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Rindou thoughts…

thinking of being rindous pretty singer while he djs…and sure, it’s at his club which is local and pretty underground, the crowd isn’t that’s big..but thinking about singing your little song while looking him in the eye, maybe you’re tipsy, he’s a little sweaty from being in the booth, maybe you try to get him to dance with you on stage- he doesn’t, but he lets you put your hands on his shoulders while you away and tilt your head back, he lets you sit your pretty self on his set (not on the ‘important stud’) and have the time of your life...HEHEHE. And ran is low-key ruining the vibe with his negative energy…

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i do not like that "kitten" is treated as this cringe term of endearment and you can take it from my cold dead hands and even then i ain't letting go of that shit

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Not like that before. (Hanma shuji) 🚬

Mr hanma is..changing. (This is what I imagine he was like in the og timeline when bad toman just started-yk he was somewhat young, maybe 23,24-basically before what they show in the anime but after his teenage self. Hehe.) not proofread Sowwy.

Hanma shujis new apartment was pretty nice. Upon entering the building, the floors were white marble, the a/c was on full blast..hell there was even a guard at the door. Well, this is what dirty money buys-it’s nothing surprising. You take the elevator a few floors up-he was lazy, told you to come over instead of picking you up..said he had ‘business-but you’re a smart girl you’ll figure it out’..

Once you find his door, number 27A,(which he left unlocked for some reason)-you let yourself in, to he met with more marble, this time it’s darker, the lights are yellow but dim, it doesn’t help the suns setting-the place almost looks golden. Yet you can’t see (or hear him) There’s no way this bastard isn’t home after he told you to come over. After the ordeal of shutting the door, taking off your jacket, and glancing around, you head to the room with the ajar door-for once, quietly, not even calling him.

Just the scent near the door tells you he’s in there. You half assed knock on the door, which is more like a tap then go in. Quickly your eyes meet the stacks of cash on the cheetah print sheets, rubber bands tossed carelessly-some money stacked and some just stuffed in a duffel bag..what the hell was this guy doing.

‘You just gonna stand there starin’?’-Your head snaps to the direction of his voice. You have to physically stop yourself from gasping..Since when was he so…swole?? His back was so damn….muscular. Like he could throw someone through a wall-or be the damn wall himself. He notices your face light up like you just saw a crate of kitties.

‘your back looks insane…’-you murmur in awe, trying not to break out in giggle like a school girl as you come near him. Sure the past month or two have been rough, he hasn’t been hitting you up as much, either sleeping or has ‘business’-affection being reduced to just a kiss or two and a side hug..You know he was busy, But what the hell?? Who becomes so jacked like that without notice? What the hell does kisaki have him doing? you scoff playfully and rest your fingertips over the muscles on his upper back, sliding them down slowly before glancing at his face. ‘Why are you so damn..jacked..’

‘yeah? Jacked? You like it?’ He murmurs for once, not bellowing in your face or laughing like a hyena..

‘baby I looove…’ It didn’t help that his skin was embellished with dark ink, over his back, going up to his jugular and back down to his forearms-then of course the kanji on his hands. He lifts his arm a little to show you his biceps..When you first got together, he was lean, strong, but lean-the type of lean where you could see his bones gently poking out. But now, there was just, muscle everywhere..

‘what’s the matter, pretty? Finish-‘

‘shh’-you shush him, needing a silent moment with those biceps of his. ‘you look fucking mean…I-‘ You cut yourself off to giggle a little like a little girl..Those biceps were anyone’s dream..

He chuckles with you, just because you are..His hands gently come down to hold you-not tight but firm, holding you in place by your upper arms so he can look at you properly..His hands are warm. ‘what’s gotten into you huh? crazy chick…You take somethin’? He glances around your face to check.

Your eyes meet his. ‘Nothing…’m just excited-you’re so jacked it’s actually kinda disgusting..’

He laughs and scoffs at the same time-it crooked. ‘The fuck kinda compliment is that? You complainin’ or what.. Seemed pretty into it a few moments ago..’ He’s pleasantly confused..you look like you’re about to fall to your knees.

‘nothin’…let’s just go-you promised me a nice date, remember?’

‘Course I do but, So fast?..Not gonna compliment me some more? Feels good-‘

‘shuji..im being for real.’-God knows you can’t handle looking at it anymore..it’s only 7pm..He chuckles at your whining.

‘okay okay..jeez, no need to be a brat, I’m goin’..’ He chuckles and slides on a shirt, a black one. Your turn your head and suddenly he has a sliver chain on too-it clashes with his gold earring. Whatever, money can’t buy smarts, or fashion sense. You just wanna get out and get back fast..so you can, you know what.

I should be revising but idc. Yolo.

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OG bad toman Hanma.

So i always see online that people think bad toman hanma was sad or not enjoying that timeline. I understand that he might not be getting thrills from fist fighting, but guys, this guys literal dream was to have 100 slaves who do everything for him..cmon hes enjoying this.

why;

1-he is filthy rich-ik hes not shown as money hungry but cmon..cheetah print?? screams rich people taste. also glasses??? vro did not even need them. he enjoys spending money. Eating at expensive places,exotic food, private jets just to get to another city..heh he does it all. Also his car in the live action??? i need him so bad

2-he has enough authority to make people crawl for him-if he wants a drink, someone will pour it for him and put the glass in his hand. HE IS NOT moving a damn muscle. He sits in the clubs he owns, drinking expensive stuff and making fun of people who cant afford it.

this timeline shuji is so much meaner-like not teasing anymore, just straight up mean. since hes all rich and powerfull now hes allowed to say whatever he wants.. but not you babe, he knows you have a soft soul. He doesnt look like hes having fun but dw he is. Also he gets those lines in the corner of his eyes when he smiles. heh...#needthat #i'ddoit

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Every time a gay man says something misogynistic I read a chapter of killing stalking

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Monster by Lady Gaga is such a Hanma song

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Hi i just read ur post that u sent 2 hours ago or so and i would like to tell something about it, though i would like to send it anonymously. About the dress t hing; plain always looks so much more elegant and it will be completely fine if u go with a cheap dress thats fine, as someone who does not have hard times financially i will go to my prom which is in 2 months with a dress that costs 18€ and its okay because it dont matter as long as i like it. And about the not having close friends and being alone there thing, guess what? thats okay too!! i used to be afraid of being alone in school or going to the mall by myself but i broke those stereotypes of mine and the more i started to be okay with it and be cool with it people started approaching me and even though i had quite superficial relations with them and did not have a close friend i started to feel lighter and was more “relaxed” about it. And you wont get to have “unforgettable” moments or a better life as long as u dont leave your comfort zone, thats what i learnt from my hs years. So what i mesn is that just go there and dont be awkward maybe join a group of girls it wont be weird🩷

thank you dear 🥺

I’m lucky I still have a few months to decide. I’m just conscious that I won’t feel my best and leave disappointed. I’m not very strong hearted tbh 😭

for now I’ll keep searching-maybe I’ll also find a €18 dress too 🙏

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guys help pls. ☹️

hi mooties and hi everyone. I don’t normally post like this but tumblr is the only place where I don’t have ppl who I know irl.

basically in a few months I have prom and I kinda don’t want to go.

First of all I don’t have a decent amount of money for a dress let alone all the other accessories and transport and hair and makeup etc etc, im also too shameful to ask my parents for large amounts of money-I know I technically don’t have to to do all this but all of my friends are so (as loser as it seems) I don’t want to be the only one looking plain. At the end of the day I’m still a girl and wanna feel pretty, but I’m pretty sure I’ll just feel embarrassed.

second. I’m not particularly close with anyone-so I’m worried I’ll be there awkwardly, especially since large social spaces aren’t where i Flourish. I love all of my friends but I really don’t want to ruin everyone’s vibe by sitting on the side.

third- I’m not such a prominent member of my year group so with all the awards and stuff I’ll just feel left out.

I did go to leavers day/assembly and had lots of fun.

and I did want to go to prom but now that I think about it..it’s just not for me. If you went to prom or didn’t pls let me know. My family is relatively conservative with these things so I don’t really have anyone to ask.

thanks guys sorry for being weird

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Little rant BUT WHY CAN THE TR FANDOM ON TIKTOK NOT FATHOM THAT CHARACTERS LIKE RAN, SANZU, HANMA AND RINDOU CAN BE ASSHOLES BUT GOOD TO THE PEOPLE THEY CARE ABOUT. The mischaracterising of these characters make me want to rip my skin off I am currently arguing with 2 people on the fact that Ran wouldn’t be a fuckboy who cheated on his s/o every second week. I BEG READ THE BLOODY MANGA AGAIN BECAUSE FROM WHAT WE CAN ASSUME HES LOYAL TO THE PEOPLE HE CARES ABOUT, ITS SHOWN WITH HIS LOYALTY TO HIS BROTHER AND KAKUCHO EVEN JUST THE S62 GENERATION IN GENERAL WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR PEOPLE TO FATHOM THAT. There’s nothing wrong with having it as a headcanon but putting it out there and saying “idc this is how they would act” GETS PEOPLE TO ACTUALLY THINK THATS HOW THEY ARE THEY HAVE BEEN WATERED DOWN TO CHEATING BASTARDS WHO FUCK EVERYDAY OF THE WEEK. I can’t deal with these people❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️(if this made no sense it’s because I’m actually pissed about this💔)

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More hanma thoughts because i cant stop thinking abt him xoxo

-Since the character book said hes still growing, he stops growing at 6'6. you heard me ladies, a dreamy six foot six.

-King of guyliner

-can wrap his whole hand around your fist. (and your throat but we're not ready for that convo yet). Either way his hands are big.

-Was always a gym bro but stays pretty lanky and slim till he hits his mid/late 20s. That's when his muscles really start coming in heh..big biceps. all i have to say is big ass biceps.

-Gets your name tattoed on his throat pretty early into the relationship (doesn't show you it until you notice yourself). Then once its been a while (like a few years) he starts adding more, eg, your birthday, or your kiss mark on his back, or some small doodle in your handwriting.

-Has clammy skin and short lashes. (but its fine bc something else is long-GUYS WHO SAID THAT)

-suffers from nicotine withdrawal frequently and has coughed up tar before-tbh he's baked 90% of the time, the other 10% he's asleep. He doesn't have a specific preference for what he smokes, he has a plug and just gets whatever he has. Though he does sometimes crave something more expensive.

-Likes coke but cant be bothered to snort it anymore, was fun the first few times but got boring-never really tried needles, didn't seem interesting to him.

-Cant tolerate draken being brought up in conversations by those he likes (you and kisaki probably)-instantly crashes out and goes to fight him.

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Hanma shuji.

OKAY which TR guys do yall think could look good with facial hair specifically the tiny mustache and goatee combo or just one or the other?! Because im lowkey tryna imagine Ken with the small 70s stache but idk man it might be sexy or absolutely not lmfao

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Random things he does that are hot (Hanma shuji)

(send req if u want hehe)

-if you are wearing jeans or pants, when they sag a little he’ll pull them up for you, pat your ass and leave like nothing happened (don’t lie that’s kinda hot)

-manspreading. That’s it. Everywhere,he’s so long he just can’t help it. And he does the thing where one hand is resting on his stomach and the other is holding a cigarette 🤭🫡

-eating a lot and wanting you to do the same. Idk there’s something about a man who just scarfs down food (he can scarf down something else too-) and he tells you to eat more too bc you’re too thin 🥺

-always be half hard when he’s with you. Help this is so Hanma, just hanging out with you is keeping him pretty much turned on. And he’s not even ashamed. Ask him and he’ll admit “yeah I’m hard, so what?” 🫠

-call you by a name no one else is allowed too. If you have an embarrassing middle name or nickname that you hide, trust he will find out and abuse it and get pissed when he hears someone else use it. (He’s hot when he’s angry)

-gets a vein on his forehead when he’s angry. That’s it. hehe

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Hanma thoughts

I love that we all agree hanma is kinda mentally ill

I think hanma crashes relatively early in his life, like I’m talking mid 20s-all the fighting and booze and drugs catches up to him, and he just becomes a little more muted than his 16 year old self. A little less vibrant. Some days he finds himself looking at his Valhalla jackets (that bitch had like 10 ok) and just feeling tired from thinking of his past antics. Ok I’m not saying he’s 100% depressed and silent like bonten mikey ☠️, he still has his personality-but it tones down a little.

also I’ve read a few fan fics that make him the type of guy to get periodically in a funk where he’s just feeling nothing. While teenage him wouldn’t ADULT HANMA WOULD. Since he’s not going on the streets every night for a fight or owning a whole ahh gang, he feels like he’s lost himself a bit. Sometimes he even mourns his adrenaline filled days-knowing that if he tried now-he’d end up in prison which is even more of a drag. So he spends his mid 20s going through a second puberty, finding his place which he couldn’t make when he was younger because he was too busy beating people up-in these times you find yourself comforting him often-though he doesn’t ask, you find yourself reassuring him, because it seems like he needs it.

Coming into his early 30s, he gets back some of his ‘sparkle’-you can find traces of his 16 year old self. But he’s still tired. He has new thinks to do like, photography and travelling (vacations).

sometimes hanma sits silently to remember his youth, with kisaki ofc. But he’s not completely over it so he forcefully thinks about something else (like what he’s going to eat for dinner)-but unfortunately his ‘prime’ days will always haunt him, he’ll always feel a little expired.

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Today on more of my unrealistic requests: Does anyone have that fanfic where Shuji is an underground boxer??? It was here on Tumblr.