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OG bad toman Hanma.

So i always see online that people think bad toman hanma was sad or not enjoying that timeline. I understand that he might not be getting thrills from fist fighting, but guys, this guys literal dream was to have 100 slaves who do everything for him..cmon hes enjoying this.

why;

1-he is filthy rich-ik hes not shown as money hungry but cmon..cheetah print?? screams rich people taste. also glasses??? vro did not even need them. he enjoys spending money. Eating at expensive places,exotic food, private jets just to get to another city..heh he does it all. Also his car in the live action??? i need him so bad

2-he has enough authority to make people crawl for him-if he wants a drink, someone will pour it for him and put the glass in his hand. HE IS NOT moving a damn muscle. He sits in the clubs he owns, drinking expensive stuff and making fun of people who cant afford it.

this timeline shuji is so much meaner-like not teasing anymore, just straight up mean. since hes all rich and powerfull now hes allowed to say whatever he wants.. but not you babe, he knows you have a soft soul. He doesnt look like hes having fun but dw he is. Also he gets those lines in the corner of his eyes when he smiles. heh...#needthat #i'ddoit

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Every time a gay man says something misogynistic I read a chapter of killing stalking

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Monster by Lady Gaga is such a Hanma song

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Hi i just read ur post that u sent 2 hours ago or so and i would like to tell something about it, though i would like to send it anonymously. About the dress t hing; plain always looks so much more elegant and it will be completely fine if u go with a cheap dress thats fine, as someone who does not have hard times financially i will go to my prom which is in 2 months with a dress that costs 18€ and its okay because it dont matter as long as i like it. And about the not having close friends and being alone there thing, guess what? thats okay too!! i used to be afraid of being alone in school or going to the mall by myself but i broke those stereotypes of mine and the more i started to be okay with it and be cool with it people started approaching me and even though i had quite superficial relations with them and did not have a close friend i started to feel lighter and was more “relaxed” about it. And you wont get to have “unforgettable” moments or a better life as long as u dont leave your comfort zone, thats what i learnt from my hs years. So what i mesn is that just go there and dont be awkward maybe join a group of girls it wont be weird🩷

thank you dear 🥺

I’m lucky I still have a few months to decide. I’m just conscious that I won’t feel my best and leave disappointed. I’m not very strong hearted tbh 😭

for now I’ll keep searching-maybe I’ll also find a €18 dress too 🙏

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guys help pls. ☹️

hi mooties and hi everyone. I don’t normally post like this but tumblr is the only place where I don’t have ppl who I know irl.

basically in a few months I have prom and I kinda don’t want to go.

First of all I don’t have a decent amount of money for a dress let alone all the other accessories and transport and hair and makeup etc etc, im also too shameful to ask my parents for large amounts of money-I know I technically don’t have to to do all this but all of my friends are so (as loser as it seems) I don’t want to be the only one looking plain. At the end of the day I’m still a girl and wanna feel pretty, but I’m pretty sure I’ll just feel embarrassed.

second. I’m not particularly close with anyone-so I’m worried I’ll be there awkwardly, especially since large social spaces aren’t where i Flourish. I love all of my friends but I really don’t want to ruin everyone’s vibe by sitting on the side.

third- I’m not such a prominent member of my year group so with all the awards and stuff I’ll just feel left out.

I did go to leavers day/assembly and had lots of fun.

and I did want to go to prom but now that I think about it..it’s just not for me. If you went to prom or didn’t pls let me know. My family is relatively conservative with these things so I don’t really have anyone to ask.

thanks guys sorry for being weird

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Little rant BUT WHY CAN THE TR FANDOM ON TIKTOK NOT FATHOM THAT CHARACTERS LIKE RAN, SANZU, HANMA AND RINDOU CAN BE ASSHOLES BUT GOOD TO THE PEOPLE THEY CARE ABOUT. The mischaracterising of these characters make me want to rip my skin off I am currently arguing with 2 people on the fact that Ran wouldn’t be a fuckboy who cheated on his s/o every second week. I BEG READ THE BLOODY MANGA AGAIN BECAUSE FROM WHAT WE CAN ASSUME HES LOYAL TO THE PEOPLE HE CARES ABOUT, ITS SHOWN WITH HIS LOYALTY TO HIS BROTHER AND KAKUCHO EVEN JUST THE S62 GENERATION IN GENERAL WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR PEOPLE TO FATHOM THAT. There’s nothing wrong with having it as a headcanon but putting it out there and saying “idc this is how they would act” GETS PEOPLE TO ACTUALLY THINK THATS HOW THEY ARE THEY HAVE BEEN WATERED DOWN TO CHEATING BASTARDS WHO FUCK EVERYDAY OF THE WEEK. I can’t deal with these people❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️(if this made no sense it’s because I’m actually pissed about this💔)

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More hanma thoughts because i cant stop thinking abt him xoxo

-Since the character book said hes still growing, he stops growing at 6'6. you heard me ladies, a dreamy six foot six.

-King of guyliner

-can wrap his whole hand around your fist. (and your throat but we're not ready for that convo yet). Either way his hands are big.

-Was always a gym bro but stays pretty lanky and slim till he hits his mid/late 20s. That's when his muscles really start coming in heh..big biceps. all i have to say is big ass biceps.

-Gets your name tattoed on his throat pretty early into the relationship (doesn't show you it until you notice yourself). Then once its been a while (like a few years) he starts adding more, eg, your birthday, or your kiss mark on his back, or some small doodle in your handwriting.

-Has clammy skin and short lashes. (but its fine bc something else is long-GUYS WHO SAID THAT)

-suffers from nicotine withdrawal frequently and has coughed up tar before-tbh he's baked 90% of the time, the other 10% he's asleep. He doesn't have a specific preference for what he smokes, he has a plug and just gets whatever he has. Though he does sometimes crave something more expensive.

-Likes coke but cant be bothered to snort it anymore, was fun the first few times but got boring-never really tried needles, didn't seem interesting to him.

-Cant tolerate draken being brought up in conversations by those he likes (you and kisaki probably)-instantly crashes out and goes to fight him.

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Hanma shuji.

OKAY which TR guys do yall think could look good with facial hair specifically the tiny mustache and goatee combo or just one or the other?! Because im lowkey tryna imagine Ken with the small 70s stache but idk man it might be sexy or absolutely not lmfao

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Random things he does that are hot (Hanma shuji)

(send req if u want hehe)

-if you are wearing jeans or pants, when they sag a little he’ll pull them up for you, pat your ass and leave like nothing happened (don’t lie that’s kinda hot)

-manspreading. That’s it. Everywhere,he’s so long he just can’t help it. And he does the thing where one hand is resting on his stomach and the other is holding a cigarette 🤭🫡

-eating a lot and wanting you to do the same. Idk there’s something about a man who just scarfs down food (he can scarf down something else too-) and he tells you to eat more too bc you’re too thin 🥺

-always be half hard when he’s with you. Help this is so Hanma, just hanging out with you is keeping him pretty much turned on. And he’s not even ashamed. Ask him and he’ll admit “yeah I’m hard, so what?” 🫠

-call you by a name no one else is allowed too. If you have an embarrassing middle name or nickname that you hide, trust he will find out and abuse it and get pissed when he hears someone else use it. (He’s hot when he’s angry)

-gets a vein on his forehead when he’s angry. That’s it. hehe

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Hanma thoughts

I love that we all agree hanma is kinda mentally ill

I think hanma crashes relatively early in his life, like I’m talking mid 20s-all the fighting and booze and drugs catches up to him, and he just becomes a little more muted than his 16 year old self. A little less vibrant. Some days he finds himself looking at his Valhalla jackets (that bitch had like 10 ok) and just feeling tired from thinking of his past antics. Ok I’m not saying he’s 100% depressed and silent like bonten mikey ☠️, he still has his personality-but it tones down a little.

also I’ve read a few fan fics that make him the type of guy to get periodically in a funk where he’s just feeling nothing. While teenage him wouldn’t ADULT HANMA WOULD. Since he’s not going on the streets every night for a fight or owning a whole ahh gang, he feels like he’s lost himself a bit. Sometimes he even mourns his adrenaline filled days-knowing that if he tried now-he’d end up in prison which is even more of a drag. So he spends his mid 20s going through a second puberty, finding his place which he couldn’t make when he was younger because he was too busy beating people up-in these times you find yourself comforting him often-though he doesn’t ask, you find yourself reassuring him, because it seems like he needs it.

Coming into his early 30s, he gets back some of his ‘sparkle’-you can find traces of his 16 year old self. But he’s still tired. He has new thinks to do like, photography and travelling (vacations).

sometimes hanma sits silently to remember his youth, with kisaki ofc. But he’s not completely over it so he forcefully thinks about something else (like what he’s going to eat for dinner)-but unfortunately his ‘prime’ days will always haunt him, he’ll always feel a little expired.

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Today on more of my unrealistic requests: Does anyone have that fanfic where Shuji is an underground boxer??? It was here on Tumblr.

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headcanon that when you are pregnant with takeomi akashis baby, he’s low key an absent hubby. I mean, he doesn’t really understand (or care to learn) the needs of a pregnant woman. So Instead, senju takes such good care you, damn you feel like a queen.

But his epiphany of realising he’s lowk a deadbeat, is when he sees (or hears through the door) you crying to senju about how he’s acting. All senju can do is hug you and let you cry because, after all it’s not a lie-he is kinda absent. After that whole overhearing thing, he tries to be better. Tries. Little things like, taking you on walks, making sure you’re sleeping enough and comfy in bed…yk. Is he perfect? Still no..but He cares enough to change a little. And be a good dad to the baby ofc.

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This guy held me up at the bakery and then when he kinda got in my way he was like "oh sorry my love" and I was like huehue *giggles* ?!! !!!!! But then I thought of a situation happening like that while with hanma and how petty he'd get about it. Playful jealousy where later he'd say "no go ask your other boyfriend 👎"

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is hanma a good daddy to his kids or not. Bc I can see him falling into the abusive parent role but he’s also just a chill guy 😢

!! warning :: death mentions, profanity, could be ooc cuz im projecting, just hanma idk

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; hanma is a good father. IF he tries. his ass could NOT be a dad (cuz he's a mom, he's the one that got pregnant /j)

; he's the type to take very silly pictures of your kids, maybe send it to you when you're away like "lmao yn look at this 🤣🤣" and it's just a pic of his camera an inch away from your child's face in 0.5x

; will have lighthearted but funny banters with your kids, doesn't matter if they're young or not, he's a clown himself and he would clown with his kids too

; i feel as though hanma is, in a way, emotionally constipated. he has a lot to say but he doesn't know where to start. that's why he looks very distant at times and even uninterested, but really he does give a fuck.

; like doesn't he hate everyone. one can say it's arrogance, i'd say he's a hateful piece of shit /lh

; but ANYWAYYY. i don't see hanma being one to want many kids depending on the timeline. if it's the good timeline, he'd be happy enough to have three or two kids with you, he wants to raise them with you because he loves you and he wants to see maybe, just maybe, a duplicate of him but only if back then he was raised differently.

; i think if he does raise them well and one day they just.. look like him, a part of him somewhat heals. it softens and soothes him, even though perhaps he's going to mourn what he could've been. but if he were like that, he probably would've never met you lol.

; other timelines however.. only child or none. hanma doesn't like putting his loved ones at risk, he knows that he's living on the edge, perhaps live today but die tomorrow, so why risk it all even if he really wants to create a family with you? he loves you, he does, but he'd rather put a bullet through his own skull than one day witness it go through his kid's, or yours, instead.

; not just that, he also doesn't want to burden you significantly if one day he gets killed on a mission. as much as he loves to have little rascals wearing both you and him out, it's only fun when he's also in it, he doesn't want to one day leave it all to you and let you carry it on your shoulders alone. i like to think that hanma's the type of guy to prefer it to happen to him than to someone he loves, HES NOT A NONCHALANT MF. THAT MAN IS NOT GONNA SURVIVE THE IDGAF WARRR

; as very chalant as he can be, he is also blunt about it. he says it as it is, he doesn't sugar coat, why would he when it's a serious matter? even if it wasn't, he wouldn't do it either because beating around the bush gives him an itch on the ass 😇

; in conclusion, he leans towards a considerate, calculative father. so an okay one, 6/10, would be a good friend to his kids actually once they've matured and reached an age where he and they can relate on such topics.

; if u disagree i won't listen cuz we're talking abt a MAN here, hanma as a MAN, A MAAAAANNN, HES A MANNN 💯💯💯

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'I carry.'

overview ig: you accidentally find hanmas gun oopsies.(kinda 18+ if u squint)

Hanmas lifestyle was never a complete mystery to you.

Gambling and combat fighting soon turned into money laundering, expensive cars and bougie meeting rooms. And while you know its not the best thing in the world- and certainly not the safest, you know him. So you choose to stay. Thats why its almost 2 am and youre sat at tipsy (probably drunk, possibly wasted-who knows how much he drank while you were in the bathroom) shuji's side on his fancy ass couch. Looking around the lavish drawing room youre in- its hard to believe it all belongs to him.Not in a mean way- Hes a messy guy, leaving his shit everywhere and stuff. He just didnt seem like the type of guy to want such materialistic things- just a bit of fun.

Anyways rant over, youre brought back to reality as he tugs on your wrist, bringing your attention onto him- just how he likes. 'cmere'

he grunts ,as he slides his hand behind your neck-not quite fervorous yet, but hes getting there fast at this rate. You chuckle at his dizzy state, pushing a long bleached strand of hair out of his face. 'slow down, if you move too fast youll faint or something y'know..' you joke- he doesnt let you tease him when hes sober. He grunts in annoyance.

'Faint?? girl i only took like 2 shots-' He cuts himself off, pulling you forward so fast that you have to steady yourself with your hands on his thighs so you don't topple over. He presses his lips to yours, quickly prying your mouth open with his tongue as his arm slides down to your back, right over your ass- holding you in place. After a few moments his breathing deepens and you pull away the tiniest bit, ghosting his lips and pulling back every time he gets closer. You cant help but chuckle as he continues his attempts for kisses like a thirsty dog.

'stop it...' he mutters, digging his fingers into your waist which only makes you squirm more. You chuckle and maintain about an inch distance between your lips and his. Staring into his golden eyes, hanma pants slightly- years of cigarettes seem to be catching up with him. Hes only 24. You hold his cheek in your palm, the rugged unmoisturised (ew) skin is warm and slightly clammy from the inevitable asian flush he gets from large amounts of alcohol. One peck onto his lips, followed by another as you slide your hand onto his shoulder

'cmon..do it like you mean it...' he mutters in annoyance. 'i do mean it you ass.'

He scowls at you half playfully.

'Dont feel like it....kiss me harder or you dont love me anymore.' He tries to hide the dumb smirk on his lips. 'im not feeling the love aura vibe thingy tonight babe-' he chortles and you can see the glint of pearly whites under the dim light. You roll your eyes, hanma always makes fun of your vocabulary- he says its so 'chronically online'. Whatever.

You shake your head in mock disappointment as you slowly slide your hand down his torso- despite his shirt you can feel the groove of his abs- a satisfying feeling. He hums, tired and gruff, just needing a good nights sleep and just cant get enough of how warm he is-every inch of his skin lower and lower until..your fingertips graze something solid?..

It takes you a moment to register…there’s no way his dick is this hard…and cold? He’s in his own world, head thrown back and eyes shut..it’s not like you both had boundaries, so you lift the shirt up a little and your chest tightens just a tiny bit. A pistol. Right in the waistband of his pants. It’s black and sleek, but simultaneously old looking. A world of violence and crime is something you were introduced to by your boyfriend, but he bubble wrapped you, putting his hands over your pretty eyes so they don’t tarnish. A gun wasn’t something you’ve ever saw in real life…you reach to grab it but his head jerks up and hand grabs yours fast as hell..his instincts are sharp.

“the fuck are you doin’? Huh?” He seems more offended than angry..

“nothing..don’t yell at me..” you pull your hand away..trying to gauge if you’re disturbed or curious about the weapon as you stare back at him, mirroring his offended face.

“I ain’t yellin’-“

He has a little voice crack at the end-he shuts his mouth to avoid any more..normally you’d both laugh at his little mistakes and trip ups..but there was a slight struggle in finding the humour right now..

“why do you have that..?”

“I’m grown..why can’t I? You ain’t my mom..”

“I know but..”

He shakes his head at you, leaning back to increase the distance between you both..why was he so mad? He’s not the type to get mad over nothing, you could probably accidentally hit him with your shiny car and he’d get up just to ruffle your hair.

“Why do you think? You ain’t stupid y/n.”*

suddenly you feel more sober and real. If there wasn’t a gun between you both you’d probably take that comment as a compliment..

“…”

“Don’t look at me like that…”

for once he breaks eye contact. You never really realised how..intimidating he looked when he didn’t have a shit eating grin on his face-probably because he always had one with you. And now the little voice in his head is scolding him because you’re upset with him.

“c’mon y/n don’t cry..I thought you’d just know. I have a gun so what..” he’s almost stammering, hoping you don’t burst into tears and ask for a birkin as an apology gift (true story, you have the bag in your closet)

“I ain’t gonna use it on you…” he’s rambling now.

“it’s just for safety ‘kay? It’s a big scary world out there-“

“I’m not crying…and stop talking to me like that..” your attention is suddenly diverted to his rather..condescending tone.

He wants to roll his eyes, But he lets out a breath he didn’t know he was holding.

“Just..don’t worry your pretty head okay?…’m tired let’s go to bed..”

🥲sorry guys I couldn’t be bothered to finish (I have no ideas)

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why does hanma look so majestic in the sleepover art lmfaoo 😭😭

It's all the sparkles!!! (Also because we get hair down Hanma ♡)