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Breakfast Day 1

Okay so, me and him, we usually ask each other out but not really get to push it, maybe because we don’t think like we’re serious. Just saying “ tagay ta” but we do not have places and it really sucks dude. ‘Cause I want to but you know I don’t want to sound pushy baka ma turn off lol. This has been going on for a couple of weeks until he actually asked me what time I arrived at the office. duh reading it, it’s obvious like he has plans diba? So I said the time and he asked me if I want to have breakfast with him. pero like because we keep saying stuff like this so parang kevs lng ako. Pero he was actually serious. He kept on reminding me and gave me his number so that I’ll text him when I arrive. He goes off at 5am so he waitied for 2+ hours, but not a big deal ‘cause he works out. Timing lng. It was his RD so no pressure for him, however on my end, pota I don’t know ha or maybe I was nervous or something parang tanga, I went down ‘cause he was waiting for me at the resto, I said go ahead order what you want ‘cause I need to withdraw. He asked me what i want and all bla bla, It was really hot!! shit I was wearing black, good thing I was wearing tshirt lng kasi papunta ako ng site. Good thing also I wasn’t wearing formal. So I arrived at the resto and guess who’s fucking sweating like a siomai steaming! He laughed and I made a lame excuse but kevs, Shoutout to me ‘cause I really had poise lol. He kept laughing cause I was still sweating and the resto was so hot with no tissues, nakaka bad trip. So anyway, we ate and talked and he paid for breakfast, he’s so sweet. I really like him pero kevs haha 

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Assuming or Paasa

It has been a long time since I liked someone this much. So I decided to write it down for future purposes. lol. We actually have known each other way back I think 2015 or 2016. College days. I was in a relationship with his close friend and teammate in his sport. I never really cared about him anyway. Until lately, he has been messaging me and reacting to my IG stories and everything. I know so shallow right?? but it doesn’t end there. His name keeps popping everyday and that got my attention, kept thinking about him and all and how he transformed from the last guy I knew about him and now that he is working. So yeah, our buildings btw are just right next to each other like legit no space besh, but the only hindrance is that we do not have the same timeline, he’s graveyard and i’m in the morning shift. We talk everyday but not that long, so when I wake up or he wakes up, that’s just when the conversation move along. Sometimes nga I don’t even bother to reply ‘cause I don’t have anything to say and I guess this is really going nowhere. He says good morning to me every single day and say “Have a great day at work” even tho walang last convo, dead end na. Pero ya know, it’s the small things for me. I’m not sure if I am just assuming, assumera lng pala lol or he actually has plans, ‘cause he says so, the thing is that I know how guys play their ball, I’ve been there a lot. The funny thing is that I was actually at the “playgirl” era or a hoe, like i normally casually to talk guys like parang wala lng but they put a lot of meaning to every word I said, but when I talk to this guy, I’m like shit pota what do I say?? parang pressure shit. haha but yeah, I think I kind of like him already. 

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Elephant symbols invite positive energies into your home and life.  A little fun fact: If you are planning to place an elephant home decor in your home, choose the one where the trunk is facing downwards for good luck and good energy. 

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Take me home, I'm fallin' Love me long, I'm rollin' Losing control, body and soul Mind too for sure, I'm already yours

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Imagine life without music.. NAH, nope there can’t be a life! It has a huge impact on us that it can change our emotions in a second. I wish I'm that powerful, I feel like I can save the world. lol 

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They say that the cure for anything is salt water. It’s amazing how something was made naturally is used to fix something that was made by human. Stress is everywhere, stress is my breakfast, lunch, dinner and add some pressure. I cry, but it’s one of the things that keep me alive. I learned the hard way that your close friends, who’s always with you, who you share problems and experiences with, are the ones who can put you down, rock bottom. So just be like a wave, keep pushing forward and have that salt water. 

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Been really struggling with my decisions in life. I mean ‘adulting’ is really hard you know, if you got a lot of goals in life, sometimes you cannot even have the courage to start somewhere unless someone is there guiding you. But what’s to life if you can’t even take a risk and just be who you want to be??