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My boss hit me in the head today, several times, and ON PURPOSE, but I'm not allowed to have off the slowest week in winter and I can't say anything about it.

Today is the worst day I've had all year, and I almost *died* two months ago.

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Frustrated that my job is such a clusterfuck, that I would actually get more accomplished if I stayed home and sewed tomorrow.

Seriously though.

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I have 11 students signed up for my class tomorrow night.

Contemplating totally blowing that off. I am not really in the mood to "soft sell" absurd products, OR teach a room full of strangers this week. Or next week. Or the two weeks after that.

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I forgot to smell my new face mask before I bought it, and now I smell like old lady sock drawer. This is the worst, I am so bothered.

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Ugh, I want to sleep so badly, but I don't have the energy to put the computer away and get ready for bed.

Why can't my job be closer so I can sleep in? SLEEPING IN IS THE BEST.

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And I don't like the reply function on this site. It's too many steps, when I just want to push a button and type.

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I thought I was going to get up hella early tomorrow to go to work and get shit done, since I've been gone for a fucking week... until I remembered that I'm not allowed to leave until 3pm ANYWAY, so I might as well sleep.

Oops.

I think there is another goddamn 4.30 wedding too. I so hope that they bounced that cake to another bakery, because I am SO not ready to go right back out in the truck on my first day back. NO.

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Who let me have internet back?

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Anxiety

Here, tumblr, you take it.

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I am so stressed out and anxious that I feel like puking.

Omg, all I want to do is sleep and fingerpaint, why is that so hard?

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ALL I WANT TO DO IS PAINT MY NAILS, GOSH.

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Holy shit, I need to find a recipe for muffins using honey or something, because I cannot take this anymore and I need a fucking muffin.

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I am so conflicted right now.

I've been looking for a new job for a while now, since the chocolate shop has just stopped giving me hours and I do not understand how to stop spending money.... and I've just found a listing for a bakery in NB that is looking again for part time.

I really need a new job, and I feel obligated to at least finish out the summer with camps, but at the same time, I REALLY NEED A BETTER JOB. They have me *scheduled* for seven weeks of camps. Seven weeks of camps that need 12 children each in order to run. I was originally scheduled for nine, except Mad Boss didn't give Cool Coworker my summer availability, and she had me working both weeks I'm away.

I can't do it to Cool Coworker to quit now, especially when I'm trained on the most classes, and I literally begged her for hours. (I did, it was quite pathetic.)

I'm calling that bakery in the morning, and hopefully they're only looking for weekends. ...starting in July, because I just completely forgot that I only have one free weekend in June goddamnittanda.

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There is a huge* fabric store one town over from the dentist we're going to in South Jersey tomorrow, but my brother is going to be with us, so I'm not going to be able to go.

I really need a better option than Joann's, they're only carrying grey and pink suiting, and I need three different shades of brown(ish.)

*apparently

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THERE IS A LISTING FOR A PET DETECTIVE. WHAT.

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Find a job listed as "Actors/ Theater Performers."

Get really excited.

Click through to the description.

Realize, I ALREADY WORK THERE.

Goddamnit, Main Job, you are a TEACHING position, NOT ACTING.

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"I have time off, hang out with me."

Um, no.