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smut is great but do you know what’s better? heart wrenching, soul twisting angst that makes you want to cry (take my money)
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machersgirlie · 11 months
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Stalker
pairing; Ethan Landry x reader
summary; You and Ethan don’t like eachother at all, so why does he stalk you?
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warnings; enemies to lovers, swearing, female masturbation, stalking.
wc; 2.5k.
a/n; Hi! This is the first time I’m writing for tumblr, english is not my first language so there may be some mistakes. Enjoy!<3
“You’re just trying to sound smart. There’s no way you actually like it.”
“I’m not! For your information, I wrote an essay about it for class and I got the highest grade.”
“That book sucks, it’s so confusing. I don’t get how you can like it.”
“Because it makes me feel, Ethan. Something you clearly aren’t familiar with. It’s literature, you don’t have to understand everything it says to be able to like it.”
“I don’t make you feel?”
All your friends were looking at you now. That’s not what you meant, but Ethan had always known how to take advantage of the situation.
“No.”
“Bullshit.” you scoffed, he looked so confident, so attractive.
“Shut up, you don’t-”
“Ok, guys. Party is over. Everyone go home.” Chad interrupted you, wanting to calm you both down.
You sighed as you closed the door of your apartment, you were finally home. Ethan still had you completely flustered, where did he get the balls to ask you that? But most of all, was he right? Well, to be honest, he certainly made you feel things, you didn’t know what it was about him but you were so horny over him all the time.
You couldn’t take it anymore, you walked into your room and went straight to the wooden box on your nightstand. When you opened it, you saw the polaroids of your friends the day you all went to the lake, taken a few days back. You grabbed the one Anika took of Ethan. He was sitting on a deck chair, eyes closed with an arm over his head. His shirt was’t all the way down so you could see the lower part of his abs, he was so strong, and that was a surprise to all of you, no one would’ve bet on Ethan actually being that ripped. You had enough when your eyes landed on the veins of the arm he had on his forehead.
The need to calm yourself was clear, so you took a shower. You were wrapping a towel around your body when you heard a noise, it was most likely your cat Coco playing with one of her toys, but you couldn’t help but think “What if it’s Ethan, hard and ready to fuck me?” There was no going back now in your mind, you needed to release the tension. Your towel was off in no time and you headed to your bedroom. Ethan's polaroid was on the floor, but you could swear you left it in the bed. Must’ve been the cat. The white silky sheets felt soft against your naked body, one look to the left tho and you saw another weird thing. The wooden box was closed, but you left it open. It didn’t really seem like a big deal so you enjoyed the silky sheets a little longer, with the photograph on your hand. You parted your legs, feeling the cold air brushing against your cunt, your eyes shut for a few seconds, liking the effect the small breeze had on your body. You were so eager to cum and you hadn’t even started.
You placed the polaroid between your breasts, holding it there so you could see it, see him. Your hand traveled down on your body, caressing it with the tip of your fingers. You brushed your folds slightly with them, your breath hitched at the feeling. You were so fucking turned on. Your clit was throbbing, begging to be touched. So that’s what you did, you started with little circular movements, watching Ethans arm, his face, his abs, his thighs. He looked delicious. A moan escaped your mouth at the thought of him finding out about this. Would he punish you? Another moan. You started moving your fingers quicker, almost making you throw away the photo, but you couldn’t stop staring at it. His fucking arms. Your back arched, you felt high, pleasure invading all your senses. You needed to cum looking at him, as if you were challenging him after how much he pissed you off today. You continued your movements. Feeling needy and wanting to do more, you started riding your fingers while moving them, it felt so good, so soft, so wet. You were a moaning mess when you felt the orgasm hitting you, instantly making your legs tremble. You breathed deeply, closing your eyes for a bit to calm down. When you felt calmer, you opened them again and licked your fingers, it felt dirty to do it so naturally you loved it. Your body turned to open the box to put the photo away.
(...)
You haven’t seen the group in days, you tell yourself it’s because you’ve been studying but really it’s because you feel awful. You can’t believe what you did days ago, you hate how much you actually enjoyed it.
You felt like you just proved him right when he said he made you feel, and you didn’t want to have to look at him even though he didn’t know about it.
“Come on, Y/N. It’ll be fun!” Anika said through the phone.
“I don’t know, Ani. I’m not really in the mood for a pool day.”
“Girl, it’s not just a pool day, it’s the pool day. Anika’s parents are out of town and we have it all to ourselves!” You heard Mindy say to you, you smiled. That sounded really nice.
“Will Ethan be there?”
“Why?”
“I don’t wanna see him.”
“He won’t be here, don’t worry.” She assured you.
“Ok, but I don’t have a swimsuit”
“Oh my God, don’t even worry about that! Anika has like a million of them.”
As soon as you went out into Anika’s backyard you saw Chad and Ethan playing with a beach ball in the pool. You turned to Mindy and she shrugged.
“I’m sorry, but I knew you wouldn’t come if I told you he was here. Look, he annoys me too, just ignore him,” she told you, “Anika has all her swimsuits laid out in her room. Go change and come have fun.”
You looked at the pool again, this time Ethan was looking at you too. You wanted to slap yourself because of the way your stomach flipped when you saw the little smirk he gave you. You’ve never climbed stairs so fast in your life.
An hour later, you were sitting on the edge of the pool with Tara, trying to give her some advice with Chad.
“Why don’t you go up to him? Spend some time together.”
“I don’t know how to do that without making it awkward,” she said.
“I don’t know, chicken fights?” Her eyes lit up as she looked at you, then she turned to the boys.
“Hey guys, do y’all want to play chicken fights?” Chad and Ethan said yes without even hesitating, you grabbed Tara by the arm.
“Am I supposed to play with Ethan?”
“Shit, I didn’t remember. I-”
“It’s ok,” you said. He was looking at you, smiling as if he knew you would run away, so you stayed.
You both got in the water and swimmed towards them until your feet touched the ground. Chad picked Tara up and you went to stand in front of Ethan, with the water level reaching your chest.
“Will you be able to pick me up?” you teased him, he scoffed and brought his hands to your waist, the warmth making you almost melt. He turned you around and crouched down to whisper in your ear.
“Don’t worry about it.” That was the last thing you heard before he plunged into the water to lift you on his shoulders. You won the first round despite being totally distracted by Ethan’s hands on your thighs.
“Okay, let's take five minutes off to form a strategy”
“A strategy? You don’t need-” you were cut off by Ethan’s arm bringing you closer to him.
“Sure, we’ll do the same,” you followed him to the edge of the pool, “don’t you want Tara to date Chad?”
“What does that even mean?”
“It means he’s trying to spend time alone with her and you’re killing the vibe.”
“What? No.”
“Yes.”
“Shit, I’m the worst,” he chuckled.
“Yeah, a real party buster,” you looked up at him, and when his hands slid you through the water to corner you against the pool wall, you didn't stop him.
“What are you doing?”
“No one’s looking at us,” he whispered. He was right, Chad and Tara were flirting on the other side of the pool and Mindy and Anika had been sunbathing for quite a while, so they were probably asleep. “Are you checking? You’re naughtier than I thought,” his hands traveled across your thighs, making you move your legs to stop him, but he took advantage of the movement and put your legs around his hips.
“Ethan, what the hell are you doing?”
“Why are you acting like you don’t want this?” he pushed himself against you and you clung to his strong arms looking for some stability. This had to stop, the way water was dripping down his curls, his eyes were looking into yours, his hands were grabbing your ass and his dick was against your cunt. It was all too much for you.
“Stop it,” you said, almost out of breath.
“Stop what, doll?” his eyes almost looked innocent, “you know I can feel you throbbing, right?”
“Fuck,” you moaned. He brought his face closer to yours, brushing his lips against yours while doing the same with his dick.
“This bikini looks good on you, I preferred that little thong you had on before though,” you were so ready to kiss him until you processed those words. How did he know what underwear you had on earlier?
“What the fuck? Did you watch me change?” he looked surprised, as if he didn’t expect you to notice. You pushed him off of you to get a better look of his face.
“What?”
“You heard me.”
“Well- No, I just guessed.” you could tell he was nervous.
You weren’t really annoyed that he had done that because what you had done was far worse in your opinion, but you needed to get out of there. Now that he was off you, you could think clearly. If you’d let him go any further you wouldn’t hear the end of it. This was your chance to get out of there.
This time, you weren’t the one that disappeared for a few days.
“Hey, Y/N. Did something happen between Ethan and you the other day? He left just after you did and doesn’t want to hang out anymore,” he seemed concerned and that made you feel bad.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“You sure?” He knew you too well.
“Fine, tell him I’m ok with him being here.”
“What happened?”
“Nothing, just tell him.”
Ethan started showing up the next day after that, giving you a lost puppy look all the time. You thought he was cute, but you didn’t want to talk to him yet. The power you knew he had over you scared you enough.
Today, you were getting ready for a halloween costume party, you knew he was going to be there so you promised yourself you wouldn’t drink just in case you did something you would regret the next day.
“Oh my God, are you Leia from Star Wars?” Anika said, completely amazed by yor costume. Everyone turned around to see you. You smiled at her.
“Close, I’m Padmé.”
“You look so cool!” she said.
“Wait- Why can she dress up as a Star Wars character and I can’t?” Ethan complained. He looked so cute with his cardboard knight costume.
“Because she looks sexy and you look ridiculous,” Mindy said, “now please, let’s go.”
You all started walking, the party was a few blocks away so there was no need to take the subway. Ethan was walking behind the group, he was looking at his feet, not even trying to keep up with the group. You slowed down until you were beside him, “I don’t think you would’ve looked ridiculous,” you said and his eyes met yours, “who did you want to dress up as?”
“Luke Skywalker” he told you, the corners of his mouth rising.
“Well you would’ve been a great son,” you laughed, walking faster again to catch up with the group.
“No- I mean, if I’d known, I would’ve gone as Anakin.”
“Too late now.”
Hours later, you were watching how Anika introduced him to one of her friends with a drink in your hand.
“Didn’t you say you weren’t drinking tonight?” you heard Chad’s voice behind you. You turned around, “don’t worry, he’s not the type to go after more than one girl.”
“What?”
“I’m not stupid, Y/N. You and Ethan can’t fool me, I’ve seen you two together.”
“That’s not- When?”
“I may have seen you for like two seconds that day at Anika’s pool.”
“Oh God.”
“I swear I only looked at you for two seconds, I didn’t wanna ruin it.”
“Don’t worry, we already did that.”
“Listen, he likes you. Why don’t you go talk to him?” You turned around to see him dancing like an idiot around the girl.
“No, thanks.”
“Or make out.”
“Chad!,” he laughed. “I’m going to go grab another drink. If the night ends well, I’ll have another boy to worry about.”
With that, you walked towards the kitchen and once you had your new drink, you went to the living room again. The first thing you saw was Chad giving Ethan a pep talk a few meters away.
“Fuck,” you tried to hide yourself behind a group of girls so they wouldn’t see you.
“Y/N!” You dropped your drink when you heard Ethan calling you, having to apologize to the people next to you. Climbing the stairs was a hard task to do while drunk but you somehow made it to the second floor with Ethan a few steps behind, “wait for me!”
You walked as fast as you could to the bathroom but before you could close the door, he got in and did it himself, “are you running away from me?” His cheeks were red and he was sweating.
“No, I just really wanted to pee.”
“Oh.”
“Yeah,” you chuckled.
“You look beautiful,” he told you, getting closer step by step until your hips hit the bathroom sink and he put his hands on it, cornering you with his big arms.
“What?” you couldn’t think straight, the alcohol was making it difficult for you to process what you were doing. “Are you drunk?” He laughed.
“Yeah, you?”
“Me too,” you said with a silly smile.
“Come here, I need to sit down” he sat down on the toilet and guided you to sit on his lap. His freckles were all you could focus on, that and the way he was holding you by the hips.
“What are you doing?” you asked him, but you didn’t want him to ever get away from you.
“I know you like me,” silence was your answer. You remembered all the times you argued and he teased you, was this another joke? “Or at least I think you’re attracted to me,” he seemed unsure now.
“No.”
“No?”
“No!”
“Then why do you touch yourself looking at my photo?” You gasped, how the fuck did he know that?
“You’ve been stalking me,” you realized, and you cursed yourself because that made the memory ten times hotter.
“And you like me,” his lips brushed against yours until you couldn’t take it anymore and you kissed him sloppily, feeling his hands all over your breasts. Then you remembered where you were and who you were with.
“I don’t,” he gave you a smile, not taking you seriously at all.
“Sure baby,” he put one of his hands inside your white pants and brushed a couple of his fingers against your folds, feeling how wet he had gotten you in such a short time. When he got his hand out, you swear you could feel his dick pulsating against you, “then why are you so wet?”
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machersgirlie · 2 years
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Yes. Just yes.
My mood during the fight scene between Vader/Anakin and Obi-Wan:
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machersgirlie · 2 years
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I'm btw highkey offended that Netflix doesn't have a Eddie Munson profile picture option yet. Like, cmon.
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machersgirlie · 2 years
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I need to stop joining new fandoms and falling in love with new people.
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machersgirlie · 2 years
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I don’t know what to do
I feel really tempted to write a fanfiction about Dympna but I’m a little scared because english isn’t my first language :( I can’t stop thnking about him
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machersgirlie · 2 years
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Waking up and the first thing I do is stalk @mothdruid for all the Dympna content, congrats I’ve barely been awake for an hour and I’m already horny as hell
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