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anyone have any p1h recs? i’m in need of a good fic rn. preferably intak or jongseob but i’m open to all

[lze325]

sorry for not being super active, im really sick right now so writing is not my priority. i’ll try to get the first phobia part out as soon as i start to feel better.

also completely unrelated but does anyone want to beta read my stuff? i need input on my current stuff so let me know if you want to.

[lze325]

Phobia Masterlist

“face your fears”

genre: angst, hurt/comfort warnings: heavy themes, panic attacks, reader with phobias, (maybe more?)

a/n: my first series i’m so excited! i’ve had something like this in mind for a while and i decided to go ahead and start writing it.

this is a lot different than what i have written before so please read warnings before reading any of these. also let me know if i miss any warnings.

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atychiphobia - chan x reader

best friends to lovers

idol! reader

necrophobia - minho x reader

best friends older brother

non idol! au

anthropophobia - changbin x reader

friends to lovers

9th member au

glossophobia - hyunjin x reader

project partners

high school au

acrophobia - jisung x reader

mutual friends to lovers

non idol! au

autophobia - felix x reader

brothers best friend

non idol! au

claustrophobia - seungmin x reader

academic rivals to lovers

high school au

philemaphobia - jeongin x reader

roommate to lovers

college au

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let me know if you want to be tagged for any of them.

taglist: @m-325

[lze325]

Hiiii this is regarding your post about ideas for phobias; u can pair them with whoever you see fit, i just wanted to help u out.

-fear of water/drowning (to make it angstier i guess u could add in that the reader is afraid of water because their childhood best friend or sibling or someone drowned and they couldn't do anything to help)

-fear of heights (to make it angstier you could add that the reader's close friend/family member committed s*icide)

-fear of public speaking (like, extreme anxiety when addressing a larger crowd)

-fear of cars/road transportation (sort of like a ptsd situation maybe, because of a severe accident that they or someone else had been in where someone died/almost died)

-fear of being annoying/high maintenance (maybe reader has been told they talk alot, or are too much to handle, and get intense waves of anxiety because an skz member accidentally brings it up, and the reader spirals)

-fear of needles or blood (maybe passes out because of it)

-fear of failing/not doing well enough and being left behind

This is all i could come up with for now; so sorry if any of these are not in ur comfort zone or violated ur guidelines.

Happy writing! 💜

i love you these are all amazing, i will definitely be using some of these. thank you so much!!

with that being said mentally prepare yourselves for the angst.

[lze325]

ideas pleaseeee

i’m super tempted to write a rivals to lovers where reader has a panic attack. maybe like stuck in an elevator with him while claustrophobic. i’m just wondering who fits this best. i’m leaning more seungmin or jeongin but let me know what you think.

[lze325]

holy hell 700 notes on my minho post?!?! im honestly so thankful like thats insane.

also if you haven’t seen my other recent post please look at that.

[lze325]

you know what i’m just gonna make this a series. i have a rough layout of it and by the looks of it seungmin is gonna be first.

if anyone has any ideas for the other members please share i have some but i would love input.

i’m thinking a different type of phobia (get it like the skz song) for each member where they comfort the reader with said phobia. like seungmin would be claustrophobia and so on. (not set in stone just thinking for now)

also let me know if you would actually read/would like to be tagged.

but actually please give me ideas for the other members.

i’m super tempted to write a rivals to lovers where reader has a panic attack. maybe like stuck in an elevator with him while claustrophobic. i’m just wondering who fits this best. i’m leaning more seungmin or jeongin but let me know what you think.

[lze325]

i’m super tempted to write a rivals to lovers where reader has a panic attack. maybe like stuck in an elevator with him while claustrophobic. i’m just wondering who fits this best. i’m leaning more seungmin or jeongin but let me know what you think.

[lze325]

i’m super tempted to write a rivals to lovers where reader has a panic attack. maybe like stuck in an elevator with him while claustrophobic. i’m just wondering who fits this best. i’m leaning more seungmin or jeongin but let me know what you think.

[lze325]

lane, 18, she/her - welcome to my blog <3

requests = open

taglist = open

request rules

Masterlist

💔-angst🩷-fluff 🩵-crack ❤️‍🔥-suggestive (mdni)

📱-smau ✏️-written

Stray Kids

series:

Phobia (WIP) 💔✏️

ot8:

coming soon…

Bangchan:

Lovesick (WIP/req) 🩷✏️

Lee Minho:

Operation Stealing Soonie 🩵📱

Smooth Criminal (WIP/req) 🩷

Seo Changbin:

That’s One Way To Confess 🩷❤️‍🔥✏️📱

Hwang Hyunjin:

coming soon…

Han Jisung:

How Can I Fix It? (WIP) 💔🩷✏️📱

Lee Felix:

coming soon…

Kim Seungmin:

coming soon…

Yang Jeongin:

coming soon…

P1harmony

ot6:

Walking Out After A Fight (WIP/req) 💔📱

Keeho:

coming soon…

Theo:

I Hate How Much I Like You (WIP/req) 💔🩷✏️

Jiung:

coming soon…

Intak:

coming soon…

Soul:

coming soon…

Jongseob:

coming soon…

Ateez

ot8:

Frat!Ateez (WIP/req) 🩷❤️‍🔥✏️

Seonghwa:

coming soon…

Hongjoong:

coming soon…

Yunho:

coming soon…

Yeosang:

coming soon…

San:

coming soon…

Mingi:

coming soon…

Wooyoung:

coming soon…

Jongho:

coming soon…

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taglist is open just comment or message me if you want to be tagged

taglist: @m-325

[lze325]

Hi! I saw that you were bored and asking for requests so… hehe

Maybe a Lee Know x reader where reader steals a cat and holds it hostage? Maybe he has to steal it back?

Lol this is my first request I’m kinda nervous.

Thank youuuuu

okay so honestly this request gave me so many ideas so thank you. i made a quick smau version/crack fic but i want to make a longer one. so for now enjoy the short and sweet version

[lze325]

Operation Stealing Soonie

bff! lee minho x reader

genre: crack, fluff

warnings: a little bit of language (contact name), minsung joke

a/n: i know this isn’t exactly what was requested but i liked writing this. enjoy the short and sweet version while i work on a longer one

please do not copy, translate, modify, use, or repost this work elsewhere without my permission

[lze325]

you said you're the most comfortable with writing fem reader, but would you be open to trying an m!reader for a sfw request?

i can definitely try, just let me know what you want and i’ll do my best to write it

[lze325]

im dead serious if someone doesn’t request something i’m gonna die. i need inspo like yesterday

[lze325]

please request something i’m bored and need something else to write. plus my han story is progressing nowhere and i need new ideas.

Thats One Way To Confess

changbin x fem! reader

genre: non-idol/college au, friends to lovers

warnings: mdni, language, talk/joking about sex, kinda explicit texts messages, jokes about death, reader and changbin are stupid (let me know if i need any more)

summary: what happens when you accidentally send the messages meant for your friend to the person they were about?

basic info: you live with hyunjin, seungmin, and felix. changbin lives with han and chan. you all decided to get drunk to celebrate the end of midterms but while drunk you tried texting hyunjin about how good changbin looks but clicked on the wrong contact.

a/n: im bad at summaries, also first post! not proofread please let me know if there are mistakes

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“what have i done?” i repeat over and over to myself as i stare at the messages i sent last night. i practically throw my blankets off myself grabbing the first pieces of clothing i find before making my way to the living room.

“HYUNJIN” i yell as soon as i see him sitting on the couch. he jumps at the sound of my voice opening his mouth to respond but before he can i grab him and pull him back to my room.

“what’s this about?” he asks his voice laced with curiosity. “did i do something?”

“no i did” i pause trying to find words “i- its better if i show you,” i grab my phone pulling up the messages i sent last night.

“i decided to text you last night about changbin because you remember how good he looked at dinner and i think the liquor loosened my lips a little too much.”

he gives me a look of pure confusion “i didn’t get those messages?”

“yeah no shit, i clicked the wrong contact.”

he does a double take glancing back at the contact, “YOU SENT CHANGBIN THE PORNO TEXTS?”

“shut up,” i slap his arm hoping seungmin and felix didn’t hear that.

“sorry sorry, but like what are you gonna do about this?” hyunjin questions rubbing the part of his arm i slapped.

“die probably, i mean its not like i can just talk to him about it he’s my best friend and i probably just ruined everything.”

“you definitely didn’t ruin everything,” hyunjin reaches out as if to comfort me but decides against it last minute because it probably won’t help much.

“he’s gonna think i’m weird and gross and never want to talk to me again” i say while pacing around the room, “i’m just going to curl up and die.”

my phone pings with a text as i glance down at the illuminated screen.

“fuck me,” i say throwing my phone on my bed before falling on it. “my life is over.”

hyunjin grabs my arm pulling me up so i’m sitting on the edge of the bed as he tries to stop me from spiraling “just talk to him and explain the situation i’m sure he’ll understand.”

“you’re too hopeful,” i add before laying back down covering my face with my hands.

“are you gonna text him back?”

“i don’t think i can handle that rejection right now so no i’m not.”

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“have either of you seen my phone?” changbin asks sitting down at the table and pulling out his laptop.

han looks over at him, “yeah i grabbed it, you left it in my car last night,” he says tossing changbin’s phone over to him.

“thanks-“ he starts but as he flips his phone over to look at the screen he notices the messages from last night.

chan notices the look on changbin’s face as his brows furrow. “what is it?”

“y/n texted me last night.” he responds the confusion present on his face.

“she texts you all the time, what’s new?” han rolls his eyes “you can barely sit through a class without texting each other, it’s honestly sickening.” he fake gags as if to express his words even more.

“knock it off hannie, she admitted she has feelings for me… over text… while drunk” changbin breathes out still in disbelief.

“you didn’t know?” chan’s glance shoots up from his laptop.

changbin whips his head around very close to giving himself whiplash, “what are you talking about?”

“YOU ACTUALLY DIDNT KNOW?” this time it’s han questioning. “have you not seen the way she looks at you, how she constantly wants to be close to you, the fact that she hates physical touch but she constantly initiates it with you. she’s down bad.”

“you think she meant it?” changbin asks, the project they were working on long forgotten.

han sighs pushing his notebook away as he leans onto the table in front of him, “a wise person once said drunk words are sober thoughts and she was drunk out her mind. i mean you saw her last night she literally fell asleep at the table and made jeongin carry her to the car.”

chan try’s to ease changbin’s mind slightly, “she did think she was texting hyunjin and acted like they talk about it all the time. why would she do that if she didn’t actually feel that way.” he adds trying to ease my mind.

“i don’t even know what to say.” changbin looks back at the messages trying to decide what to do.

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a few hours later

i ignore his messages because i don’t want to make more of a fool of myself. i lay in my bed wondering if i should just transfer to a different school to avoid the embarrassment.

hyunjin left a while ago to go to class he tried to take me with but i refused since i knew changbin would be there.

i knew i would have to eventually face him but for the time being sulking and feeling bad for myself felt like the best idea.

that was until there was a knock on the door.

“who is it?” i yell over not really wanting to get up.

“y/n open the door.”

no that voice, i could recognize that voice anywhere, “please go away changbin, i don’t want to do this right now.”

“y/nnie please open the door,” his voice sounds almost upset.

reluctantly i stand up from the bed and move to unlock my bedroom door, “i know you’re here to make fun of me or tell me i’m weird or disgusting or both. i’m sorry i sent those messages they weren’t meant for you and i shouldn’t have been saying things like that no matter what. i didn’t want to mess up our friendship but i can understand if you don’t want anything to do with me anymore.” i ramble a light red hue paints my cheeks from embarrassment as i refuse to look him in the eye.

“what are you talking about? you think i’m going to stop talking to you because you admitted you have feelings for me?” he asks appalled that i would even think that.

“well i mean i know you don’t have feelings for me so i understand if you find it weird.”

“don’t tell me how i feel,” my eyes finally meet his as he says this my brows furrowing slightly.

“how do you feel?”

“i’ve been in love with you since that day you sat down in chemisty 101. the day you forgot to bring a notebook because it was your first class. you were too scared to ask anyone for something to write on so you sat and just listened to professor kim instead. when i finally noticed you weren’t writing anything i offered you my notes so you wouldn’t fall behind.” he pauses taking a breath as he glances over my face landing on my lips a second too long.

he continues, “i’ve been waiting for you to say you felt the same way because i was too nervous to tell you how i felt.”

a moment passes and i don’t respond, “please say something.”

instead of using words i grab his shirt pulling him closer to me as i kiss him. hoping to express my feelings that way. since i don’t think words are enough to explain the way i feel for him.

after a moment i pull away breathless, “you actually meant it? you feel the same way?”

“of course i do, and i’ll keep telling you until you believe it.” changbin shakes his head smiling over at me.

he laughs slightly before saying, “now about that chokehold.”

“oh god,” i cover his mouth with my hand.

this is gonna be a long night.

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a/n: sorry for the rushed ending. but omg i finally finished this, if you’re still here thank you for reading it means a lot. love you all -lane

[lze325]

Thats One Way To Confess

changbin x fem! reader

genre: non-idol/college au, friends to lovers

warnings: mdni, language, talk/joking about sex, kinda explicit texts messages, jokes about death, reader and changbin are stupid (let me know if i need any more)

summary: what happens when you accidentally send the messages meant for your friend to the person they were about?

basic info: you live with hyunjin, seungmin, and felix. changbin lives with han and chan. you all decided to get drunk to celebrate the end of midterms but while drunk you tried texting hyunjin about how good changbin looks but clicked on the wrong contact.

a/n: im bad at summaries, also first post! not proofread please let me know if there are mistakes

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“what have i done?” i repeat over and over to myself as i stare at the messages i sent last night. i practically throw my blankets off myself grabbing the first pieces of clothing i find before making my way to the living room.

“HYUNJIN” i yell as soon as i see him sitting on the couch. he jumps at the sound of my voice opening his mouth to respond but before he can i grab him and pull him back to my room.

“what’s this about?” he asks his voice laced with curiosity. “did i do something?”

“no i did” i pause trying to find words “i- its better if i show you,” i grab my phone pulling up the messages i sent last night.

“i decided to text you last night about changbin because you remember how good he looked at dinner and i think the liquor loosened my lips a little too much.”

he gives me a look of pure confusion “i didn’t get those messages?”

“yeah no shit, i clicked the wrong contact.”

he does a double take glancing back at the contact, “YOU SENT CHANGBIN THE PORNO TEXTS?”

“shut up,” i slap his arm hoping seungmin and felix didn’t hear that.

“sorry sorry, but like what are you gonna do about this?” hyunjin questions rubbing the part of his arm i slapped.

“die probably, i mean its not like i can just talk to him about it he’s my best friend and i probably just ruined everything.”

“you definitely didn’t ruin everything,” hyunjin reaches out as if to comfort me but decides against it last minute because it probably won’t help much.

“he’s gonna think i’m weird and gross and never want to talk to me again” i say while pacing around the room, “i’m just going to curl up and die.”

my phone pings with a text as i glance down at the illuminated screen.

“fuck me,” i say throwing my phone on my bed before falling on it. “my life is over.”

hyunjin grabs my arm pulling me up so i’m sitting on the edge of the bed as he tries to stop me from spiraling “just talk to him and explain the situation i’m sure he’ll understand.”

“you’re too hopeful,” i add before laying back down covering my face with my hands.

“are you gonna text him back?”

“i don’t think i can handle that rejection right now so no i’m not.”

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“have either of you seen my phone?” changbin asks sitting down at the table and pulling out his laptop.

han looks over at him, “yeah i grabbed it, you left it in my car last night,” he says tossing changbin’s phone over to him.

“thanks-“ he starts but as he flips his phone over to look at the screen he notices the messages from last night.

chan notices the look on changbin’s face as his brows furrow. “what is it?”

“y/n texted me last night.” he responds the confusion present on his face.

“she texts you all the time, what’s new?” han rolls his eyes “you can barely sit through a class without texting each other, it’s honestly sickening.” he fake gags as if to express his words even more.

“knock it off hannie, she admitted she has feelings for me… over text… while drunk” changbin breathes out still in disbelief.

“you didn’t know?” chan’s glance shoots up from his laptop.

changbin whips his head around very close to giving himself whiplash, “what are you talking about?”

“YOU ACTUALLY DIDNT KNOW?” this time it’s han questioning. “have you not seen the way she looks at you, how she constantly wants to be close to you, the fact that she hates physical touch but she constantly initiates it with you. she’s down bad.”

“you think she meant it?” changbin asks, the project they were working on long forgotten.

han sighs pushing his notebook away as he leans onto the table in front of him, “a wise person once said drunk words are sober thoughts and she was drunk out her mind. i mean you saw her last night she literally fell asleep at the table and made jeongin carry her to the car.”

chan try’s to ease changbin’s mind slightly, “she did think she was texting hyunjin and acted like they talk about it all the time. why would she do that if she didn’t actually feel that way.” he adds trying to ease my mind.

“i don’t even know what to say.” changbin looks back at the messages trying to decide what to do.

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a few hours later

i ignore his messages because i don’t want to make more of a fool of myself. i lay in my bed wondering if i should just transfer to a different school to avoid the embarrassment.

hyunjin left a while ago to go to class he tried to take me with but i refused since i knew changbin would be there.

i knew i would have to eventually face him but for the time being sulking and feeling bad for myself felt like the best idea.

that was until there was a knock on the door.

“who is it?” i yell over not really wanting to get up.

“y/n open the door.”

no that voice, i could recognize that voice anywhere, “please go away changbin, i don’t want to do this right now.”

“y/nnie please open the door,” his voice sounds almost upset.

reluctantly i stand up from the bed and move to unlock my bedroom door, “i know you’re here to make fun of me or tell me i’m weird or disgusting or both. i’m sorry i sent those messages they weren’t meant for you and i shouldn’t have been saying things like that no matter what. i didn’t want to mess up our friendship but i can understand if you don’t want anything to do with me anymore.” i ramble a light red hue paints my cheeks from embarrassment as i refuse to look him in the eye.

“what are you talking about? you think i’m going to stop talking to you because you admitted you have feelings for me?” he asks appalled that i would even think that.

“well i mean i know you don’t have feelings for me so i understand if you find it weird.”

“don’t tell me how i feel,” my eyes finally meet his as he says this my brows furrowing slightly.

“how do you feel?”

“i’ve been in love with you since that day you sat down in chemisty 101. the day you forgot to bring a notebook because it was your first class. you were too scared to ask anyone for something to write on so you sat and just listened to professor kim instead. when i finally noticed you weren’t writing anything i offered you my notes so you wouldn’t fall behind.” he pauses taking a breath as he glances over my face landing on my lips a second too long.

he continues, “i’ve been waiting for you to say you felt the same way because i was too nervous to tell you how i felt.”

a moment passes and i don’t respond, “please say something.”

instead of using words i grab his shirt pulling him closer to me as i kiss him. hoping to express my feelings that way. since i don’t think words are enough to explain the way i feel for him.

after a moment i pull away breathless, “you actually meant it? you feel the same way?”

“of course i do, and i’ll keep telling you until you believe it.” changbin shakes his head smiling over at me.

he laughs slightly before saying, “now about that chokehold.”

“oh god,” i cover his mouth with my hand.

this is gonna be a long night.

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a/n: sorry for the rushed ending. but omg i finally finished this, if you’re still here thank you for reading it means a lot. love you all -lane

please do not copy, translate, modify, use, or repost this work elsewhere without my permission

[lze325]

rules for my requests:

i’m open to writing almost anything but i’m least confident with nsfw since i haven’t written it before but i will do it if it is wanted (just be more specific).

please be patient i take a while to write because i’m a perfectionist. i will prioritize my ideas over requests just because it is easier but that does not mean i will not do your request.

if i choose to not do a request i will post it and why i’m not doing it. mostly it’s because it’s not a good fit for me. if i don’t post it right away that means i’m working on it.

things i will not write:

-rape

-noncon

-suicide

-self harm

-member x member

-xreader with disorders

-hybrids

-A/B/O

-gore/torture

-plus more like those

majority if not all will be fem! or afab! reader since that is a perspective i am comfortable with.

i’ll write for stray kids, ateez, enhypen, &team, and p1harmony. i’ll also write for seventeen, txt, and kickflip but i’m more confident in the other groups.

please be as specific as you can when requesting so i can make it to your liking.

check out my current WIPs before requesting something.

please be considerate i’m new to this and i’m just trying to improve so if you can’t respect that please don’t request.

i’m also super new to tumblr so i don’t know most of the lingo and how to do certain things yet so be patient with me while i learn.

happy requesting!

-Lane