m4ple9x0x

[m4ple9x0x]

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-Chapter VII-

Hyunin x fem!reader

WARNINGS: SMUT MDNI !! use of alcohol, Felix and Hyunjin kissing, swearing, obsession, lmk if I forgot anything!!

Genre: strangers to friends to lovers, smut, stalker!Hyunjin, yandere!Hyunjin, slow burn.

a/n: hi guyz!! i hope y'all will enjoy this chapter! in this fic i made Felix bisexual, THIS DOES NOT BY ANY MEANS MAKE IT REAL IT'S JUST A WORK OF FICTION, also you'll be able to have fragments of Hyunjin's pov, whenever you read from his perspective you'll notice words being bolded or slanted consistently, if u have any feedback or opinions write it down in the comments, im open to some constructive criticism, also if u wanna get added to the taglist lmk!! <3 maple out~

dividers by: @cafekitsune <3

Previous chapter

You’re sitting on the couch and scrolling on your phone, it’s already 1am but you’re not sleepy at all, besides, Felix and Hyunjin are playing Mario Kart so even if you wanted to sleep you wouldn’t be able to because they are too noisy.

-Can you guys get a break from screaming at each other like little kids? I’m getting bored in here alone.

-Just a second I’m about to beat Felix’s ass!

-YA THINK LOSER!!

-You guys are so unserious. You say rolling your eyes. It was weird, after Joanna left it was like a silent agreement between you and Hyunjin to act like nothing happened in that closet, it wasn’t awkward, just weird.

-I SHOWED YOU!! You’re pulled out of your train of thought by Hyunjin’s scream.

-I’ll get you next time don’t worry about that.

-Okay so you’re done, let’s ALL do something together. You say getting up from the cozy couch.

-Like what? Felix asks.

-Let’s do a drinking game again, the effect of the alcohol is going away for me at least. Said Hyunjin.

-That’s okay I guess, but what drinking game?

-The game that we played when Joanna was here was fun, how about we continue with that? You turn to look at Felix that had an excited expression drawn on his face.

-Okay then, let’s do that.

Hyunjin grabs the vodka bottle and brings the shot glasses in the living room.

-So this time the shot limit is 3, right?

-Yea.

-Okay I’ll start, Felix truth or dare? You say while pouring vodka in the shot glasses.

-I’ll do dare this time I guess…

-Hmm, okay let me think.

Maybe it was your boredom or maybe it was just the thought of seeing how that would turn out, how he would react, you’re hesitating for a second, but after one more minute, you say:

-Kiss me.

In that moment everyone in the room freezes, Hyunjin immediately turns his head to look at you, Felix switching between staring at you and at Hyunjin.

-W-what? You hear the blonde say, a blush now more than obvious on his face.

-Kiss me Felix.

You side eye Hyunjin, his jaw was clenched, his dark eyes almost burning your skin. *Is he jealous?*

-I… I don’t know. Felix was hesitant, he clearly didn’t want to make his friend mad. In Joanna and Felix’s eyes, you and Hyunjin were already a couple, even if you two didn’t necessarily address any feelings towards each other.

-Do it Lix. You and the freckled man turn to look at Hyunjin at the same time, he was looking at Felix now with a smirk on his face. He was planning something you could clearly tell.

-What? Felix muttered.

-Kiss her, if that’s what she wants.

Felix now shifts his gaze to you as if he’s waiting for approval. You nod at him and watch him inhale deeply, now the atmosphere of the room got tense. Felix was slowly moving towards you, with each move he is making your heart skips a beat. He approaches you, his hand slowly brushing against your chin, up to your ear then behind your head, he looks into your eyes, and closes his eyes. You close your eyes too. Finally, you feel his lips against yours, the kiss wasn’t a passionate one, just a quick peck. That’s what you wanted, nothing more, Felix was nice, but you didn’t like him like that. After what happened in the closet you just couldn’t shake off the feeling that Hyunjin left you to carry, you are just testing the waters, see how he feels, if he’s trying to be casual with you or something else. You felt something shift in the way he looked at you after Felix sits back in his place, Hyunjin is fixing you with his eyes, you are not sure, but you feel like he’s jealous.

-Okay, my turn now. You hear the tall man say.

Silence.

-Y/N, truth or dare? Oh… he clearly has a plan.

-Truth. You want to play it safe.

-Do you like me? You swallow hard and look around the room, you pick up your shot and down it. He looks at you like he’s gonna devour you any second.

-Okay, moving on… Felix says, breaking the tension.

-Mhm, go on Lix. Hyunjin says still staring at you.

-Hyunjin, truth or dare?

-Truth.

-Do you like anyone?

Hyunjin downs his shot too. This is probably his payback. Now the tension was building up even more.

-Y/N, your turn again. Felix says.

You thought of this, ever since Felix said that he kissed Hyunjin, it’s been on your mind, maybe you were a bit drunk too, maybe it was the tension, you don’t know what to blame, maybe you just wanted to test him more.

-Hyunjin… truth or dare? You know he’s going to choose dare, you just know it.

-Dare. He fell right into your trap.

-Make out with Felix. Now the question was… was he gonna down a shot or is he going with it? *He won’t down the shot, he’s trying to prove something, right?*

-Oh you’re so dirty. Lix, come here. You stare at the two men in front of you in disbelief. *He’s actually going along with it*. Felix sits in front of Hyunjin.

-You want a show, I will give you one Y/N. Hyunjin says looking at you while grabbing Felix by his neck and kissing him aggressively. Felix runs his hand through Hyunjin’s long dark hair, sliding his tongue in his mouth. You watch as the two make out open mouthed, their tongues visible as they run against each other. Hyunjin opens his eyes and stares at you while starting to kiss down Felix’s neck, the blonde throwing his head back in the air. You immediately blush watching this unfold in front of you. You don’t know why, but this is turning you on, maybe it was the fact that you wished to be in Felix’s position, or maybe it was just Hyunjin. He keeps staring you down as he gets Felix’s shirt off. You freeze in place. *What is he doing...*. He starts kissing Felix’s abs, and lower…lower until his lips are on the blonde man’s belt.

-Stop! You say looking at the two shocked.

-Too much for you princess? Hyunjin says smirking. Felix puts his shirt back on his face red as a tomato.

-I think we should go to sleep, it’s almost 3am already. You say, checking your phone.

-Boooring. Hyunjin says.

-I’m kind of tired too, I think I’m going to sleep. Felix gets up and goes to the bathroom.

-Then I guess I’ll go home. You say getting up too.

-No need, you can sleep here too.

-Are you sure?

-Yes… only problem is Felix is taking the couch, you can take my bed, I can sleep on the floor if you want.

-N-no… it’s okay. You wanted to sleep next to him, and he knew it too… he must know…right?

-Okay, good. *Good? What does that even mean?*. Here you go again, overthinking everything this man is saying. He just loves playing with you, doesn’t he?

-Only problem is I didn’t bring anything to change in…

-I’ll give you something.

-Okay, thanks.

It’s really dark in Hyunjin’s room, you can’t sleep, his presence… so close to you… in the same bed, it’s just too much, wearing his shirt and shorts that are swallowing your entire body. He’s probably asleep already, you can hear him snoring lightly, your back is facing him, you turn around and look at him. He looks so peaceful like this, without even thinking your hand touches gently his face, caressing his cheek. He exhales easily, you pull your hand away but he grabs it and kisses it. He opens his eyes and looks at you under his eyelashes.

-Can’t sleep princess? He whispers, his voice gentle.

-Not really…

-Hm… you should rest, let me help.

-And how would you do that?

-Turn around, let me hold you.

You turn around and Hyunjin hugs you from behind, he holds you against his chest tightly as if he’s scared you might run away. He kisses the back of your head and inhales deeply.

-You smell nice.

-T-thank you…

-Good night Y/N.

-Good night Hyunjin.

Without realizing your eyelids get heavy as you fall asleep in his warm embrace.

The smell of freshly cooked food is infiltrating into your nostrils, you blink three times slowly, the sun shining through the curtains making it harder for you to open your eyes. You turn around and toss your hand on the other half of the bed, you notice the absence of the man that slept next to you in bed so you open your eyes. He wasn’t here, the door of his room was slightly open, you take your phone and look at the clock. 12pm. *Damn*.

You get up from the bed and go to the kitchen, assuming Hyunjin is there from the smell of food. He was cooking shirtless, his shorts naturally falling lower on his hips, your eyes travel lower, his v line on full display. You swallow hard.

-Good morning princess. You shake your head, caught red handed.

-See anything that you like? He says with a teasing voice. You roll your eyes at him.

-When did you wake up? You say sitting down at the table.

-Hmm… maybe an hour ago? You just missed Lix, he left half an hour ago.

-Oh… you should’ve woken me up…

-Thought you should get some rest, yesterday was a long night.

-I guess.

-Here. He says placing eggs with bacon and a cup of coffee in front of you.

-Thanks! You say looking up at him.

-No problem, I’ll go take a shower while you eat, also I made some pancakes too if you want dessert after too.

-Did you eat?

-Yeah I did with Lix before he left.

-Alright then.

You finish eating, Hyunjin was still showering, it’s no surprise to you that the man takes his sweet time in the shower honestly, you decide to snoop around a bit, you know you shouldn’t but it’s not so wrong, right? You walk around the apartment looking at framed photos of him and his friends, a smile sneaks on your face observing his own smile in every photo. You are about to walk in his room but observe a door opposite to his bedroom. *I didn’t notice this yesterday*. You turn the doorknob, it’s locked…

What is he hiding?

-Looking for something? You jump startled at the sudden voice behind you. You turn around, your back pressed to the door, Hyunjin was staring at you, droplets of water falling from his wet messy hair down his bare chest, you follow them with your eyes as they keep on running under the towel around his waist. You look at his face, his head now tilted to the side still waiting for an answer.

-N-no… I was just curious to see what was in this room. -Nothing you’d be interested in, just something personal.

-Okay… Well now you’re clearly curious. What’s so personal that he has to hide under lock and key?

-So… how was the food?

-Really good actually…didn’t think you’d cook so well. You say chuckling.

-Oh c’mon, why wouldn’t I be a great cook?

-Well… you seem to have it all.

-What do you mean?

-Great cook, good painter, amazing coffee, and good looks… leave some for other people. You say rolling your eyes and smiling.

-Really? You think that?

-Yeah. You look at him, he smiles at you gently.

-Cute.

His smile was melting all of your skin away, was melting your heart, each time you look at him it’s like it hurts, you don’t understand how you could get to feel like this for someone so quickly, it’s like his eyes were portals to past lives you lived together, secrets you shared, hugs, kisses, that never actually happened, at least not in this reality… but that’s how Hyunjin was making you feel, like you were special, like nothing else mattered but you… and him.

You had no idea how he’s looking at you each time you’re not paying attention, staring at your face, hair, eyes, eyelashes, arms, legs, movements, everything you did was mesmerizing him, hypnotizing him, sending him into despair. He kept on spiraling for days… after he met you...was like his life reset, he could breathe differently now, you weren’t fire, you were water, taming him with your waves, keeping him under control, that’s what he needed all this time. He wasn’t searching in the right heart, your heart had the key to his creation, to unlocking his true inner peace, he didn’t need red, when he had a whole forest with rivers. He was yours, you just didn’t know, he could finally move on from… her. He initially didn’t think much of it, even though he had never seen someone as ravishing as you before, it wasn’t necessarily only your looks, it was the weird combination of confidence and sadness that you had, carrying it around fearlessly, this rawness. Before even knowing he was hooked, in your maze, in everything you were, you surely must’ve known what you were doing to him, driving him crazy. He started getting closer and closer, picking up on your small habits that he found deeply endearing. The way you’d stutter once he’d make eye contact with you, the way you’d play with your hair when you were stressed or concentrated, the way you’d have the straw from the free coffees he gave you in the corner of your lips while looking up at him with that innocent look. You had no clue, how crazy he’d go over all of this, he was trying to keep it under control, he didn’t want to repeat the mistake he did with… her. It was just impossible not to go crazy over you though. He tried… he really did, but after you left his place this afternoon, after everything that happened between you and him yesterday… he just couldn’t. He put on the clothes that he lent you, grabbed the pillow that you slept on, his pillow... you slept on his pillow, your scent still present on the items, the only thing that kept you trapped next to him, just what he wanted. He was feeling the rush through his body, feeling every single drop of blood going through his veins burning for you, his desire. You had to be only his. He was suffocating himself with the pillow inhaling the ghost remaining of you on the material, his hand in his pants rubbing up and down slowly, gently. Images of your face looking up at him in the darkness of the closet, kissing his abdomen, you just wanted him so bad, he just knows you were soaking for him.

-Fuck… He grunts, he moans, he whimpers, he could even bark for you if you wanted him really. He was being pathetic, but there’s no avoiding. He needs you. He strokes up and down faster, rougher. He can just imagine you taking him so well. That’s it. Without even realizing he cums all over his pants and fingers. He can finally breathe. And you’ll be his, this is enough for him, having you trapped as a scent on his clothes and pillows… for now at least it’s working. You’ll have to understand right? He can’t lie he’s a bit scared… what if you see his true colors and get scared? But you have to understand...right? You just have to, you just get him.

He just secretly adores you so much, he has to…this is enough… for now. You’ll understand surely, he knows you’re different, he’s feeling it. He got big things planned for the two of you, and there’s no way you could refuse him, he knows, he feels the way you look at him, he can’t be wrong with this, he knows you do feel it too. Like the universe pulled you together. This game that he was playing was a dangerous one on the long run, he knows he won’t burn again, getting everything turned to ashes around him, he could drown now, but it was worth it for what his heart truly desired… you.

taglist: @lezleeferguson-120 @hwangjoanna

[m4ple9x0x]

Sᵒᵘʳ Cʰᵉʳʳʸ

-Chapter VI-

Hyunin x fem!reader

WARNINGS: SMUT MDNI !! use of alcohol, mentions of Felix and Hyunjin kissing and Felix having an ex boyfriend, lmk if I forgot anything.

Genre: strangers to friends to lovers, smut, stalker!Hyunjin, yandere!Hyunjin, slow burn.

a/n: hi guyz!! i haven't been so active recently cus of exams, this chapter is more dialogue but i hope y'all will enjoy it anywayz! in this fic i made Felix bisexual, THIS DOES NOT BY ANY MEANS MAKE IT REAL IT'S JUST A WORK OF FICTION, if u have any feedback or opinions write it down in the comments, im open to some constructive criticism, also if u wanna get added to the taglist lmk!! <3 maple out~

dividers by: @cafekitsune <3

Previous chapter

This is how you’ve been trying to suppress your emotions and your growing feelings towards Hyunjin for a month now, “He’s just nice, he’s trying to be a good friend…”. As time went by, you, Joanna and Hyunjin got closer, but it was impossible for you to shut off any type of attraction that you had for the man, the little innocent crush that you had in the beginning was now starting to grow into something else. Weeks passed and you started bonding with Hyunjin over a lot of stuff, besides your shared love and appreciation for art, you both had a hard time getting along with your parents. You started noticing how he was getting even more open, dramatic and even more loud, and you loved it, but he also started being more flirty with you, started being clingier, more touchy, he always had an excuse to touch you somehow, and you were going crazy each time you felt his long fingers on your skin, your heart would race immediately. You didn’t pay much mind to it since you were always a clingy person even with Stacey, you loved hugging her and showing her affection that way. With that in mind you brushed it all off as Hyunjin just being really close to his friends, that and also the fact that he introduced you to his good friend Felix, seeing the two interact with each other was like watching a soap opera, they were always acting as if they were married, which was very funny, but also gave you a reason to believe that Hyunjin wasn’t actually into you romantically.

Next week was gonna be Hyunjin’s birthday, you, Joanna, Felix and a few more guys that the two men were friends with were planning to throw him a surprise party. You and Joanna were mostly in charge and gave tasks to everyone else, you already decided the theme of the party, thought about a cake design, decorations, you just had to pick them up in a few days. Everything was moving so fast, a few weeks ago you received the acting agency’s response, you got hired and you were already casted for an upcoming movie, it wasn’t a big role, but it was the beginning of something new and exciting in your life so you didn’t mind, besides, everyone starts somewhere. The excitement was eating you up, your friends were also very supportive and happy for you, life started having a meaning again, finally the sun was shining down your path again so you didn’t feel lost in the uncertainty and darkness anymore, you missed it so much, the feeling of knowing what to do next, the enthusiasm, the motivation.

You were on your way to the cafe, Hyunjin planned a movie night, he told you to meet him there so you could wait for Joanna and Felix together, before getting snacks and going to his place. You looked through the glass door of the coffee shop and you noticed it was empty, you opened the door, Hyunjin immediately got up from his chair behind the counter and smiled softly at you while waving slowly.

-You came…

-Of course I did, you were the one that told me to come here dummy. You say rolling your eyes.

-Well yeah, but I honestly wasn’t expecting you to get here in time. He says laughing while walking towards you.

-Oh? Sure make fun of my tardiness, for this you ain’t receiving a hug Mister Hwang. You say crossing your arms over your chest and staring at him with a sassy look on your face. He instantly drops his arms next to his body.

-What do you mean? You always give me hugs, this is so unfair, you should respect me, I’m older than you after all. He says rolling his eyes at you.

-Yeah, 3 years older, you gotta chill gramps, are you really that happy you’re old? A chuckle escapes your throat as you look up at him.

-GRAMPS?! I’m gonna be 25 next week YOU should chill young lady, before I put you in your place. This is exactly what gets you, and you’re sure he knows it and he uses this tactic each time he has the occasion only to get the filthiest reactions out of you, he’s testing you surely, but you never give in, you just fight back and tease him back each and every single time.

-Oh really? And how would you do that Painter Boy? Your hand travels on his work apron up to the collar of his shirt and you drag him closer. He gasps. His eyes were now fixated on your lips, he bites his lip and looks into your eyes. He grabs your waist with both his hands and pulls you closer, his face is 2cm away from yours, your heartbeat is going crazy you’re afraid he might hear it. He leans in even more, and whispers in your ear.

-Don’t play these games with me Y/N, you’re gonna get yourself burned. You can feel your face getting red, there’s no way this is actually happening. You put your hands through his hair and start tugging at it gently. A deep sigh almost like a whimper escapes Hyunjin’s mouth right next to your ear.

-Maybe I wanna get burned. You whisper in his ear. The grip he has on your waist tightens and his left hand starts brushing up your arm until it reaches your neck. He starts caressing the side of your neck as if he’s painting you with the tips of his fingers. You squirm at the feeling.

-I’ll burn you if that’s what you wish for Y/N, if you need it so bad you just have to ask nicely, and I’m gonna give it to you. You freeze in place when you feel his teeth on your earlobe, his tongue brushing against it slightly and then he moves his face in the crook of your neck and hugs you. You’re petrified.

-Cat got your tongue princess? You already know Hyunjin is smiling uncontrollably right now, there’s no need for you to see his face, you can feel it in the tone of his voice. The heat was unbearable, you push his chest and look in another direction when he stays right in front of you.

-Jesus, do I have to do this every time to get a hug out of you? I mean… I don’t mind it. He smirks and now the vibe shifted to a more casual joking atmosphere. You immediately throw a punch at Hyunjin’s arm.

-I was joking, you know, how we usually do, what’s up with you today? Why are you so shy, hm? The man says while rubbing his arm up and down to alleviate the pain.

-I’m not, let’s just see what Joanna and Lix are doing… You say hesitantly placing your hand on the nape of your neck.

-Okay call Joanna, I’ll call Felix. The man disappears to search for his phone and you can finally exhale relieved without feeling restrained by some invisible barrier.

-Joanna!

-Yes?

-Where are you?

-I’m pretty close to the cafe, why?

-You have to save me. You whisper the last two words as if you’re afraid the man will hear you.

-Save you? From what?

-Hyunjin. You whisper again, Joanna starts laughing on the other line. She caught up pretty early that you started having a crush on Hyunjin, ever since she told you that she knows about your feelings towards the man you’ve been telling her everything that went on between you and him, each time he flirted with you, every single small detail that would make you go crazy, Joanna knew.

-You gotta tell me what happened some other time, but I can’t wait to hear it.

-Okay. HURRY JOANNA! You end the call right when Hyunjin walks back into the room.

-So? Any luck with Joanna? He asks.

-Yes she’s gonna be here soon.

-Lix should be here any minute now too.

-That’s great.

-Yeah…

The awkward silence was filling the room, suffocating you, it was in Hyunjin’s character to flirt and be a bit touchy and clingy at times, but today he took it too far, you did too, without realizing, not that it bothers you, but you know he isn’t serious about this. If you’d start having more overwhelming feelings for him everything would be destroyed, you cannot fall prey to this again, it’s too tempting, but you have to hold back, otherwise your friendship would be ruined, you don’t wanna end up with 0 friends again.

Two hours pass, it’s already 8pm, you met up with Joanna and Felix and got some snacks and wine, you’re right in front of Hyunjin’s apartment building, this is the first time that you come over to his place and you realize something.

-Hey Hyunjin…

-What? You turn around and see how the tall man struggles to take his keys out of his pocket.

-Fun fact… I live right across the street from you.

-Huh? Okay that’s actually insane.

-Can’t believe you two are friends for a month or so already and you never went to each other's apartment. Joanna said, winking at you trying to throw a sexual innuendo your way, you frantically shake your hands at her to signal her to stop behind the two guys backs.

-Well not all friends go to each other's places, for example I’ve been to Hyune’s place like a million times and he’s been to my place like twice or something. Said the blonde freckled man.

-True true. Joanna responded.

You enter Hyunjin’s apartment and start getting the snacks ready together, Felix brought homemade brownies, you picked a horror movie and Joanna planned a game for later. Everything was going accordingly, Hyunjin went in his room to change while you and the other two prepared the living room and got the movie ready to play on the TV. Hyunjin comes out of his room in a pair of shorts and a loose black tank top, you were almost salivating having a perfect side view of his abs. The couch was pretty big still Hyunjin was cornering you in the armrest, you initially didn’t think much of it, you were sharing a blanket with him while Felix and Joanna were sharing another one. The movie was rolling already for half an hour and the man sitting next to you seemed to not be able to sit still, not even for two minutes.

-Psst.

-What? Hyunjin turned his head to you.

-What’s your deal bro? You wanna steal all my blanket? You whispered so you don’t disturb the other two.

-No...it’s just my left arm, it hurts I don’t know why.

-Oh… you want me to massage it a bit?

-That would be great honestly.

-Okay then. You grab Hyunjin’s arm and start massaging it slowly.

-Thank you Y/N, you’re an angel. He says blowing a kiss in your direction.

As you run your palms over the man’s arm you also focus on the movie, you start adding a little bit more pressure and you hear low groans creating in his throat and evading, he’s trying to keep quiet, but your ears catch each and every little noise that escapes his lips. You know you shouldn’t but now the movie isn’t your priority anymore, he sounds way too beautiful, if only you could drink his moans like you drink the red wine in your glass, instead you studied the spots that make it impossible for him to not make a sound, you add more pressure in those areas. Your hands travel up to his bicep, you brush your hands over it and start massaging it hard, Hyunjin throws his head back, eyes rolling and his lips automatically parted, he’s quick to put his hand over his mouth.

-Want me to stop Hyun? You whisper in his ear.

-No no, please, don’t stop. He says with a breathy begging voice, his head still thrown back, he gives you a side eye, fixating you with his dark gaze, you were losing yourself in his eyes as if you were in a maze. You knew he was trying to get you again. *He just doesn’t stop, does he?*

-I don’t know, I think I massaged all the spots…

-Is this the payback for earlier in the cafe? He asks now turning his head completely in your direction.

-Maybe… You whisper in his ear laughing.

-I’ll be good, I promise princess, just help me please. That was it, he got you with those pleading eyes perforating through your skin, his whiny voice was making you feel things you never felt before, it was tearing you apart from the inside, you felt naked under his intense stare.

-Oh you’re trying to play nice now? You whisper again, the hot air leaving your mouth and landing directly against his ear, shaking all his thoughts away.

-C’mon… I assure you there are other spots that need a massage right now, I can surely think of one certain body part.

-Hm? Like what? He holds your chin up with his fingers and whispers in your ear.

-Don’t play dumb… you know what I mean princess. I’m all yours to play with.

-Hyunjin… let’s stop this…

-Why? I’m enjoying myself quite a lot, aren’t you too?

-I won’t answer that question Hyun, I think we need to draw the line you know? It’s all fun and games and funny, but I think this is enough.

-Who said this is a game princess? You look at Hyunjin dumbfounded. *Does he mean it?* You get up from the sofa and head to the bathroom, you slam the door behind you and lock it pressing your back against it and sliding down being welcomed by the cold marble tiles, you need to breathe a bit without him right next to you. You get up and take a look in the mirror, your face was red as a tomato as well as your ears, you splash some cold water on your face and a bit on your neck, take a few deep breaths and head back. Maybe it was the wine, but you had only one glass, it doesn’t make sense, this man makes you crazy.

As you sit back on the couch the ending credits start rolling.

-Just in time, we’re gonna play my game now! Joanna gets up and goes in the kitchen.

-I’m coming too, I have to bring the brownies, I put them in the fridge. Felix gets up too and follows Joanna.

Great, now you’re alone with Hyunjin again. *This is bad, this is really really bad*. You start panicking and breathing faster and faster, your heart pumping blood that felt poisoned, poisoned with his scent.

-Are you okay Y/N? Hyunjin asked holding your hand in between his palms.

-Y-yeah, I’m fine, just a bit tipsy I guess…

-So easily? You turn your head and see Felix coming back and placing a tray of brownies on the table.

-Yeah for real, you only drank one glass, where’s that crazy party monster Y/N from the Vday party in the club?

-It was so fun, you have no idea what you missed on Lix, Y/N literally downed almost 20 shots back to back and also had 5 cocktails before. Hyunjin said laughing, his eyes forming little crescent moons.

-Well I’m sorry that party was for single people and back then I had a boyfriend. Felix said rolling his eyes.

-Anyways, I’m gonna need that version of Y/N to come back because my game is a drinking one.

-Oh sweet lord…I don’t know if I’m gonna make it I might fall asleep.

-Nope, none of that Y/N. Joanna sits next to you and places 4 shot glasses on the table.

-This doesn’t look good...I’m in!! You hear Hyunjin screaming.

-Okay so everyone sit on the ground, let’s form a circle next to the table. Joanna instructs everyone.

-Yes boss! Felix gets up and sits opposite to the couch. -Aye aye Captain Joanna!! You say sitting down next to Felix, Hyunjin gets up immediately and occupies the place next to you, Joanna sitting between Felix and Hyunjin, opposite to you.

-Okay so let me explain the game, everyone has a shot glass, it’s gonna be filled at the beginning of each round with vodka, it is basically truth or dare but if you refuse to answer or do the dare you have to down the shot.

-Okay so it’s pretty simple.

-Yeah… but here’s the catch, if you down more than 4 shots you have to take off a piece of clothing. Joanna says smiling.

-Oh okay so the difficulty goes up. Felix looks directly at Hyunjin and they exchange a few stares and smiles.

-Well shall we start?

-Let’s go!!

You watch as Joanna takes the bottle of vodka and fills everyone’s shot glasses.

-I will start. Joanna looks around and smiles at Felix.

-Oh damn, I’m the first to go?

-Well we each have the right to ask anyone, we cannot repeat the person though, one dare and one question per person, for example I can ask Felix one question and also give him a dare the next round, but after that I can’t ask or give him any dares anymore, then I move to the next person and do the same, you get it?

-Yeah yeah, let’s start already. Hyunjin says impatiently.

-Also we are 4 so the number of shots is 4, if we were 7 we would’ve had the limit for 7 shots, the number increases or decreases based on the number of players.

-Oh that’s actually smart. You say.

-Okay so, Felix truth or dare?

-Truth, I’m starting safe.

-Oh sweetie nothing’s safe while I’m around.

-Should I be scared?

-YES!! You and Hyunjin scream at the same time.

-Okay, Felix did you ever kiss a friend, if yes what friend?

-Oh, easy, Hyunjin, we had full on makeout sessions when we were really drunk. Felix said laughing.

-Oh yea, that was so fun actually. Hyunjin starts smiling at Felix.

You and Joanna stare at each other dumbfounded.

-ANYWAYS, It’s my turn. Felix shouts.

-Chill toxic man chaser. Joanna said chuckling.

-TOXIC MAN CHASER? I feel deeply hurt. Felix says fake crying.

-COME ON Y’ALL!! Hyunjin shouts.

-Okay okay, Y/N truth or dare? Felix looks at you with a weird smile, you can’t quite make it up.

-Dare, momma raised no pussy!!

-Oh okay, play 7 minutes in heaven with Hyunjin.

Your face contorted with anxiety now showing only shock and surprise.

-I was betrayed by a literal angel, HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME LIX, YOU WANT TO LOCK ME IN A CLOSET WITH THE LITERAL PRINCE OF HELL, THE DEVIL HIMSELF, THE FALLEN ANGEL!!!!

-And here I thought Hyunjin was the biggest drama queen I know… damn, you know you can take the shot right? Felix says. -I wouldn’t wanna waste my precious limited amount of shots, I don’t wanna undress.

-True, well then go on.

You look at Hyunjin it was clear as day, he was trying to hold back the biggest smile ever.

-I’ll set up the timer once I lock you guys in there.

-Also don’t worry we won’t be listening! Joanna screams and winks at you. You roll your eyes and feel Hyunjin’s big hand wrap around your wrist, dragging you to a closet on the hallway. You get in first then Hyunjin gets in too, Felix closes the door and locks it.

-Okay the time starts now, bye guys.

-USE PROTECTION! Joanna screams.

-Jesus… what’s up with her… You say breaking the silence.

-She’s shipping us, ain’t that cute? Hyunjin says patting your head.

-I don’t know…

-So how would you like to make the time pass faster?

-Maybe just talk I don’t know…

-I had a better idea though.

-What idea Hyun?

-Let’s play a game.

-A game in a game?

-I mean practically we are not playing that game right now, we are closed in the closet.

-Well go on I guess.

-So, the goal is to turn the other one on more, if I turn you on more than you turned me on I win, and the other way around.

-What type of game is this bro.

-A fun one, I mean obviously if you don’t wanna play we don’t have to, it’s just an option.

You shouldn’t, you know you shouldn’t but still…

-Okay.

-Hm?

-Okay, let’s play.

-Are you sure?

-Yes.

-I’m just warning you, I’m competitive, I won’t go easy on you.

-We should have some rules shouldn’t we?

-Well obviously we are not allowed to touch each other’s private parts or kiss on the lips, we are friends after all, I feel like that’s fair, right?

-Yea, I guess. *Friends... of course.*

-I mean… unless you wanna kiss me you know. It’s so dark you can’t even see Hyunjin properly but you know he has that shit eating grin on full display right now. The confidence of this man kills you.

-Just shut up and start.

-Oh okay. Hyunjin presses you against the wooden wall of the closet and starts kissing your neck slowly open mouthed, he goes up right under your ear kissing there too then he starts licking down to your collarbone pressing soft kisses there too, you cover your mouth, you can’t hold it in anymore he’s making it impossible for you to keep quiet.

-Tsk tsk tsk, what are you doing princess? Can’t hold back anymore already? I didn't even start properly. Not fair though, I didn’t get to feel your teasing. Why are you hiding those sweet moans from me? I wanna hear you, it will give you some advantage that will turn me on like crazy. *What is he talking about? Is he crazy?*.

-Come on give me those beautiful hands. He grabs both of your wrists and pins your hands above your head keeping you in place.

-H-hyunjin…

-What’s wrong princess?

-They are gonna hear…

-Shush, I don’t care, they put us in this situation, how could I hold back? How am I supposed to not go crazy when I’m locked in here with you? You’re gorgeous, I could literally be stuck in here forever with you and I wouldn’t mind it at all. Hearing all these words made you literally weak on your knees, even if they were a lie, they made you feel special, at the end of the day you weren’t ready for anything serious anyways. Hyunjin was kissing lower and lower under your collarbone, until he reached your chest that was half exposed by your crop top.

-Look at this… damn they are literally shoved in my face, how could I resist Y/N? You must be doing this on purpose to drive me insane. He starts kissing your chest, the part that was exposed, he practically wasn’t crossing the rules, but every single little kiss, the tip of his tongue painting you with his saliva as if you were his canvas, was making your legs tremble, you were already pressing your thighs tight together, you start squirming under his touch, he was still restraining your hands, you couldn’t do anything other than moan as silently as you could. You’ve been with guys before but not a single one of them has ever made you feel how Hyunjin does or moan from a simple kiss on the neck.

-That’s it princess let me hear your beautiful voice.

-Hyunjin…

-What?

-My turn.

-Hm? You break free from his hand and push him against the opposite wall you kiss his neck passionately, biting, licking, you start gently caressing the sides of his waist that were exposed by the tank top.

-Is it good Jinnie? You knew this was killing him, he just wanted to act tough, but this nickname and what you were doing to him, it was driving him insane. You were kissing his collarbone now going lower and lower, your hand is sneaking under his tank top feeling him up, his abs under your fingertips, you were pressed up against him, you felt it, he knew you felt it, you knew he knew you felt it. He was harder than a rock. You drop to your knees in front of him. He gasps.

-Y/N... what are you doing?

-Turning you on.

-It worked, you can stop.

-Oh no, these are the consequences of your own actions sir, accept it. You bunch up his tank top in your hand.

-Y/N?

-Hold this up and shut up pretty boy. He does as you told him, his tank top is now lifted up leaving him exposed to your wandering eyes and hands. You start kissing and licking all over his abs, *it’s working*, you think as you observe how he throws his head back. You start kissing lower, licking a long line on his v line. He goes crazy, he bites down on his tank top while keeping it lifted up, looks down at you and grabs your hair gently, pressing your lips right above the waistband of his pants, you can feel his bulge right under your chin.

-Fuck this, I can’t hold back anymore Hyunjin. You start undoing his pants. -Okay guys, time’s up, are you decent? You hear Joanna outside of the closet. -You gotta be fucking kidding me. You whisper and you hear Hyunjin groan in frustration too.

You get out of the closet and see Joanna jump around full of enthusiasm.

-Wow I didn’t think you were so happy shipping us. Hyunjin said laughing at the blonde woman.

-It’s not because of that, MY TINDER DATE JUST CALLED ME IMMA HAVE TO DITCH YOU I’M SORRY BUT THIS GIRL IS MY DREAM WOMAN!!

-OMG JOANNA GO GET THAT!! You say as you start jumping around the room with Joanna.

-They are lunatics. Hyunjin said looking at Felix.

-Agreed. Felix responds.

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-Chapter V-

Hyunin x fem!reader

WARNINGS: SMUT MDNI !! a lot of swearing, lmk if I forgot anything.

Genre: strangers to friends to lovers, smut, stalker!Hyunjin, yandere!Hyunjin, slow burn.

a/n: hi guyz!! i hope y'all will enjoy this chapter! if u have any feedback or opinions write it down in the comments, im open to some constructive criticism, also if u wanna get added to the taglist lmk!! <3 maple out~

dividers by: @cafekitsune <3

Previous chapter

The sky outside is painted in the deepest hues of gray, tiny raindrops starting to fall slowly only to be crashed on the ground or dragged down by gravity forced to partake in the race that was located on the glass of your window. The curtains were dancing sending an earthy breeze on a mission of sneaking into your nose. Your eyes slowly open and you blink multiple times attempting to get used to the light in your room. A yawn escapes your mouth and you stretch your arms above your head your thin blouse exposing your belly. Today was the day that you were gonna meet the man that was gonna change your life, but you had no idea. You get out of bed lazily, taking a quick glance at your phone you see it was already 13.*I wonder if he’s still waiting to see me, I should hurry I don’t know when he’s closing the cafe*.

The bus was pretty crowded, you felt like you couldn’t breathe properly and your thoughts were filled with what happened last night, no matter how hard you were trying to shake off the thought of him, his face out of your mind, his smile, the taste of his lips, you just couldn’t, it was so eerie.

*I should get off at the next station. It’s pouring outside… I forgot to get my umbrella… amazing*.

As you step out of the bus you already start feeling your clothes getting wet, you were wearing a white blouse and blue oversized jeans. You start running to the cafe that is 5 minutes away from the bus station. You get in front of the door finding shelter under the awning of the coffee shop, but when you take a closer look at the glass door you see a “closed” sign.

*Dammit…I really thought I made it in time...*, you lean against the door and sigh.*Well I guess I’ll go back home then*, you get ready to leave but then you hear the door opening.

-Sorry we closed early today but if you want a coffee I could make you one since is pouring out here…

You turn around and you freeze in place.

-Painter boy? What are you doing here?

-Um… I work here? He was shocked but also confused at the same time.

-Wow… so you’re Joanna’s coworker…

-Yeah, and you’re the girl that she was talking about...so I see that after all you do accept my coffee apology. He smiles down at you and opens the door more so you can get in. You sit down on the tiny red couch next to the window, and he sits right in front of you.

-So what would you like to drink?

-Joanna made me something with cherries last time, I can’t remember the name…

-Oh… the latte right? He says rolling his eyes.

-Yeah, what’s wrong with it?

-Nothing really, Joanna loves it and I personally despise doing it but whenever she knows I’m working she starts recommending it to everyone just to make my shifts worse.

-That sounds funny. You say smiling at the tall man.

-Yea sure, women making fun of a poor beautiful and talented man, nothing new. His hand goes over his head acting all dramatic, he surely was getting your attention, he was kinda interesting after all.

-Kinda sassy and narcissistic don’t you think?

-Am I wrong though? Now his gaze was fixated on yours, and was slowly going down as soon as he reaches the chest area he blushes looking away. Your white blouse was wet from the rain, and was clinging to your body leaving almost nothing to the imagination, you were wearing a black bra underneath so that wasn’t really helping either.

-My eyes are up here mister… You start saying in a teasing tone.

-Hyunjin…I’ll go get you something to cover yourself, you might get a cold if not. He rushes over to the counter, the shame on his face visible from being caught red handed.

-Yeap sure, I’m Y/N by the way.

-Nice to meet you Y/N! You hear Hyunjin shout from the other side of the cafe.

Suddenly images of your dream start flashing in your mind, you remember asking him what was his name, but that’s not the only thing you remember, the way he was touching you in your dream… *Fuck, how can I be in this cafe with him alone after I literally touched myself thinking of him? But… I didn’t think I’d ever see him again… Jesus this is so embarrassing, what were the odds of seeing him so soon again*. You get startled feeling Hyunjin’s hands on your shoulders as he was wrapping the blanket around you.

-Sorry, did I scare you?

-No it’s okay, I was just thinking about something…

-Hm, and what was that?

-Um… nothing really, it doesn’t matter.

-If you say so...I’m gonna go ahead and do that damn latte. He looks at you giving you that warm smile again. *Why is he doing this… is he trying to flirt? I think I’m just reading too much into this. Fuck pull your shit together*.

-Soo.. you live around here or…? Hyunjin breaks the silence and you turn your head in his direction, he was preparing your drink and all you could look at were his hands as he was stirring some ingredients. *Even his hands are hot...damn*.

-And why would I tell you this?

-Why not? Aren’t we friends?

-Friends?

-Yeah…

-Um, we bumped into each other twice, actually three times now, I wouldn’t say we’re friends.

-Well the second time I've seen you was at the grocery store, and I would assume you live near me, plus I consider you a friend now since tomorrow we’re gonna party together, and also you’re Joanna’s friend so you know, a friend of my friend is my friend as well. His serious face now changes when he smiles again and shifts his glance towards your face.

-I see you’re pretty naive, don’t forget a friend to all is a friend to none. You say smiling back at him.

-I see you’re not that positive huh…

-How did you come to this conclusion? Is it because I don’t consider you a friend yet?

-Yet…I see, so we’re gonna be friends someday? You start laughing at Hyunjin’s optimism, it’s like a breath of fresh air to see someone so full of energy and positivity.

-What? Why are you laughing? The man starts laughing too his long black hair falling over his face. His laugh is truly contagious, you don’t know what exactly is the reason but you can’t stop laughing.

-Is just… I don’t know, your laugh is funny.

-Oh, so now you’re making fun of me again huh. Hyunjin starts walking towards the couch placing the coffee in front of you and also a cup of what seemed to be iced americano.

-Iced americano with this weather outside? You really wanna catch a cold don’t you?

-Aww, you’re already concerned for me? He jokes while sitting down again in front of you.

-Haha really funny.

-So do you wanna get to know each other so you can call me your friend?

-Sure whatever. You say rolling your eyes.

-Sassy.

-You’re one to talk?

-What? You're saying I’m sassy?

-Yes, that is in fact exactly what I’m saying.

-Thought you didn’t know me well enough.

-I can smell it on you don’t worry.

-Come closer maybe you’re gonna get to know me some more.

-See, if you keep flirting with me we aren’t gonna be friends surely.

-Why? Are you afraid you’re gonna give in and fall for me? He says laughing and taking a sip from his drink.

-You just have an answer to everything that I say don’t you?

-Well I’m pretty smart what can I say.

-Yea so you’re gonna flaunt it just how you flaunted with your painting skills too right? At this point you were just trying to provoke Hyunjin, you weren’t usually this bitter or stuck up but you were just curious, he was challenging you from so many different perspectives and points of view and you just wanted to see what he’s made of.

-Thought you forgave me for that day… He lowered his head, his big long palms resting over his face, and then he proceeds to look up at you. You hated this, the exact stare that he’s giving you now, is just how he was looking at you in your dream, head down eyes looking up at you from below, it was making you weak on your knees.

-What’s up? Cat got your tongue?

-Um...no I just…

-Look Y/N, I’m usually not rude or disrespectful, that was just a bad day, and I didn’t bump into you intentionally obviously, and when I heard you scream at me it was literally the last drop…so you know… for what’s worth, I’m sorry again.

-It’s okay, I told you back then in the grocery store that I accepted your apology, and I didn’t lie...that was a bad day for me too, sorry for screaming at you like that…

-It’s okay, apology accepted...so I see we both had a bad day hm..

-Yea I was already late to a job interview, and then you said that stuff with the paintings and I realized I was at the wrong place.

-Thought it was pretty weird when I saw you without any paintings and stuff…

-Yeap… why did you have a bad day?

-Well...let’s just say those guys were complete assholes, and they wanted to buy my paintings but they wouldn’t offer me a place to display my art and stuff, and they didn’t want to refer me to someone that could represent my paintings to a gallery or exhibition.

-Oh… that sounds shitty, but wouldn’t it be fine if they just payed you for them? I’m not that informed in this field so I don’t know…

-Well for some that sounds amazing that’s only if you want to make quick money, but they anyways weren’t willing to pay me good money, and I just don’t wanna do that, painting is like second nature to me, and I wouldn’t want my paintings to be in some rich asshole’s house that would anyways don’t understand the meaning of it, I want my art to be exhibited, I want the world to see it and relate to it, and feel a connection, I want people to sit in front of it and think for hours… It’s very meaningful to me, especially one of the paintings I showed them, they just laughed at it and called it ugly, but art doesn’t have to be beautiful, art doesn’t have to be anything, the only thing that art is, is emotion, is feelings, is rawness, it shouldn’t be labeled as ugly or pretty or stuff like that. You are completely speechless staring at Hyunjin that was talking so passionately about painting, you just couldn’t understand how someone could be so perfect, the way in which he talked about his work, about his art, like he was deeply enamored.

-I-… that’s so beautiful Hyunjin…

-Thank you…but it’s just facts, I just hate when someone doesn’t understand the vision behind something and they just take the easy way out and call it ugly, just because you don’t understand it that doesn’t mean that it is not worth exploring and understanding.

-It’s the same way with people…

-Huh?

-I mean… people are art, art is imperfect just like people, people are complex and weird just like art. You know... throughout my life most people just gave up on trying to understand me or get to know me and stuff…

-Because you’re too “complicated”, right?

-Exactly… I was either too much or not enough for them you know…

-Y/N…

-Yeah?

-I wanna get to know you more, and I promise you, for as long as we’re gonna get to know each other and maybe someday be friends, you’re never going to be too much or not enough for me. You and Hyunjin were making eye contact and it was just unbreakable as if anything else just disappeared and it was just you and him, nothing else, you felt stuck in a void, the silence was becoming unbearable, it was a little awkward, but not the type of awkward in which you didn’t know what to say to stop it. It was comforting somehow, you didn’t feel the pressure of saying something you could just stay like that and you knew deep down that you weren’t going to be judged by him.

-That actually means a lot for me…thank you…

-Why are you thanking me Y/N?

-I just… no one ever told me this before. You tried, you really tried very hard to hold it back but as soon as you said this, tears started falling, and you were trying to stop, you felt that pressure in your throat, that horrible feeling of holding back tears.

-Oh...fuck, I’m so sorry I didn’t wanna make you cry...fuck. Hyunjin was visibly panicked, he immediately gets up and comes next to you, he starts stroking your hair and then he hugs you. He was holding your head in the crook of his neck, one of his hands was on your back gently caressing it, the other on your head doing the same thing.

He held you so tightly as if he was afraid you were gonna break if he let go of you. Your tears kept on falling, his hug was so comforting, it felt safe, which was weird because you just now got to know him actually, and not even that well, but the way in which Hyunjin talked, his voice, he was so soft spoken and gentle, he made it feel like you knew him for years with only a few words, you never met someone like him before.

-Sorry. It’s all you were able to say between sobs and sighs.

-Oh just shut up and let it all out. He was laughing softly but not in a mean way certainly, he was just amused by how even in moments like this you’d manage to put others over yourself. His mouth was right next to your ear and he whispered:

-I’m here Y/N, if you want me to be here I’ll never leave. And then you started crying even more, you knew people for years that weren’t this nice to you… how could a stranger be so nice? There was something really weird about this all but you just stopped overthinking, you shut your brain off for a second and allowed yourself to melt into Hyunjin’s comforting gentle touches and caresses. After a few more minutes you let out a deep sigh and without realizing you buried your nose in his neck and inhaled deeply, his perfume was filling up your lungs, and you were loving it.

-Are you feeling better?

-Yes… I’m sorry… I just, it’s been tough recently...and-

-Shush, you don’t have to explain yourself, it’s ok. Hyunjin let go of you, you looked up at him, his hand brushed against your cheek and he started wiping away your tears. He looked down at you, a soft smile appearing on his face.

-I’m gonna make you another latte.

-N-

-Shush, don’t wanna hear it. His eyes stayed fixated on yours and his hand lingered on your face for one more second before leaving. One more second, that was all that your brain needed to go crazy.

*I’m fucking delusional...he’s just trying to be nice*.

You take a look outside and you see the sun peeking through the clouds, the rain stopped.

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Sᵒᵘʳ Cʰᵉʳʳʸ

-Chapter IV-

Hyunin x fem!reader

WARNINGS: SMUT MDNI !! a lot of swearing, lmk if I forgot anything.

Genre: strangers to friends to lovers, smut, stalker!Hyunjin, yandere!Hyunjin, slow burn.

a/n: this chapter is shorter, i hope y'all will enjoy it anyway! if u guyz have any feedback or opinions lmk, im open to it n also to some constructive criticism, also if u wanna get added to the taglist lmk!! <3 maple out~

dividers by: @cafekitsune <3

Previous chapter

These past few days have been pretty much quiet. Nothing really happening in your life allowing the boredom to settle in, the free time that you had on your hands made you start pondering over the invitation that Joanna sent you. The party was in two days. It was obviously a good thing, you could get out there, reignite your spark that has been buried long time ago, but there was no doubt, you have to admit that you’re scared. Maybe it sounds dumb, but what if you actually get to be happy again, create new friendships and then something happens and it will destroy everything? Just like back in high school, you’re afraid of having to start all over again, only to end up all alone.

At least now you got used to being alone, but making friends again, getting attached to them, only to see them walk away… only to let them be snatched far away from you? That’s truly unfair, and that’s what’s scaring you the most. The possibility of having a strong bond with someone again and allowing that person to see you at your lowest, to see your vulnerable side, and after that becoming strangers is there, and you don’t want to have to go through that heartbreak again. But being alone for the rest of your life isn’t an option either.

*Gosh why is life so complicated?*

The fact that the acting agency didn’t contact you regarding the casting wasn’t helping either, making you overthink every single detail that maybe ruined your chances of getting accepted. You’ve been laying in your bed for hours creating infinite scenarios and possible outcomes in your head, your anxiety worsening with every unanswered question floating through your brain. *What if the tone of my voice wasn’t suitable for that line? What if I didn’t gesticulate enough? What if… what if… what if*. All these possible mistakes that maybe in that moment you didn’t even notice or thought of as mistakes were multiplying and creating a big black hole that was slowly starting to suck you in and make you vanish from the real world.

You hated all this waiting. *I got in my head again...fuck...what should I do, what if I will fail over and over again?*, you started crying. The loneliness was eating you alive. You grabbed your phone, wiping the tears from your eyes with the sleeve of your hoodie, you went on instagram entering the conversation with Joanna, the last message was about her coworker coming to the party too. The solution to your loneliness problem was right in front of you, you just had to get out there, to go to the party, you needed this, you were the one capable of changing something, it was your life and you were the only one with the power of getting it back.

you: hei, so i’ve been thinking about it and i decided i wanna come to the party. 18:50

You close your phone, *This was the right decision...right?*. You get up from the bed and walk towards the kitchen deciding to make a salad. You start cutting the vegetables and seasoning everything, you check your phone and notice a message from Stacey.

stace💋: girl call me when you see this. 19:26

You sit at the table and start eating, your phone dialing Stacey.

-Finally! We haven’t been talking these days, what’s happening with you Y/N? Stacey’s voice was full of concern.

-I don’t know, been overthinking and stuff… You say, taking a mouthful of salad.

-Stop trying to brush things off, why haven’t you called me that night after Josh showed up?

-I was just tired, wasn’t really in the mood to talk about it.

-I see… are you ok? Chan told me he talked with you that day.

-Right now I’m better, I felt kinda off earlier…

-Talk with me sweetie.

-Well besides that day with Josh, the agency didn’t contact me yet, it’s been on my mind.

-Hey I’m sure they liked you, these things take time, they probably have a lot of people on the line you know, don’t worry about it that much, I’m sure they are gonna contact you soon. Stacey’s voice was soft as she reassured you.

-I guess… also I didn’t get to tell you but there was this girl at the cafe, she was working there and she threw Josh out, she was very nice with me and now we kinda are friends, her name is Joanna.

-That’s so nice Y/N!!

-Yeah, and she invited me to a party on Valentines Day, her coworker will be there too.

-I hope you’re going!!

-Yeah, I decided to go, what could go wrong right?

-Exactly! I’m so proud of you babe, you’re finally getting out there again, that’s good for you!

-Thank you Stace, how have you been?

-Well guess what arrived today? Excitement was now noticeable in your friend’s tone.

-What?

-A bottle of wine, I wonder who could’ve sent me such a thing… You and your friend start laughing.

-Hmm… I wonder who too.

-Y/N you know I love this! Thank you so much babee!

-I also love this too, thank you Y/Nnnie! You hear Chan screaming in the background.

-No need to thank me, you guys send me gifts all the time.

-Doesn’t matter!

-So I guess since you’re so happy the project went well?

-OH YES, the teacher loved it!

-Good job Stace!

-Thank you babe, I can’t wait to drink the wine.

-I wish we could celebrate together…

-Me too, but hey, let’s not be sad, you gotta keep the good vibe for the party, okay?

-Yeah, yeah.

You keep talking with Stacey and Chan on the phone until it gets late, the couple going to sleep. You get back in bed and turn the TV on to watch a movie, you weren’t really feeling like watching something horror so you looked up a romance instead, this was kinda out of character for you, but you were in a good mood so you needed to keep it that way, as Stacey said.

Some time passes and you’re half an hour into the movie, you pay attention to the main characters that are starting to have sex, and then it hits you. The dream. *Fuck I completely forgot about that…*, you start having flashbacks of the man’s face, of the way in which he was kissing you, of his touches, his tongue on your skin, his fingers digging into your thighs as he was eating you out, his pleading glassy eyes staring up at you, staring into your eyes as if he was trying to reach your soul, his moans, his voice. It’s like you’re in a trance as you close your eyes and slowly start to caress your own skin, moving your hand lower… lower...lower until your fingers find their way under the waistband of your sweatpants, sliding over your hot and wet folds, you start moaning softly images of him in your mind.

*I wish he would be the one doing this to me*, you stop and open your eyes getting your hand out of your pants.

-What the fuck was that… this is so wrong, he’s literally a stranger that I bumped into twice...I don’t even know his name.

You brush this off turning the TV off deciding to go to sleep.

Only problem is...you can’t. You open your eyes and stare at the ceiling in the darkness of your room, he’s still in your mind, you can’t stop thinking about him, you touch your face and feel your cheeks being very hot. *Maybe if I drink some tea I’ll be able to fall asleep easier*, you think and get up from the bed, opening your phone you see a message from Joanna.

@Joa_47: im so happy you’re coming, my coworker said that he’d like to meet you, he told me to tell you to go tomorrow to the cafe if you’re free. 23:56 you: tell him i ll be there :) 00:00

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-Chapter III-

Hyunin x fem!reader

WARNINGS: SMUT MDNI !! a lot of swearing, toxic behavior, a bit of violence, lmk if I forgot anything.

Genre: strangers to friends to lovers, smut, stalker!Hyunjin, yandere!Hyunjin, slow burn.

a/n: this chapter is a longer one, i hope y'all will enjoy it! if u guyz have any feedback or opinions lmk, im open to it n also to some constructive criticism, also if u wanna get added to the taglist lmk!! <3 maple out~

dividers by: @cafekitsune <3

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-It's-

Suddenly you hear something… it was… your alarm?

-Fuck… it was a dream? *Why is my alarm such a cock block...* That felt so real… You look around the room and you realize you fell asleep on the couch and the empty plate from yesterday was broken on the floor.

-Amazing… it must’ve fallen while I was sleeping. You start picking up the broken pieces and throw them away.

-Jesus… what was all that about… I’m soaked… You say looking down at your night gown that was clinging to your body because of the sweat. You go to look in the mirror, your cheeks are clearly flushed in a deep shade of red. It’s like you’re having a temperature.

*I should go shower and eat something… in 2 hours I have to go to the job interview*

After the interview you were craving a coffee since you weren’t able to drink one at home so you started looking for a coffee shop. You look at your phone and see some texts from Stacey.

stace💋: Heyy, lmk how it went!! 11:02

stace💋 : u done? 11:30

you: heii, ye omw to grab a coffee, everything seemed okay. 11:55

you: they told me that they are gonna call me in a few days with their response. 11:55

You closed your phone and decided to go to a coffee place named “The Sour Cherry” that was right around the corner, they have really decent coffee at low prices too, at least that’s what the reviews said.

You order a caramel macchiato, and you sit down as you wait for your coffee. You open your phone to stay on tiktok while waiting, as you scroll you hear the sound of the door opening, meaning that someone has entered, you move your gaze from the phone to the door, and there he was. *Unbelievable…*

He goes up to the barista and places his order, then he turns his head in your direction. *Fuck* you try to make yourself smaller and start scrolling through your phone again in hopes he didn’t notice you.

But all in vain, he walks up to you.

-Y/N? Is that you? You look up at the man in front of your table, he was smiling at you in a disgusting way. You felt like throwing up.

-What are you doing here Josh?

-It’s a public place isn’t it? Am I not allowed to get a coffee or what?

-Listen… I don’t really care can you please go to another table?

-I think it would be nice to catch up, don’t you think so? I tried calling you and sending you texts but they just wouldn’t reach you.

-Yea, because I blocked you everywhere. After you cheated on me and slapped me? No, I don’t think so.

-Americano and caramel macchiato? You look at the barista and stand up thinking that this was the perfect opportunity to escape from this situation.

-Did you get a macchiato? Josh asks.

-Yes.

-Stay here, imma get it.

-There’s no need for tha- You start saying but he was already on his way. *Great now I have no escape*

Josh returns and puts the two cups of coffee on the table as he sits down in front of you.

-Can you please go away? I’m already starting to get annoyed.

-Please...hear me out, I changed and I am sure that you can give me another chance.

-No, no fucking way Joshua.

-Listen, I know I made a huge mistake, but I’m human too, everyone makes mistakes every now and then, that’s why we live, to make mistakes and learn something out of them, but I promise you if we get back together I won’t cheat on you or hit you ever again. He stares at you with a desperate look on his face, but not the hot type of desperate… the disgusting male manipulator one.

*Is this guy for real?! He thinks I’m gonna get him back?*

-Should’ve thought about not hurting me before fucking that other girl, don’t you think?

-Oh c’mon, you’re a bad person only once and then everyone holds it over your head. Jesus grow up Y/N, every guy does this, you really think you’re gonna find someone better than me?

-I don’t need anyone, I’m happy on my own, happier than I’d ever be with you.

-Yeah sure, keep lying to yourself baby. The proud look on his face transforms your anger into fuel for the fire that is about to start, you’re no longer gonna sit around and be polite, letting this man walk all over you, you’re done with him and his excuses.

-Stop calling me that, you’re an excuse of a man and you’re also horrible at pleasuring a woman, so yes, imma find someone better than you definitely. You watch as his expression changes from proud to angry really quick.

-Really Y/N? REALLY?! After everything that I’ve done for you, you’re gonna act this way? You fucking brat.

-Stop shouting, we’re in public you moron!

-I couldn’t give less of a fuck, you don’t have the right to tell me what the fuck to do okay? He grabs your arm and squeezes it really hard until in starts hurting, but he doesn’t stop, he doesn’t let go.

Tears start piling up in your eyes. You cannot cry, you have to hold back, if he sees you cry he's gonna win, he's gonna see you vulnerable because of him again, that's the last thing you want to happen.

-Joshua stop, let go! He doesn’t let go.

-You’re gonna want me back someday, and you know it damn well.

-Hey, is there any problem in here? It’s the barista, thank god.

-None of your fucking business you fat bitch!

-Sir I’m gonna need you to leave before I call security.

-Yea sure, whatever… He gets up and goes towards the door. You’re gonna hear from me again Y/N, be sure of that.

You put your face in your palms and finally let it out, you start crying while also trying to calm yourself down and breathe.

-Hey, it’s okay… he left, I’m so sorry you had to go through this. Here. You look at the barista that hands you a napkin.

-Thank you… I’m sorry for all the trouble…

-Hey no, don’t even mention it… who was that guy anyways?

-My ex… such a douchebag.

-I couldn’t agree more… You know what? Imma give you another drink on the house okay?

-You don’t have to, really.

-It’s okay girl, you deserve it after putting up with such a scumbag.

-Thank you…

-You like cherries?

-Yes.

-Great, I have just the thing for you. She goes back behind the counter and she skillfully starts preparing your drink.

You get on your phone again and decide to text Stacey about everything that went down.

-Here you go, this coffee is my favorite from the menu, it’s called “sour cherry foamy latte”. Hope you’re gonna enjoy it. Whenever I drink it, it cheers me up. The girl says while smiling.

-Thank you...Joanna? You say while reading the name tag on the girl’s shirt.

-That’s right, what’s your name?

-Y/N, nice meeting you!

-Nice meeting you too! Hope you’re gonna come around here some more you seem nice.

-Oh I will, this latte is incredible oh my god… You say as you start drinking more from the coffee.

-I know right? The secret stays in the cherries at the bottom. She says winking.

-Joanna, you’re an angel.

-Oh, don’t make me blush.

-How long have you been working here?

-Almost 2 years… how time flies…

-Oh, makes sense now, you make really good coffee.

-Thanks, but I don’t really know if I’m the one to praise, machines do most of the work, if you think I make good coffee you should see my coworker, he’s better than me for sure, and he’s been around for only a couple months, I’m so jealous. You look up at Joanna smiling, she’s so nice, and she also seems around your age, maybe it’s time to make a new friend.

-Don’t put yourself down like that, I’m sure your coworker isn’t capable of making cute designs on coffee like you.

-Oh you have no idea what he does, you should really come around next week, he’s gonna be working, you need to see his designs.

-I don’t think he can be better than you though, you said he’s been working only for a few months…

-Yea but I got years to perfection my designs, he’s already good, he’s actually a painter in his free time.

-Really?

-Yea… see that painting with the flower vase?

-Mhm. You look in the direction that the girl showed. It was a beautiful painting of a vase with red flowers in it.

-He painted it. He’s also a really nice guy too, handsome as well. Joanna looks at you with a smirk and puts her hand next to her mouth while whispering the last part. I was shocked when he told me he’s single.

-Oh I see you have a work crush?

-No no no. She’s quick to respond while laughing. I’m a proud lesbian, I wouldn’t date a guy even if you’d pay me.

-I see, well I shall come next week too then, you’ve praised this guy too much, got me curious.

-I’m sure you’re gonna love his coffee!

-Hey could I get your instagram? It might be weird but you’re really nice and I really need new friends, only if you’d like to be friends of course.

-Oh I thought you’d never ask, you’re so cool, but I’m more of an introvert, if you wouldn’t have I’d never ask you about it. Here you go. She says while typing her username into your instagram search bar.

-Great, I followed you! You say as you get up from your seat.

-Well I hope I’ll see you around more often Y/N, I’ll text you when I’m free maybe we can hang sometime you know.

-Of course, thank you for the drink Joanna, and also… you know… for helping me out with that scumbag.

-No need to thank me, I just hope you feel better.

-I really do. Well I’ll get going now. Bye!

-Bye bye!

This was amazing, obviously not all of it, but you have a new friend now, your job interview seemed good, you got free coffee AND a new friend, your life is already looking better.

You’re almost in front of your apartment building when someone calls you. You get your phone out of your pocket and look at the name displayed on the screen.

*Chan? Why would he call me?*

-Hello?

-Y/N ARE YOU OKAY? You have to get the phone away from your ear because Chan literally screams.

-I AM OKAY YES, WHY WOULDN’T I BE?

-STACEY TEXTED YOU AND YOU DIDN’T REPLY AFTER YOU LITERALLY TOLD HER THAT JOSH WAS WITH YOU.

-CAN WE STOP SCREAMING?

-YES.

-Fuck, I forgot to update her, I just told her that he was there.

-Well she would’ve called you but she is presenting her project so she can’t. Did that motherfucker really grab your arm? Did he hurt you?

-He did grab my arm really hard, but I’m okay though.

-If there’s anything we can do for you, you know you can ask.

-Yes Chan, I know.

-Are you home?

-Not yet, close though.

-Okay I can stay on the phone until you get in the apartment.

-Okay Mister Bang.

Chan started being Stacey’s boyfriend after a month since she moved, you never met him in real life, but he was almost always present while you and Stacey talked on the phone. You started to create a brother-sister type of bond with him, you liked the way in which he was making your best friend feel, and also that he gave you the feeling of family, of being cared for, you never really had that in your childhood, but having Stacey, Chan and also Chan’s family that always sent you nice letters and cute gifts every now and then really made you feel grateful in a weird way.

After you get home you end the phone call with Chan and decide to take a nice bubble bath.

You start undressing slowly, exhausted from the day you had.

In theory you didn’t do much today, but you interacted with a lot of people, and that is just draining, your social battery was dangerously low, especially after the whole Josh situation. The water was very hot, just as you liked it, you close your eyes as you throw your head back falling prey to relaxation. You feel the warmth of the water slowly lulling you to sleep.

It was so cold, you felt like death itself was crawling into your very own bones, you felt your muscles responding to the cold liquid, shivering, but you were immobilized. You opened your eyes.

Water everywhere…

You’ve fallen asleep in the tub, now the water being ice cold.

-Damn… how much did I sleep? You get out of the tub and wrap a towel around your cold wet body.

You take a look at your phone.

-10PM? I SLEPT 6 HOURS? Fuck… now I definitely fucked my sleep schedule… I was supposed to take a 2 hour nap.

You scrolled through your notifications, besides the usual concerned texts from Stacey, you had a text on instagram from Joanna.

Curious about what the blonde girl sent you, you go straight on insta.

@Joa_47: hey, i stumbled across a post earlier, it was about some vday party for single people, it will be at a club nearby. been there b4 super nice cocktails. wanna go? =]] 20:10

Damn, this will be the death of you, you’re not so sure about this, you stopped going to parties pretty much since Stacey left, you always felt unsafe, especially in clubs with all those weird creeps trying to touch you without your consent and then play it off as “dancing”… disgusting.

you: would it be okay if i give you an answer next week? 22:26

@Joa_47: sure thing, lmk when you decide. 22:26

@Joa_47: oh also, i almost forgot, my coworker will be also coming, thought it would b nice to let you know…just in case ud feel uncomfy, even tho i promise u have no reason to, he’s a sweetheart, i feel like you2would get along rly well. 22:30

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-Chapter II-

Hyunin x fem!reader

WARNINGS: SMUT MDNI !! a lot of swearing, alcohol, bleeding is mentioned (as a joke), lmk if I forgot anything.

Genre: strangers to friends to lovers, smut, stalker!Hyunjin, yandere!Hyunjin, slow burn.

a/n: im sry if there's 2much dialogue, im trying to figure out how long a chapter should be, don't forget to give me some feedback or opinions, that would be really helpful. also if u wanna be added to my taglist put it down in the comments. <3 maple out~

dividers by: @cafekitsune <3

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Some days pass and Thursday is approaching, you can’t stop feeling anxious what if they don’t like your acting? *I should stop being so harsh on myself, Stace is right, I’ve got enough experience*. You quickly brush off your negative thoughts and go to the kitchen.

-Shit… I forgot to buy milk…

The grocery store is really close to your apartment, but you don’t like going out so early, all the streets are full of people rushing to their well paid office jobs, and you secretly kinda dread them, even if your future plans never aligned with that type of job, at least they got something goin on.

Well you can’t drink your coffee without milk so… anything for coffee…

You walk down the isles of the store and then a great idea comes to your mind *Maybe I should get a box of chocolates for Thursday, can’t go wrong with a little gift, right? Especially since they were nice enough to give me a second chance*. As you turn to your right and walk towards the chocolate section, you see heart shaped balloons around the isle… *What the fuck… Oh… right* Valentine’s Day was next week, unsurprising…You stopped counting the days until Valentine’s Day a long time ago. Since you broke up with your ex you kinda started hating the idea of it actually. You grab a box of chocolates a bit more expensive than what you’d usually go for, but you have to make a nice first impression… or second.

*I think that’s it*

You start going towards the line that seemed to be endless, when you secure your spot you remember something else. *Stacey is gonna present her project these days. Would be nice to send her a little celebratory gift*. You already know what the perfect gift for your friend would be. Alcohol. You weren’t really into drinking that much, the only times that you were drinking were parties every now and then, but even back then you wouldn’t drink more than 2 or 3 glasses. Stacey on the other hand liked a little drink every now and then even without a reason.

You start looking around until you find your target.

-Aha. You start smiling as you try to reach for a bottle of wine. You knew this one was Stacey’s and her boyfriend’s favorite, only problem was the fact that it was really hard to find in Australia. *They are gonna love it*. The bottle was on the last shelf, and unfortunately for you, it was impossible to reach. You start looking around to see if maybe you could find an employee that could help you. You turn to your left… nothing, you turn to your right and see a tall figure.

-JESUS! You scared the shit out of me! On your right there was a guy looking down at you with a smile.

-This what you want? In his hand was the bottle of wine that you were just a few seconds ago trying to reach.

-Yes...thank you. You say, getting it from his hand.

-Oh, wait… I know you, you were at the job interview. You look at him up and down.

-Right… painter boy…

-Nice choice! You’re making preparations for Vday? He says as he gets another bottle of the wine that you went for.

-Oh… um no, I don’t drink.

-Thought you were getting ready for a date or something… you know with the chocolates and everything. That’s why you got anger issues though, you gotta loosen up a bit. He says winking at you.

-Hey! I don’t have anger issues! You say staring at him with an annoyed face.

-Yea, yea sure…

-What about you?

-Hm? He looks at you with a confused expression.

-Are you preparing for a date?

-Nope, this is for me.

-Oh, so you’re a day drinker?

-It helps with inspiration, besides it’s not even so early.

-It’s 10 in the morning. You say and start laughing.

-Oh… damn, well, I lose track of time when I don’t sleep.

-Right… well, thank you for the wine, I gotta go. You say as you turn in the other direction to leave.

-Wait… um. You turn around to look at him, he was looking down at his shoes, hand on the back of his neck.

-What?

-Well, I’m sorry for being a complete douchebag that day, um...would you accept a coffee as an apology? He looks into your eyes waiting for a response.

-Oh… well I think words are enough, apology accepted but I’m not interested.

-Okay, that’s alright. Have a nice day! He says and you start walking away.

-Thanks, have a nice day too!

-ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND? You said he’s tall, handsome, long black hair and he offered you coffee, he’s SO your type, what else do you want? Stacey lecturing you on the phone always feels like a never ending horror movie screech, torture to your ears, you can almost feel them bleeding.

-Stace I’ve got more important stuff to do than fucking an alcoholic wannabe painter. You say while cooking some pasta.

-More important stuff? Like what? Bed rotting and watching shitty horror movies?

-Sounds better than getting heartbroken again…besides I gotta see how the casting will go, plus it’s kinda weird to go out with a guy that I’ve seen like twice…

-Yeah okay, but you have to get in the dating scene again, you need some company too you know, maybe you get to know each other and you start being friends, you need some anyways…

-I have you, that’s more than enough for me.

-Yeah Y/N, but I mean friends to hang out with, it’s not good to stay so much inside… when was the last time you went to a party?

-Look, I think I need more alone time…

-MORE? Girl you’ve been alone for almost a year, you always complain about being bored, I think this would be good for you.

-Well… it’s already too late for that, what are the odds of randomly bumping into him again.

-I don’t know, but if you do bump into him again, you better not refuse him.

-Stace, I need stability more than anything, and I think I’m better on my own, I don’t need some boy to give me that.

-I agree, you don’t have to depend on anyone for that, but you can be independent and have stability, with a boyfriend too you know… that’s all I’m saying.

-Anyways… let’s change the subject…

-We’ll be back to this don’t worry, I’m not letting you escape so easily.

-I got you and Chan a gift. You say while smiling at the camera.

-What? Why?

-To celebrate you finally finishing your project, I know how hard you’ve been working on it!

-Y/N you really shouldn’t have… I know you haven’t been so well financially…

-Oh c’mon, you know I love making gifts, besides if you would’ve been here we would’ve been celebrating anyway...so aleast we can do it this way.

-Girl, I love you, what did you get me anyways?

-It’s a surprise, can’t tell you.

-I guess I’ll have to wait then.

-Exactly, well I have to go eat.

-Okay, I’m gonna call you after the project, kay?

-Yeap, good night Stace.

-Goodnight babe, thank you for the gift again.

-Don’t mention it!

You sit on the couch, plate full of spaghetti sitting on your lap, you press the button on the remote and play a youtube video in the background to watch while eating.

Suddenly you hear a knock on your door, *Who could it be at this hour?*, it’s already past midnight. You silently walk to the door and look through the peephole… it’s him, *What the actual fuck, how does he know where I live*, you open the door.

-Painter boy, what are you doing here?

-I needed to see you. He says as he enters your apartment, closing and locking the door behind him.

-How do you know where I live?

-That doesn’t matter what matters is the fact that I need you Y/N. You can hear the desperation in his voice, almost like he’s whining.

-H-how do you know my name?

-Shhh...don’t worry that pretty head of yours with such irrelevant details. He says as he puts his index finger on your lips to shush you, his thumb playing with your bottom lip, opening your mouth, he’s pressing you against the wall, his face inches apart from yours and he starts kissing you hungrily, biting at your bottom lip.

-Fuck… you taste so sweet, I want more. You moan hearing his words, crushing your lips into his again, your hands pulling at his long hair, he moans into your mouth, his tongue swirling around yours. He starts pressing himself on you, making it impossible for you to not feel his hard cock grinding against your dark red night gown. He starts kissing your neck going lower and lower to your cleavage, he looks up at you with puppy eyes.

-Can I taste you? How could you refuse him, the look on his face… so desperate…

-Ask nicely and maybe you receive what you want pretty boy. You say almost whispering, this is so unlike you… letting a stranger into your apartment… being so dominant.

-Please Y/N! I need it so badly. He says as he gets on his knees in front of you, starting to kiss and suck at your thighs.

-Mmm please! He looks up again his eyes pleading. Please, I’m begging you.

-O-okay. You feel the heat traveling across your body and building up on your face and also your ears, that now are pulsating.

-Fuck, thank you Y/N.

He starts kissing and licking slowly up until he reaches your panties.

-Damn… so wet for me…you look delicious. He licks his lips and starts kissing at the wetness on your panties with small licks against your clothed core. His fingers start brushing against your panties gently pulling them aside as he presses his nose against your bundle of nerves, his tongue slowly painting you with his saliva.

This is so dirty…

-W-what is your name? You ask while moaning in a failed attempt of trying to contain yourself.

-It’s-

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-Chapter I-

Hyunin x fem!reader

WARNINGS: SMUT MDNI !! a lot of swearing, mentions of bullying and blackmailing, lmk if I forgot anything.

Genre: strangers to friends to lovers, smut, stalker!Hyunjin, yandere!Hyunjin, slow burn.

a/n: This is the first chapter of the series and im so excited to post it, some feedback and opinions would really help me so feel free to comment!! im also making a taglist so if you wanna be added lmk in the comments or message me. <3 maple out~

dividers by: @cafekitsune <3

It’s 8 o’clock in the morning, the silence is lingering in the air, only to be disturbed by the birds starting to chirp lively while flying around in the streets, gently sitting on trees to rest in the warm embrace of the sun. This beautiful scenery was so calming and comforting, you loved late mornings when you could just sit in your bed without a single trouble, without high school, no college, no alarms… just enjoying the way that the sun showered and warmed up your naked skin exposed by the blanket that was refusing to sit on your body after a good sleep.

You immediately jump in fear as you hear your alarm go off.

-Shut up! You scream as you throw a pillow at your vintage clock, that your mom insisted to buy since your phone apparently wasn’t doing the job anymore.

-Why would I have an alarm set up at this hour?! You question out loud. Since you live alone you got really used to talking alone to make up for the lack of social communication you were dealing with recently. It’s been a hard period of time, you broke up with your boyfriend a while ago, so you were forced to gather all your savings and drop out of college so you could afford your own place. Your parents not really eager to help since they pretty much made it clear that if you drop out they are cutting you off, *fair play I guess…*, you thought.

You are quick to brush off the alarm incident as you having really bad memory and forgetting that you set it up out of habit. As you lazily make your way up to the kitchen to make some coffee, you open your phone and see 10 alarms named “job interview 9 o’clock”.

*FUCK I AM SO SCREWED*

-I mean how could I forget Stace? I’ve been waiting to have a chance for so long and I just forget about my job application? It’s unbelievable… I’m unbelievable…

-Hey calm down, you’ve been going through a lot of stress recently okay? I think that with your skills in the domain and your charm you’re gonna nail it, even if you are… 30 minutes late…

-Oh really helpful Miss Bang!

-Hey I’m trying to help you out okay? You’re gonna pull it off, I’m telling you, just have more confidence… c’mon you’re Y/N L/N, you’re a tough motherfucker if I’ve seen one, that’s gotta be you! And don’t call me that, we are not married or anything…yet.

You can literally feel the smile on your friends face as she says that, even though you’re miles away, the only thing connecting you being the phones. Stacey was a good friend, you knew her since you both were freshmen at the same high school, and somehow ended up in the same class, you always thought that fate somehow did it’s job with her and brought her into your life as your soulmate, only to give you the worst years of your life after that… or maybe you just matured and are finally seeing the real non-romanticized version you’ve been refusing for so long to see and accept…only if anyone would’ve told you how your life was gonna change… only if you knew to not trust guys back then.

After graduating Stacey moved to Australia with her parents since she had relatives there she decided to go to college there and pursue her photography passion, turn it into her career. You were so proud of her, but sometimes you just wished you could’ve had it all figured out like she did so early on. Everything about your life felt like complete chaos, the only stability you ever got cheated on you and started being abusive, nothing eve-

-Y/N? You still there? You hear the voice of your best friend on the other line.

-Oh… yes, yes I’m fine Stace… hey so I think imma hang up, I just realised I have to call my mum.

-Oh well, good luck! Call me after you leave them speechless!

-I don’t think that’s gonna be the case, but whatevs. Thanks for the advice Stace, I love you.

-Love you too byee!

And there it goes… quiet… all that calling mum crap was obviously just an excuse, you just tend to get in your head quite a lot and you don’t wanna burden Stacey with all your problems, she usually doesn’t really have much to complain about, got into a perfect college, got a perfect boyfriend, perfect family, perfect everything. You know it sounds like you despise her, but it is far from that, Stacey is your role model, and you don’t wanna always seem like the one complaining and talking about herself, so you’d rather keep to yourself sometimes.

Only sound is the one of muffled traffic because you were smart enough to bring your headphones along with you in the adventure of your lifetime...that’s gonna be getting humiliated in front of experts in the domain you wanna get started in. That is acting.

Acting has been your only escape since sophomore year in high school when you decided that maybe you should give the high school clubs a chance. You thought it might be a new beginning as well as a distraction from what was going on at home. So you did it, after that you can say that was the only good thing about your high school experience, besides Stacey obviously. After the club closed you decided to keep pursuing acting, you were already hooked, you felt like you found your meaning, your purpose, your life back. You changed from workshop to workshop until you found your group of people, but that was all about to be ruined. Going to that theatre workshop almost daily made you some new friends, at some point an open window for even more, you were 16...and he was 20.

Theodore Davis was the handsomest boy you’ve ever laid eyes on, at least back then that’s how it felt like. He was charismatic, his dark curls bouncing whenever he’d laugh so deeply, he knew his way around girls and how to flatter them, and you were so clearly one of his preys, but you liked it that way, at least that’s how you thought it was supposed to be, guys being manly and strong and girls just… prey to ease their hunger. Theodore got under your skin so badly that he was able to get you to send him nudes, you thought you were both feeling good together, oh how dumb you were… only if you knew back then…

He was trying to get you to consent to being filmed while doing stuff with him, besides the fact that you were a virgin and didn’t want to do anything of that sort at that age, you also really didn’t wanna film yourself while doing such things… it felt filthy. But Theodore was blackmailing you, telling you that if you don’t do that with him, he was gonna leak your nudes. *What would Stacey think? My friends from the workshop? Classmates? Teachers? But worst of all...What would my parents think?*, these were the exact thoughts from your head back then, but Theodore did it anyway, no matter how much you begged for him to stop, he kept going, and going, and going, until there was not a single angle or portion of your naked body that hasn’t seen the spotlight on everyone’s phones, the fact that you lived in a tiny misogynistic and sexist town didn’t help either, all the odds were against you.

The next day you found out you were being suspended for a week until the school figured it out, while you were crying locked in the basement to “think about your sinful acts”, Theodore on the other hand...was roaming around town with even more girls wanting him and the title of “king of whores”. Imagine waking up and hearing how your abuser got glorified and praised for “exposing another slut” instead of beaten to death for even thinking about touching an underage girl in the first place.

See this is why you despise long rides, it gives you just enough time to overthink about how your life went downhill, but you are on your way to change that, you are tired of applying daily for shitty jobs that won’t even pay half of your rent but the working hours are over the top, you are sick and tired of being miserable, Stacey was right, you are strong enough to turn your life around.

Finally, your dream was right in front of you, 5 steps away, 5 steps and you are ready to conquer the world, your dream was right in front of you, in the form of a really big old fashioned stately building, but hey, it was your dream, some failed architectural monstrosity won’t ruin it. You twist the doorknob as you enter, you start feeling the air getting trapped into your lungs, and you wish it would’ve been only because of the adrenaline rushing through your veins, but unfortunately for you, that wasn’t the case. As you make your way to the stairs in front of you, it is inevitable to not notice the line of maybe 20 to 30 young adults right in front of you. That is the moment in which you feel like there’s no hope anymore, you look at your phone in one swift motion… 9:30…

*Yea, you’re screwed, only thing you were able to achieve so far and you screw this up too, how nice Y/N*, now the expression on your face completely changed suddenly into one of disappointment. You turn around to leave, phone in your hand ready to dial Stacey. In a moment of vulnerability you cease to notice how someone was rushing down the stairs bumping right into you, creating the perfect excuse for your phone to try escaping from your trembling hands.

-Hey! Watch out asshole! You scream at the boy that mercilessly aggravated your whole situation.

-How about you shut your fucking mouth! As you turn your head to see who would dare tell you that, you see a boy on the ground, his black hair long and messy, what seems to be paintings scattered all over the place. He looks at you and you see tears in his dark eyes...strange… he stares at you, locking eyes for what feels like eternity, you frown. He suddenly rushes to pick up his stuff and grab the doorknob but right before, he turns to you and says:

-Don’t even waste your time with these assholes, if I couldn’t get in, you definitely don’t stand a chance. Your paintings would be better off sold at the corner of the street, and your time would be better used to solve those internalized anger issues you got going on. After that he runs out the door… strange, that didn’t even feel like a real thing…

Wait...WAIT

-Paintings? You whisper… *what did he mean?*. You start desperately looking around and start noticing everyone with paintings in their arms. *How could I miss this… am I at the wrong place?*

-I’m telling you he literally bumped into me no sorry no nothing, and had the audacity to tell me to shut up and also flaunt his painting skills, like excuse me sir if you were that good they wouldn’t have rejected you. You say while looking at Stacey having her mouth full of ramen trying not to laugh.

-Please stop or I’m gonna choke. She says while laughing.

-At least I sorted it out. You say with a big smile on your face.

-Hm? I’m confused, what do you mean sort it out? Did you kill the guy?

-Well...

-Without me?! How scandalous!

-Can you stop cutting me off? You say throwing Stacey a fake annoyed stare.

-Okay okay, sorry, my bad, go on.

-They emailed me, and told me that they were really sad I wasn’t able to make it, THEY LIKED MY PORTFOLIO THEY ARE GIVING ME ANOTHER CHANCE!!

-JESUS Y/N THAT’S HUGE!! THAT’S AMAZING!! I TOLD YOU YOU COULD DO IT!!

-Hey let’s not rush still, the hardest part isn’t over, I still have to go to the casting…

-When did they arrange the meeting?

-Next Thursday, at least that way I got time to fix my sleep schedule, there’s no way I’m being late this time.

-That’s what I like hearing babes!! Well I’m glad you got a second chance but it’s getting late I should go rest, tomorrow I got a photography project so you know chop chop!

-Yeap, good luck!! I’ll call you tomorrow.

-You better do! Goodnight.

-Night!

Next chapter

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a/n: hope you guys liked it, i know the chapter wasn't that long and maybe not that interesting but i promise it will become more interesting. <3 maple out~

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These are the dividers I used for the "Sour Cherry" teaser, please show some love to @cafekitsune !!

HEARTS ON HEARTS | blend 01.

──────── ⵌ RAINBOW ...

──────── ⵌ SWEET ...

──────── ⵌ FLOWER ...

──────── ⵌ PASSION ...

i don’t know if i will be able to do more before Valentine’s Day, but i wanted to drop this at least. :> it’s a smol extension of my animated lines series, but in hearts ! ( I may or may not have stared at this in dark mode for a long time HAHAH )

adding a tw for eyestrain because of the colours, but I hope you enjoy 🤍

blends : 001 / 002

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MASTERLIST

Stray Kids

Hyunjin

Sour Cherry

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Sᵒᵘʳ Cʰᵉʳʳʸ

Hyunjin x fem!reader

WARNINGS: SMUT MDNI !!

Genre: strangers to friends to lovers, smut, stalker!Hyunjin, yandere!Hyunjin, slow burn.

Chap.1 🍒Chap.2🍒Chap.3🍒Chap.4🍒

Chap.5🍒Chap.6🍒Chap.7🍒

a/n: So I've been watching "You" recently and this idea came to my mind. This is just a teaser, I'll post the first chapter tomorrow!!

dividers by: @cafekitsune <3

Hyunjin wasn’t used to feeling this way, he truly never seen someone as ravishing and as captivating as you before, someone to pique his interest only by the way in which you carried yourself around, you got him starstruck. The lengths that he’d go to only be in your mere presence for one more time, one more lingering second, that’s all he needed, one more accidental touch, all he wanted, something of innocent nature in theory, breathing the same air, inhaling your oxygen as you exhaled his, he could give you the world, everything that you’ve ever desired for, your deepest darkest wishes, that perhaps not even you knew were existent in your mind, or capable of being brought to life, but he knew, oh he knew, and he was eager to be at your mercy, eager to know more about you, everything about you, only you didn’t know it yet, and you didn’t even have to. Something about it all felt so intimate and personal, he was drawn to you, as if he was caught in a deep slumber, and only your kiss would wake him up. How could he possibly tell you? You’d be freaked out surely, and that’s the last thing that he wants, he needs you safe, he wants you to feel at home in his embrace. He knew what he wanted and that was you, and he won’t stop until he makes you his. So the next step he makes is clearly questionable but if it’s for all the right reasons… would it really be so wrong?

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hei guyz!! im maple, im 20 years old and in college, writing has been my passion since i was around 9, i ve got a really long period of time in which i haven't been able to write much, my life is pretty chaotic rn, where im trying to get is the fact that, i've been reading a lot of fanfictions and i think im finally ready to start creating some too, im still trying to figure out how this whole posting on tumblr thing is but i'll figure it out, with all that being said, i'd like to announce a fanfiction that i'll start working on, and i hope i'll eventually find my crowd that will support me and look out for my work. Thank you all for reading. (don't worry ik how to write correctly i just like being silly and casual w ppl) <3 maple out~

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i miss playing star girl SO MUCH 😭 i need a star girl comeback 🙏