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imagine celebrating a goal and then it doesn’t stand💀😂

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Spurs are such an ick

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A bit like what has happened between Declan and his girlfriend. One where you are a normal girl, with Jude and he tells you that he loves you for you

Jude had the whole world at the palm of his hands, every guy wanted to be him, and every girl wanted to be with him. Everyone claimed that he could have the hottest girl in the world, a model, an actress. Anyone he wanted. When he posted a photo of you, you being a normal girl. You were in University, you had stretch marks and curves, everyone questioned ‘what does he see in her?’. Your DMS and comments were just people being mean, Jude pulled your phone away from you, he pulling you into him and kisses your face. ‘I love every inch of you, if they got to know you like I do they’d realise why I am so obsessively in love with’ he tells you softly. ‘Don’t listen to them, they need to work on themselves’. He smothers you with love, making your heart feel so full and happy that Jude chose you.

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we here-by conduct the post portem with TAA

We here by conduct the post portem, your divorce was finalised. You were no longer married to Trent, it was time to close the chapter of your book together. Neither of you knew how you got to this point, everything was perfect, fairytale like. Until it wasn’t. You needed to cut yourself open and check why your heart no longer beats for him, why your lungs no longer caught when your gazes catch each other a cross the room. Why your organs gave up on each other. There had to show some signs, because how did it hurt so much when it was supposed to be right for the two of you.

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your location, you forgot to turn it off - Ben Chilwell

You were sat on the beach, the same beach in your hometown, which was on your childhood homes doorstep. You would find yourself there with your family and friends, you could feel young YN with you. You cuddled your legs as you try to control your emotions. You had brought your husband home to meet your family, you had been with Ben for three months and when you know you want to spend the rest of your life with someone, why wait? You didn’t have the best relationships with your parent but Ben wanted to meet them. You ran out the restaurant, you were tired. Tired of arguing and fighting for your self worth with them. Your father was rude to Ben, not liking that you no longer needed them. ‘There you are’ you heard a voice behind you. He sits beside you and wraps his arm around you, kissing your forehead. ‘I’m sorry I made you come’ he whispers. ‘How did you find me?’ you asks as you hold him tightly, feeling safe with him. ‘Your location, you forgot to turn it off’ he tells you. Even though you wanted to be alone with your own thoughts, you were glad that he had found you and was here to comfort you. ‘I promise you, I won’t make you come back here. Whatever you decide I will back it’ he says softly and kisses you. Despite what they say, you were glad you had Ben as your husband.

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prompts:　ttpd, the anthology by taylor swift.

your location, you forgot to turn it off.

the only thing that's left is the manuscript, one last souvenir from my trip to your shores

could it be enough to just float in your orbit?

quick, quick, tell me something awful, like you are a poet trapped inside the body of a finance guy.

i just don't understand how you don't miss me.

now and then she rereads the manuscriptof the entire torrid affair.

if you wanna tear my world apart, just say you've always wondered.

if comfort is a construct, i don't believe in good luck.

i move through the world with a broken heart.

they killed cassandra first, 'cause she feared the worst.

don't want money, just someone who wants my company.

say it once again with feeling.

even statues crumble if they're made to wait.

we here-by conduct the post portem.

what doesn't kill you makes you awake.

they tried to warn you about me.

i'm not a doner, but i'd give you my heart if you wanted.

i got cursed like eve got bitten.

i hate it here so i will go to secret gardens in my mind.

i feel so high school every time i look at you.

I look in people's windows like i'm some deranged weirdo.

there wouldn't be this if there hadn't been you.

she wrotе headlines in the local paper, laughing at each baby step i'd take.

one bad seed kills the garden.

when the truth comes out, it's quiet.

you see, i was a debutante in another life.

you have a favorite spot on the swing set.

the empathetic hunger descends.

i'm addicted to the 'if only'.

he said that if the sex was half as good as the conversation was, soon they'd be pushin' strollers. soon it was over.

oh, we must stop meeting like this.

way to go, tiger.

i built a legacy that you can't undo.

you said some things that i can't unabsorb, you turned me into an idea of sorts.

i may never open up the way i did for you.

he was a cad, wanted her bad just like any good trophy hunter.

tell me about the first time you saw me.

they knew, they knew, they knew the whole time.

i don't think you've changed much.

you have no room in your dreams for regrets.

they set my life in flames.

i thought it was just goodbye for now.

i loved you the way that you were.

you're a just ruler covered in mud, you look ridiculous.

i'm there most of the year, 'cause i hate it here.

you saw my bones out with somebody new who seemed like he would've bullied you in school.

how did it end? i can't pretend like i understand.

this place made me feel worthless.

i wanna find you in a crowd, just to hide from you.

quick, quick. tell me something awful.

i won't confess that i waited, but i let the lamp burn.

i can't forgive the way you made me feel.

Buried down deep

out of your reach the secret we all vowed to keep it from you in sweetness.

splendidly selfish, charmingly helpless.

old habits die screaming.

i'm lonely, but i'm good.

in my fantasies, i rise about it.

forgive me, [name], please know that i tried.

if i sell my apartment and you have some kids with an internet starlet. will that make your memory fade from this scarlet maroon?

behind her back, her best mates laughed.

you needed me, but you needed drugs more, and i can't watch it happen.

she's the albatross, she is here to destroy you.

i'll tell you one thing, honey. i can tell when somebody still wants me.

were you makin' fun of me?

nostalgia is a mind's trick.

i read about it in a book when I was a precocious child.

does it feel alright to now know me?

excellent fun 'til you get to know her.

life was always easier on you.

tell me all your secrets, all you'll ever be.

it wasn't a fair fight.

if i die screaming, i hope you hear it.

i can confirm she made a curious child, ever reviled by everyone except her own father.

are you gonna marry, kiss or kill me?

i'm bitter, but i swear i'm fine.

all that time you were throwin' punches, i was buildin' somethin'.

one less temptress, one less dagger to sharpen.

i'm hearing voices like a madman.

you said you were gonna grow up, then you were gonna come find me.

but i can't forget the way you made me heal.

they nicknamed her 'the bolter'.

wise men once said 'wild winds are death to the candle'.

now i wanna sell my house and set fire to all my clothes.

i'm gonna get you back.

push the reset button, we're becomin' something new.

i'm watchin' american pie with you on a saturday night.

i'm an aston martin that you steered straight into the ditch.

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Bye❄️

See youu👋🏼

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I’ll let you enjoy your last few hours😊, talk to you soon❄️

Ok sure

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Yeah❄️

😊.

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The boys❄️

Oh nice

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Yeah it was❄️

Anyone going to the game with you?

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Just had lunch❄️

Late lunch

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Just making convo😂❄️

You doing much?

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Okay❄️

Why?

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That’s good, when you gonna go home❄️

In an hour or two

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How’s the spa❄️

It’s been relaxing. My body feels good

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You ok?❄️

I’m good, just reading