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[madame-roche]

I’m not stuck up. I’m not rude. I don’t think i’m better than you. I have social anxiety. I’m uncomfortable around you. So if you say something and I stutter, mumble, apologize profusely or ignore you, please don’t take offense. I’m trying inside, but its hard to speak when you feel like your suffocating. It’s annoying and scary and I have no control over it. I wish more people understood this…

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Welp… this sums up my entire existence

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I have spent my whole life being rejected to the point where I do not even make moves anymore. It has became such an enormous fear of mine. If I ask you to do something with me or I tell you my feelings, as little as they are, that I care or miss you, it took a lot to do so. It takes a lot to build up what has been destroyed. I am trying. Please appreciate the progress I have made.

I am trying (via drinkt0forget)

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Teachers who like to call out their shy students in class deserve to get helicopters flown into their asses.

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Continue to work on yourself and your self esteem until you no longer need compliments or recognition from anyone.

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idk why im so chill with people who have fucked me over so bad, don’t have time to worry about hatin on em i guess

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you’re growing in ways you don’t realize yet

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I love these nights when you are out with your friends and you feel the happiness in every cell of your body and you are drunk and dance to your favorite song and you don’t give a fuck about tomorrow or how people judge you and your crazy laugh and your party dress and the make up you’re wearing. In this moment, everything is okay, you feel free. You are free! Life is good!

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I almost had you, didn’t I?

Six Word Story  (via blackbruise)

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du hast nur vorgetäuscht mich zu wollen, weil du einsam warst.

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“I want to be something for you.”

If you happen to live in Berlin and don’t know what to do on this Friday: I’m taking part in a group exhibition at Langhansstraße 99, which starts at 7pm - I’m going to be there just till 8, because of work. The exhibition will be open from 13.9.-21.9. 4-7pm and the work I show is a projection, that has something to do with a certain band..

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