the smallest of shrugs, more in dismissal of herself and her own insecurities rather than Kona. ❝ You aren’t wrong though. I’ve gotten in many fights over the years, but nothing this big. Small scraps with humans, occasionally fighting off an angry halla or bear  - that’s a story for another time - but nothing anyone could call a battle. I can’t tell you the number of times I’ve had a bow string snap across my face. What I wouldn’t give to be able to heal. It’d save me a whole lot of embarrassment and I would probably stop annoying the healers. ❞

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Love her, but leave her wild.

Harper Lee, 

To Kill a Mockingbird

(via

thelovejournals

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shxdowbound

    “ you liked the cities then? “ he’s suddenly reminded of Merrill—of her fascination with humans and their ways. it brings a small smile to lips while he carefully traverses the uneven terrain. “ i served under the king for some time, not nearly as long as i wanted. “ thanks in part to the blight, always the blight.

           ❝ Cities were fun for a time. Always so busy and moving. Always changing. I could visit a city three days in a row, and each day I’d find something new. Then again, I can say the same thing about nature. So many people say it all looks the same - they just aren’t looking hard enough. ❞ She caught his small smile, and it made her breathe easier. Perhaps her slip up really wasn’t that big of a deal. His mention of the king made her mouth part and rest agape for but a moment. ❝ The King? I’ve always wanted to meet royalty. Their lives are so... bizarre. So different. It’s like a whole other world. ❞

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        ❝ What do you say to just running away, from all of this. I won’t tell if you won’t. ❞  

@fiainmaor liked for a starter

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So I am here, but not really feeling any of my drafts. Go ahead and like this for a small starter.

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                She was but a girl, lost in the wilds of her heart. She was a soul untamed, youth in its purest form. Oh how this world needed her.  Oh how she needed herself.